Rose

Always have to lose, always have to leave me.

Love is suffocating in the chest, hate can't ignite the flame, and finally there is only the bottomless abyss.

Ye Liuyuan sank in this deep pool, nearly drowning.

When Song Huici returned to the studio, he saw Ye Liuyuan sitting there blankly, without any reaction.He just went to the storage room to get some paint and came back, and this is how a good person has become.

Song Huici squatted down and looked at Ye Liuyuan, and found that Ye Liuyuan's eyes were empty, and there was nothing.

Song Huici has done some research on this, no matter in secret or in front of the canvas, it is his job to observe and mobilize the emotions of others.He could tell at a glance that Ye Liuyuan's condition was not right, he looked like he was indulging in some kind of overly heavy emotion, and if no one woke it up, something might go wrong.

Song Huici tried many methods, but failed to get any response from Ye Liuyuan. He was like a statue, a dead Galatea.

Song Huici frowned, he closed his eyes, and finally tried an extreme method - he went to find a whip in the toolbox.

The whip is a loose whip, the top layer of cowhide, with sixteen strands, which is not easy to mess with.

Song Huici handed it to Ye Liuyuan and said, "If you still can't break free from your emotions, I will use him."

This time, Ye Liuyuan responded. He stretched out his hands to Song Huici and said, "Punish me."

Catch him without a fight, and kill him if he stretches his neck.

The usually indifferent and elegant mask suddenly shattered, and Song Huici tied Ye Liuyuan's hands to the easel as if bewitched.

Ye Liuyuan, whose hands were bound, was naked from the upper body, revealing her white back.The loose trousers, which were a bit big on the lower body, hung loosely on the hip bones, exposing two waist pockets.Like the undulating mountains, a gully sank down into the pants and disappeared.

The scattered whip landed on Ye Liuyuan's back for the first time, leaving deep red marks.

The person who had let him do what he did like a corpse suddenly groaned in pain, his waist and hips tensed, and his whole body trembled.This is real pain, without Song Huici's touch, the whip whipped on the back brought pain that penetrated into the flesh and blood.

It's really painful, but it's also the feeling of being alive.

Ye Liuyuan's low mood was dispersed, and the feeling of suffocation in her chest also dissipated a lot.

Ye Liuyuan closed her eyes, but the physiological tears in her eyes still couldn't stop gushing out.

He sank in the deep pool of his heart, with cold water pouring in from his mouth and nose, and every time the whip fell, he was awakened by the pain and struggled to stick his head out of the water to breathe heavily, and then he was amplified by the drug. Pulled into the pool again.

Repeatedly, so that he even took the loose whip as a life-saving straw in a trance, curled up his body desperately, and used his back to meet the next pain.

Scattered welts criss-crossed on his back, and the oozed blood grew and bloomed from his wound like roses.

The emotions that tightly wrapped him were gradually crushed by the pain, and his usual self-control and rationality also collapsed.Ye Liuyuan cried, yelled and cursed, and her dissolute voice filled the studio, completely abandoning her usual image, revealing her most unbearable self.

Everyone is taught from birth how to be a decent person, to be polite, to behave gracefully, to be tolerant, to have self-respect, self-love, and to have a sense of shame.Don't cry when you're sad, and laugh when you're happy.

Everything becomes the ropes and bandages that bind people, while shaping people into human beings, they also suffocate the instinctive self within them.

At this time, the flying whip and drugs shattered the human shell, throwing away all shame and morality, and Ye Liuyuan acted recklessly according to instinct.

The extreme pain made him feel that he was still alive, and his originally depressed mood turned into excitement. Ye Liuyuan even felt that his blood was burning hot at this moment.

The reason is simple, he knows that the pain he endures is rewarded, after the pain, someone will hug him, make him happy, give him joy, make him unable to live or die.

"Song Huici!" Ye Liuyuan cried loudly, "Enough! Come here! Hug me! Hug me!"

Song Huici was also very excited, his hand holding the scattered whip was shaking.

Ye Liuyuan was endowed with pain by him, his hands were tied to the easel, and his upper body covered with welts was leaning against the white canvas.In Song Huici's eyes, it was like a painting, and he was painting it with the scattered whip in his hand.

And Ye Liuyuan didn't hide, burned himself in pain, but called him again.

Like a bleeding muse, he sheds all hypocrisy with enthusiasm, determination, and self-abuse, and calls to him dripping with blood.

Song Huici threw away the scattered whip, took off his clothes, stepped forward and hugged him.

At the moment of skin-to-skin contact, all pain is equivalently converted, and everything is subverted.

The studio was messed up again by two people. Various liquids and paints were spilled all over the floor, and painting tools were also scattered everywhere.

The easel couldn't bear the ravages and sat on the ground, and the original white canvas was ravaged even more, with various marks on it silently accusing what kind of atrocities it had experienced.

Ye Liuyuan, who woke up again from the bed in the master bedroom, stared at a pair of dead fish eyes, and at this moment, she actually had a mentality of enlightenment.

During this drug attack, he actually became depressed and autistic. Later, when he was whipped, he cried and yelled to cater to him. He felt that he was definitely broken.As for Song Huici, he was originally bad!

After losing moral integrity once, Ye Liuyuan let go.

During this period of recuperating and boiling the medicine, Song Huici couldn't cook, and neither could Yeliuyuan.When Ye Liuyuan didn't live in this villa, the housekeeper would come to cook for Song Huici on a regular basis. After Ye Liuyuan lived in, he would definitely not be suitable.

When Ye Liuyuan was sleeping, Song Huici fumbled and tried to cook according to the recipes, starting from the simplest porridge and fried eggs, and then some home-cooked dishes.Song Huici's hands-on ability is very strong, and he made it according to the recipe, and the taste is not bad.

As time went by, the drug metabolized almost, and the "retrospective experience" on Ye Liuyuan's body gradually disappeared, but the wounds on her body did not heal in a short time.

That night, Ye Liuyuan followed Song Huici to the chain store to buy vegetables, because he was clamoring for stewed pork ribs.He was wearing a loose white sweater with a loose khaki woolen trench coat over it.

It was already winter and the weather turned cold. Fortunately, they got into a heated car when they left their heated homes, and went into a heated shopping mall after getting off their heated cars, so they didn't wear too much.

Of course, there was another reason why Ye Liuyuan didn't wear too much, because his injuries hadn't fully healed yet.

Ye Liuyuan followed Song Huici, who was pushing a trolley, in the shopping mall. He put one hand on the push rod of the trolley with a sleepy expression, and said, "Put mushrooms and wide noodles, don't use a pressure cooker for bones, put them in a rice cooker and stew them repeatedly." The meat from the pressure cooker is rotten or rotten, but it doesn’t have that taste. Stew it repeatedly in the rice cooker. When the third or fourth time is stewed, the meat melts into the soup, and the soup soaks the mushrooms and wide noodles. The best!"

"The pork ribs are all eaten, and the remaining broth can be used for bibimbap, potatoes, beans, radishes and cabbage! The broth is the essence."

When talking about food, Ye Liuyuan became more energetic, her eyes were shining.

There is no way, it is really that he is very greedy these days, Song Huici is in charge of cooking in the days of self-cultivation, now he looks at white porridge and vegetables as if he is looking at his lifelong enemy.

"By the way, luncheon meat! I need to buy some canned luncheon meat back! When you don't like stewed pork ribs, I will heat up canned luncheon meat myself!"

While listening, Song Huici thought that when Ye Liuyuan's injury healed, he must take him to exercise.Otherwise, if you eat like this and don't exercise in winter, you will definitely gain weight.

However, after another thought, Ye Liuyuan has been tossed so much recently, she has lost a lot of weight, and her body feels a bit tingly, winter is a good time to nourish.In the future, you can also order venison dishes from the big restaurant for him to warm him up.

Ye Liuyuan was excited to go to the shelf with canned luncheon meat to choose canned food. The space between the shelves was crowded and narrow, so Song Huici didn't come in pushing the trolley.

When Ye Liuyuan reached out to take the upper can, the girl next to him who was also holding the can accidentally bumped into him.

"Ah! I'm sorry!" The girl apologized holding the can, and Ye Liuyuan shook her hand to indicate that it was okay.

In fact, although the impact was light, his movements were large, and the unhealed wounds on his body hurt so much that he dared not move.

After a while, he secretly gritted his teeth and put the can in the trolley.

Ye Liuyuan's hand and Song Huici's hand rested on the push rod of the trolley. In fact, it was Song Huici's hand that pushed the cart, and Ye Liuyuan just put his hand there.

Looking at the white hand that seemed to reflect light under the lights of the shopping mall, Song Huici moved the hand pushing the cart to cover it, but Ye Liuyuan withdrew his hand reflexively, and gave Song Huici a hard look.

The shopping mall is not a place where you can mess around. He would rather endure the faint pain from his wound than pitch a tent in the public.

After buying vegetables and returning home, Song Huici made stewed pork ribs for Ye Liuyuan.The taste was weak the first time I made it, and I added salt when I stewed it again for the second time, but it turned out to be too much, and it was a bit salty after the third stew.

It doesn't matter if it's salty anymore, Ye Liuyuan almost burst into tears with happiness while eating the spare ribs and eating the rice.

The days went on so plainly, even though the effect of the medicine had passed.But the golden fingers given by the system are very powerful, and occasionally Ye Liuyuan goes crazy with Song Huici, making the sheets and quilts have to be replaced.

On New Year's Day, Ye Liuyuan suddenly got a piece of news.

Said that Ye Borong was found from the secret underground for some reason, and when he was found, there was no good place on his body, and the whole person was basically useless.What was even worse was that his hands and ten fingers were broken, and he said goodbye to the piano player in this life.

Because of this, Mrs. Ye had a big quarrel with Father Ye, saying that she wanted to find the murderer, but Father Ye watched coldly, but in the end nothing was found.The more you can't find out, the more Mrs. Ye feels that it has something to do with Father Ye.

Because Ye Borong, who has become a disabled person after waking up, went crazy, and revealed in his crazy words that Ye Songhan and Ye Liuyuan were the ones who did it. Mrs. Ye felt more and more that Ye Borong's accident had something to do with the Ye family.