Yifeng + Continuation: Qinglian + Continuation: Angel Tears

In the midst of it...as if all the consciousness had been sucked away, my eyes were blurred...When Yi came back to my mind, his lips had already moved on my face and neck, And my hands are wrapped around his neck...

"Qinglian, I don't know how much I love you..." He whispered in my ears, and I actually felt a numbness from my back.

"No!" I pushed him away and ran to the mirror.Facing the boy with a pale face in the mirror, I put my hands on it, and I couldn't stop the trembling of my whole body... "Rose..." Standing in front of the mirror, I called out the name that never existed before, "Rose ..." Like a mantra, I wanted to drive away the feeling of Ling Xiaofeng in my heart.No, it will hurt, I can't love him because... because if I fall in love, I will be swallowed up, I will...I can't...

"This is the cage that imprisons you!" Ling Xiaofeng, who had never spoken loudly in front of me, yelled behind me, grabbed my head with his hand, and made me face the mirror, "Look! This is not a 'rose'! This is just Qinglian's shadow! It can't give you anything! Take a good look!"

Turning my face away, I widened my eyes, pointed at my chest fiercely and said to him: "Rose is in my heart, but you are not in my eyes!"

"Really? I'm not even as good as a dead thing!" He laughed back in anger, and his smile became like Satan in my eyes.

"Bang"!

There was the sound of glass shattering behind me, the mirror...my mirror...the fragments of mirrors under my feet, each of which reflected my face—a face that was exactly the same as Rose...but it was no longer Rose's face...

Tears flowed out, as if a bank had burst, why did I even take away my last spiritual sustenance... Could it be...for me, even a little spiritual sustenance is a luxury?

"Why?" Looking up, I looked directly at Ling Xiaofeng, "Why?"

"It's time for you to come out of your own world, Qinglian, the cold mirror can't give you anything. Do you know that?!"

Even if there is no way to give me anything, but give me...something no one can give me... Dazed, I laughed like a dream, kneeling in a pile of debris, the glass stings me, But it made me feel a kind of satisfaction, it can finally give me something - even if it hurts, I grabbed the piece of glass and held it in my arms subconsciously, I didn't feel my hands were bleeding...

"Qinglian!" He grabbed me, with a lot of emotion in his eyes, is it sympathy?not like.Is it love?Neither.Is it anger?Even less.what is it?Is it distressing?

Before I could react, the kiss fell again, and the tongue aggressively invaded my mouth.Saliva flowed down my mouth and onto my neck, wetting my collar.Making up my mind, I closed my mouth fiercely, and the smell of blood filled my mouth.And he, wiping the corners of his lips dripping with blood, stared at me with a complicated expression.

"If it wasn't for me, wouldn't you have so many troubles?" I asked him as if I had regained my calm.

He didn't answer me, just silently looked at me covered in blood.

"So, please live as before. Just pretend that I never existed, please." Smiling, he took out the small piece of glass that he had just clutched in his hand, and swiped it hard towards his wrist...but it was only halfway through. , and was slapped severely by him.

"What are you going to do?"

I struggled in his arms, the glass scratched him, and he tried his best to stabilize me.Finally, I found a gap, the crystal glass, the tip stuck in my neck... Breathing became difficult for a moment, consciousness slowly moved away from me, I smiled...

I opened my eyes, the sky was blue, and the pain in my body let me know that I was not dead yet.The familiar smell of green grass still surrounds me, I struggle to turn the most painful neck, and there is a face next to OK Bang - Ling Xiaofeng?His hands are around my body, looking at his shaved cheeks, it must be that he hasn't had a good rest, right?I moved a little, and all I could see were bandages—my hands and legs were covered with snow-white bandages.

"Are you awake?" It was this sentence again.

I looked at him expressionlessly, "How long have I been asleep?" I didn't ask stupid things like "Why haven't I died yet", the fact that I didn't die has become a fact, and if I want to die, I should think about what to do next time. will be saved.

"About ten days or so." He stood up, not knowing where to look.

"Thank you for your care, you can go."

"I'm not leaving until you can take care of yourself."

I have a little understanding of his temper. If he is stubborn, he won't listen to what Kazuren says.

"Okay, I'll go!"

As soon as I got off the ground, I felt a sharp pain in my feet, but I still struggled to shake off his hand that was going to hold me, and staggered out of the bedroom.There were blood stains on the floor.

The living room was empty, and the mirror was no longer there.Seeing an empty corner of the living room, my heart felt as if a hole had been opened, and I could even see blood bleeding through the skin of my chest.

"Qinglian! Don't be stubborn anymore!" Ling Xiaofeng picked me up and threw me on the bed not at all tenderly. "If you want to avoid seeing me sooner, then let the injury heal faster! When your upper leg is healed, I will leave here immediately!"

Close your eyes, don't want to see his face.Tears slid down my cheeks, why did he force me so hard.

I was sleeping when he left, and when I woke up, I saw a letter on the table:

"Qinglian:

I'm sorry, you may really never want to see me again.I'm really sorry, I was too impatient.If I'm patient, maybe someday, you'll feel the way I feel for you.

Maybe it's a cliché to say this, but I fell in love with you at first sight.In Maple Garden, under the maple tree with falling red leaves, a boy like an elf appeared in front of my eyes, which made me feel that it was given to me by God.Your lonely, helpless, longing for warmth reminds me of my young self—the self who tried his best to hide the fragility in his heart to force a smile.Since then, I want to see your real, bright smile with no worries.I want to care for you and warm you, just like I want my former self to no longer be alone. I want you not to repeat my mistakes.When I hugged you involuntarily, I realized that the body in my arms was not as strong as I imagined. Maybe it was sympathy at first, but at that moment, I knew that I was in love——I fell in love with Feng The elf under the tree.

Even if it's just gentle protection, I hope I can stay by your side and be relied on by you, but I'm sorry, my endurance is not as good as estimated.You should be able to understand that a man will become abnormal when he is around the person he loves.

Qinglian, I apologize because I hurt you.But in no way am I apologizing for breaking the mirror in which you imprison yourself.You should come out of your own world, in this world, there is more beauty worth seeing.The green lotus that does not spread or branch should bloom quietly in a clear lake, only for the one you love.

My dream is to go to the sea.Now, I want to take you to see the sea.However, this can only be a dream.

good bye my love……〃

Tears flowed down again, why did they flow?I have no idea.Could it be that, in my heart, I already fell in love with him a little bit?I do not know I do not know.My heart hurts so much.Tomorrow, tomorrow I can definitely forget him, forget his tenderness, forget his body temperature, forget everything about him.

Looking at the empty corner, I realized that my heart ached not because of the mirror...why?

I don't need to know the answer.

The new year is coming again, looking at the things in my hands, it seems that the burden that has accumulated in my heart for a long time has been removed, and it is empty, not only relaxed but also lost.

As usual, the children of the younger generation have to greet the older elders, kowtow for the grandparents, and bow for the parents, anyway, they are used to it.The four big families live together, which is lively and lively, and saves the trouble of being busy with socializing for a whole new month—at least I think so.In recent years, it has been heard that the Ling family will "change power" from my grandfather to my stepfather.It doesn't matter, just follow along.

"Uncle, Qinglian greets you." Looking at his thin and handsome face, I bowed respectfully.I haven't seen him for half a year, and his appearance has become more mature, but he has lost the radiant look he had when we first met him.

I admit that I had feelings for him, but that's all in the past.Now, when I face him, I can still show a smile that is no different from others.

Almost everyone in the father's generation has a family property to divide, and I don't know if it will be divided to Ling Xiaofeng.If the illegitimate child has no family property, it will be too ugly in face.

Just as he was thinking, his grandfather sent a message to hand over the family's pharmaceutical factory to Ling Xiaofeng for management.He is a medical student, so there should be no problem.The pharmaceutical factory is a good job, but it is a family property that is not too eye-catching. Judging by his appearance, there is no objection, and everyone is happy.

"Father!" Unexpectedly, Ling Xiaofeng spoke.

"Xiao Feng, is there any dissatisfaction?" For the son he had to admit back home, his grandfather still loved him very much, but he seemed to give Ling Xiaofeng a little less of the rights that ordinary family members should enjoy.

"I want to marry Qinglian. There is only such a request, and I don't even want the pharmaceutical factory!"

his words let