Natural "dementia" secret love road [Network]

At the same time, at the same age, in their third year of high school, Lian Huan and Lin Xizhi experienced completely different lives.

In the eyes of his family, Lian Huan has always been a quiet and honest child, so his parents have never intervened too much in his affairs.This is actually Lian Huan's goal. He doesn't want his parents to interfere too much with him, which will make him very uncomfortable.And he is also very clear that his parents' ideas are very different from his own. If he is restrained by them too much, Lian Huan may be very painful.

But in the end it couldn't be avoided.

There is nothing more painful than being at odds with your loved ones, so Lian Huan has been trying her best to hide her sexuality and try to behave like everyone else.

But the disguise will be exposed one day. When meeting that person, Lian Huan seems to have a premonition that he will be doomed.

People will inevitably fall in love with someone in this life, and they can't help being addicted to a person. Maybe they can't stay together in the end, but looking back after many years, they still don't understand why they are so persistent.

Lian Huan was like this at that time, so many years later when I talked about this past with another lover, I still couldn't figure out why I liked such a person.

Maybe it was because I was young and impulsive at that age, and it was easier to make decisions regardless of the consequences at that age, and I would never turn back just because I was obsessed with it.

That's why Lian Huan followed that person to escape from the surrounding world, and ran out of the world.

"Huh?" Lin Xizhi, who was silently listening to Lian Huan's story about the past, suddenly couldn't help being surprised. "Happy you ran out with that person alone?"

"En." Lian Huan nodded and continued to speak. "It will be very confusing at that age."

During a long vacation in the third year of high school, Lian Huan took the train with the person he liked and ran to another city without the knowledge of both families.In fact, when doing this, Lian Huan should have known in his heart that the consequences would be serious, but he seemed to be bewitched, his body seemed out of control, and he wanted to escape, to escape from the life at that time.

With only a little money, the two stayed in a strange city for five days, and they didn't go home until the man's parents found him.As expected, the parents were furious, and the parents who liked that person also came to the school.

When a stranger pointed out that he was gay in front of his teachers and parents, Lian Huan was stupid. The things he had maintained for a long time collapsed in an instant. When he looked at the boy he had liked for a long time, the other party silently looked away. From the beginning to the end, I never looked at myself for a second time.

Why would others know?Isn't it only the two of them who know about it?Don't they like each other?Didn't you agree to keep this secret until you are truly free?

"Did that person tell his family..." Although Lin Xizhi was shocked, the expression on his face was more distressed.It is too hard to imagine the experience of being pointed out by the other party's parents in front of their own parents that they are gay and affecting other people's children. "He...why did he do that..."

"Because of fear." Lian Huan seemed to be remembering something. "His brother..."

Really scary.

Looking back now, Lian Huan still has lingering fears.That's why Lian Huan reacted abnormally when he met this person again when he participated in that game competition.

However, after a long time, Lian Huan wanted to thank this person again. After all, because of that incident, Lian Huan no longer had to hide her sexual orientation from her parents, and she didn't have to cover up in order to behave like others It also gave Lian Huan the idea of ​​leaving home.

Therefore, after the college entrance examination, Lian Huan resolutely left home after filling out a volunteer application form, and gained the freedom she dreamed of, no longer restricted by her parents and ideas.

"To him, I'm not important compared to his family and future." Lian Huan said lightly, with a silent sigh at the end of the sentence. "His elder brother should have threatened him with these."

"But..." Lin Xizhi was a little excited after hearing the ins and outs. He didn't understand the behavior of the man Lian Huan once liked. "This is a secret between you two, but you never betrayed him even at the risk of being criticized, but he..."

The ending of that farce was attributed to Lian Huan's instigation. The other party ran out with him because of Lian Huan's coercion and lure. Faced with all kinds of crimes being held on his head, Lian Huan didn't quibble until the end.

"Like this thing, in itself is bewitching each other, so I am indeed wrong." Lian Huan smiled indifferently, he will not be sad now, because there are other important people around him. "And I don't blame him."

"why……"

After such things happened, Lin Xizhi couldn't understand why Lian Huan didn't blame that person.

"I can't explain the reason." Lian Huan nodded and shook his head. "For example, in your opinion, there is probably nothing about Yuan Qing that you dislike, right?"

"Hmm." Lin Xizhi was a little surprised that the topic suddenly turned to himself, and he was at a loss for words. "yes……"

That's true, that's right, Lin Xizhi really couldn't find anything about Yuan Qing that he disliked.

"Because I like it, the shortcomings of this person that others cannot bear become insignificant to me."

That's how it feels.

Because I really like him, even though he is unbearable in the eyes of others, he looks different in my own eyes.So after being "abandoned" by him in this way, Lian Huan also began to reflect, that she was too emotional to allow herself to be hurt like this.

"Is it really irrelevant?"

This person has done such an excessive thing, it is not just a matter of shortcomings.

"Ugh."

How should I tell Lin Xizhi?Many years have passed. After all, everyone was young at that time, and it is understandable that they would make some wrong choices.What Lian Huan did at that time was voluntary, and he couldn't blame others for his faults. The consequences of his own choices had to be borne by himself, so Lian Huan didn't blame the person he once liked.

It's just that since then, Lian Huan has never liked anyone again...

"There was a lot of youthfulness and ignorance in the relationship in my youth. I did complain at the time. After so many years, I no longer entangled in this matter."

It doesn't matter who is right or wrong, it's all over.

"Well, never think about this person again, you have me now."

Lian Huan shook his head and smiled helplessly, Lin Xizhi was really too gentle sometimes, if Yuan Qing heard this, Lian Huan would probably be marked down again.

"now is all good."

Today's life is really good, Lian Huan is living happily.

Free and unconstrained.

Maybe it's time to fall in love with a second person.

"I hate you."

"But I like you."

"...Is your brain broken? Ah, I forgot that you have no brains, you only think with your lower/half/body."

"I'm not joking, Lian Huan."

It's really surprising that someone who has always spoken seriously can suddenly become serious.

"I'm not joking either, Xu Suchen, I hate you."

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