Willingly ABO

In the early hours of the morning, I woke up from the sound of fireworks and shameful shouts, and after staring for a while, I gradually realized that it was the voice of the person who opened the room next door.

... I know you are a cheap guest house, but the sound insulation is not so bad.

I turned my head and looked at Qin Yuan who was sleeping soundly on my shoulder like a child.His breathing has returned to normal, and his expression in sleep is also very calm. It is estimated that the effect of the medicine has almost faded away.

He slept so deeply. On the one hand, he was drunk and drugged, exhausted physically and mentally. On the other hand, it was a habit he had developed since he was a child. As long as the environment was enough to make him feel at ease, he could quickly enter a deep sleep. Ten alarm clocks would not wake him up unless it was time to wake up.

I stared at Qin Yuan's face in rapt attention, feeling sore and sore in my heart, wondering if I would be the reason for his peace of mind?

But no matter if it's me or not, I can't stay anymore, and I have to run away quickly while he won't wake up easily now.Otherwise, when you wake up in the morning, your eyes are relatively silent, and you think about everything that happened tonight, how embarrassing it will be?

Hey, what's going on, Qin Yuan and I have nothing to do with each other now, he still has a partner, so I just rolled into the same bed with him, what's the difference from those San'er who seduce other people's alphas to seek superiority , What a moral failure.

I pushed Qin Yuan's head away, and tiptoed out of bed to get dressed, insulting myself in my heart while doing it.

Don’t excuse yourself by saying how urgent the situation was at that time, regretting is useless at all, calm down and think about it, did I really only agree to him to help Qin Yuan?Wasn't it because I still had memories of him in my heart, so I also had expectations, and when my brain got hot, I handed over my body?

Xingan, Xingan, I told you not to rush, you insisted, you were willing to sleep with someone, now it’s too late to regret, just go wherever you should stay, just pretend nothing happened, don’t give me any more We are unhappy with each other.

I wrapped up my down jacket, took a deep look at Qin Yuan before leaving, still couldn't help it, walked back to the bed softly, leaned down/body, pressed a kiss between his brows, and tucked the quilt for him.

"Goodbye, Qin Yuan."

The moment I turned around, I didn't know that this goodbye really made us almost say goodbye forever.

……

After that ridiculous night, life seemed to be back on track again.

I made up a reason to lie to my colleagues that I was harassed/harassed on Christmas Eve, and asked the new media department to be in charge of contacting the bar owner, asking him not to reveal the specific information of our company no matter who asked.Maybe I'm superfluous and self-indulgent, but I'm really afraid that Qin Yuan will come looking for me, which is not good for me, him, or his other half.

The new year is coming soon, I guess this year is really tiring, people enter the burnout period, groggy all day long, and their mental state is not good. If this continues, they can't even work.

So I took the annual leave in advance and went home. Under the care of my two dads who ate and drank in turn, when I weighed myself, I was shocked to find that I had gained almost ten catties.But that's okay, the problem is that although I always want to eat, I often can't eat.My little dad thought that too much pressure had affected the stomach and intestines, so he asked me to go to the hospital for a physical examination.

It turned out that this inspection was a bolt from the blue.

I'm pregnant.

"Congratulations to this gentleman, I have been pregnant for one month, and the fetus is currently very healthy, but you and your alpha haven't seen each other for a while, so let's find time to meet each other, the pheromone of alpha has a very good soothing effect on the fetus in the early stage , can spend the first three months more stably, and allow the fetus to sit firmly. In addition, you need to pay attention to these matters..."

I was very melancholy holding the test sheet, sitting in the aisle of the obstetrics department of Omega, secretly sad, with mixed feelings in my heart.

This child came at a really bad time, he is almost the only connection between me and Qin Yuan now, half of my blood flows through him, of course I want to keep him—but can I keep him?

As far as my current relationship with Qin Yuan is concerned, how can I keep him by my side?Besides, Qin Yuan and I have our own lives now, this sudden "gift" will only disrupt our orderly rhythm of life and our peaceful days.

Baby, what should Daddy do?

There are only two paths before me now.

One is to secretly contact the doctor for surgery, and remove the child without anyone noticing.

The second is to minimize adverse effects.I don't know if Qin Yuan wants to keep this child, but I think he should not let him know the existence of the child at least now.I am single, I can raise this child by myself, but Qin Yuan's current love life may not allow such a life to intervene.

I sighed deeply, squeezed the test sheet tightly, and made up my mind to give birth to this child.

Who made me willing at that time?Then be happy and accept this gift from God calmly.

However, even though I hinted at myself like this and tried my best to calm myself down, when I came out of the hospital and looked up at the overcast sky outside, my mood was still gloomy for an instant.

The bitter cold wind instantly cleared my mind. I couldn't see the light of the future, and I didn't know how to take the road ahead.

I was sad and helpless, standing at the door of the hospital, shivering, and secretly wiped away my tears.

"Baby, why are you crying?" The sweet potato seller next to me handed me a freshly baked sweet potato, and comforted me, "Don't be sad, grandpa treats you to eat for free."

I sniffed, thanked me, took the steaming sweet potato, and squatted by the gate to eat it.I think I must be very depressed and ugly right now.

The uncle turned over the sweet potatoes in the stove, looked at me worriedly, and asked me, "What's wrong with my baby? Are you sick?"

Now I especially need someone to talk to, so I told this strange old man: "Grandpa, I know that I should discuss with my family whether this child will stay or not, but I am afraid, and I dare not tell them, I will What should I do……"

The uncle thought deeply after hearing this: "Boy, why don't you dare tell them? Are you afraid that they will scold you if they find out, or are you afraid that they will decide that the child cannot stay?"

I was taken aback, and murmured: "...I'm afraid they won't let the child stay."

"That's right, you are so sad because you are afraid that this child will not be able to keep you!" The old man said with a low smile, "People say that love makes you afraid. You are afraid because you love him and don't want him. Since you love him , then follow your own heart and keep him.”

I suddenly realized that I ate all the sweet potatoes in one go, and my mouth was burnt, but my heart was warm.

It turns out that I want to keep this child because I love him!

Since I love him, why not let him come here and see the wonderful world?

"Grandpa, thank you!"

I took care of the old man and bought a few sweet potatoes, and took them home.Along the way, I really made up my mind that no matter what method I use, I will give birth to the child, not for others, but for myself and this little life.

But first of all, Beijing can’t stay here for the time being. If my dad finds out that I’m pregnant with Qin Yuan’s child, he will definitely come to the door in anger, break Qin Yuan’s leg first, and then force Qin Yuan to take responsibility for me. The two of us had to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to argue for a certificate.

I know he definitely can't bear to let me beat the child, so it is also possible for me to give birth to the child myself, and our family will raise it by ourselves, and never let Qin Yuan know.

But no matter what the method is, he can only make such a decision that everyone does not like.Maybe there is no perfect solution at all, so it's better to let me decide how to do it.

On the Lunar New Year's day, I contacted Zhuang Qin privately.It was a very cold day, and I wrapped myself in a heavy down jacket with three inner and outer layers like a rice dumpling, for fear of freezing the child in my belly.

Zhuang Qin gave his friends in the studio a half-day vacation, and then sat with me at the Hong Kong-style dessert shop opposite Qinghe Xiaoying vegetable market and drank Cantonese-style sugar water.

I drank two bowls of sweet potato and taro balls and one bowl of hot milk peach gum in one sitting. Zhuang Qin was so frightened that Shuangpi Nai dared not eat it.

We seemed to go back to more than two years ago in an instant. When I ate up rice rolls with rice noodles and two large plates of steamed pork ribs in front of him in Guangdong, he also stared at me dumbfounded.

At that time, we were still young teenagers, but now we have entered the society, he has become the boss, and I have become a father.

"Xin Gan, are you okay? Why is your face so red? Could it be that you are sick? I'll take you to the clinic, or go to the pharmacy to buy some medicine for you?"

I shook my head, looked up into his eyes, and said courageously, "I can't take medicine for the time being, I... am pregnant..."

Zhuang Qin was stunned on the spot, grabbed my hand and asked who it was.

I said, "Qin Yuan."

I told him that I had contacted the seller of a simple relative forgery device in the dark trading market, as long as I went to the southwest border to get this device, I would be able to give birth to my child and raise him up.I hope he can let me leave my job for a period of time, even if it means sending me to work in Yunnan, as long as it can make my dad feel at ease.

I know how upset he is, and I feel guilty for taking advantage of his feelings for me to do these things.But he's the only person I can trust now.

At the end of February 2014, under the arrangement of Zhuang Qin, I took a train to Southwest.

Before going through the security check, Zhuang Qin hugged me tightly, and I said goodbye to him with red eyes.After I became pregnant, I became sad. Even so, I was still full of confidence in the future.It's just that before we smiled and said goodbye reluctantly, no one thought that this would be the last hug between our friends.

The siren roared and drove me to an unknown journey, a road full of dangers, but I didn't realize it. I ate canned yellow peaches with my stomach in my arms and fell asleep.

On March 3, the train arrived at the station, and I stepped onto the platform of the Southwest Frontier Railway Station with my little Miaomiao in my stomach.

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