Kuai Chuan Zhi Won't Love You Again

Su Nianyao was smoking.

The abandoned warehouse that no one cares about is a place that Tang Jin has never been to.She leaned against the wall, snuffed out the cigarette at her fingertips, and threw it on the ground at random.Su Nian likes this place very much, it's secluded, deserted, a little weird and desolate, walking in it is an ethereal echo, all the secrets of a person can be buried here.

The system doesn't understand why Su Nian is so obsessed with smoking, just like now, it doesn't understand why she can leave Tang Jin and Chen Lisheng behind, sitting alone in the empty warehouse, with no direction Smoking, sighing, singing intermittently.It doesn't understand, so it asks, even if someone told it, you don't need to worry about Su Nian's three things: one is smoking, the other is sleeping, and the third is silence.But it still asked, the reason is very simple, the system will be curious.

When Su Nian heard this question, her head was resting on her left arm, her right hand was tossing the cigarette case up and down, squinting her eyes, feeling very comfortable.

"Reason? Reason?" She stopped her hands, her eyes seemed to be shining, "Probably because loving someone is always too tiring. As Su Nianyao, I need to slow down now."

Perhaps, whether it was Su Nian in the past or Su Nianyao today, their love is too heavy and clumsy, so it always makes people feel tired.Su Nian sat up with difficulty, "I said, you are just a system, your intelligence is as high as 90.00%, and your anthropomorphism can reach [-]%. I can accept your other problems, but I think you Such gossip really doesn’t fit the style of the system, does it?”

System: [Have you never thought about applying for space-time search? 】

Su Nian gave a light pooh indifferently, "I said it before, she married hers, and I married mine. The two have nothing to do with each other. Are you too idle? You want me to send you back to the headquarters to upgrade. Let's see. What room for improvement do you have?"

The system refused to keep silent, Su Nian whistled in satisfaction, then patted the dust off his clothes, and walked out of the dark warehouse.

"Baby Tang Jin should be having a long talk with Li Sheng's younger brother, right?" Su Nian's frivolous appearance was completely different from her usual behavior, but the system knew that she was angry.Su Nian usually doesn't get angry, but sometimes it's just a word, an expression, or the simplest trigger that makes her angry, which can lead to Su Nian's nonsensical explosion.This is the real Su Nian, she is calm and willful, she can be extremely frivolous in expression, she is an emotional personality but acts rationally - she is too complicated, extremely complicated, but very simple.

Su Nian, physically and mentally exhausted, received a call from Tang Jin on the way back to school. Her sweet voice was still pure, but not as warm as before.

"Talk to me?" Su Nianyao looked up and saw the hot sun hanging in the sky, showing no mercy to passers-by.

"... the back garden, in the back garden in the afternoon." Su Nianyao hung up the phone, and saw the link in the private space of the mobile phone. She plugged in the earphones, clicked on the link, and heard the conversation inside.

"Xiao Jin is such a lively and lovely girl, there should be many people like it?"

"How could it be? I'm so ordinary, I won't be noticed even standing in the crowd!"

"That's because you haven't integrated into the new group. If you can get along with others with an open heart, you will find that everyone is actually very friendly. You said before that some people reject classmate Su, maybe you can try to communicate with you. My classmates and Su classmates, everyone can live in harmony."

"Lisheng, thank you, but... Xiaoyao doesn't like this."

"What about you? Don't you like them yourself? Although Su Nianyao is your best friend, you don't have to give up your own way of life just because of this..."

"No, it's not because of this... Anyway, don't worry about our affairs, otherwise she will be unhappy."

"Is she more important than me?"

……

One of the voices in the conversation was Chen Lisheng, and the other was naturally Tang Jin.Do all men have an inexplicable desire to control the person they like?Su Nianyao suddenly felt that Chen Lisheng was not much simpler than herself.Their living environment is doomed, and they can take disgraceful methods against people and things they care about, such as Chen Lisheng now.With the heart of saving the lost girl, he is probably trying his best to persuade the wavering Tang Jin, trying to take her out of his own world.Su Nianyao has become his enemy at this time, so he will do his best, just like the sun hanging in the sky, and will not have any feelings of pity.

When you let go and watch things return to the right track little by little as expected, until you can no longer recover, the person you love finally falls into the arms of others, and your ideals are finally defeated by reality, can you still leave it lightly? This sentence, "I will never love you again." Then leave with a smile?

"Soon, soon." Su Nianyao murmured, she clenched her hands tightly, then let go, the earphones were ripped off, and she lay alone on the side of the road.

******

There are very few people in the back garden.

When Tang Jin saw Su Nianyao, she was sitting on a swing, with her slender arms hanging in the air, like a bird flying low in the sky.Yuer passed by, then slowly descended, and the erratic feeling made people feel far away.

"How about make-up lessons?" Su Nianyao stopped, tilted her head, and looked at the anxious Tang Jin.

"It's, it's pretty good." Tang Jin walked over to block the sunlight on Su Nianyao's head.

"Xiao Yao, I want to discuss something with you."

"Ok?"

"You promise me first, okay?"

"You talk first."

"...That's... Lisheng said that if you can get a place in the music competition to be held next month, you will be admitted to the school."

"Do you believe Chen Lisheng's words?"

Su Nianyao let go of the rope, leaned against the tree, and looked at her with strange eyes, "I told you, as long as you keep up with my review speed and improve your physics scores, you can freely choose whatever you want. Wanted schools, including my school."

"But I don't want to bother you anymore, and I...don't want to choose the school you decided on."

"So you chose Chen Lisheng, did you choose his suggestion?" Su Nianyao shook her phone, "He confessed to you, he likes you."

Tang Jin stared at the phone, "What do you mean?!" Chen Lisheng confessed to her two days ago, and she even thought it was a dream, but now Su Nianyao, who was not there at first, told herself that she knew it... This shows that What?

"Are you spying on me?" Tang Jin couldn't imagine that every move of herself and Chen Lisheng was under the surveillance of the other party. She twitched her lips and felt shuddering.

"Surveillance..." Su Nianyao bit these two words, as if what she was chewing was rough glass, as long as she moved her tongue, her mouth would be filled with blood.

"You think I'm spying on you?" She smiled self-deprecatingly, "So what do you want to say now? You Tang Jin, are you going to break up with me?"

"We've never been together!" Tang Jin interrupted her uneasily, "If you hadn't forced me, I wouldn't have become what I am now..."

"I'm afraid every day, I feel inferior, obviously we used to be just good friends, but you said... said you...you...you like me..."

"I just want to be good friends with you, as before, I have my freedom, not your puppet, not what you say I will..."

"What to do..." The last few words were like straws that overwhelmed reason, and overwhelmed Tang Jin completely.She wiped away the tears falling in the corner of her eyes, her voice choked up, "I don't want to, I don't want to do this again."

Su Nianyao pulled out a very ugly smile, "You didn't resist when I wanted you to be with me; you didn't resist when I said I wouldn't force you anymore, now, Tang Jin, tell me, You regret it."

She pointed to the location of the library, "Because of Chen Lisheng?"

"I gave you everything, what right do you have to repent?!" Su Nianyao's question was almost sharp.

Tang Jin covered her ears, "Su Nianyao, you are always like this, you are always self-righteous! I don't take what you give me! I will give it back to you, everything, everything!"

The hairpin on the head, the brooch on the chest, and the birthday present on the wrist all left Tang Jin in an instant and landed on the green grass.Tang Jin trotted away, leaving behind a stubborn and determined back.

Su Nianyao squatted down, and laughed like a madman, until she was exhausted from laughing, and fell on the grass.The pin was not inserted properly, the needle scratched the skin, and the original wound began to bleed again.She lowered her head to stare at the brooch, held the thing in her palm, and shook it hard, the brooch fell into the lake not far away.

"It's really bad..." She covered her eyes and let the tears seep into the wound and into the grass.

You give me back...what are you going to give me back...all the feelings are hard to get back.Dear Xiaojin, you don't understand at all.