[Comprehensive] History of the Fall of Man

The embarrassing meeting in the dark seemed like it had never happened before. When we got out of that house and met again, the two were still very strange.

Osamu Dazai had never eaten the meals cooked by Nakahara, nor slept in his guest room, nor had a peaceful conversation with Nakahara.

Zhongyuan Zhong didn't pick him up, didn't take care of him when he lost consciousness, and didn't see the secret under the bandage.

In the final analysis, the reason why the two people are at odds is that they are both monsters from different worlds, but one loves life and companions, while the other hates it.

The broken life was connected again, and the atmosphere of the organization made Akutagawa Ryunosuke begin to doubt his memory.If he remembered correctly, Mr. Dazai disappeared suddenly for a few days, and then came back to work as usual one day.

There were no signs or reminders during the blank days, so he had to inquire quietly by himself, asking colleagues who were close to Mr. Dazai, but no one answered or cared about where Mr. Dazai had gone.

Mr. Dazai too.

Walking into the office normally, and looking up at him suspiciously when he rushed in excitedly, Akutagawa Ryunosuke, who was suppressed by his eyes inexplicably inferior, could only bow down to apologize and leave the office.

Could it be a secret mission issued by the leader?After thinking hard, Ryunosuke Akutagawa finally came up with a reason that he could convince himself. If it was ordered by the leader, it would be normal for everyone to keep silent.

All the usual appearances are facing a violent impact, and the barely closed life is broken and collapsed, revealing the empty underground.

Osamu Dazai tried his best to catch up, connecting with the last line of life with another person.

Seeing him, Oda Sakunosuke smiled with difficulty, and said "Hi, Dazai, I'm leaving first." Then he closed his eyes and breathed in pain.

It was a strange scene, intertwined with decay and tranquility.It seems that the man in front of him didn't stop because of force majeure, but lived his life as usual.

Osamu Dazai was very envious, but not so envious. His long clothes were pressed to the dusty ground, and he sat cross-legged and looked down at the time around Oda Sakunosuke.

Usually, the two may chat for a long time, about work, life, interests, and opinions, but they don't have much negotiation about life itself.

In a short time, I can only say a farewell word, and then wait quietly.

Waiting for the thread of their handover to break.

When only the sound of his own breathing was heard, Osamu Dazai left.

He finished what he wanted to do and what he could do, and he felt a little regretful that he had nowhere to go after get off work, and he was going to sink deeper and deeper into the quagmire.

After the mud covered the top of the head, there was no sense of existence. After all, struggling in the middle was the most painful thing.As long as you accept your new way of life calmly, it will be much easier.

Let's get along with your partner reluctantly, let's get along with the leader reluctantly, and if you have no friends, find something to do by yourself.Maybe you can go to the bookstore where you used to sit often, maybe you can meet a new friend after sitting for a few years.

The author has something to say:

That's all for this article, thank you readers who followed up here.

There are many reasons for this, a small part is because the content of the article is not very positive, I also added negative emotions into it during the writing process, and the other is that life is just like that, and it doesn’t matter to him what the protagonist’s life will be like in the future.

Originally, I wanted to write that the protagonist could sleep forever, but after thinking about it, I gave up.We don’t know the future of the protagonist. He is a character but is outside the character. He is not Dazai Osamu who has a deep friendship with Oda Saku. He has lived many lives and met many people, but he is still alone.

He has casual acquaintance with the world.

The beginning of this book is just a random start by me. It is because readers keep adding in and encouraging me that this article continues and has so many emotions.

It was also because some readers complained that the review was not good, so I tried to sign a contract and stayed in Jinjiang. Thank you to these people. The encouragement of comments is really a great motivation for the author to update the article. See you in the future.

ps: If you have any extras you want to watch, you can mention them, and I will try to write them.

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