After rebirth, the former male god cried and wanted to chase me

On the fourth day after Cheng's father ran away from home, it snowed heavily in Dijon.

He was walking on the busy streets and in the city covered by vast snow, with an unprecedented desolation in his heart that couldn't be stopped even by a thick coat.

"Hey...it's the fourth day of the Lunar New Year..." Cheng's father lifted his snow-covered head and sighed out a cloud of white mist, "On the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, you should watch TV, play mahjong, drink a little wine, and have a hot wife and children. Kangtou, I'm fine..." Walking alone on the street watching foreign devils.

Cheng's father patted the snowflakes off his forehead, pulled up his hood, and continued walking pitifully - when he first came out of the house, he didn't want to be found by his family, which road was unfamiliar and which road to go, and now, the road in front of him They were all things Cheng's father had never seen before, and everything he saw was unfamiliar.Ordinarily, it should have met his wishes, but the old man complained in his heart as he walked: It's been four fucking days, why hasn't that bastard Cheng Tian come to look for his father yet? !

Fall in love with a man?One of his well-behaved sons, the son who showed him a love letter to Banhua when he was in elementary school, why did he like a man?

It's also the other little bastard who dared to seduce Cheng Tian right under his nose!Having said that, Jacques stayed here by himself. Fortunately, he thought he had found a good helper who was willing to work hard, and invited Jacques to come to his house for dinner from time to time...

Isn't this the real version of the farmer and the snake!

Also, the little bastard can obviously talk, but he has to pretend to be dumb when he comes up!

... What is he pretending to be dumb for?In the beginning, he grew such a big beard, as if to prevent people from recognizing him... The key is that Cheng's father has never seen that person before...

Did Jacques know Cheng Tian before? ?

Cheng's father, who had been angry for half a week, finally turned around. Thinking of this, he felt even more angry.

Jingle bells—a semicircular wooden door on the side of the road was opened, and the copper bell on the door frame rang, and a heat wave with the smell of wine rushed towards my face.Cheng's father swallowed and stopped in his tracks.

Hey, from New Year's Eve to now, he was so busy getting angry that he didn't even bother to drink a sip of wine. Father Cheng remembered the rather generous private money in his hand, turned around and walked towards the tavern.

At the door, a homeless man wearing a gray line cap was sitting on the ground wiping his saxophone. When he saw someone approaching, he naturally greeted him.

"Friend, let's have a drink."

Drinking alone is a bit lonely, and Cheng's father is a dejected old man who ran away from home, so he is much more sensitive to loneliness than usual.

Cheng's father knelt down and greeted with a smile: "Do you want to go in and have a drink with my brother?"

The homeless man in the gray hat glanced at the heavy snow and smiled: "Of course, it seems that today is my lucky day."

Cheng's father stretched out his hand to give him a hand, and the homeless man carried his own bags, hugged the saxophone, and entered the tavern together with Cheng's father.

——At this time, Cheng's father didn't know that the next encounter would subvert his outlook on life.

The melodious violin echoed in the dark wood-colored tavern, and the waiter brought two bottles of beer. Although Cheng's father had no interest in health preservation, once he reached this age, he would pay attention to it more or less, so he specially asked the waiter to Warm one of the bottles.

The gray hat looked at it and laughed: "You must be a friend from China."

Cheng's father: "Oh? Where did you see it?"

Gray hat: "I have been to China more than 20 years ago, and I know that you like to drink plain water."

Cheng's father took a sip of beer and laughed, "There are reasons and evidence."

The gray hat wondered: "According to the Chinese calendar, shouldn't today be a day to reunite with family members? Why is my friend alone..."

Cheng's father was quite surprised: "Oh, you still know the date of the lunar calendar?"

The gray hat smiled. Although his clothes were shabby and shabby, they were neat and clean, and his exposed teeth were white and clean: "My most memorable lover is from China."

Cheng's father had no interest in the love affairs of the elders, but he was still very supportive: "That must be a very charming girl."

The gray hat paused and took a sip of beer: "It should be said that he is a very charming boy. His hair is as smooth as silk, and his eyes are like two pills of black jade..."

Cheng's father choked: "..." What kind of fate is this for me? !Can you meet gays if you just pull someone to drink? ?

The gray hat shrugged: "Oh, don't be so surprised, gay marriage is already legal in France, isn't it?"

Cheng's father smiled dryly: "Yes."

It's very rude to pry into other people's privacy casually, but Cheng's father is being tortured by the family's bad son, and when talking about this topic, he will inevitably have the desire to dig deeper: "Then, you and that young man, later how's it going?"

Maybe it's because I haven't communicated with people for too long, or maybe both of them know well that they won't be in contact after meeting once. Gray Hat didn't hold back: "My family can't accept me falling in love with the same sex, and threatened that he is a love liar."

"Love liar?" Cheng's father laughed.

"As I fell in love, I naturally didn't believe it. The struggle made our love stronger. However, once, I woke up from the hut we rented, and found that all the valuable things in the house were gone, and I was swept away. ...the other side of the bed was freezing cold, my lover was nowhere to be found and could not be contacted...God knows, I really wanted to see God at that moment."

Cheng's father swallowed his beer with difficulty: "What happened later? What saved you?"

"Rather than saving, it's more like a deception." Gray Hat said solemnly, "At that time, I was heartbroken, and under the arrangement of my family, I married a beautiful woman, but I didn't dare to let her know My sexual orientation. But you know, secrets are not valid for family members, like a magic box buried in the sand, it will always be exposed after a long time. She found out and left me with her child." A layer of sad tears spread Eyes full of gray hats, "...I will never forget the way she looked at me when she left, with such disgust and indifference, as if I was a sinner."

"I am indeed a sinner."

Cheng's father opened his mouth, and found that he couldn't speak at all. He frowned and poured a large glass of wine for the other party: "Drink."

The gray hat rubbed the cup: "After a while, I suddenly wanted to know the life of that 'love liar', such a cunning, evil and beautiful man, he must have a very good life... I went to his hometown again , The changes in China are really rapid, and many places are different. I asked many people, but almost everyone kept secret about him. After going around, I finally saw him. "

The gray hat raised his head and drank a whole glass of beer, and knocked the heavy glass on the table. He looked at Cheng's father again, with red eyes: "My friend, guess where I saw him."

Cheng's father was caught by a sticky sadness, and he shook his head slowly.

"Madhouse," Gray Hat said with blue veins popping out of his forehead, and clenched his fists tightly, as if he was suppressing something with his life, "they sent him to the madhouse just because he fell in love with a man! That day was when his family He kidnapped him! Together with my dear parents, they devised a conspiracy!"

"...I'd rather he was really a liar..."

"After 13 years in prison, his sanity is no longer clear, his body exudes an unpleasant smell, and he shrinks away when he sees people... I heard that he was beaten like that..."

Cheng's father was cold all over.

"I wanted to take him away, but I failed. After returning to China, I felt that everything was meaningless... I tried to commit suicide, so I started wandering..." He looked at the tiny bubbles rising in the wine bottle, as if looking back at his broken life , Gradually gain some kind of peace in the tearing pain.

Gray Hat poured himself a glass of wine and raised it up: "It's been a long time since I told this story to anyone, and I feel a lot better. Thank you for the times, gay marriage is now legal. Cheers to the times."

The story was too depressing and miserable, and Cheng's father couldn't do it.

"Oh, you old-fashioned Chinese." Gray Hat took a sip by himself, "You must not be a member of an anti-gay organization."

Cheng's father clicked his tongue: "I'm too busy."

The gray hat said: "Your country has not legalized it yet."

Father Cheng hummed.

"This is not good. With such a large population base in China, there must be a lot of gay people." Gray Hat said, "It's okay if the family supports it, otherwise life will be difficult."

Cheng's father felt a thorn in his heart: "This, this can't be restored... sorry, I mean, can't you like the opposite sex again?"

"If you can, you're bisexual. If you're gay, you can't."

Cheng's father stopped talking, frowned tightly, and drank one cup after another, and couldn't resist going to the toilet after drinking.

The gray hat sensed that Cheng's father had something on his mind, so he stopped talking and enjoyed the music in the tavern.

Cheng's father came back after draining the water.The copper bell at the door shook, and the two men in suits looked around the tavern without saying a word, and then one of them pushed the door and left.

The other ordered a glass of wine and sat at the wine table diagonally opposite Cheng's father.

Cheng's father didn't notice this insignificant movement. He had his own worries, so he mustered up his courage and said, "Actually, a few days ago, I found out that my son had a boyfriend..."

The gray hat raised his eyebrows and smiled knowingly: "Oh, how is that kid's character and loyalty?"

"...how do I know that." Cheng's father stared.

Gray hat: "Is gender not character the primary condition for you to examine your son's other half?"

When Cheng's father heard these words, it was as ugly as if he had been slapped in public: "I, I..." His face flushed quickly, "What's the matter with him finding a man? I'll introduce mine to others." When you are a daughter-in-law, introduce a big man?"

"Many parents have such concerns. They pay too much attention to the eyes of the outside world and put pressure on their children." Gray Hat sighed, melancholy like a philosopher. "Often, this is the source of tragedy."

"If my child is lucky enough to find his other half to spend the rest of his life with, I have nothing to ask of him, but that he lives free and happy." Gray Hat smiled, "Although I haven't seen him for many years gone."

Cheng's father looked at the vicissitudes of life on the opposite side, and suddenly felt ashamed of himself - he had always claimed to be a qualified father, but at this moment, he felt that he was selfish and despicable.

Cheng's father drank the last sip of wine, stood up, and was about to buy another bottle, when the semicircular wooden door suddenly opened to both sides, and a row of strong men in suits entered, enclosing the entire tavern.

Then, a familiar but unfamiliar figure appeared in the field of vision, tall and thin, tall and straight, well-dressed and cool-looking.With a faint smile, the man walked in slowly, respectfully, and stood beside the bewildered Father Cheng with his head down:

"Uncle, Auntie asked me to take you home."

Father Cheng: "..."

What the fuck?It seems that I really need to investigate this person carefully!

The author has something to say:

If there are no accidents, the next chapter will end~

Thanks to the little angels for irrigating me with nutrient solution~

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