Natural "dementia" secret love road [Network]

The night passed, and from the moment he got up in the morning, Lian Huan stared at his phone and out of the window from time to time.

Is Xu Suchen really coming?What can he do when he comes, can he take himself away?

Because he faced the wall and thought about his mistakes, Lian Huan never left the room except to go to the bathroom, and his mother brought breakfast and lunch in the room.That's fine, after all, my father who is angry probably doesn't want to see Lian Huan's face, and Lian Huan doesn't want to hear what he says he doesn't want to hear.

In the past, Lian Huan tried hard to be a good boy in the eyes of her parents against her will in order to satisfy her parents. Since the incident in high school made her father disappointed and humiliated, Lian Huan gave up maintaining this image.

He was never a good boy, he didn't like to be the first in everything, he didn't like to study hard for his test scores, and he didn't like to do things he didn't like to please his father.

I was never as good as my father imagined, nor could I be the kind of child my father hoped for.

Lian Huan doesn't even like her father, never has.

Maybe every father expresses his father's love in a different way, but Lian Huan really doesn't feel that he is for Lian Huan's sake when he expresses his father's requirements and expectations for him.

Sitting in Lian Huan's room, his mother watched him eat while softly persuading Lian Huan not to be angry with his father.

After all, it is your father, and what he does is actually caring about you.

Lian Huan has heard this kind of words from her mother many times in the past, but Lian Huan really can't agree with it. Is this really caring?

Could it be that since I was born as my father's son, I need to obey his words unconditionally and live in obedience to his arrangements?Why should my father decide the direction of my life?

Rather than caring, Lian Huan never felt that his father really cared about him since he was a child.

Before going to Lin Xizhi's home to meet Uncle Lin, Lian Huan was surprised to see him attentively accompany Lin Xizhi and his family when he returned home from vacation.Is someone else's father like this?Does the role of father have such a relationship with his children?Then why has my father never asked me about my wishes and whether I need company or not since I was a child, instead he only made his request to Lian Huan, if something was violated, it would be Lian Huan's fault.

Therefore, Lian Huan feels that he has never experienced the feeling of fatherly love.

"I'm sorry, Mom." After lunch, Lian Huan put down the bowl and chopsticks.Hearing that his mother had said a lot, he felt that he could no longer remain silent. "I can't do what you expect."

Mother hopes that Lian Huan will take this opportunity to reconcile with her father and return home, that is, she hopes that Lian Huan will be obedient and obedient as before, and stop doing such disobedient things, but this has long been impossible for Lian Huan up.

"It's a fact that I like men. I don't want to hide it anymore, and I don't want to forcefully change in order to become the 'normal person' in your hearts."

Lian Huan's mother looked at her son sadly, hesitated to speak.

"Mom, I can't cheat other people's daughters, can I?" Lian Huan shrugged and smiled wryly. "I don't like women but I'm with women. Isn't that deceiving people?"

What Lian Huan said was correct, and her mother obviously agreed with this truth, but she still seemed to be unhappy with her son's liking for men.

"Maybe you were just temporarily confused..."

"Mom, is it just a moment of confusion? My own body knows best." Lian Huan said solemnly with a sullen face. "How can I be temporarily confused when I can't have sex/impulse/momentum towards the opposite sex?"

At the beginning of puberty, boys begin to become sensitive to "sex", and Lian Huan is no exception.When I hear them talking about girls' bodies from my friends, what I think of is my good friend's body/body that is no different from my own.He found that the body of the same sex can bring him a sense of security and arouse his desire/desire, so he began to slowly fall into the forbidden/ground...

"How could this be?" Lian Huan's mother suddenly began to cry. "If you are like other children, you can obviously live a more relaxed and happy life."

"But I'm different from other people." Lian Huan was very helpless. It was difficult for her mother to change her mind. She could only hope that she would understand herself. "It can't be the same."

Trying to be like others, is that still yourself?

Lian Huan took out a tissue from the paper drawer and handed it to her mother, but couldn't say any comforting words that followed her wishes.

"What's the difference between you and others?" The door of the room was pushed open suddenly, Lian Huan's father stood at the door and stared at Lian Huan. "There is no life for a genius, but you have to learn the unique way of life of a genius? Can being unconventional satisfy your desire/desire to pursue uniqueness?"

Even when he met his father's gaze, he couldn't shrink back, couldn't escape, and he was clearly right.

"I'm ordinary, I'm ordinary, but it doesn't mean I'm like everyone else, why do you have to force me to be someone else?"

Lian Huan's words were well-founded, his father frowned at him, but did not answer for a long time.At this time, the doorbell suddenly rang.

"I'll open the door."

Mother got up quickly, while Lian Huan and father were still in a stalemate, but Lian Huan's heart trembled nervously when he heard the doorbell, could it be that Xu Suchen came?Lian Huan pricked up his ears to listen for the sound at the door, Lian Huan was very nervous at the moment.

If Xu Suchen really came, what would happen?

"Excuse me, Aunt Lian, hello."

A familiar male voice came faintly, and Lian Huan's tense nerves suddenly loosened.

it's really him...

"I'm from Lian Huan, um," the normally frivolous and unscrupulous person's tone was extremely formal at the moment, and it sounded a bit unfamiliar. "I am your son-in-law Chenglong Kuai, my name is Xu Suchen."

Sure enough, this person was serious for only three seconds.

"what……"

Lian Huan's mother was speechless in surprise, and her father who was confronting Lian Huan also faintly heard Xu Suchen's words, and then turned and left Lian Huan's room.

"Who are you."

Lian Huan's father stood in the living room, looking in surprise at the tall man in a silver-gray casual suit standing in the entrance, with neatly combed crisp hair, he did not appear to be a man of ordinary background.

"Ah, hello father-in-law, my son-in-law came in a hurry and didn't bring any gifts. I'm really sorry."

"father in law!?"

Hearing this title, Lian Lian's father immediately raised two tones.

After his father came out of the room, Lian Huan got up and followed him, standing at the corner of the living room, just when he heard Xu Suchen's words, he looked at the familiar face with complicated eyes, when the other party saw Lian Huan, he smiled in surprise waved.

Lian Huan was surprised that he felt very happy the moment he saw Xu Suchen. Although it was only for a short moment, he couldn't help but want to respond to him with a smile, but the current situation stopped his impulse in time.

"How did you come."

"I'll take you home."

After seeing Lian Huan, Xu Suchen became intoxicated and seemed to automatically filter out other people, only looking at Lian Huan.

"...What kind of home? This is my home." Lian Huan was stunned and almost stuttered. What is wrong with Xu Suchen? He still said this in front of his parents.

"Ah, I'm talking about going back to our home, not your hometown." Xu Suchen nodded slightly to Lianhuan's mother to express his apology. "I'm really sorry, father-in-law, mother-in-law, I miss Lian Huan so much, I can't feel at ease without seeing him for a day."

"you……"

Lian Huan's eyes widened in surprise, what was Xu Suchen doing, and what did he mean by these words.

"You belong to our family..." Lian Huan's mother tremblingly raised her hand to cover her mouth and nose. She understood Xu Suchen's identity, but she couldn't translate the words from her mind to express it.

"Yes, it's me."

Xu Suchen smiled and nodded with pride.Lian Huan didn't expose Xu Suchen, just to see what he was up to.

"What are you doing at our house?"

Lian Huan's father spoke again, and it could be seen from the expression on his face that he was very unhappy, Xu Suchen naturally noticed it

"As I said just now, I'll bring Lianhuan home, father-in-law." Xu Suchen accompanied him with a smiling face. The more angry he was, the more he would respond with a smile. This is what he is best at. "Since you don't like Lian Huan's personality, why don't you give him back to me."

This mouthful of "father-in-law" made Lian Huan's father's expression darker and darker, but he couldn't get angry at Xu Suchen, an outsider.

"He is my son, what do you mean 'return' to you?"

"He is indeed your son, but you don't cherish him as a treasure, so you might as well give him to me, father-in-law."

Xu Suchen kept smiling all the time, even when Lian Huan's father glared at him angrily, the smile on his mouth didn't decrease at all.

Seeing his father's angry red face, Lian Huan actually felt a sense of relief, probably because he and his father still have a father-son relationship, so they can't say whatever they want, but Xu Suchen can.

"Are there no parents in your family? You are allowed to have sex with men?"

He already disliked Lian Huan's sexual orientation, but now even his boyfriend is looking for him, and Lian Huan's father also hates Xu Suchen very much.

"My parents are still alive, but they are living abroad, and I always respect my own decisions. These don't conflict with my being with Lian Huan, right?" Xu Suchen tilted his head and smiled, looking a little embarrassed. "Father-in-law, you are also a highly educated person, right? Why do you still have such old-fashioned ideas?"

When it came to education, Lian Huan's father was at a loss for words, but he didn't know how to refute Xu Suchen.

"You two men are together..." Father looked at Lian Huan behind him, his hands trembling slightly in anger. "Not being able to marry and have children...how ridiculous."

Lian Huan wanted to roll his eyes helplessly, but here he came again, the theory of his parents, as if the purpose of life was to get married and have children.

"You can get married." Xu Suchen's eyes lit up, and he was very happy to hear this word. "As long as Lian Huan is willing, I can take him abroad to get married at any time, the United States or Europe is up to him."

"..."

Lian Huan stared at Xu Suchen who seemed to be getting excited, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, really wanted to say "I'm sorry, I don't want to" to him.

"Have you already considered this step..." The voice of Lian Huan's mother who was standing beside her trembled a little, she was a little closer to Xu Suchen than before.

"Mother-in-law, please rest assured that Lian Huan is handed over to me. I will protect him carefully."

Lian Huan stared at Xu Suchen, is he serious?