painless gl

She has become more and more haggard recently, and the gentle smile that she usually hides adds a bit of sadness.

I can't ask her, I dare not ask her, for fear that the answer will make me unbearable.

When she hugged me tightly, I felt the thinness, but I still couldn't hold back and asked her.

"What's wrong with you recently?"

She didn't speak at first, but hugged me harder and buried her head in my hair.

I knew her pain because she started shaking slightly.

I patted her on the back lightly. After a long time, she seemed to have calmed down, and finally spoke, softly and weakly, and said, "You know, your eyes are really beautiful..."

I was a little puzzled and waited for her to continue.

"You don't know. When I went to that coffee shop, it was an accident for the first time. Later, I just wanted to see you. You clearly don't care about anything in your eyes, but you are living so hard. At that time, I always thought, if you What about something you care about? I never thought I would meet you again, and you didn’t forget me. I’m really happy, proving that you care about me too, right? Kissing you that day, I’m really sorry, but It's not an accident, I really want to kiss you."

She paused for a moment, then continued.

"Until now, I really, really like you."

I didn't expect that she also planted her love roots at that time, but I knew that something would be exposed, something we both had a tacit understanding and didn't want to mention.But before that, I still want to tell her.

"I really, too, like you very much, always have."

I finally understand that I like her, all the time.

Her body froze suddenly, she seemed to be crying, and I felt wetness on my shoulders.

I'm not surprised she left.

I am really not surprised that we should be parallel lines and should not intersect.

I just feel a lot of pain. People who obviously don't feel pain, at this moment, it seems that a piece of their heart has been ripped out.I know that it is impossible for us to be together, but I also feel happy holding the warmth that will dissipate when I don't know when.

I squatted on the ground, and tears flowed down my face without knowing it. I didn't want to cry, but it seemed that once the tears flowed, they really couldn't stop.

I didn't ask all the time, because I knew that this day would come sooner or later. I didn't learn the philistineness of the old lady, but at this time, I also wanted to be greedy for a minute.

One more second of time with her is fine.