you can only love me

I finally came back to this familiar place, the place where I lived with her, unknowingly walked through the long hallway, as if I saw the picture of my previous life, both sad and lucky, I almost missed it, fortunately everything You still have time.

"You didn't leave downstairs for so long, just waiting for me to call you up?" She had already changed into her pajamas, and she was wiping her hair with her head tilted.

I was afraid that she would scold me, so I carefully looked at her face and said, "I just want to spend a little more time with you in this undisturbed way."

Seeing that I was still holding the bag of the long skirt in my hand, "Why did you bring this up?"

I smiled without saying a word, but I guess the water in my eyes is already rippling.

She looked at me tenderly, "Your recent changes are quite obvious."

I know she means that I've been very attentive lately.

In the past, I always thought that the most important thing is to be happy with each other when two people are together. It is best not to put shackles on each other's relationship. Once it is defined as love, it will be covered with heavy colors. As time deepens and accumulates, the original joyful love It will be more and more full of depression and suffocation. I am afraid of the ubiquitous heaviness, and I feel too tired and tortured.However, when she broke into my life again, I also thought about running away, but I didn't have the courage I had when I was young. Maybe it was because she changed, became bold, willful, stubborn, and pursued her. I also became compromising, accommodating, pandering, and let it go.Watching it develop into love, at first joyful, then heavy, until now I missed it and couldn’t ask for it, I realized that many things in life are doomed to have no choice, even if you see the essence clearly in the morning, it’s useless, as long as you You are human, you have human nature, then you will be reluctant, unable to let go, unable to walk away, and sink down.

By now, I couldn't care less.

"If you do something wrong, you must correct your attitude." As I spoke, I took the dress to the bathroom to try on.

She followed closely, leaning against the door frame with her willow waist. "So people are cheap. When I chased you in the past, you ran farther. Now you are chasing me, are you happy?"

I took off my clothes and put them on the shelf in the bathroom with a natural expression, then changed into a long skirt, looked around in the mirror, and then answered her, "Then aren't you cheap? You are not cheap. You have waited for me for so many years, you are not cheap." You don't want so many excellent suitors." So in terms of cheapness, it should be each other.

In the mirror, her expression was a little coy, a little reserved, and a little cute."Le Jin, listen to me clearly, I can be cheap, but only to you, I don't want to be seen by others."

I fiddled with my shoulder-length hair in front of the mirror, sometimes pulled it up and tied it into a ponytail, and sometimes let it go down to the collarbone, "I won't give up the opportunity."

Feeling her gaze focused on my back, I simply turned around, crossed my hands behind me, put them on the sink, and faced her, I smiled softly and raised my eyebrows, "Do I look good? "

She lowered her eyes lower and lower, from the position of my collarbone to my ankles, she frowned, but the roots of her ears turned red quietly.

This kind of her makes me smile and my confidence doubles. It turns out that "cross-dressing" can be so fun, there is nothing more interesting than this.

Smiling again, I slowly moved closer to her. In the quiet and treacherous atmosphere, the sound of her nervous heartbeat and disordered breathing was extremely clear.

I raised her chin familiarly, her eyes were like two small craters, surrounded by bright red, this is her usual emotional expression.

I seized the opportunity to kiss her tight lip line, and used my burning heat to pry open her lips and teeth, and the sweet smell that followed surrounded her mouth, lips and tongue, hugging her soft waist, rubbing All the cells in her long, fine hair were clamoring for the throbbing of the mud.

The lips were still on her face, the corners of the lips, and the neck, and she was led to the room while being pushed. She tried to concentrate her thoughts several times to resist, but she struggled to break free, but in the end she just lay limply in my arms, out of breath. He hugged me tightly and curled his body into a ball in my arms.

If the prelude is done for this purpose, the following things will of course be smoother and more logical, and the result is of course done. Like every time, I am gentle, but it can make her cry, make her laugh, and drive her crazy.

When she slept with her arms around me all night, when I woke up the next day, I carried her on my back, her hands were still around my waist, after a moment of hesitation, she happily wrapped me around me, when I was half awake There was a long good morning kiss in the middle of nowhere.

"Can I move back in?" All signs made me think she was accepting me again.

However, she just leaned against the head of the bed, holding a cigarette between her slender fingers, and chuckled like a feather falling down, "It's just a night's sleep, I have too many plans."

Unexpectedly and within reason, I turned my head to look at her, "Your integrity is really broken now."

She lightly puffed out smoke rings, "Say I'm immoral?" She hooked my chin in a feminine way, and provoked, "I learned from you, don't take the initiative, don't refuse, and don't take responsibility."

"..." So speaking of life, don't be too complacent at certain moments, because retribution is around the corner.

In the gym, Song said half-deadly on the treadmill, "If you want me to tell you, you still don't know what to do. You are good at everything, but you don't know how to refuse...Of course it is understandable to be angry. Analyze it, look... She used to sit on the stone steps and watch you run, her face was full of liking for you, but she didn't dare to confess... After all these years, she finally fell in love with you..."

"Don't use the words." I squatted on the ground with a lollipop in my mouth and an IPADpro in my hand to cut watermelon.I got this from Du Mei, imagining how silly she is when she usually cuts watermelons, cutting all the watermelons in the game as her head.

"You don't interrupt me!"

She murmured, "She is so elated...Give me a car, a house, and company shares...I almost gave away my parents, right?...What a precious true love...The result is that you fucked The ambiguity is messed up... But it's okay to hug... I think so, you didn't sleep with the other person... Because you care too much, so you care too much... Let me help you organize a dinner for the ex , see the situation?"

I caught a glimpse of my Andy practicing the abdominal wheel, I put down the game and walked over, tapped her buttocks with my toes, "Give way, the movements are irregular, I will show you a demonstration."

My brother Andy moved away, and I knelt on the knee pad, "Then what do you want to say at the dinner? You won't make trouble for me, will you?"

She stopped to wipe off her sweat, "Do you understand Boost? You don't have to worry about anything, just dress up and attend."

I pushed the ab wheel out "Don't let me down."

She came over, hit my back with a towel, and looked down at me condescendingly, "Don't worry, I won't hurt you."

I have been sending flowers to Dumei Company for half a month, and every time I write a small card by myself, usually to praise her and demean me, she will send me a message to say thank you as soon as she receives the flowers , and then continue to ignore the car I parked downstairs when I get off work, sometimes she drives her own car back, sometimes the driver picks it up, and there is another kind of what I call special times, when I go in someone else's car, sometimes male, sometimes female .

If I followed her and drove back to the community, one out of three times, she would take me upstairs to solve my physical problems, and then 'invite' me out as if nothing happened.

At first I was a little annoyed at this treatment, then a little discouraged, and lately a little depressed.

I used to be a herd animal, and I especially liked to be lively, but at that time I was used to being alone, I didn't like going to KTV, and I didn't like going out for dinner.

It's just that when Song asked me to eat, I still went, and I dressed very carefully according to her wishes, because Du Mei would also go.

When Du Mei came, she was wearing an Armani outfit. She was calm, capable and full of style.

Take MAY by your side.

"Why do you bring one more person?" Song's tone was full of unplanned dissatisfaction.

She ordered a table for four, but now it will be changed to a table for six.

"We're having a meeting together, so bring it over for dinner."

I lowered my head and continued to cut the watermelon.

When allocating seats, Song told Lin An to sit opposite her. Of course Lin An had no objection, Song pulled my arm and asked me to sit next to her. I was next door, and then MAY sat opposite her as a matter of course.

I was stuck between the two of them like a sandwich biscuit.

Before the meal was served, everyone was laying out the tableware. I was silently cutting watermelon, and Du Mei kept looking at me until I couldn't stand it. She raised her head a little irritably, "What's wrong with you?"

She said "won't you lay the tableware for me?"

I spread the tableware for her, and Song Xiaole stabbed me when she saw this, "Please help me lay the tableware too."

I turned my face to look at her, and after thinking for a while, "This is Mr. Du's patent. You ask Lin An to help you lay it."

Song immediately gave me a veiled 'well done' gesture.

After Lin An helped her lay it out, the meal was served, Mr. Du put a small piece of sirloin she had just cut on my plate, I forked it and ate it, and then continued to play games.

She cut another piece for me, and this time she handed it directly to my mouth, "Why haven't you spoken?"

I tilted my head and ate the meat, and she said, "If you want to keep playing games, give me back the IPAD." As she spoke, she stretched out her hand.

I immediately locked the screen of the IPAD and pressed it under my elbow, "Okay, I won't play anymore, let's eat."

"I said, are you guys breaking up or not?" Song's words caused MAY to splash red wine on the white napkin, and she asked the waiter to change it for her.

Du Mei sipped her wine and looked at Song Xiaole who was sitting next to me leisurely, "Are you expecting us to break up?"

"Heaven and earth conscience, I just want you to reconcile quickly! The main thing is that she looks so good, and she is so good at dressing up, so it's not easy to put outside. Recently, people have been asking me about her recent situation, what is her name? What is Lin An's name?"

Probably he was unwilling to cooperate with Song Xiaole in his heart, so Lin An put on a embarrassed face, and silently pointed his finger "Guan Tingting."

"Yes, yes, Guan Tingting, you used to be a small plane model, do you still have any memories?"

The long-legged beauty, "I have an impression, what's the matter?"

"She wants to ask you, if she breaks up with her girlfriend, she still wants to try with you. She is already shooting the cover of mainstream magazines, and she is developing very well. I have a thin waist and long legs, and my figure, tsk tsk, deserves it It's a model! It's a pity to waste such a good resource. If you are still single, don't waste the opportunity, be careful not to miss it and don't come again."

"Oh." I don't know what she said, maybe it's true, maybe it's a play to boost the arrangement, I couldn't decide for a while, so I gave a vague attitude.

"Oh, what do you mean?" Du Mei held back until now before she started throwing the knife and fork.

Song stepped on my foot secretly again, and I said, "Oh, that's right."

"Very good! This is your attitude of chasing people!" She was impatient again, she lost her temper again, and she left without saying anything.

May kept shaking her head at me, "I don't know what to say about you, it's been so hard to be together, and you've been tossing around for so long, playing too much, you can't take it back carefully."