[Quick Transmigration] Xiao Shou is always dying

Zhong Zizhen only deliberately concealed the matter of the space from Josh, so Zhong Limei and Du Yiming were not too surprised when he said it. When it is special and miraculous, it is inevitable to be shocked.

What kind of good fortune is it that can be favored by fate?

The living water and fertile soil, the shade of fruit and trees, presents a kind of positive and infinite potential vitality. As its strength becomes stronger, the space expands in terms of function and extension, thinking about perfection and broadness—it was a wilderness at the beginning, except for the flow The spring water and the almost static space gradually showed the appearance of a holiday resort under the care of Zhong Zizhen. Now the vegetation can be called prosperous, and it can also be produced on the land of the space. Vegetables, fruits, rice, medicinal materials, and products Because of the nourishment of Lingquan water, the quality is even higher.This kind of change also allows the space to receive creatures from the inside. In this end of the world where production chains are scarce and resources are scarce, it is no different from a magic weapon to settle down.

With space, at least they don't have to worry about dying out of supplies, which becomes the last guarantee. No matter when their mental state is, they will not be in a desperate situation due to issues such as supplies, and their safety is naturally guaranteed.In this apocalyptic world, do they see little about the fact that a single piece of bread can drive a group of people crazy?

Although it is still impossible to bring alive, no, it should be said that it is a thinking and conscious creature into the space from the outside, not animals, let alone humans, even zombies with weak thinking activities are not accepted by the space, but It didn't take long for the spring water to become vibrant now. Maybe the road ahead will be more and more difficult, but seeing the hopeful path is always exciting, isn't it?

Thanks to this evolution of the space, Josh has a shelter. If a miracle can really happen, when Josh wakes up from the space, it should be the same as accepting Josh into the space this time, although there is resistance , but without resistance, will eventually be accepted.

And if Josh wakes up, he will know it immediately, and he can react immediately to enter the space to ensure that there will be no accidents.Zhong Zizhen sat on the chair with his back arched, his elbows resting on his knees and he clenched his hands into fists. He let out a long breath, trying to relax himself a bit. Everything had been arranged, but why?My heart was still empty, and I didn't feel relaxed at all.

Zhong Zizhen knew in his heart that even though he had such a beautiful plan, it was not impossible in theory, but hope that was too slim was no different from self-comfort, except that he could get a little peace of conscience. , does nothing.

It is shameful and pathetic to hope for a miracle in order to escape the responsibility and questioning that he should have suffered.

Wiping his face, Zhong Zizhen looked at the two people who were also silent, with obscure emotions flashing in his heart, and finally decided to reveal the secret of the other one, which he thought he could only reveal before his death—Joe Xi's death made it difficult for both Li Mo and Yi Ming to accept it. At this moment, Zhong Zizhen naturally understood. Needless to say, Zhong Li Mo's obsession with Josh was written on his face and engraved in his heart, and Yi Ming obviously also... He also has a different kind of joy for Josh.

In fact, why not himself?It's just that I discovered it too late, and I never wanted to face it.

The two of them have the right to know all the truth, and only in this way can he face himself, the two brothers who lost their love.Zhong Zizhen naturally knew that neither Du Yiming nor Zhong Limei had ever laid the blame on him. Even though it was painful, he never blamed him. Even if he knew his defense against Josh, it affected Josh's psychology No matter how terrible the devil is, he may not part ways with him, but.

As people who love Josh, they have the right to know the truth; as their closest friend and brother, he has the responsibility to tell the truth.After clearing his throat, Zhong Zizhen's voice was still hoarse, like two rusty iron plates rubbing against each other, and the rust slowly peeled off with the ear-shattering and obscure voice, "And all along, my defense against Josh has always been There is a reason. Maybe this incident will make people think that I am crazy-but the fact is that crazy... This space of mine is also derived from this..."

The shock was even more shocking, and the mood was like riding a roller coaster. When Zhong Zizhen finished telling everything slowly, Zhong Limo was like the uninhabited passenger behind the last high-distance dive of the roller coaster. not come.

Absurd?weird?Can't believe it?But often this is the reality.Not to mention that Zhong Zizhen disdains to make up such a story to excuse himself, and there is no need for him to do so—what's more, what Zhong Zizhen said is so specific and true, as if he had experienced it himself, and there are many details. Can be consistent with the reality, everything, tell Zhong Limei, what Zhong Zizhen said is true.

The current world he experienced was undoubtedly real.

"...I know it's hard for people to believe," Zhong Zizhen's voice was full of exhaustion and powerlessness at the end, every word he uttered felt like a knife was being stabbed in his heart, cutting blood from him, and the pain pierced his throat. Dry, he presented the last piece of evidence with difficulty, "Josh...has a notebook, I think there will be some records in it."

Josh has the habit of taking notes. They all know this. Josh did not hide it when he wrote it, because he probably knew that it was a diary in his heart, and no one would deliberately peep into other people's privacy. It is the gradual awakening of the memories of the "previous life", but Josh's performance has never made people feel abnormal, so in the face of such a strange thing, it is very understandable to talk to the diary, and only by venting to the diary can Josh Xi kept his composure——Josh was too introverted, he wouldn't trust others to tell such secret things, and he wouldn't relax just because there was no one around him, under such pressure, what else could he do except diary?

Zhong Limo raised his head, and was about to say something, but suddenly found that Du Yiming's expression on the opposite side was... a little too plain, as if he already knew what his brother said, so he was not surprised at all .Zhongli Mo thought so, and it naturally appeared on his face.

Du Yiming nodded amid Zhongli's shocked expression, "Me too."

Zhong Zizhen was also taken aback, "When?"

"Just yesterday," Du Yiming's expression was sad, "I vaguely remembered it when the power was overdrawn, and then I remembered it completely." If it had been earlier, he would have been able to see everything in his heart. It won't be the powerless situation it is now.

But thinking about it now, it's all in vain to increase sadness.

"Past life" he didn't have much time with Josh, and when he got along with him, he also found that Josh's thoughts were hidden deep. He just thought it was an ordinary apocalyptic syndrome, since it was difficult to achieve a state of trust in anyone, I didn't expect... Forget it, I don't want to.Taking a deep breath, Du Yiming walked to the desk and opened the drawer. Inside the drawer were some needlework and sundries. Du Yiming had mixed feelings in his heart. After all, he carefully looked through it, but he couldn't find the plain and simple book. thick black notebook.

"He's too defensive, he won't put his secret diary there." Zhong Zizhen looked at Du Yiming and said slowly, "One is the safest, the most hidden, and the most unexpected." Zhong Zizhen said He stood up, walked to Josh's bed, and stretched out his hand to feel for it. After a while, he found a plywood made of two wooden boards under the bed. He pulled out the outer wooden square, and then pulled out the notebook that was spread out in the middle.

Looking at the blank paper that was turned over, Zhong Zizhen fell into silence again, and wiped the paper with his sleeve, as if rubbing Josh's cheek through the paper, what would be written in it, all the hesitation and Are you afraid of being alone?Or a painful self-condemnation?Are the words of redemption recorded in it?

Zhong Zizhen unconsciously blushed again.

Josh.I really... really... "Brother." Zhong Zizhen was startled by Zhong Limei's voice, and he quickly came back to his senses, and closed the notebook with his hands together. The cover of the notebook was very clean, and it could be seen that Josh often In use, this notebook has not been covered with dust anywhere.

Zhongli took two steps forward, staring straight at Josh's notebook, "Brother, can...can you give me this notebook? I think...Josh said before that he hopes to record the end of the world. What I have seen and heard can be used as historical materials in the future, I think, I will take over this task from him."

The fingers tightened tightly, and finally handed the notebook to Zhong Limei's hand.Just when Zhong Limo closed his hand, it was a bit difficult to let go, and when Zhong Limo's surprised eyes were attracted, Zhong Zizhen let go of his fingers, lowered his eyes and said, "...Josh's diary, you..."

Originally, when I mentioned the diary, I wanted to use it as evidence.Now Du Yiming also thinks about the past, whether he should read the diary or not, he can't make a decision.Even if he had already left, Josh wouldn't want these contents to be seen by others—"Zizhen." Du Yiming raised his eyes, his eyes were a little sharp, Zhong Zizhen looked at him with a thud, and a trace of fear appeared in his heart for a moment , "Zizhen, things from the past have to be let go, even Josh himself." He paused, his tone a little cold, "Besides, I already know that there is such a thing, and if I put it here, who can guarantee it? Won't it be opened?"

Boom—boom—like a bell, the sound exploded in my heart.

One day or two days is simple, one month or two months, one year or two years, or longer, who can guarantee it?It is impossible for anyone, almost tacitly, they all have different feelings for Josh, understand Josh better, experience the torment he has suffered, witness the torture he has suffered, and walk with him.As they miss Josh deeper, it will become more and more intense, and it is impossible not to read this diary.

And this proves that the diary that Josh once walked through cannot be destroyed.

Instead of avoiding the promise not to watch it now, will it be any different to watch it secretly one day without telling each other?Death is like a lamp being extinguished, Josh, he is already, and can no longer care about these things.Du Yiming selfishly thought, let Josh's imprint be deeper, and it won't fade away with time, and Josh himself will also be erased.