Kuai Chuan Zhi Won't Love You Again

Su Nianlan defined her current situation as "recovering from a serious illness", so her request for dinner was only one word, meat.

Shen Bing is very good, the dinner is very rich, there are meat, vegetables and soup, the meat is a bit overcooked, the key is to be light, Shen Bing explained that this is for the healing of the wound.In order to heal the wound - Su Nianlan took a few mouthfuls and was stopped by Shen Bing, so she was forced to transfer the chopsticks to the vegetable plate with tears in her eyes.

"Since I'm not allowed to eat dried meat, why do I still have to make meat dishes?" Su Nianlan gritted her teeth.

"...Didn't I let you eat it?" Shen Bing was puzzled, and then suddenly realized, "Oh, you don't think the taste is right?"

"You only let me eat, then, a little bit!"

Shen Bing smiled, "I'm not helping you to satisfy your craving!" He said it with confidence.Relying on Shen Bing's understanding of Su Nianlan, if she can't eat the meat today, she doesn't know what to do tomorrow.It's better to watch her eat and let her eat less.

"Well, I'm a patient, so I don't care about washing the dishes." Su Nianlan put down her chopsticks, wiped her mouth slowly, and walked up the stairs.If it weren't for the occasional bouncing and jumping, Shen Bing felt that her back was really desolate.

Shen Bing didn't wash the dishes.She washed her hands in the kitchen and went upstairs. Su Nianlan was in a good mood after eating and drinking. She was lying on the bed alone and staring at the ceiling in a daze. Her expression was blank, which made people wonder. She was a little surprised to see Shen Bing come up like this.

"You didn't do the dishes?"

"You pay me, and I wash you every day."

"I'm a patient!"

"Listen to the voice, the Qi in the middle is not enough, I really don't think you are a patient."

"Hehehe..." Su Nianlan uttered a few words with her upper lip pressed against her lower lip, "Bullying people."

Shen Bing came over and sat on the bed, and looked out the window, it was the time when the sunset was brilliant.Su Nianlan looked up at her with her head up, and poked her arms on the bed, easily touching Shen Bing's crossed legs. Before Shen Bing could speak, she had already moved her body and rested her head on her lap.Feeling uncomfortable, Su Nianlan twisted her body again, raised her head and smoothed her hair, then squinted her eyes, and lay down in the original position according to memory.

Shen Bing froze for a moment, but soon relaxed.She subconsciously glanced at the clock hanging on the wall.Five twenty.The second hand is like a startled bird, flying without stopping for a moment.

Unlike Su Nianlan's laziness, Shen Bing has nothing to rely on, and she is not as heartless as the other party's performance. She is still a little uneasy in her heart. In such a dark and bright evening, complex feelings quietly grow like vines. Climb up the ledge.Shen Bing stretched out his hand and placed his right hand on Su Nianlan's forehead.Ice cold, same as before.

"I went to the office today."

"Ah."

"Chu Feiyu told me that Uncle Chu handed over all the remaining military supplies for the army."

"Yeah." Su Nianlan opened his eyes, "Isn't it good to hand it over to the country?"

"Then... what do you think?" Shen Bing sighed, "I really didn't like you the first time I saw you. At that time, I thought Uncle Chu and Chu Feiyu were nice to you, but you have a bad attitude. Think about it. It’s really ridiculous.”

Su Nianlan raised her arm to grab the opponent's hand, gently pulled it, and placed it on the abdomen, looking extremely cautious.After a long time, she spoke, "Shen Bing, let me tell you a story."

"A long, long time ago..." Su Nianlan rubbed against her, looked out the window, spoke more and more slowly, and her tone became lighter and lighter, as if an old man was recalling the past.

"A long, long time ago, there was a woman who was far away from home. Let's call her Luo for the time being. She was still very young at that time, about eighteen or nineteen years old, and she looked pretty good. Outsiders said she was also a beauty. That year, she went to the southwest by boat and met a young officer. The man had studied abroad and served as a soldier. He was both knowledgeable and courageous. The woman was soon impressed by his demeanor. After a long time, it was natural Land, the woman fell in love with him. The man was with her, and Luo was very happy, but the man did not tell her that he already had a fiancée in his hometown. After two years, there was a message from Luo's hometown asking her to go back. It was agreed at the time. He probably just regarded this relationship as a marriage in a different place, but the woman took it seriously. She found out that she was pregnant, so she thought twice, and finally got off the ship halfway. "

"The place where the boat docked was close to Yunnan, and Luo set off from Yunnan to Sichuan, and then she found that the officer had left with the army. She wandered around for a long time, searched for many places, and finally returned to her original foothold. She was in Yunnan. A child was born. A girl."

Su Nianlan sighed.The sigh was very soft, perhaps just a little heavier than breathing.She paused and continued, "The first time Luo saw the officer was in the newspaper. She didn't know until then that the officer had made meritorious service and was promoted. Moreover, he had a wife a long time ago, so she didn't go anywhere. Stay in Yunnan obediently. Originally, she could go home, but the money is only enough to buy a boat ticket for one person. Women are stupid. She didn’t leave. She stayed in Yunnan for a long time, and she didn’t leave until she died.”

Shen Bing followed her line of sight and looked over, the woman's photo was standing on the table.Su Nianlan's eyes are big and dark, and one glance can pull people into their hearts.

"The only photo." Su Nianlan smiled, "At that time, I really wanted candy. I pestered her to buy it but she had no money. I was annoyed and said she couldn't even afford a daughter. She was It really hurts me, and in the end I still plan to be a prostitute, when she and that man were on the bed, I lay on the window and watched, she was very thin, like a skeleton."

"The man didn't do anything in the end, because she was too thin. She had a serious illness a year ago, and her body was not as good as before. Seeing the bad luck, the man couldn't do anything. As soon as the man left, she hugged me and cried. I asked her why she was crying and she said she wanted to go home."

Shen Bing did not speak for a while, and the two were silent for a while, Shen Bing was speechless, while Su Nianlan still closed his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Sometimes I feel that I am very miserable, very, very miserable, very, very special..." The voice stopped abruptly.Because Shen Bing pulled out one hand and held hers.

"I'm sorry," she said.

"Can I not forgive him?" Su Nianlan asked, "I don't want to forgive him, and I won't forgive him."

She was actually asking for her own opinion... Shen Bing's heart trembled, and her tone softened, "Yes, of course."

Su Nianlan laughed, but stopped after a few laughs.It seemed that someone had suddenly choked his throat, and just swallowed repeatedly, the sound of "ho ho ho" was abrupt and weird.

"Su Nianlan?" Shen Bing was startled, and leaned over to look at her.Su Nianlan raised her throat, "Get me some medicine, I have pharyngitis." After speaking, she coughed again.

Shen Bing quickly struggled to get up, and wanted to go downstairs to buy medicine for Su Nianlan.It's just that Su Nianlan's pillow was too long, his legs were a little numb, and he fell on the bed before he got up.Coincidentally, Su Nianlan was in a daze, and pressed his hand on the corner of Shen Bing's clothes. When Shen Bing moved, Su Nianlan fell directly on top of her.

Su Nianlan opened her eyes, her brows and eyes were clear, as beautiful as clear water blown by the wind.

"Su—"

Shen Bing still didn't finish speaking.Looking at her with clear and clear eyes, cool and clear lips pressed between her brows, and cold hands interlaced with hers.The next two words stuttered and stammered in his throat, and finally became two flowers on his face.

"Shen Bing." Su Nianlan looked at her contentedly, her eyes were full of sincerity, "You are my belief."

Snapped.Shen Bing felt that a string was broken in his mind.

Shen Bing didn't remember how he got home.There is one sentence in my mind over and over again, you are my belief.

During the Chinese New Year, Su Nianlan walked through the underground passage to find her.Su Nianlan asked her why she did something that might cost her life.Shen Bing told her that it was because of faith.Everything she does is out of her trust and love for this country.At that time Su Nianlan laughed, she said that she also had faith, Shen Bing asked her in surprise, Su Nianlan just laughed, and finally told her that she was willing to do everything for her belief.

Yes, Su Nianlan is also a person of faith.But their beliefs are destined to be different.Shen Bing didn't sleep that night.From Su Nianlan's mother to Chu Feiyu, and from the relationship between herself and Su Nianlan to work problems, she thought a lot, but she didn't have a clue about everything.In the end, Shen Bing had decided that she only maintained a relationship with Su Nianlan for the purpose of work, that is to say, she was using Su Nianlan in a disguised form.Now she is willing to face up to and correct this problem.

As Chu Feiyu asked, Shen Bing began to stay away from Su Nianlan.The explanation to Chu Feiyu is also very simple, she is afraid that Qing Mujun will find out something, so it is best to keep an appropriate distance.

Shen Bing made a decision that she regretted for the rest of her life - she sealed the secret passage.When Su Nianlan designed the secret passage, he left two exits, and only when the exits are open at the same time can he communicate.Now that Shen Bing blocked his side, Su Nianlan couldn't come in even if he could come from the other side.It's not that she hasn't considered the special situation, but no matter how special the situation is, can it still be special in the current state?Besides, Su Nianlan is such an arrogant person, if someone really neglects her, she will probably never pay attention to him again.

After figuring this out, Shen Bing continued to fight wits and courage with the enemy.

Shen Bing didn't know that in the street where Su Nianlan lived, people could be heard singing every night.It's cloudy and cold, and the night of war is chaotic. It seems that someone is crying every night.The old phonograph played intermittently, and the people outside the window could only hear the deserted piano sound and mournful narration.

Sakura

Sakura

野山(のやま)も里(さと)も

Miwata (みわた) すかぎり

Xia(かすみ)か云(くも)か

Asahi (あさひ)に匂(にお)う

Sakura Sakura

flower bloom (はなざか)

Sakura Sakura

Yayoi(やよい)の空(そら)は

see watari sukageri

Xia Ka Yun Ka

匂いぞ出(い)ずる

いざやいざや

见（み）にゆかン

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In the blink of an eye, half a year later, Shen Bing saw Su Nianlan again, and it was at Chu Ji's funeral.It was drizzling that day, and the rain continued for a long time, soaking my shoulders.Su Nianlan was wearing a black dress, the skirt was dragged in the rain, white flowers were pinned to her chest, and her pale yellow face was printed, like the kind of warm yellow cheese she ate when she was a child.She put her hair up, and occasionally combed the broken hair on her forehead, revealing a string of white beads on her left wrist, strung in two or three layers, which looked complicated and trivial.

Chu Feiyu was also there.With him present, the whole funeral was quiet and silent. Everyone bowed and said a few polite words. Several former comrades in arms cried very sadly, and Chu Feiyu politely returned them one by one.Shen Bing stood aside and watched. Although his response to the Japanese was alienated, he was very thoughtful, and no one could find anything wrong.

Chu Feiyu didn't have time to respond to Shen Bing.He was a little tired, but he still had to cheer up to deal with the coming and going of those who came to express their condolences.Everyone's faces were full of grief, fear and bewilderment written all over their fine-lined faces.Chu Feiyu wanted to smoke a cigarette, but the occasion was inappropriate.He turned his head and saw Su Nianlan leaning on the pillar, lazily opening the matchbox, and then doing what he wanted to do the most.

"Go and see her." Chu Feiyu looked at Shen Bing and said, "You guys haven't seen each other for a long time, right?"

Shen Bing was at a loss at that moment.She wanted to shirk, but she couldn't find any reason. After thinking about it for a while, she still said to Chu Feiyu, "Wait a while, I see that you are quite tired, and I can still help you."

Chu Feiyu glanced at her, and then at Su Nianlan.Sensing his gaze, Su Nianlan turned his gaze to Chu Feiyu's direction.Seeing Shen Bing, her smoking hand paused.Then soon, she smoked the rest of the cigarette, threw the cigarette butt in the rain, turned and left.

Shen Bing came out following her back, the rain fell on his face, there was a very slight pain, mixed with the warmth touching the skin.It was cool, just like the kiss she put on her brow that day.

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Chinese translation:

Cherry blossoms, cherry blossoms,

Under the clear sky in March in Yangchun,

As far as the eye can see are cherry blossoms.

Like clouds and flowers blooming like clouds,

The fragrance is wafting and beautiful.

Come on, come on,

Let's enjoy the flowers together.

Sakura!Sakura!

In late spring the sky will dawn,

Huaying smiles in Xiaguang's eyes,

Thousands of miles of white clouds rise,

Beautiful fragrance blows in the wind.

Go to see the flowers!Go to see the flowers!

See flowers as early as possible.

Oh my god, go to sleep. . .And that, thank you for the collection, thank you for the comment, thank you so much!