Kuai Chuan Zhi Won't Love You Again

【Fan Wai Fan Wai】

I'm Miller.

Someone once told me that a girl with the word Le in her name will have a wonderful and happy life.Because she was born with blessings and expectations.

I knew from a very early age that I didn't like boys, but I never thought about being with any girl around me.It wasn't until later that my parents found out about my sexual orientation and persuaded me for a long time before finally convincing me to meet a student of his colleague.

That person is Su Nianchu.

Su Nianchu.I thought I could keep my cool when I mentioned the name again.But my performance is not even better than that of Gu Xuan who was with her.Maybe it's like Xu Shao said, I'm too emotional, and Ms. Gu always wraps herself outside the world of everyone.

No, no, that's not the case, I lied to Young Master Xu.In fact, it's not just emotional.I know, I like her.Probably, from the moment he saw her eyes.

I don't know her well, but the real in-depth understanding is pieced together from the crowd.But what's the use?No matter how complete the image is, it can't compare to her standing in front of me fresh and peaceful.

At the beginning of reading, let me put my love in my heart silently.Missing you, even though it hurts a little bit, is better than forgetting.

Really, just a little heartache.

Now, as a secret lover, I will slowly tell you what I know about Su Nianchu.

In my hand, I hold a chain.It's nice, but it's getting old.The necklace was rusted, and the photo box used to put the photos was also outdated. The owner's blood seeped in through the tiny gaps, and the photos were also stained with her blood.The entire necklace, every section exudes the bloody smell of loneliness and desolation.

This was given to me by Su Nianchu's senior sister, Liu Suyin. The woman cursed while drinking, not caring about her image at all.

"Are you saying she's fucking stupid? Huh? There are so many men on earth, and you can't find a suitable one with your eyes wide open?! Isn't Xu Mo alive? She doesn't like her sister! She doesn't like men. It’s okay for women, and it’s okay for women, if you can’t, you can do it! What about her? Hanging from a tree, you have to hang yourself to be happy, you say she is not an idiot! Idiot, idiot!!” Liu Suyin Put the wine bottle heavily on the desk, "Big idiot..."

You see, Su Nianchu's senior sisters all know that if there is no suitable one, the girl named Mi Le can also try with her, but she will never realize it.Really, what a fool.

"Gu Xuan, Gu Xuan scared her brother to death... Hehe, I really don't understand how much hatred and hatred? If it wasn't for Gu Xuan, how could Nian Chu be kicked out by her mother?"

"Xiao Le, do you know? Do you know... She was so thin at that time, really thin, gloomy, and she liked to cry very much. It was really unpleasant... I, I really didn't like her at that time."

Su Nianchu's parents didn't have a stable relationship at first, thanks to Su Changan's reconciliation, if it wasn't for Su Changan's heart disease, the couple feared that there would be no one to take care of their son in a hundred years, how could Su Nianchu come to this world?After all, no wife can be as close as a blood-related sister or brother.But none of them expected that Su Changan died, before them, at the hands of his own daughter.

After Su Chang'an passed away, Su's father and Su's mother divorced within a year.Su Nianchu followed her mother.At first, Su's mother didn't know that it was Su Nianchu who brought Gu Xuan to her son to ask for support. She only thought it was a heart attack again, and the complications were serious. knew.Unable to bear the stimulation, she stayed in the hospital for two days, and when she returned home, she issued a notice to sever the relationship between mother and daughter. Su Nianchu begged for two days, but Su's mother still did not change her mind.

The daughter killed her beloved son, she felt pain when she saw her, how could she care about other things?

Su Nianchu was like this, dropping out of school, leaving home, wandering, until he met Zhao Nianhua and Liu Suyin.

"Later, it changed. I didn't like to cry or laugh anymore. I was more addicted to smoking than a man. Once I got poisoned... and I drank twice, and I almost scared us to death. The teacher forced her to swear, so she quit drinking, but smoking, no matter how you quit, you can't... Finally, she couldn't stop it, so she let her go." Liu Suyin took out a box from the drawer, carefully, with an expression of nostalgia and unwillingness, " Nianchu's necklace was taken off her neck, when you go to see Gu Xuan, bring it to her for me."

"Tell her that both of the Su family let her play to death, so let Song Ziyu go."

"I look down on her, but I don't want to disobey Nianchu's wish. Without it, she is also my sister, always in my heart."

I took it, and saw Liu Suyin took out a tissue to wipe her nose, "This wine is really abnormal, it made my nose runny."

This necklace is what I mentioned just now, the necklace that belongs to Nianchu that carries the smell of blood.Holding it tightly in my hand, I walked alone on the sunny road.Cross the street, go to the hospital, and go upstairs.

This is the second time I saw Gu Xuan after Su Nianchu's death.She is still beautiful, but also very haggard.Although Su Nianchu tried his best to protect her, she still suffered a lot of injuries.She was a little surprised to see me.

We sat on the hospital bed, a little awkwardly silent.After a long time, I said dryly, "Are you feeling better?"

"Very good, thank you." Gu Xuan smiled slightly, and there was desolation in the smile that I couldn't understand.She laughed for a long time, and finally couldn't hold on anymore, the corners of her mouth drooped.

"Mile, there is a story that I suddenly want to tell you. Would you like to hear it?"

"...I am willing." I was surprised, but I still chose to stay.

So she began to tell me, this is her secret.

"I was born in an ordinary family with divorced parents and a single-parent family. I saw my mother take care of me when I was young, and I loved her when I was sensible, so I swore that I would never let her work for me again. When I was five years old, I fell in love with dancing. Not rumba, nor jazz, but ballet. High ballet, pure and elegant ballet, ballet that makes me happy and inferior, runs through one-third of my life."

"I really loved dancing at the time. I believed in myself, and I would use my sweat and hard work to give my mother the best return. But in the second year of high school, a person appeared and changed me. He was Su Changan. , Brother Nianchu."

"Chang'an, he is really an excellent person. He is good-looking, has a good personality, knows a lot, but he is gentle, and he is not in a hurry to do anything, and he takes it slowly. You can't help but like that look. .And then...then we became boyfriend and girlfriend...the ones who kept it from everyone."

"He and I are both good students and obedient children in the eyes of others. They have never been so rebellious, and have never been so happy since then. It should be a wonderful thing to be with someone you deeply like ah."

"I thank God for allowing me to meet him, but...but God has failed me."

In her third year of high school, Gu Xuan had to take the art exam ahead of time, so she made an appointment with Su Changan in advance, and the two planned to meet before the college entrance exam.On that day, Gu Xuan was dressed beautifully, she was relaxed and anxious like never before.But the person she was thinking of still didn't come. At the appointed time and place, a girl stood there and kept looking around, from dawn to dusk.The rain was pattering, and it became a downpour again. Everyone dispersed, but she was the only one who did not escape.That rain, besides wetting her hair and messing up her makeup, also extinguished her heart.

Depressed, but a little worried.It was dark and the road was slippery, and she was absent-minded. The girl fell to the ground while walking.At that time, a car rushed towards her like crazy and ran over her legs.

"You know, it really hurts." That kind of pain, like the despair of not being able to live anymore, has been sewn into the flesh and blood since the day of the operation.

Gu Xuan was injured and did not take the college entrance examination.When he recovered from his illness, he went to ask others, only to find out that Su Changan had already changed schools.And she was like a clown, waiting for him, missing him, and resenting him.finally.He disappeared into the vast crowd.

Fate played tricks on her again.In her sophomore year, she met Su Nianchu.Originally, Gu Xuan still felt sorry for this little girl. Everyone said that Su Nianchu was Gu Xuan's little tail.In her impenetrable heart, there was finally one more person she could care about.

Later she found out that she was his sister.

He regarded her as a treasure, went shopping with her, sang to her, and cooked for her.

And she, in the waiting of light and darkness, turned from hope to disappointment, only to hear that he hurriedly transferred to another school and left, never to see him again.

Su Nianchu got Su Changan's flawless love, and Gu Xuan, she also liked that boy named Su Changan unreservedly, and she also wanted to let go of that innocent girl who cried for her.

Yes, Su Nianchu is not wrong.But what was wrong with Gu Xuan?

"If I can no longer dance because I like it, I have to watch my mother work more than ten hours a day like a useless person, I have to humbly beg the teachers and directors to let me have a chance to join the class, and I have to change my previous art test to The college entrance examination is the same as that of ordinary people, and I have to give up everything I like in my favorite university, my favorite major, and I don’t want to like him anymore.”

"... Then you, do you like her?" I opened my mouth, took out the necklace in my bag, and hung it in front of her eyes.

"We bought this together before, it's a pair." She raised her head, showing cold veins, her hands were gently placed in the palms of her hands as if they were holding sacred objects.

"She must still be blaming me for sending his brother into the hospital."

Gu Xuan opened it, and Su Changan's face appeared before my eyes again.I suddenly remembered that Gu Xuan didn't know that Su Changan was dead.

Su Chang'an is dead, Su Nianchu is dead, and Song Ziyu also broke up with her, so why should I be this villain?

I'm going to leave.However, when I was about to say goodbye, I saw Gu Xuan squatting on the ground suddenly, touching the photo with trembling hands, with a look of fear that I couldn't understand.

Her sharp nails were about to tear Su Changan's photo, but before the photo was destroyed, she finally stopped.

Gu Xuan was stunned.I lowered my head and was also stunned.

Under Su Changan's photo is not the chassis of the gun, but a photo.Another photo was placed under Su Changan's photo.

It was Su Nianchu, who was just in youth, next to Gu Xuan, and the two of them smiled sweetly and warmly.Everyone who sees it will probably say, it's so beautiful, so good.

But things are different, and we can't go back to the past.

I saw the woman named Gu Xuan kneeling on the ground, holding the necklace tightly in her right hand.She wept, choked with sobs.

Read the beginning.

Read the beginning.

I miss the beginning.

The author has something to say:

Alas, today I found out that my favorites have been lost... Although there are not many, it is still very sad. Whenever I feel sad... I will write a special episode.Okay just kidding.Let's get down to business... Master Du has started school, and he has to study more than a dozen subjects this semester. After all, there are still nine subjects in the exam, so I don't dare to delay and there are too many things to do.Thank you for your support, you have always been warm to me!I just make do with it, and if I can't make do with it, I go to read novels. . . . .Haha, well, good night.Here is a small story

In your eyes, what should the system look like?Is it a cute little creature that likes to be coquettish and cute, and can make your nose bleed all over the place, or is it a cold, mechanical voice that always maintains no emotion, or, while they have a super high IQ, they have also evolved rich and complex human emotions?

At this time, Su Nian's silly dog ​​was circling Su Nian uncontrollably, and the person concerned was idly flipping through the magazine in his hand, looking very relaxed.

"Su Nian, we should appeal!" the system said to her solemnly.

"Huh? How to apply?" Su Nian closed the book, stretched out his hand, and let the silver-gray system fall into his hands.

"..." The system was speechless for a moment, and then flicked a few times, "I don't know!" It has been Su Nian's guide since the day it was created. Although Su Nian is lazy, he is really serious about his work. In other words, it is rare to appeal because of the scoring situation.But... the points given this time are too little, right?Sixty points, just passed, okay? !

"It's almost enough." Su Nian didn't care, and patted the other person's little head.Well, naked, my hometown should have a handsome bald head.

"How can you swallow your breath? Didn't you humans say that? If someone offends me, we will kill the grass and roots, and no grass will grow!" The system jumped up angrily, and played the recording of the head of the audit department to her, "Read, I didn't say you, you Look at how scumbag your mission target is! You killed your brother, and your family was ruined, your family was ruined, and your wife was scattered. It’s better to kill you too. Your heart value is over the top, and you abused more than half of it, but your attitude is too perfunctory, so I will give you a passing grade and let the interns learn from it!"

"Listen, is she speaking human language?" The system expressed its anger.You ask why the system is angry?Please, although it doesn't understand human emotions, machines can have emotions of their own!It's just that you humans really don't understand...

"I know, it doesn't matter. Didn't I climb from an intern to this position by looking at those low-level materials?"

"But...why didn't you fight back...you were capable of fighting back against Gu Xuan!" The system complained in a low voice like a child.

"Um, do you know what revenge is?" Su Nian patiently explained to the system as she had nothing else to do.Explained, explained, couldn't hold back the craving for cigarettes, took one from the table, and smoked it very coolly.

"Isn't it just to let his mother be hospitalized and his father to be imprisoned, and then tell him 'you are not my opponent!' or to expose him, let his reputation be ruined, the company goes bankrupt and his wife runs away, and finally regrets it..." System Trying to remember the episodes I've seen before.

"People often say that when you hit a snake, hit the seven inches, because the seven inches is the most important but weakest position of snakes." Su Nian smiled slightly, "Just like Gu Xuan treated Su Chang'an, picking the person he cares about the most and then picking the person he cares about most. Hurting him severely is more painful than choking him to death."

"However, what can be more desperate than being powerless to cause the worst ending? Killing all hope and trust with her own hands, watching everyone stand on the opposite side of her, and all of this is caused by herself. From then on, no matter where she was, she couldn’t escape its shadow. Even memories became killers, torturing and destroying her all the time. Even thinking of that day, her scalp would go numb, her whole body would tremble, and her blood would flow back, wishing to go back in time to that moment , let everything start all over again.”

"However, there are no ifs in this world. If you go back in time, who can do it?"

The system seems to understand, "You did it?"

Su Nian pretended not to hear it, and patted it casually, "Get ready, go to the next demonstration area."

The system adjusted the data absent-mindedly, and there was a slight sound when the currents converged, because it happened every time, so Su Nian didn't pay much attention.

"The next world, bury love."

Su Nian: ...So I became a disabled person because of this? !