you are my dream gl

At that time, Qu Boqian didn't know why Zuo Qin was so obsessed with her and Xia Geyang.

Regardless of the unspeakable embarrassment, he urged her time and time again to contact Xia Geyang.

Zuo Qin must have her own reasons for doing things, just like she refuses to say happy birthday to Qu Boqian every year.

Well, it's March, Qu Boqian's 21st birthday, Zuo Qin still hasn't said happy birthday to her.

Next happened to be the birthday of one of Zuo Qin's roommates.

Qu Bo glanced at Zuo Qin's birthday wishes sent out in a big way on WeChat Moments, and gave a soft "huh", not daring or wanting to think too much, and lowered his head to prepare for the French [-]th exam in May this year.

One day after her birthday, Zuo Qin called her as if nothing had happened, and asked her to help her come up with ideas about planning homework.

Qu Boqian also tried to answer Zuo Qin happily as before.

After hanging up the phone, her smile disappeared suddenly, and a strange feeling arose in her heart.

Qu Boqian thought of a fairy tale by Wilde, "A Faithful Friend".

She wondered if Zuo Qin just gave her a small cart, and then asked her to offer her entire garden with gratitude.

She even wants to do evil, she wants to abandon her original world view, and she wants to pursue the material and reality that she didn't care about at all.

If he becomes very rich in the future, will Zuo Qin pay more attention to her?

Thinking this way questioned the pure friendship between her and Zuo Qin before, and also tarnished the original intention, but such thinking really disgusted Qu Boqian for a long time.

Fortunately, after playing with Zuo Qin for so many years, she has more or less learned to separate between reason and emotion.

Too many people love Zuo Qin, too many people sincerely treat Zuo Qin well, but now there is only one of Qu Bo who cares about Zuo Qin and dominates life.

Then, first, Zuo Qin did not allow Qu Boqian to change his attitude toward Shisan and Cai Ying.

Brother Qin is not easy to change, Qu Boqian is a person who is always changing and growing up, and the only person Qu Boqian who will never change is Zuo Qin.

Second, Qu Boqian has feelings for Zuo Qin.Qu Boqian knew very well that if she continued like this, she would only smile for Bo Zuoqin thousands of times in her life.

At the age of 19, Qu Boqian promised Zuo Qin a house along the river.

At the age of 20, Zuo Qin said that the four of them hadn't traveled together yet, and they were just waiting for her, for Qu Boqian to take them to France.

At the age of 21, she was still discussing with Zuo Qin what furniture to buy in the house along the river, and agreed that the most important thing was to buy a very, very comfortable sofa in the living room.

Those dreams are called naive at the age of 13, and they become precious when they are still valued at the age of 21.

It's so precious that it's hard to give up.

The most terrifying thing in the world is this kind of emotion that begins to accumulate when you are young.

Qu Boqian knew that she might be able to like others, but she couldn't dislike Zuo Qin.

She can leave everything behind to find poetry and distant places, but she will always remember to buy a ostentatious red house by the river.

Qu Boqian suddenly realizes that she suffers from serious character flaws, and she often tries to save herself through her lover to make herself better, so she is also prone to fall in love.

But for Zuo Qin, she is her long-term support in her heart.

Morbid dependence.

She would not allow herself to love her.

Qu Boqian asked Zuo Qin whether Zuo Qin would accept her if she went to Africa and something unpredictable happened and she lost contact with her for three to five years.

Zuo Qin said that if he did not contact her for a long time, Qu Boqian would not be able to return to her.

But if he still can't leave Zuo Qin now, Qu Boqian fears that he will be reluctant to leave for the rest of his life.

By the way, she is only 21 years old. She has never seen the sea, never seen the desert, never traveled thousands of rivers and mountains, and never lived a life like a dream. How could she settle down because she met a certain person, that person is still alive until death? won't like her.

Qu Boqian didn't want to die alone.

"It's ridiculous. After five years of company, I kept growing, just to grow up enough to have the courage to leave her." Qu Boqian said softly.

"Hey, what are you doing!" Zuo Qin called and said.

"What are you doing?" Qu Boqian turned off the French recording that was playing on the computer.

"Well, let's chat."

"it is good."

"Brother Qin, when you settle down in Shenzhen, I'll give you a bulldog. The bulldog is easy to raise and doesn't shed hair."

"Tch, I still need you to give it to me when the time comes, I won't buy it myself."

"That's different. The ones you buy are different from those you get from others."

"Well. It would be nice if you came to work in Shenzhen to accompany me."

Qu Boqian's heart trembled, and there was only one thought left in her mind: "Go to work in Shenzhen, go to work in Shenzhen." But she smiled and said: "I think, if I go to work in Shenzhen, I can help you buy things in the west of the city." It's breakfast.

But Brother Qin, I have seen that the income of French graduates in Shenzhen is generally less than half of the asking price in Africa. I also want to use my first salary to buy you a bag after graduation. "

"Ha, remember what you said!"

"Well, Brother Qin, it's your birthday soon. I sent you a birthday present. It's practical. Guess what it is."

"A juicer?"

"So you want a juicer. Well, I'll give you a juicer."

"Huh?! You! You're trying to tell me what gift I want!"

Zuo Qin and Qu Boqian have been playing together for nearly six years.

In the beginning, like Cai Ying, she resisted her entering the exclusive game for the three of them, but through her perseverance, she still became friends with her.

She really, really listens to herself.

Although there are still many aspects of Qu Boqian's character, I am very uncomfortable with it, for example, she is a person who can't hide her thoughts.To put it bluntly, Qu Boqian's mouth is really big, and then, among the people I know, no one can compare to her naive and hypocritical.

It's just a happy birthday, she has been obsessed with it for so many years.

Hmph, the more she wanted to hear it, the more she refused to speak.

As for what Qu Boqian said about her liking for her during the winter vacation, Zuo Qin had to listen to it. After all, she watched her go from liking Shisan to Cai Ying, and many people after that.

What's more, no matter how stupid Qu Boqian is, after knowing each other for so long, he should know that it is impossible for him, her and her.

However, Qu Boqian can still continue to be friends.Zuo Qin couldn't help laughing and recalled her anxious look every time he attacked her.

Of course, what happened in recent years made Zuo Qin gradually believe that there is no feast that never ends.

If Qu Boqian really went to Africa to work in the future, would he still listen to his own words, or after having a girlfriend, after all, she would value sex over friends.

Seeing her childish and hypocritical appearance, one day she will change because of something.

With such doubts, he tried his best not to value her as much as Cai Ying and Shisan.

He really didn't want to admit it, Zuo Qin frowned uncomfortably, thinking that if Qu Boqian changed in the future, he would really care.

Reaching for the iron box on the shelf, he gently opened the box and found a piece of letter paper that had been dusty for a long time.The age of the stationery is at least three or four years old by visual estimation.

Qu Boqian unfolded the letter paper he brought from home during the winter vacation, took a photo of it with his mobile phone, and then crawled into bed to wait for twelve o'clock.

Finally in the early hours of the morning, Qu Boqian went to the QQ space to send a birthday greeting to Zuo Qin, saying that it was a super beautiful recent photo of Zuo Qin plus a photo on yellowed letter paper.

The words written in black pen on the letter paper and Qu Boqian's qq talk with pictures are almost repeated:

"Hello Brother Qin:

Happy Youth Day and Happy Birthday to you.

I'm QBQ, nice to meet you. "

"Hello Brother Qin,

Happy Youth Day to you,

Happy birthday to you,

I'm QBQ, 21 years old, nice to meet you. "

But on the night of Zuo Qin's birthday, Qu Bo lightly swiped through WeChat Moments and saw screenshots of Zuo Qin's various birthday wishes. Happy birthday to her.

Without oneself.

Qu Boqian couldn't help but smile: It seems that this year's luck is not good, not to be flopped.

That night Qu Boqian had another dream about Zuo Qin, Zuo Qin in the dream was so hypocritical, she actually took out the things that Qu Boqian had given her over the years, all kinds of gadgets and holiday gifts, and then told Qu Boqian Qian said softly, "Can you stop going to Africa?"

When Zuo Qin said that, Qu Boqian knew that she was dreaming, but she just smiled lightly and said, "Okay, I won't go."

Woke up early in the morning and realized that Zuo Qin's birthday was finally past.

Qu Bo sighed lightly, took out his mobile phone from the bedside, typed eleven characters very slowly, and made up his mind to send the text message to Zuo Qin.

Then she added Zuo Qin's mobile phone number to the incoming call firewall.

Qu Boqian didn't know if he did this, if one day he couldn't hold back and went back to find Zuo Qin, and he also didn't know if Zuo Qin had been so disappointed in her by then that he wouldn't let her come back.

Although Zuo Qin didn't reply after seeing that text message, and didn't contact her again for a long time.

Because in Qu Boqian's text message, it was the first time that it said out of the ordinary: "Zuo Qin, you are a dream I will never have."