Kuai Chuan Zhi Won't Love You Again

My name is Su Nianjue, female, I am 28 years old.Northerners love the heavy snow in winter, but live in southern cities without heating.Currently working as a reporter for a magazine, a single young man with a dull appearance and a rich heart, sensitive to literature and art and neurotic.Not long ago, when I went to a bookstore to buy books, I met a librarian named Ding Rou.She has a young baby face, with full bangs and her hair tied up.She wore a pair of white lace gloves on her left hand, and her slender fingers were faintly visible. The moment she received the corner of the book, I heard her say to me in a low and firm tone, "This year, you You will meet five men, and this year, you will die because of one of them."

On that day, November 2014, 11, there was snow outside the library, and I passed strangers in the library.But Ding Rou, who had only met me a few times, told me that day that in 30, I would meet five men, and I would die because of one of them.

In January 2015, Christmas and New Year's Day were still hot, and it was a good time for couples to show off their love.Su Nianjue sat in the fast food restaurant, twisted her sore waist, touched the down jacket spread out beside her, and smiled at Xie Ling who was opposite.Xie Ling was biting a warm yellow straw in her mouth, her bean-colored lips showed white teeth, and she looked more gentle under the warm light—even though Su Nianjue knew that the other party was not such a person.

"How about that blind date?" It was Su Nianjue who broke the silence first.

"It's okay, but... which one are you asking?"

Su Nianjue scratched her hair helplessly. The smooth and clean hair played a huge role at this time, at least making Su Nianjue look innocent with dull eyes. "Then how many people have you met?"

"Two." Xie Ling stretched out her hand and made a "two" gesture, "One is an ordinary employee of a private company, and the other is a department manager—"

"Then which one do you think is more suitable?"

"Well--" she dragged the end of the voice, with a helpless expression, "it's just a blind date, you know."

Su Nianjue looked at the pretty but rascal woman opposite, "Sister, if you don't worry, you will really be left!"

"Yeah, I know, you're also a leftover woman, I'm not afraid if you're with me anyway!" Just as Xie Ling's cell phone rang, Xie Ling picked up the phone, "Hey, Xiao Zhao, another accident happened in the company Son? Then wait for me, I'll go back right away."

"Are you okay?"

"I have something to do at the company. I'll take you home first, and then I'll go to the company." Xie Ling said while putting on her coat, and Su Nianjue handed her the scarf.

"Why aren't you wearing clothes?" Xie Ling put on, a little surprised.

Su Nianjue smirked a few times "hehe", "I don't want to go home now, you go to work first, I'll take a taxi back later."

Xie Ling curled her lips, "That can't be done, the society is in such a mess now, I dare not let you go back by yourself."

"Even you and I are not afraid, so don't worry..." Su Nianjue muttered while drinking.

Xie Ling brushed her hair, looked at her with a smile, "Su Nianjue, what did you just say?"

Su Nianjue looked serious, "I didn't say anything."

"Okay, I'll just sit down for a while and call you when I get home, huh?"

"Really?"

"real!"

"Okay, then I'll go first, call me if you need something." Xie Ling stroked the other person's furry head, "Go home early!"

Su Nianjue was very grateful, and finally sent this beautiful Lafayette away.Taking out the phone to check the time, Su Nianjue looked around.Well, it was really overcrowded, and everyone's face was filled with happiness.

Su Nianjue took out a box of candies from his pocket, which was brought back from abroad by someone Xie Ling entrusted. The specific purpose was to help Su Nianjue quit smoking.In Xie Ling's words, smoking is harmful to people but not beneficial, so it is better to quit early.Su Nianjue rarely does not listen to Xie Ling's words.Although he couldn't quit smoking, it didn't prevent Su Nianjue from chewing candy and smoking a cigarette every day without blushing.

After eating the candy, Su Nianjue stared at the few people around him in a daze.On the table in front, a handsome guy sat on the seat facing her.From Su Nianjue's perspective, it can be seen that the handsome guy has fair skin, a cropped cut, and two dimples when he smiles.Sitting opposite the handsome guy should be his girlfriend. She has short chestnut hair and is wearing a cartoon sweater. The boy smiled and patted the girl on the shoulder, with unconcealed affection in his eyes.In the seat next to them, the two girls sat quietly. Nothing on the table seemed to have been touched. The orange juice was kept at the same height. The two remained silent, only looking down at their phones facing each other.Next to him, a middle-aged man, about 30 years old or older, was eating and texting alone.The black men's cell phone didn't look trendy. Halfway through eating, the man took out a tissue from his bag, took off his glasses and wiped them with a tissue.Su Nianjue was lazily leaning back on the chair, and someone beside her was passing through the corridor, passing by her position, Su Nianjue glanced at that person, then looked away.

After about an hour, many people left the fast food restaurant.Su Nianjue received the first message from Xie Ling at this time, asking if she had returned home.Su Nianjue looked out the window, "I just went home." The message was sent, and 2 minutes later, I received a message from Xie Ling the next day, "It's good that you are home, I forgot to tell you just now, I think the private company's The blind date is good, so I decided to try to get along with him."

Su Nianjue felt embarrassed even if he was only facing a mobile phone screen. "Then you get along well and don't let him down." Even though he said so, it was Su Nianjue who carried the drunk home every time, and Su Nianjue was the one who vented Xie Ling's anger and scolded the scumbag.Su Nianjue patted her forehead, picked up her clothes, and was about to leave. Just as she was leaving, a man in a black windbreaker sat opposite her.

A long time later, Su Nianjue thought back that he must have been very bad at that time.She remembered that her hair should still be messy, the makeup on her face had faded so much that she didn't have time to touch it up, the phone was on the table and issued a warning because of low battery, and she was sitting on the seat with her clothes in her arms, her face full of inexplicable and panic.

"Miss, do you mind if I sit here?" the man asked her with a smile.

Su Nianjue blinked, and it took a long time to realize, "To be honest... a bit."

The smile on the man's face broke for a moment.

"I'm sorry." Su Nianjue smiled embarrassedly, trying to adjust her stiff facial expression, "There is someone opposite me, she will be back in a while."

The man laughed, "I just sat there—" he said, pointing to a seat behind Su Nianjue, "When you look at others, I also look at you."

Su Nianjue stayed on the seat with her clothes in her arms, "Well, what next?"

The man waved his hand, "Don't be nervous, I just think you are very similar to a girl I know, so come here to make sure."

Su Nianjue looked into his eyes, "Have you confirmed it now?"

The man nodded, "I'm really sorry, my surname is Tong, what's your surname?"

Su Nianjue touched the phone, "Miangui, my surname is Su. By the way, what about you?"

"...My surname is Tong." The man said again.

"Ah."

The two fell silent.Su Nianjue lowered her head slightly, and she saw the protruding Adam's apple.Blue tie, diamond pattern, black collar, coat is a black woolen coat, rolled up black pompoms can be seen around the collar, round buttons, five buttonholes, the first buttonhole is not intact, but has One corner is a corner.Su Nianjue lowered his head, but felt that time passed quickly, probably because there was a person sitting across from him, his mind was filled with fear and uneasiness, so he didn't have time to worry about his little thoughts, so he temporarily let go of the other timid person. Tangled myself.

"What does Miss Su do?" the man surnamed Tong asked, starting with a random question.Su Nianjue also relaxed, she was silent, and while lifting the clothes to put on herself, she responded, "Reporter."

"It must be busy, right?"

"Actually not." Su Nianjue thought for a while, "I'm just a little transparent, it's not my turn to be too important, but if I'm lucky, I can still get a few good topics."

The man smiled, "I think you are very suitable for this kind of work." He looked very serious when he saw her sitting alone and observing others.

Su Nianjue was noncommittal, "It's just a job to support the family. Now... I'm going home."

"Can you leave me a phone number?"

Su Nianjue shook his head, "Forget it, I don't have a phone at home."

When she got up to leave, the man handed her a business card.Holding the business card, Su Nianjue saw his name, "Tong Jin." Probably his father's and mother's surnames were spelled together.My job is—a salesperson in the sales department of City Light Real Estate Development Co., Ltd.Su Nianjue read this string of words several times, and then an unbelievable thought popped into his mind, is this the first man he has known this year?

When I got home, I took a taxi, and Su Nianjue sat in the back, with a headache, took out candy and stuffed it down his throat.She has slight motion sickness, and feels as if she has been tortured every time she rides a car.The only remarkable thing is that no matter how uncomfortable she is, she can bear it until she gets home before throwing up.Some colleagues once commented on her extraordinary endurance. They asked her, if she can bear this kind of thing, what else can she not bear?Su Nianjue doesn't know herself, she seems to have turned patience into a habit, so that she always feels that she is very old, too old to bother about anything.

Su Nianjue's home is in the fringe area of ​​the entire city. In the early years, the environment was quiet. In recent years, due to urban construction, it has been demolished and rebuilt. This old house, which looks like a dangerous building, stands alone in a new area due to some special reasons. Buildings and bungalows.Red walls and green walls, gray and white cement roads, five-story small buildings, and a clear blue sky when you look up.The taxi driver looked at the surroundings in surprise, "Little girl lives here by herself?"

"Well, the environment is good." As soon as he finished speaking, he felt hypocritical, so he shut up and remained silent.

The taxi driver drove away, and Su Nianjue climbed up the stairs with a cigarette in his mouth. On the fourth floor, the coldness slowly climbed up from under his feet.Su Nianjue stomped her feet, but the light was not on. She took a breath of the cigarette, stomped it again, and the light finally turned on. Su Nianjue took out the key to open the door, found a pair of gray slippers, put the key on the table, and threw the cigarette butt into the room. garbage can.The light at home is on, and the warm yellow light casts a person's shadow on the wall, and then it continues to expand, just like spreading out the crumpled clothes, and like a drop of ink falling on the cotton cloth, the outline is freely attached to the wall , and the corner of the wall made a slight collision sound.

Su Nianjue lay on the window sill and looked at the scenery outside.At this moment, she suddenly wanted to say something, and she only wanted to say these words to that woman named Xie Ling.When she met her, however, the two went to school in different places and once declared that they would fall in love with the same kind of man. Later, due to work reasons, Su Nianjue chose the former between change and stability.Xie Ling was silent for a long time when she found out about this. At that time, Su Nianjue was walking alone in this strange southern city with a suitcase.It was raining that day, Xie Ling took two umbrellas to pick her up.When the umbrella was open above his head, Su Nianjue had an illusion.She thought she saw a black and glamorous firework. All the suffering and pain were like an indifferent white steel frame above her head. At that moment, they plunged into her body and then bloomed quickly.

She knew from then on that from then on, her love would be silent until she was old and dead, nailed into the urn.

You know, it is said that there is a kind of love called unrequited love, which is the kind of illusory love that circles around the mouth a few times and swallows it, and then sighs heavily.

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Take the time to make up for the last episode? Be cute, be cute, be so cute!