[Bei Tang] Poison

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I think I'm really angry, no matter what, no matter what, I can't let them take Ye Ling away!

What a joke!

Tang Yeling and I are really together, okay?

You are a ball!

唐

When I knew it, Gu Zhuo had already started fighting with Third Uncle and the others.

The scene I saw was that Gu Zhuo had some wounds on his body, and was held tightly by Yin Ting and Guo Gangzhu. He was still struggling, like a trapped animal on the verge of death.

Seeing me coming, he desperately shouted at me: Ye Ling!don't go!

I can only be silent.

The third uncle patted me on the shoulder: Come out, I will tell you alone.

Gu Zhuo: Don't go!

I didn't know what the situation was, so I had to try my best to keep calm and tell him: Don't worry, I know what's going on.Third Uncle won't harm me, I'll be back later.

He stared at me relentlessly, I had a bad feeling in my heart, but I still turned around and chased after my third uncle. In the end, I only heard his hoarse voice, and said in a very soft voice: Don't go...

My heart was blocked for no reason.

Standing on the top of the hill next to the main rudder, the third uncle looked at me with some unbearable eyes.

I really panicked in my heart: In the end, what happened?

The third uncle stared at me for a long time, and sighed: Yeling, you forcibly cut your mind, don't you feel any changes in your body?

My heart skipped a beat, and I tried to calm down, thinking back: It seems that there is nothing special.

In Fenghua Valley, the temperature was too low, and the injury was only from freezing clothes. I went to the battlefield to kill the enemy, and when I was with Gu Zhuo... I didn't feel any strange feeling.

I shook my head firmly: nothing had changed.

The third uncle's voice was obviously complaining: If you care about it, you will be chaotic. The second brother taught you from a young age. He taught you that you are a bit cold-tempered, but you are extremely arrogant, just to keep you from being chaotic.

He turned his back: When you were young, you learned the tricks of Tianluo, unlike other disciples, they were dual cultivators at first, and learned the secrets of regulating the heart.You are different. If you start off as a single cultivator, you can only cultivate alone for the rest of your life.At the beginning, your master taught you the way to safely transform into the Frightening Feather Jue, which is to practice kung fu under the Nether Stream for 81 days.It's just that no single-cultivation disciple has ever been able to use other methods to transform his mind.you……

I?What's wrong with me?I looked at my third uncle, and remembered that when I went to rescue Gu Zhuo that night, I don’t know what happened, it was probably a moment of urgency, but Tianluo Guidao seemed to give birth to a cry in the depths of my soul.

I don't remember how to switch minds at that time.

I just know it was hard.

The third uncle took a step forward and looked at me with a frown: that friend of yours is a military master of the Tiance Mansion. here.

The third uncle said: You go and make it clear to the people of the beggar gang, don't get entangled any longer, it's not good for anyone, so let's break it up while it's still early.

I stared at him blankly: Uncle, will I die?

He still frowned and sighed.

I said: Uncle, how long can I live?

He shook his head.

I knelt down: Uncle, tell me everything.

He turned his back, and his voice was infinitely desolate: There used to be a child like you who was very accomplished in martial arts, who was able to break through the shackles of the mind, but he didn't live for a year.

I stared at him blankly: Can it be cured?

He shook his head: It can't be cured.

One year.

It has been three months since Luoyang, which was eleven months old.

I suddenly wanted to laugh, so I laughed: In other words, I am only nine months old?

The third uncle sighed: You...you can do it yourself.I went back with them first.My child, Tangmen will always be your home. During this time, whenever you want to go home, just come back.

I said: good.

After watching the third uncle and other disciples leave on the bamboo raft from the main rudder, I felt a little dizzy and sat down slowly.

nine months.

If I'm unlucky, maybe I won't even have nine months.

And I haven't lived enough.

I used to think that as someone who was in the Jianghu, especially as a member of the Tang Sect, things like death were more casual.Now it seems that it is indeed too casual.

And I, just as I had imagined, would not live to be 30.The state of mind is completely different.

I don't want to die.

But I can't escape.

I turned around, looked at the tall main rudder, walked in with stiff legs, expressionless.

I have one more thing to do.

A cruel thing.

丐

Tang Yeling finally came back.

The people from the Tang Sect left early, and they almost didn't panic me when they left. I always felt that they would knock Yeling unconscious with a stick and take her away.But Guo Zhuangzhuang held me firmly.

Fortunately, Tang Yeling came back, I broke free from Guo Zhuangzhuang's big hand, stepped forward and hugged Yeling directly in my arms.Feel around and look around, it seems to be all right.

But he didn't look at me, as if I didn't exist.

I feel something is wrong.

He stood there quietly, no matter how I called him, he ignored me.Could it be that people from the Tang Sect gave him some kind of medicine?

Finally he looked up.

He said: The war is over, can I go?

I was stunned, he said this to Guo Zhuangzhuang, he didn't even look at me.

I pulled his arm, but he swung it away.

With a crisp sound of "pa", my hand was slapped away by him.No joke, it's different than before.I suddenly didn't know how to talk to him, he didn't look at me.He only said that he was going back to Tangmen.

It's like he doesn't know me.

Guo Zhuangzhuang even nodded in agreement, I was completely angry, I scolded him loudly, but he also ignored me.

I think I'm going crazy.

Forcibly pulled Tang Yeling over, forcing him to look at me: You look at me!look at me!

The eye that was exposed outside the mask looked at me without any waves.

Gritting his teeth, he picked him up and fled from the main rudder in all directions.

In the reeds by the Dongting Lake, I put him down.He didn't dodge, just looked straight at me, turned around and left.I am really angry.When he made the move, he even started hard, and I heard the sound of bones in his wrist.

I have no regrets.

I only know that if I continue to be reluctant, he will really leave me.Even if it breaks his limbs, I will keep him.But he didn't seem to feel pain, and he still didn't stop.I held him down, and he took out the dagger at his waist and stabbed him.

I hugged him: poke!You poke hard!Stab me to death if you have the ability!

He didn't continue.

I held him down, the lake water soaked our clothes, his bun was a little messy, and his black hair was floating in the water.He looked at me blankly and didn't say a word to me.

I took off his mask and he didn't move.

I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself down.

I said: You tell me, what happened in the end.

He just lay there, looking at me motionless for a long time.

Finally he said: Don't you understand, I'm just here to complete the task.

He said: The shadow guards of Tangmen are all emotionless, do you really think I will like you?Or do you really like me?

He said: You are ridiculous.

I look at him.

He used the lips that he once kissed and told me he liked, those beautiful lips that were once full of my breath, and said to me: I never liked you.

I still remember that when he went to save me, he cried so sadly that he bit his beautiful lips.That's when his blood dripped on me.

Now he said: I have a beloved woman, she is in the five poisons.

He looked at me with those beautiful eyes that had shed tears for me, and said to me: Please let me go.

He just looked at me cruelly, smiling.

He said: If you want to hate me, feel free.

I hate.

I do.

I hate myself, even if he said that, I still can't just let him go.

My head was completely in turmoil.

I said: You, you never thought of me, is there anything good about me?I... I'm fine too, look at me...

He still looked at me with a smile: Yes, you are fine, you will find someone who suits you.

For the first time, I know what despair is.

He was right, I should hate him, he taught me how to love him, he taught me how to fall in love with him, he made me fall in love with him deeply, he made me say a lot of things like me I have exhausted all the imagination in my life, and told him all the love words that I created.

Then tell me he was just playing a joke on me.

I watched him silently.

Perhaps, it is impossible for me to love someone so deeply, nor is it possible to hate someone so deeply.

All I know is that what I want most is a Tang Yeling.

He created it for me, a Tang Yeling that does not exist in this world.

唐

Gu Zhuo.

The name actually sounds very nice, I thought about it in a daze, and then I felt a sharp pain in my lower body.Without any foreplay, I only feel pain when I touch the cold Dongting Lake water.

He was like me a quarter of an hour ago, with a deadpan expression on his face and ashamed heart.

He looked at me blankly.

After about a quarter of an hour, I felt no pain.After all, the lake water is so cold, and my body temperature is almost soaked by the lake water.

He didn't move, looked at me for a moment, and hugged me.

The familiar breath and the familiar temperature make me think that I have returned to the past.He has always been so gentle with me.He grabbed the wrist that was dislocated by him just now, and he twisted it skillfully for me to connect.

Then he raised his wrist to his mouth and kissed lightly.

He was just like that, with the same gentleness as before, kissing my pulse for a long time.It's almost impossible for me to go on.

Enduring the constant dull pain in my heart, I said: I will give you whatever else you want.

He didn't look at me, but his eyes seemed to darken a little.

It's better to give this life to you, and I'm going to die anyway, it's better that you kill me.hold back