Natural "dementia" secret love road [Network]

People's emotional fluctuations will have a certain impact on the body. Lin Xizhi was in a trance because of the blow he received. He followed Yuan Qing out of the car in a daze, went through the airport security check, and boarded the plane. He didn't say much until he sat down in his seat, and Yuan Qing beside him felt very uncomfortable seeing him like this.

"It won't be long, just lean on me and rest."

Yuan Qing asked Lin Xizhi to lean his head on her shoulder, and gently brushed away the broken hair on his forehead, revealing his closed eyes, long eyelashes still stained with tears, Yuan Qing couldn't help feeling a pain in his heart.

"Will I be able to see Dad when I wake up?"

I thought Lin Xizhi was about to fall asleep, but he opened his eyes and opened his mouth suddenly.

How to answer this sentence?

Yuan Qing, who had never been in such a predicament, even hated herself for being incompetent.

"I'm sorry..." Lin Xizhi raised his head and stopped leaning against Yuan Qing. "I shouldn't be embarrassing you by asking this kind of question."

Apologize! ?At this time, Yuan Qing didn't want to hear Lin Xizhi say such things. If the pain was unbearable, Yuan Qing could accept it no matter whether it was crying or complaining. As long as Lin Xizhi could vent all the negative emotions in his heart, as long as he If he can cheer up, Yuan Qing can accept any emotion for him.But he didn't even say any willful words, and even apologized to Yuan Qing, which would only make people more worried.

"Don't ever say sorry to me again." Yuan Qing stared at him tightly, as if trying to lock him in her own eyes. "That's not what I want to hear most."

What Yuan Qing most wanted to hear was not an apology, never will.

Uncomfortable being stared at by Yuan Qing, Lin Xizhi looked away, opened his mouth halfway to apologize again, and swallowed the words.

This was not what Lin Xizhi wanted to say the most, and he couldn't say what he wanted to say the most, so he didn't even think about it at this time.

"Thank you...thank you, Yuan Qing..." Lin Xizhi leaned his head against the window weakly, and the soreness and pain in his heart kept fainting, making him nauseous.

This sentence is not what Yuan Qing wants to hear!It's either an apology or a thank you. They have known each other for so many years and their relationship is so close. There is no need to say these two sentences again.

"Look into my eyes." Yuan Qing stretched out her hand to touch Lin Xizhi's face, looking into his misty eyes. "Xizhi, I am willing to do anything for you, and I am also happy to do it, no need to thank you, and don't feel like you are causing trouble to me."

"...Mmm." Lin Xizhi nodded slowly.

Yuan Qing's slender fingers dragged his chin and caressed his lips. The moist feeling from his fingertips made him move slightly, and an unknown impulse arose in his heart.

"Xizhi, maybe you find it strange, or even incomprehensible, but..." Yuan Qing leaned over, stopped beside Lin Xizhi's ear, and whispered softly. "I like you and I will always be by your side, so don't be afraid no matter what happens."

When she spent the New Year with Lin Xizhi in the hospital in high school, Yuan Qing made up her mind not to let Lin Xizhi show such a sad expression again, but now it has happened for the second time, and Yuan Qing doesn't want to suffer in silence anymore up.

"Everything...is a dream."

Lin Xizhi smiled wryly, God really liked to joke with him, the most unlikely things happened together.

Yuan Qing didn't say anything more, he could see that Lin Xizhi didn't take his words seriously, he knew that it was not appropriate to confess his feelings at this moment, but he hoped that this would make Lin Xizhi feel at ease.After dealing with Uncle Lin's matter, he will continue to tell him, two, three, four, countless times, until Lin Xizhi believes it.

Even if Lin Xizhi liked his own sister Yuan Ling, Yuan Qing didn't want to back down anymore, he couldn't hand Lin Xizhi over to anyone other than himself.

After flying in the air for about two hours, I arrived at the location of the airline that contacted Lin Xizhi in the evening. Lin Xizhi, who was still in a daze, gradually regained his senses after landing, and followed Yuan Qing to meet various official personnel to deal with his father. things.Although it was painful, except for showing a little fragile expression when he was alone with Yuan Qing, he always tried his best to maintain a calm appearance in front of other people, and he did not behave very out of control.It may also be because Lin Xizhi's father's plane crashed at sea and left no relics behind. Lin Xizhi didn't even see a single object, so he was able to maintain his composure.

But the more calm Lin Xizhi was, the more worried Yuan Qing became.

Because it was indeed very late when they arrived, they only briefly communicated some things verbally, and the specific matters would need to be resolved the next day.Lin Xizhi not only has to deal with some insurance/insurance and compensation issues, but also has to deal with the place where Lin Xizhi's father works and lives in other places, and then he has to go home to hold the funeral... Lin Xizhi has already thought about what to do in his mind. How to do it, and with Yuan Qing's help, he is not afraid of making mistakes, but the biggest problem now is how to tell his grandma at home.

This became Lin Xizhi's most difficult problem to solve.

After leaving from the person in charge of the airline company and the government/government personnel, Yuan Qing took Lin Xizhi to find a nearby hotel to stay in. After swiping open the door of the room with the room card, Yuan Qing immediately called Yuan Ling Call her to let her know the progress so she doesn't worry too much.After saying a few words, Yuan Ling wanted to chat with Lin Xizhi. Yuan Qing glanced at Lin Xizhi who was sitting on the bed in a relaxed state, and politely refused Yuan Ling's request.

After Yuan Qing hung up the phone, he walked into the bathroom to turn on the water heater, then picked up the remote control to turn on the TV, chose the program that was playing music and turned down the volume, and looked back at Lin Xizhi, but he still didn't respond.

If it was the former Lin Xizhi, let alone being in the same room with Yuan Qing, it would be impossible to even come out alone. He seemed to deliberately avoid getting too close to Yuan Qing, so Yuan Qing was always hesitating. Show your feelings too clearly.At this moment, there were only the two of them in the not-so-spacious room, but Lin Xizhi didn't retreat as usual.

"Xizhi, go take a bath after the water is hot."

Hearing Yuan Qing calling him, Lin Xizhi came back to his senses.

"okay."

While responding casually, he began to undress.

Yuan Qing was surprised at first, then frowned slightly, walked over and held Lin Xizhi's undressed hand.

"The water isn't hot yet."

He was really trying to be brave, he didn't listen to what others were saying clearly, and he stood in front of the bed and undressed like this, how could Lin Xizhi behave like this under normal circumstances.

The body temperature of Yuan Qing on the back of his hand made Lin Xizhi wake up suddenly, and stared blankly at Yuan Qing in front of him, the tip of their noses was only a few millimeters apart.

"Uh, then I'll wait."

Lin Xizhi slowly withdrew his hand from Yuan Qing's grasp, looked at Yuan Qing with a complicated expression, and stepped back to sit on another single bed in the room. Seeing that he wanted to hide, Yuan Qing hurriedly stop.

"Xizhi, cry if you want to cry."

Lin Xizhi still didn't want to face Yuan Qing's straightforward revelation of his heart. He shook his head and retreated, but couldn't retreat very far because he couldn't break away from Yuan holding his hand.

"I am fine."

Lin Xizhi, who was always called a crybaby by Yuan Ling, now stubbornly doesn't want to cry. It doesn't mean that crying is a sign of cowardice, but that if he cries, he seems to believe that he will never see his father again.He didn't want to accept this reality, so he forced himself not to cry.

"Is it really all right?" Yuan Qing took a step closer and squeezed Lin Xizhi's wrist slightly. "Do you believe it yourself?"

Lin Xizhi actually didn't want to believe it, how could he be fine?He is so confused that he is going crazy now, tomorrow he will go to his father's house to pack things for him, those are the last things that his father left for himself, that's all...not even a word left.

When was the last time you talked to your dad?

Thinking of this, Lin Xizhi felt that he could no longer control himself, and squatted down dejectedly, curled up into a ball, his shoulders trembling slightly.

When was the last time you saw Dad?

Lin Xizhi hated herself for not being able to remember the last words her father said to her.

Yuan Qing followed him and squatted down, holding his head up with her hands.

"Xizhi, I am here, you are not alone, you can cry if you want to."

Soothed by Yuan Qing's gentle voice, Lin Xizhi leaned his cheek against his palm, his tight lips trembled, the numb expression on his face gradually collapsed, the mist in his eyes became thicker and thicker, and a tear flowed down the red eye socket slide down the cheek.Yuan Qing affectionately wiped away his tears with her fingers, and lowered her head against Lin Xizhi's forehead.

"I like you, Xizhi, so please rely on me."

The author has something to say:

I really like the gentle and reliable Yuan Qing_(:з」∠)_ Of course, I also like the cute and kind little Xi Shi