Pei Hui

I picked up a book from the study and read it, "From the Depths", Wilde's.This book is not mine at first glance. I never buy literary works, and it cannot be my son’s. My son likes to read mystery novels. This can only be my husband’s. Only he occasionally reads literary works. To be miscellaneous, I read all kinds of books, but on our bookshelf, there are also online novels.

In less than two hours, I finished reading this book. Talking about my feelings, I just think that Wilde is quite infatuated, and the writing is very good. I also think that this Posey is really a scumbag, and Wilde is really pitiful.After all, the love given by only one person is destined to be short-lived. I always feel that Percy may love Wilde's reputation more. He loves the famous Wilde, like Wilde in "From the Deep", and he can no longer let him Has the capital to show off.

In the dark night, a little light from a desk lamp warmed the room.

what about me?Do I love the love this person brought me, or the person himself?

The ringing of the mobile phone did not allow me to think too much. I looked at my husband's phone.

My husband is not a subwoofer, he always speaks with energy: "Have you eaten yet?"

"Eat." I said.

He paused for a moment, then said: "Go to bed early, I'll go back tomorrow morning, do you have time tomorrow, I want to see my dad."

I yawned: "Well, I see, hang up."

"Night……"

Then I hung up before I finished saying "an", and the phone showed 21:37, which was not ten o'clock.In the past, I would definitely not sleep at this time, but for some reason, maybe it was because I read a book today. I felt sleepy after reading a book, and then I turned off the lamp and prepared to sleep.

After closing his eyes for a while, he still obeyed his heart, touched the mobile phone beside him, and set an alarm clock.

I'm going to see my father-in-law tomorrow morning.

4.

My father-in-law lives alone and has always lived in an apartment outside the Fifth Ring Road. The house is not big, with two bedrooms and one living room, but the scenery is good, and there are not many residents. It is much quieter than where we live.

The old man heard that we went, so he called my husband early in the morning to ask us what to eat, which meant that he was going to go shopping. My husband said that he didn’t need to buy it, so we bought it on the way and took it home, and asked the old man what he wanted to eat. Asked this and that, asked a lot.

My husband is really close to his father, the kind that is closer to my father than I am to my father. Although my husband calls me every day when he is on a business trip, in fact, my husband never travels once, and he always brings back special products, half of which are for the old man. with.

When it’s cold, call the old man. When it’s hot, call the old man. When it’s a day off, go to the old man’s place. It’s the old man’s birthday, so I started various preparations a week before to surprise the old man. .

If you want me to say that sometimes surprises are not surprises, they are frights. How should I put it, on the old man’s birthday the year before last, my husband bought a box of Pikachu for him, and hung them on the wall one by one. The old man still likes it very much.

My son muttered to me behind his back: "Mom, I can't stand my dad. Does he treat grandpa like a child?"

"You are a child, and your grandfather is an old child, be good and sensible."

After so many years, I have become accustomed to my husband's behavior.

At the beginning, my husband was going to study abroad. Before leaving, he cried bitterly in front of the old man, as if he would never come back.After leaving the country, I didn't forget to send emails to the old man, and from time to time, I also made videos with the old man on WeChat.At that time, my husband always said: "Honey, take good care of yourself at home..." I was always moved when I heard this sentence, but he followed it up with "If you have any problems, call our father."

This stinky father boy, why did I fall in love with such a person back then, I think he didn't mention his father so often.

But when it comes to my father-in-law, to be honest, I admire him very much.My father-in-law is also a teacher, a professor at the Provincial University, who seems to be studying the history of Western historiography. Now he is retired and lives at home. The old man who likes to exercise on weekdays especially likes to exercise. If he has nothing to do, he will post a circle of friends to share his dynamics.

Just him.

I heard from my husband that before he was 10 years old, there were two people in his family, and after he was 10 years old, there were still two people in his family.

At first glance, it sounds like nonsense, but after careful consideration, I feel that there is something wrong.It doesn't mean that my mother-in-law passed away early, but that my husband was too indifferent to his mother.He is not like this kind of person. Before I got married, I asked a lot. At that time, he didn't want to talk about it. There were several fights in the middle, but every time he apologized to me, but he still kept silent about this matter.

I asked him: "Have you ever thought about finding a companion for Dad?"

He said, "Dad said it was fine just the two of us."

"If we get married...we..." I hesitated to speak.

He shook his head: "My dad insisted that we move out, he said it would be inconvenient for us to live together."

In this way, it was my fault, I quickly explained: "I am not..."

I didn't finish my sentence, but he smiled and said, "Dad has his own choice. We live at home, which is also causing trouble for him."

I didn't ask again, because when I talked about my mother-in-law, my husband always frowned, and his eyes were full of emotions that I had never seen before, including melancholy, nostalgia, and resentment. It's very complicated, the kind that can't be put into words.

I even wondered if my mother-in-law was the kind of person who abandoned her husband and son and ran away by herself.

Otherwise, there is no picture of her in my father-in-law's bedroom, unless my mother-in-law is also a man. If so, the photo in the father-in-law's house solves the mystery, and my husband's face also solves the mystery.

After all, as a face control person, I still remember that in that photo, there was a handsome man in a white coat.

5.

Today is a rest day, and I will go to my father-in-law's place in the suburbs with my husband.

On the way, my husband said a few words at the beginning, which were still the same words he said on the phone. He saw me and kept silent, and finally stopped talking.

Thinking about it, he was also angry, so we had a cold war halfway, and after getting out of the car, he said something: "You take this."

I listened to his words and took the food bag. The bag was not heavy. He moved the small box and the big box by himself.

"I'll get it," he said.

He went ahead and I followed.

He bought it long ago, food and clothing, I don't need to worry about things like this.With him at home, I seldom worry about anything. Basically, it’s enough for him to cook, wash clothes and do housework every day, not to mention that when he rests, he takes care of all these.When my mother came over several times, it was all his cooking. After all, the food he cooked was better than mine, and it suited my mother's taste.When he was washing the dishes, my mother pulled me out and taught me how to let my husband cook at such an age.

My mother is wronging me.

I think when my husband and I got married, she was the one who disagreed the most. She said that my husband is going abroad. My husband has no mother since he was a child, so he may not be someone. My husband looks so handsome and feels insecure. As a result, It's all right now, just turn back.

She always said that your husband has spoiled you, that you are still so unstable now that you are so old, I just go in the left ear and out the right ear.

Somehow, my husband heard it again later, and my husband smiled and said that it is not good to have a young wife.

"You're not young anymore, your wife's skin is loose now, look, there are wrinkles around the corners of her eyes." I stared at him.

"There is no necessary relationship between wrinkles and good looks." He touched his head, then frowned slightly, "Do you care about this, or I will give you a massage every day in the future, drink more water on weekdays, don't always Laying on the bed and looking at your phone is not good for your eyes..."

I rolled his eyes at him, and didn't want to hear him rambling: "Come on, young master, I'm still waiting for you to give me a massage. You come back every day so sleepy that you can't wake up when a donkey screams." Then from my husband I took the washed fruit in my hand and brought it to my mother.

"How do you say that?" My husband smiled and patted my head.

I avoided it and said "Your hands are wet" in disgust. My husband laughed foolishly and said, "I read a sentence the other day, what did you say, youth is worthy of praise, but aging is also worthy of respect."

"We, who are neither old nor young, don't take anything away." I said stiffly, and then he stuffed a cherry tomato in my mouth.

"Where did you buy it? It's quite sweet." I muttered.

He never needs to be worried about, and our child doesn't need to worry about it when he grows up, not to mention that the child goes to a high school nearby. He is a history buff, and he likes to run to my father-in-law's place during the holidays. I don't go home very much.

There are only these two men in a small family of three, and I don't need to worry about it. If I complain occasionally, I will feel like I am in the blessing and don't know the blessing.At first there was indeed an element of showing off, but as time passed, I felt a little dissatisfied in my heart.

What is the reason for the dissatisfaction? Now that I think about it, it is probably because my husband is too good, while I seem a little ordinary.In the final analysis, there are more and more people around him, and besides him, I have only a handful of friends who can talk with each other.

In response to that sentence, when a person occupies your entire world, it means that you are in love with him. This is a seemingly happy thing, but it is actually a terrible thing.

If you are together, it will be a good thing. If you are not together, you will suffer loneliness. If the flame of love between you is going to die, you will not only suffer loneliness, but you will suffer embers.

6.

My father-in-law