primary school principal

It was the second day after Lu Yuzhou opened his eyes, and his mind was groggy. He stared at the ceiling of the hospital's VIP ward for a full minute before his brain reorganized some chaotic memory fragments.

He sat up suddenly, subconsciously supporting the bed with his hands. At this moment, the pain from the wound hit overwhelmingly, his arms went limp, and he fell down on the bed.

"Hold……"

"My dear ancestor, don't move around!" Yu Wei took a nap on the sofa, and jumped up when he heard the voice, "Is there something wrong, is the wound open? I'll go find a doctor and come in."

"It's okay, Brother Wei, don't go!" Lu Yuzhou sat up again after a while, staring at his uncle and asked anxiously, "Where is he, where is Wu Yeren?"

Yesterday when Lu Yuzhou was in the ambulance, he vaguely heard the sound of Wu Ye's motorcycle engine. The sound was very far away from him, and it was getting farther and farther away. He couldn't tell whether it was a hallucination or reality. If you don't come, it's like a boulder is pressing on your body.

Later, he was completely unconscious, but the dull feeling seemed to be pulling him all the time, as if the soul was entangled, and there was no way to get rid of it except death.

After waking up, he was very flustered. He was anxious to see Wu Ye now, so he had to make a phone call, otherwise he couldn't feel at ease.

Yu Wei scratched his hair in silence, not knowing what to say to him.

Brother Wei's hesitation made Lu Yuzhou's heart sink, his fingers were undoubtedly grabbing the bed sheet consciously, "He, what happened to him, was he injured by them, seriously? Into the ICU? I can take it, tell me quickly! "

Yu Wei cleared his throat, and kept a straight face on purpose: "I don't know how to ask your mother if you are not filial?"

Miss Fan?Lu Yuzhou didn't remember his mother at all, he only remembered that Lu Xingchuan carried him into the ambulance, because he heard Mr. Lu say: "Dad is here, don't be afraid."

"She went too? Why did you ask her to go? Did she get sick because of stimulation?" Lu Yuzhou was completely panicked. If Sister Fan was there yesterday, she must have said something irrational to Wu Ye. He must have heard it. It will be uncomfortable! "Tell me quickly, who do you want to die in a hurry!"

Lu Yuzhou couldn't wait to throw off the quilt and get out of bed. Because of his weakness, his eyes turned black, and he almost fell off the bed.

"Don't get out of bed, brother! You're useless!" Yu Wei stepped forward to support his nephew, and sighed.Lu Xingchuan told him not to mention Wu Ye, but there is no need for him to mention it, unless his precious son lost his memory, otherwise there is no way to hide it.

He didn't have a mouth that would hide things, and he couldn't hold back, so he simply told the truth, "He's gone."

Lu Yuzhou was stunned, and he couldn't convert these three characters into an easy-to-understand meaning for a long time, as if Brother Wei read a sentence from heaven.

"What did he leave?"

Yu Wei has such a violent temper, he really can't see others like this, he dragged a stool over, sat down, and blocked Lu Yuzhou's way to run out, "Wu also left, and didn't inform anyone." Looking into his nephew's eyes, he said, "Yesterday's situation was chaotic. Your mother... Anyway, Wu also left, and none of us took care of him. Later, the police went to Bathing City, and I cooperated with a simple investigation. After the end, I received a call from Lang Shuo. He said that Wu also went back to the musical instrument room and left his bank card, but he couldn't find anyone else, the phone couldn't be reached, and no one knew where he was. , Wu has already dropped out of school, that's all."

Lu Yuzhou looked at Yu Wei, but he didn't seem to look at him. An unusually sober voice said in his mind: He's gone again.

But he didn't accept this statement in his heart, he didn't accept it in his whole body, even his sweat pores were vetoing it-how could it be possible for Wu to leave, how dare he walk again and break his leg!

"You don't know where he rented it. Maybe you should hide in the house and cry. My mother must have said something nice to him." Lu Yuzhou calmly sprinkled a handful of dog food. Only he knew about the small apartment. If you answer other people's calls, you will never refuse to answer him. "Where's my cell phone, I'll give him a call."

"It's not that no one answered his cell phone, it's that the number has been canceled." Yu Wei said in a deep voice, "Do you know that he signed Yuan's? It was Yuan's people who came forward to help him recover yesterday, so who, Peng Cheng's parents did not pursue Wu Ye's stabbing of Peng Cheng's hand, but we decided to pursue their kidnapping, but the final result is likely to be someone who helped him take the blame, after all, we have no direct evidence to prove that he kidnapped."

Lu Yuzhou stopped looking for the phone, and fixed on the humidifier on the table, the moisture was continuously sprayed out, just like those self-deceiving thoughts that were constantly evaporating in his heart.

"Hey, ancestor?" Seeing that he didn't move for a long time, Yu Wei was a little flustered, pinched his shoulder and shook, "Don't be like this, you should tell me something if you feel uncomfortable."

"Brother Wei," Lu Yuzhou turned to him, his eyes were wet, pleading, "Can you pretend I'm not awake? I want to go out for a while."

"Fuck." Yu Wei avoided his nephew's sight, he couldn't stand this, he rubbed his face and sighed, "Forget it, I've never loved it."

Half an hour later, Yu Wei drove Lu Yuzhou to Wu Ye's community. When he got to the downstairs of the unit gate, he stopped and asked, "Do you want me to accompany you up?"

"No, I can walk by myself." Lu Yuzhou was wearing a hospital gown, his face was pale, and he looked very terminally ill.

He got out of the car slowly, stood in the sun and closed his eyes for a while to get rid of the momentary dizziness before walking into the unit door.

Auntie Cleaning was mopping the floor, and she was stunned when she saw Lu Yuzhou, as if she didn't associate him with the usual healthy and sunny guy, "You...hey, aren't you, isn't your partner gone? I thought you guys checked out. Woolen cloth."

Lu Yuzhou didn't know whether Wu Ye had moved out of the apartment, and he didn't know what to say, he just smiled and pointed at his throat to express that he couldn't speak.

The cleaning aunt didn't ask any more questions.

Go up the elevator, take out the key to open the door, like every time he comes, but this time his mood is neither relaxed nor happy, only dull.

The house is still the same as it was before, the landlord's furnishings, everything belonging to the landlord, there are very few traces that belong to Wu Ye.He doesn't have the habit of furnishing his home, his things are locked in big boxes, but Lu Yuzhou has more traces than him, and Lu Yuzhou's coat is still hanging on the hanger at the door.

Wu also came back and erased the few traces of him. The four big boxes were gone, his underwear and socks were not on the balcony, his clothes were not in the closet, not even his pink T-shirt that Lu Yuzhou often wore. It's gone, and the rest of the clothes belong to Lu Yuzhou.

The clothes of the two of them are usually put together randomly, and they don't know who owns them. They have never been so distinct.

On the bedside table was a mobile phone, a bank card—their small safe, and an old schoolbag.

When Lu Yuzhou saw the schoolbag, his eyes seemed to be stung by something, and tears welled up in his eyes.

It was the schoolbag he bought as a gift for Suo Suo back then. It was black, because Suo Suo always pretended to be dark, saying that he liked black, but he thought it was ugly and too heavy.

After being together, he never asked Wu Ye about the schoolbag, because he felt that Wu Ye's later life was so chaotic, and he might not be able to keep it. If he asked, the other party would definitely feel uncomfortable and embarrassed.

I really didn't expect that he still kept it, and kept it so well.

Lu Yuzhou opened the schoolbag with one hand, and when he saw the stave book inside, tears flowed freely.He hurriedly wiped it off with his sleeve, and couldn't wait to open the book to read.

His Zhou School masterpieces are vivid on the paper, and they are timeless, and they are much uglier than Hu Meng's paintings.There are new traces in the painting, and on each big fleshy black head, a small circle is added, which looks like an angel's halo.

Lu Yuzhou didn't quite understand what this meant until he read Wu Ye's "diary"—a total of eight pages. If Wu Ye was here, he would definitely complain that it was eight pages of ghostly symbols.

Slashes, circles and crosses, as well as dots that appear frequently on a certain page, based on Lu Yuzhou's understanding of Wu Ye, he quickly understood what he wanted to express in the diary.

Before they met, Wu Ye's diary was almost ruled by crosses and slashes. From the whole note on the day they met him, circles appeared frequently after that, until after they got together, his diary was successfully usurped by circles.

Wu Ye's past ten years were clearly laid out in front of him. He did not miss the appointment, and he recorded himself every day, except that he did not send it.But Lu Yuzhou himself broke his promise, and he never drew a diary again.

Suo Rou remembers his words and keeps his things cherished. It is self-evident how important he is to him.

But this time, why did they stay?

Lu Yuzhou may have stood for too long, and his legs were a little weak. He supported the bedside cabinet with one hand and slowly squatted down, resting his forehead on the side of the bed.

Wu also left behind their small treasury, not even taking away his own mobile phone, which contained all their chat records and a few photos of Lu Yuzhou.

In short, he left all the things related to Lu Yuzhou where they were, but he took away the traces that belonged to him, just like... a complete break.

It's the second time, Lu Yuzhou cursed in his heart, that bastard who was so fleshy, abandoned him for the second time.

The door of the apartment was not closed. Don't worry, Lu Yuzhou rushed into the bedroom alone, and saw his nephew lying on the bed "washing" the sheets. His tears wet a large piece of sheets, as if he had peed on the kang.

Holding on to the door frame, he gasped for a few breaths, raised his head to hold back a few drops of old tears that hadn't flowed in several lifetimes, walked to the bed, patted his nephew on the head and said, "Baby, Do you know what I thought when I was rejected by your grandparents and your mother? I think ten years, twenty years, or thirty years, fifty years, you will always understand me, everything will be fine, and , I still think so.”

"You probably want to refute me, what if you don't get better for the rest of your life, right?" Yu Wei asked himself and answered, "I don't know what to do, I think so before the end of life, so there is no if, your old uncle, I am so optimistic .”

Lu Yuzhou sneered, "Aren't you crying secretly, pretending I didn't see it?"

"I see, hey, I need to vent once in a while." Yu Wei sniffled, pretending to be indifferent, "However, you shouldn't be as miserable as I am, because my boyfriend was a scum back then, of course, I'm pretty badass too, but we couldn't hold on." He looked down at Lu Yuzhou's hair, "Yu Zhou, society will get better and better in the future, and your ten or twenty years must be more promising than mine. "

There was no air conditioner in the room, and the windows were closed, so it was very stuffy, and Yu Wei's bowl of cold chicken soup was not enough to relieve the heat.

Ten years and 20 years is a kind of expectation for Yu Wei, and it is also for Wu ten years ago.But for Wu Ye in the future, this is equivalent to being beaten back to his original shape, and he fell into another bottomless abyss again, but this time, he did not leave any hope for himself.

Without hope, can he still come out?

"Brother Wei," Lu Yuzhou stood up on the bed, put away his schoolbag and cell phone, and said in his hands, "Our road has been cut off, and I don't need to expect anyone else except him."

For the next month, Lu Yuzhou spent everything being told and arranged for him, while he passively accepted and accepted it. He was like a doll who lost his soul, a ventilator without emotion.

His classmates and teachers came to see him in the hospital, and everyone told him that his hand would be fine and he would be as good as before. He cooperated and said over and over again that he would definitely be able to do it.

Du Zai came to accompany him almost every day, and told him very relieved that Peng Cheng's hand would probably never play the piano again. Because Peng Cheng and Liu Jin had contact with the underworld, the school decided to persuade him to leave.He also told him that Feng Kuan also dropped out of school, no one knew where he went, and no one asked, after all, his usual sense of existence was quite low.

Lu Yuzhou didn't have to pretend in front of the value boy, he just nodded to show that he knew.

Lao Liu has been here a few times, mainly to encourage him not to be affected by these things, and told him that the school bonus has been paid, and he gave the bonus to his wife. Recently, he can eat ribs and braised pork every day.

Lu Yuzhou is no longer looking forward to the bonus, because the small treasury no longer exists.

Also, he wanted to tell Old Liu that he was not cute at all when he was careful to pretend to be relaxed and cared for him.

Boss Lu and Brother Wei take turns taking care of his daily life. Boss Lu is still the same Boss Lu, he takes everything with ease and looks like he won't be affected by anything.Lu Yuzhou has always felt that his father has a hard shell. When he was a teenager, he supported his beliefs, and when he became an adult, he took on the responsibility of a company and a family. Today, this shell is inseparable from his sex. Tian Cheng, maybe even he himself can't notice the existence of the shell anymore.

Mr. Lu told him that Sister Fan's condition was not very good, and there were signs of relapse of depression. He wanted to arrange for her to go to the United States for recuperation, and asked Lu Yuzhou if he would accompany her there.

Lu Yuzhou nodded, he voluntarily asked to drop out of school and accompany Sister Fan to go abroad, because he didn't want to go back to school.Thanks to Liang Dong, the school probably knew about them, he didn't want to face his classmates and teachers pretending they didn't know even though they knew it, he didn't want to go to the cafeteria to camphor forest alone, he didn't want to go through 406 without him.

The day before he was discharged from the hospital, Qi Zhinan came to see him with a bag of fruit, but he left without saying anything, leaving only an inexplicable "I'm sorry".

Lu Yuzhou was just surprised and let the matter pass. Subconsciously, he didn't want to hear anything related to "I'm sorry".

But these days, no one mentioned Wu Ye to him, as if this person never existed.

And he gradually seemed to believe that such a good person was probably just an illusion created by his imagination, didn't Rourou leave ten years ago, maybe he really never came back.

A month later, Lu Yuzhou dropped out of C-sound and accompanied Yu Fan, who seemed to be mentally stable, to the United States to recuperate.Although his hand didn't hurt the nerves, the flexibility of his fingers was not as good after recovery. Apart from accompanying Yu Fan every day, he insisted on doing finger training and practicing the piano.

His time is filled to the brim every day, eating, sleeping, practicing the piano, and he has no time for others, as if he has returned to his original rhythm of life.

Two months later, he was admitted to a local music academy and started his "new" life.

The author has something to say: it will be fine.