Natural "dementia" secret love road [Network]

The crux of the matter happened the next morning.

When Yuan Qing got up from the quilt, Lin Xizhi also woke up slowly. He rubbed his eyes and made a sound like a small animal, waxy.As soon as Yuan Qing heard that he had woken up, she immediately apologized in a low voice very apologetically.

"Sorry, I woke you up."

"Hmm..." Lin Xizhi's brain hadn't functioned yet, and he wriggled in the quilt like an animal without language ability.The self-struggle last night was carried out too late, which made it harder for Lin Xizhi to wake up than before. "Hmm...?" But when he was twisting/moving, the strange/sense/sense of the lower/half/body gradually became stronger and clearly transmitted to his brain.

Before Yuan Qing got out of bed, seeing that something was wrong with Lin Xizhi, she gave up the idea of ​​getting out of bed to change clothes, and reached out to touch him.

"what happened?"

"Hmm..." After Yuan Qing touched/touched his body, Lin Xizhi immediately moved back as if being electrocuted, and his back suddenly hit the wall. "Well."

This abnormal reaction made Yuan Qing more puzzled and worried, so she leaned over/lifted Lin Xizhi's quilt.

"...Don't!" Lin Xizhi immediately stretched out his hands to hold the quilt on his body in panic, his eyes were full of panic, and his cheeks were also stained with crimson.

No matter how you say it, Yuan Qing is a few years older than Lin Xizhi, and he is an adult man who will soon enter the society. It is not difficult for him to see what is going on at this time and Lin Xizhi's reaction.

"Xizhi, are you...?"

Yuan Qing stared into Lin Xizhi's eyes, and tried to speak, the other party should understand what she meant.

"me……"

Lin Xizhi would stutter whenever he felt flustered, and if it got serious, he would cry uncontrollably. His eyes had already started to moisten, and he felt like he was about to cry.

"Don't be nervous, this is a normal physiological reaction." Yuan Qing tried to make her tone more gentle than usual, hoping to calm Lin Xizhi down.It is estimated that Lin Xizhi was so panicked because of the shame/shame and embarrassment of having such a reaction in someone else's house.

"Don't worry too much about it." Lin Xizhi didn't relax because of this, Yuan Qing simply lay back beside him, holding him in her arms through the quilt. "How long has it been since you solved/solved it yourself?"

"Huh?" Being hugged by Yuan Qing made Lin Xizhi calm down a little, and he was full of doubts when he asked this question. "Solve what?"

Yuan Qing smiled helplessly, pointing/pointing down/half/body.

"Physical/physical/need/need."

Lin Xizhi's face flushed instantly.

"How... how to solve/solve..."

"Haven't you done it yourself?" Yuan Qing still put her arms around Lin Xizhi, letting her bury her head in his chest because of her embarrassment. "It's not something to be ashamed of. A well-developed young man needs to address his/his/physical/needs/needs on a regular basis, which is also necessary for good health."

"Yes, is it..."

Lin Xizhi didn't dare to raise his head to meet Yuan Qing's gaze, he wished he could find a hole to get in now.

"I'll help you."

Yuan Qing spoke suddenly, and Lin Xizhi was too shocked to move.

"what?"

"Don't be shy, I'll teach you how to do it." Yuan Qing crawled into the quilt to comfort/caress Lin Xizhi tenderly, while reaching/into his pajamas/pants. "From now on, you'll be just like me."

Lin Xizhi was already disturbed by Yuan Qing's close body, so he couldn't understand what he said.When he was in a daze, he only felt that his lower body was being held by warm/hot palms, his body trembled uncontrollably, his brain was completely shut down, there was no time to think, no time to feel/perceive, only to gradually enlarge Heart/beat and rising/higher/fast/feeling.

"Um... ah..."

Although Lin Xizhi gritted his teeth and endured it desperately, he still couldn't swallow the voice, and /groaned/groaned weakly.After freeing Lin Xizhi, Yuan Qing withdrew her clenched hand and kept her palm open.Lin Xizhi stared at Yuan Qing's hand, watching him get off the bed to wipe his hands with a piece of paper, feeling shame swept over his nerves.

God, how could I let this happen!

"Then?"

After listening to Lin Xizhi's narration, someone in the roommate closed the book and completely gave up the idea of ​​continuing to read.Telling my roommate about such a shameful experience of myself was so frightening that Lin Xizhi wanted to bang his head on the table.

"There is no after, what else can there be!."

Lin Xizhi was particularly embarrassed that morning. Yuan Qing was afraid that he would mind too much, so she specially asked him to take a bath.In the next few days, Lin Xizhi never dared to look directly at Yuan Qing, and hardly spoke to him.It was not until a week later that Yuan Qing had to go back to his father that Lin Xizhi said goodbye to him.Looking back now, he regretted committing suicide.

"That is to say, you haven't talked much after this?"

"Yes."

When Lin Xizhi was graduating from high school, Yuan Qing was graduating from university. Now that he is working, there are very few opportunities for the two to meet each other. "So, Huanhuan, what do you think I should do?"

"I told you not to call me 'Huanhuan', it sounds like a pet's name."

Asking others what to do.Lin Xizhi's roommate, Lian Huan, is full of helplessness.

"It depends on what you want." Lian Huan also packed up the other books spread out on the desk, and glanced at the clock by the way, it was almost time for dinner. "Are you just afraid that the other party will leave a bad impression on you?"

When Lin Xizhi narrated to Lian Huan, he didn't tell about his liking for Yuan Qing, but only talked about his own embarrassment and sought comfort from his roommate.

"That's right..."

Even if there is no "like" feeling, Yuan Qing is a very cherished person to Lin Xizhi, and he does not want to leave a bad impression on him, nor does he want to be hated by him.

"If you want me to say, since the other party took the initiative to help you solve it, it proves that he doesn't hate you, otherwise, which man would do this kind of thing for another man?" Since meeting Lin Xizhi, a "strange race", However, Lian Huan's poisonous tongue attribute is always suppressed. "Although this is not something to be ashamed of, don't mention it to others in the future, and don't pay too much attention to it. If you have time and opportunity, meet that man named Yuan Qing."

This can be regarded as a relatively private "my secret", but Lin Xizhi chose to tell Lian Huan, which actually made Lian Huan very happy. This is an expression of Lin Xizhi's great trust in him.

"What you said makes sense. As expected of Huanhuan, she can always wake up the dreamer with a single word!" Lin Xizhi, who was comforted by Lian Huan's words, regained her vitality and no longer entangled in this matter. "Ah, I really like the CV of Hupan Fucha! Huanhuan, please help me hook up!"

Lian Huan dodged Lin Xizhi's venomous claws, with a disgusted expression of "male/male/give/receive/no/kiss".

"I'm just a writer, and I don't have much contact with CVs. And..." Lian Huan searched for information about Hupan Fucha's CV in his mind. "This person is very difficult to hook up with."

Hupan Fucha is a well-known online CV. His voice is deep and steady, with a hint of nasality, which makes his voice very unique and impressive.After participating in several radio drama adaptations of popular BL novels, his voice has gradually come to the fore, and he has accumulated a lot of fans. There are also more and more plans to come to him to make appointments for dramas, and he has successfully joined the ranks of popular CVs.

Another reason why Hupan Fuchai is so popular is that he has no black spots on his body and is full of mystery. He basically doesn't speak on Weibo except for turning the drama, so everyone who wants to hook him up feels very headache.Even the planners who asked him to make an appointment with the drama were tortured enough. First of all, this person does not always read Weibo, so it is not easy to contact him; second, this person never chats with others. Not discussed at all.In the end, this person seemed to be very busy, and he could not be found anywhere, and he couldn't start the reminder, and he couldn't deliver the voice until the deadline.

Therefore, it is really not easy to hook up with this person.

"You have liked him for so long, you still don't know what happened to him?"

Of course Lin Xizhi knew it well, after all, he had liked it for more than a year, and it was because of this CV that he went back to try to dub a radio drama.

"In order to become a qualified brain teaser, I raped all the dynamics of Hupan Fucha!"

Lian Huan glanced at him bitterly and shook his head.

"Can I ask you a question?"

"Ok?"

"Why do you like a male CV who mainly plays BL dramas so much?"

When asked by Lian Huan, Lin Xizhi suddenly fell silent.

I have never told the second person that I like the same sex, because Lin Xizhi is afraid that he will be hated.It is true that the current society has tolerated homosexuality, but it is not able to treat people equally. Lin Xizhi is afraid of being alienated if her friends know that she likes homosexuality, even if it is a small possibility. He also didn't want to take risks, if he never thought about expressing his heart to Yuan Qing.

"It's not a special reason." It's really not a special reason, but I can't tell Lian Huan directly, because Lin Xizhi fell in love with Hupan Fucha because his voice was so similar to Yuan Qing. "Just love his voice."

Lian Huan caught a glimpse of Lin Xizhi's dodging eyes and understood that he didn't want to talk, so he stopped asking, stood up and dragged Lin Xizhi downstairs to eat.Lin Xizhi followed Lian Huan, and suddenly remembered that he hadn't expressed his thoughts after listening to the male god's new drama, so he immediately took out his phone and logged into Weibo, typing as he walked.

By the West Lake: I just finished listening to the new drama of the male god, and it's so sweet that I probably won't be able to sleep tonight.

From the names of Lin Xizhi's various accounts, it can be seen that he really likes the CV of Hupan Fucha.He always thinks that the other party is Yuan Qing, and he deliberately named himself "Xizihupan", just to make it look like a couple with "Hupan Fucha".

Lin Xizhi and Lian Huan had just bought a meal in the cafeteria and sat down when the phone vibrated/vibrated, and someone who followed them commented on Lin Xizhi's Weibo.After putting down the dinner plate, Lin Xizhi took out his phone and glanced at it.

Ghost of Resentment: If you can't sleep, come and play games with me!

It turned out to be Yuan Ling's comment, Lin Xizhi was a little disappointed.Although he knew it was impossible, he still couldn't help but hope that Hupan Fucha would notice him as a fan.Lin Xizhi typed a few words with his fingers to reply to the comment while delivering the meal to his mouth.

Xizihupan: Reply to @恨念鬼: Don't you think I'm stupid, so you don't take me to play!

Yuan Ling has always been a game fan. She has liked playing games since high school. At that time, she had to take the college entrance examination, so she didn't dare to play very hard.Since the end of the college entrance examination, this person has been in contact with a seal. Even Lin Xizhi, who lives next door to her house, has not seen her for several days.But thanks to the game, thanks to Yuan Ling's addiction to online games, Lin Xizhi was freed/released from her demon/claw.

As soon as the phone was put down, there was a reminder of a new comment.

Ghost of Resentment: Reply to @西子湖湖: I have changed my mind, you will feel uncomfortable if you don’t abuse me for a few days, so you should come and play games with me.

Seeing Yuan Ling finally let go, Lin Xizhi was very happy.

Why is he so happy?

It wasn't just because he had always wanted Yuan Ling to take him to play the game and was rejected, but because Yuan Qing also played this game.

Lin Xizhi is willing to do anything if he can intersect with his life.