Yifeng + Continuation: Qinglian + Continuation: Angel Tears

I love him.So much love...if he does jump, I will go with him immediately...but I will never go back to him, I will stick to my choice-even if it is wrong.

However, I still looked back: Yifeng was sitting on the railing, not talking or moving.

(ten)

The days went on like this, and the wedding date of Ling Ling and I was also set.I'm only 25 years old and I don't want to marry too soon.The elders were afraid that I would make trouble again, they almost forced me to nod my head.

marry?It's just cohabitation recognized by law.If I say that, I think it must have been Yi Feng... The day after almost jumping off the building, the breast girl told me that Yi Feng was fine.

If I could have selective amnesia, I would rather forget him.

If you can forget it, there will be no more pain; it will be painful because I love him.

After all, it's not something to laugh about.

I spent a lot of time with Ling Ling, and in order to let her adapt to my family environment, she stayed at my house for a while.

Lingling is a good girl. Since I came back to her, she has been treating me gently and often smiling at me.

"Ming Jia, you don't want to marry me, do you?" I remember that night, she leaned against the window and asked me.There are no stars in the night sky behind her.

Silently, I put out the cigarette in my hand; silently, I shook my head; silently, I looked at her.

"I look very similar to Yi Feng, right?" She asked again.

Sure enough, I still looked at her, smiled, and shook my head, "No, you don't look like that."

"Then why do you look at me so painfully?" Liu frowned. It is true that she and Yi Feng had the same great-grandmother, and they both looked like their great-grandmother.The current her reminds me of Yi Feng who asked me if I loved him that day.

However, I did not run away from her sight, nor did I answer her.

Suddenly, she hugged me, sat in my arms, and stroked my face. "Mingjia, hug me..." Although I was surprised, I still looked at her with a smile. "Think of me as Yifeng, hug me..." Slowly, she unbuttoned my shirt and began to touch my body, but she couldn't arouse my desire.

Gently, I hugged her; slowly, I kissed her...

"Mingjia..." She closed her eyes, waiting for my further action.But I just kissed her forehead.

"Why didn't you hug me? Why? Because I'm not Yifeng?" Her eyes contained humiliation and unwillingness.

"I kiss you because you are Ling Ling. I marry you because you are Ling Ling. You don't have to replace anyone, and no one can replace you."

Looking directly at her, I left my room after speaking.When the door was closed, we heard whimpering in the room.

(eleven)

The day of the wedding finally arrived. In the self-view mirror, I was wearing a white dress, looking at the beautiful Ling Ling behind me.I just smile, as always.

People said: "Master Ming Jia is indeed still Master Ming Jia."

Could it be that I should be a bloodless person?That's all, that's all.

"Master Mingjia, your phone number." I was about to enter the auditorium, enjoy the private line, and I expected it in all likelihood.He answered the phone calmly, and still said gently: "I'm Li Mingjia, who are you?"

"Brother, it's me, Mingli. Come to the hospital soon, Yiren's brother has an accident!" From the eager tone of my usually restrained younger brother, I could tell that the accident was serious.

However, "Slit your wrists or jumped off the building? What is it this time?" My attitude was surprisingly calm.

"It was a car accident. Whether you come or not, it's up to you, brother." After speaking, Ming Li hung up the phone.I could tell he was offended by my attitude.

For a while, I froze there, and the conflicts in my heart were conflicting, which made me miserable.

"Ming Jia, what's the matter?" Ling Ling's concerned voice stopped me from being dazed.

"Yi Feng had a car accident, Ming Li and Yi Ren may not be able to participate." I tried my best to force a smile.

"Why are you still here?" Ling Ling ran to change her clothes after she finished speaking, "The wedding is postponed, we have to go see Cousin Yi Feng first!"

I remained motionless, my mind blank. "Slap!" Ling Ling slapped me across the face.Tears flowed down her cheeks, "Cousin, he... will be fine. If... I marry you like this now, I... will never have a better life...Mingjia..."

Looking at Ling Ling who was crying so hard, I said to the secretary: "Take us to the hospital first, and then hold the wedding when we come back."

At the end of the corridor of the hospital, Yi Feng's mother and younger sister were already in tears.In an instant, I seemed to have broken through all reason, and grabbed Mingli madly, "How is he?"

"Dead." Ming Li's voice was devoid of any emotion.

Glancing at the intensive care unit, Yifeng's heartbeat was displayed on the heartbeat monitor.I almost flew into a rage. "Liar! He is clearly still alive!"

"The car knocked down a tree, his knee was shattered, and he may have to sit in a wheelchair for the rest of his life. According to passers-by, he seemed to hit it on purpose." Ming Li sighed, looking at the people in the ward, suddenly Laughed, "The most interesting thing is that his memory stays before the age of 20. Is there any difference between being dead? Brother, do you know? He woke up a few times and was making a fuss. You know what he was making a fuss about Is it? It's not that I can't walk, but I'm looking for 'Ming Jia'." The smile on his lips seemed to be pity Yi Feng, but also seemed to be laughing at me.

Yes, he has the right to laugh at me—the elder brother who has always been aloof, non-stop, so that at this very moment he is putting on one farce after another for a man.Oh, farce!Am I putting on a farce, or has God made my life a boring farce.

"Where is Mingjia? I'm looking for Mingjia!" When my farce had just ended, another farce began to unfold in the ward.But this farce broke my heart.

"Yi Feng, I'm here!" Pushing aside all the doctors surrounding him, I sat beside his bed.

"Liar!" Yi Feng raised her beautiful eyebrows, "Ming Jia is only a teenager! Don't lie to me just because I'm sick!"

"I'm Mingjia! I am! Yifeng, why don't you know me?" Crazy, I grabbed his shoulders; Crazy, I shook her; Crazy, I cried .

"Ming Jia, it hurts so much! Ming Jia, let go!"

"You called me Ming Jia? Call me again!" Hearing his call, I was overjoyed and let go.

"Ming Jia!" The handsome face once again showed me a long-lost smile.

"Yifeng!" hugging him tightly.I know he will remember, and he will remember for me.

"It's true. It's been so long since we met last time. It's only right that Mingjia will grow up. However, Mingjia has grown so fast that I can't recognize it." He stroked my back and rubbed his face Sticking to my shoulder, the intimacy is the same as in the past, "I can't, teenage child, too mature! But I still like it very much!"

Suddenly, my heart seemed to be frozen.Tears flowed down and onto his clothes.

"Mingjia...what's the matter?" Yi Feng held my face and asked with concern.

"I...we will be together forever...will never be apart again...okay..."

"Okay, I'll listen to everything Ming Jia says!"

In that bright smile, my heart was so torn...

(twelve)

When seeing Ling Ling outside the ward again, she was extremely calm.

"I'm sorry." Facing the woman in front of me who has been repeatedly hurt by me, even if I use "love is selfish" to shirk responsibility, I can't alleviate the guilt for her at all.I owe her so much.Possibly, I will feel guilty for this for the rest of my life.

"Ming Jia, you don't need to apologize. I expected this ending a long time ago, because you love him too much." She looked straight at me, just as I looked at him, "To be honest, Ming Jia .If you didn't fall in love with Yifeng, would you love me?"

"Ling Ling, you are the only person I want to marry, and Yi Feng is the only person I love."

Tears flowed from her eyes, but she smiled, "Thank you, that's enough." At that time, her smile was really beautiful.I almost wanted to say to her: "If there is no Yifeng, I will love you, love you for the rest of my life." But I didn't say it.People can only be responsible for the past. "Love" needs to be responsible, I can't love Ling Ling, let alone say irresponsible words.

Slowly, she took off the ring on her ring finger, took my hand and put it in my palm. "This ring belongs to Yi Feng." Gently, she hugged me for the last time, "You also belong to Yi Feng."

(thirteen)

That's how it all seemed to end.In Yi Feng's car accident, two people died: Young Master Yi Feng of the Han family and Young Master Ming Jia of the Li family.Although, two people called Han Yifeng and Li Mingjia are still alive.

Yi Feng, whose memories remain in his youth forever, may be happy.There is no use, being used, condemned, condemned, hurting and being hurt in his world anymore.

He told me a lot of things—a lot of things that were happening all around me that I didn't know about.He also told me a lot about my childhood.It was only then that I knew that a long time ago, among so many profit-seeking eyes, there was a pair of pure, loving eyes watching me silently; Longing, my existence is not a tool for him to leave home but a motivation...

I don't know how many years have passed, but gradually, silver threads also climbed up my temples.I am no longer a high-spirited teenager in my teens, let alone a vigorous and courageous young man in my early twenties.Now I am a middle-aged man in my thirties.Having experienced all kinds of things, I think that my heart may be older than this body.

However, Yifeng's heart is still as gentle and pure as water, which makes me feel his selfishness.

Forget it, but you are so pure, like clear water