Dawn Redemption

"Why didn't you come back yesterday?" As soon as Finn stepped into the dormitory, Marcus surrounded him gossipingly. "Yesterday..." Fein rolled his eyes and said immediately, "The banquet ended too late, so I stayed there."

Marcus nodded, suddenly caught sight of Fein's collar patch, and exaggeratedly shouted: "Fuck! You're not bad! Lieutenant! You'll be promoted to lieutenant after a meal?!" Then his expression changed, and he said seriously: "Aren't you under unspoken rules?"

Finn was taken aback for a moment, but luckily Marcus burst out laughing immediately.

"Rolf isn't with you?" Finn didn't want to discuss this, trying to change the subject.

Marcus pointed into the dormitory: "He is trying to comfort our sad little poor." "Who?" Finn turned his head and looked into the room.

"Who else is there?"

Finn walked around Marcus and entered the dormitory, and saw the dejected Jonas and Rolf who kept patting his back.

"Hey, Finn...you're back." Jonas tried hard to use a happy tone, but in the end it was a weak tone.

"Well, what's the matter with you?" Finn actually showed a concern that he didn't usually have, walked over and sat down on the other side of Jonas.It's just that when I sit, I can't help but tremble slightly in pain.He suddenly wondered if Jonas would have suffered from such pain before.

Why, until now, I can't resent him anymore.The man who almost destroyed everything about himself.

"I... Lukas said that he is in Berlin and has been with a woman recently." Jonas's voice brought Finn's thoughts back to reality, "He said they were just friends, but he always He told me that they work together, eat and so on, these...these are obviously things I did with him..."

"Hey, isn't it that you can't stay with him now? What can you do? Besides, you're so worried that he won't want you?" Rolf said to Jonas in a light tone as much as possible.Jonas shook his head: "No...he's different from me. I haven't had hormones for women since I was born, but...but Lucas is different...he really hates homosexuals..."

"So he's still with you?" Marcus interjected.Jonas stared at him sadly: "Except for me. But how can I be better than a woman? There are some things that I can't give him no matter what... Besides, I haven't seen him for so long, I I'm so worried that the relationship with him will fade. I also said so many angry words to him... God, let me die..."

Fein comforted and patted Jonas on the shoulder: "Don't think so much. You give him the same love as he loves you, so why feel inferior." Fein said without thinking This sentence seems familiar. "But I quarreled with him again." Jonas looked up at Finn, with a face full of tears.

Usually, Jonas is always very active, and sometimes he is disliked for being too loud, and only at this time, he is really like a suffocated little daughter-in-law.

"Why do you like him so much and quarrel with him?"

"I...I..." Jonas looked up at the ceiling blankly, "I just... miss him very much."