Midsummer Night's Ashes

gray of night

04

It only took a few days for Lou Wei and I to get acquainted and establish a relationship, and our way of getting along is beyond the comprehension of many people.

I don't need other people's understanding, just as I don't intend to understand others.

However, there are good reasons for my combination with Lou Wei. He can bring me excitement and a unique sense of security.

When we were together, I didn't know about Lou Wei's job. Until we lived together, he didn't go out every night after dark.

Having said that, I know some people will think too much. At the beginning, I also thought of him as that kind of man.

Work at night to entertain others in exchange for payment.

As for the way of "making fun", it depends on what kind of needs customers put forward.

There is such a store opposite a house I used to live in. At night, it is very lively with men and women, feasting and feasting, drunk and dreamy, and drunk with money.

When I walked past their door, I would deliberately look inside, and sometimes bumped into a pair of eyes, and I could still recall those eyes for a long time after I walked away.

I thought about how I would respond if Lou Wei was also doing that kind of work.

After thinking about it, I will probably go to the place where he works, just click him, and let him entertain me.

Every night, before he left, he drew the curtains, chained my ankles, turned on the surveillance camera, and kept me under control at all times.

And I began to fantasize that every night when he was not there, I fantasized that I would walk into his dark night.

It's also quite interesting.

But in fact, Lou Wei is not that kind of person.

On the fourth day after we were together, he locked me up as usual before he left, stroking my instep while fastening the lock, and asked me: "You don't want to know what I do every night?"

I looked down at him and teased him with my toes.

"doing what?"

He looked up with a smile and didn't answer me.

But that night I learned the truth.

Before he left, he put a small black radio on the nightstand next to me. I don’t know where you can buy it these days, but he put it there.

That night, my hands and feet were all tied up, and I was lying on the bed unable to move. At [-]:[-] in the middle of the night, the radio first buzzed, and then a man's voice came.

I can orgasm just by listening to this voice.

That was Lou Wei's voice.

He was the host of a late-night radio show from [-]:[-] to [-]:[-] every night.

What are you talking about?

Tell fairy tales just for grown-ups.

For example, how Grandma Wolf broke off Little Red Riding Hood's arm, and then roasted it and ate it; for example, how the seven dwarfs divided Snow White into pieces and each took part of her...

Listening to these dark stories in the dark, what surged in my heart was not fear, but comfort.

Because, I finally found out that the fairy tales heard by others are the same as what I heard.

Every night we spent together like this, every night, I listened to Lou Wei’s voice, I was excited at first and then gradually fell asleep, when I woke up the next morning he had come back from get off work, we had sex in the early morning, after that I showered and went to work.

This kind of life law is irregular, but it is also dangerous for peace of mind.

Lou Wei and I enjoy this kind of life very much. Others don't understand, but we can understand each other.

I began to believe that it was fate that I met him, and our little car accident was fate.

Like that car accident in distant memory.

The accident took some away and gave me some.

I started to feel relieved.