Behind Inuyasha - Kikyo's tears

except for the most important thing

if you can give up everything else

that would be great

But the reality is always cruel

I just close my eyes

I can see you smiling

Ah - wish forever

can you make me smile

always be with me...

Long after I left Rilong, I often listened to Ayumi Hamasaki's "Dearest", and tears would flow out unconsciously, moistening my entire cheek.

I thought that Kikyo left because she no longer loved Inuyasha, and thought that Kikyo was nostalgic for only the beauty of the past.The moment I decided to leave Rilong, I realized how helpless Kikyo was, how sad, how determined.

Kikyo, no matter when she was alive or when she was reborn with a cold body, she really loves Inuyasha.Because I love him, I decided to let him go; because I love him, I let Kagome, who can bring him more happiness and hope, take her place.

No one knows that when Inuyasha and Kagome walk towards the dawn hand in hand, Kikyo walks to the depths of the deep forest alone, with only dead souls accompanying her behind her; no one knows that when Kagome sleeps peacefully on Inuyasha's shoulder When she was sleeping, Kikyo was leaning on the dead branch alone and cast a barrier, with a sad expression; no one knew that when Inuyasha was in danger, it was Kikyo who was helping in the dark, but when Kagome ran to Inuyasha leave quietly.

Everyone appreciates Kagome and Inuyasha's companionship in life and death, but no one sees Kikyo's silent fulfillment. Kikyo's love is far deeper than Kagome.

Before, I didn't understand the deep sorrow and helplessness, and the love that was equal to that sorrow and helplessness.It wasn't until I left Rilong and became a person again that I realized the desolation and loneliness of Kikyo leaving alone.

In the 23 episodes "Kiss of Kikyo and Voice of Kagome", Kikyo also wanted Inuyasha to leave with her and go to hell together. "Inuyasha, since I met you, I am no longer a priestess, but an ordinary woman. I have always wanted to be like this when I was alive..."

Any love will be tinged with selfishness, just like Ayumi Hamasaki sang, except for the most important thing, if you can abandon everything else and only yourself and your favorite, that would be great.No matter heaven or hell, as long as we can be together, hopefully forever...

I also thought selfishly, Rilong, can I not leave him, even if it is by his side, even if it is the fetters of three people, I am willing.It's just that letting go is the last thing I can do for him.

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