White-eyed wolf

29.

H city xx nursing home.

The woman was still lying quietly on the hospital bed, and the monitoring equipment was running mechanically, making a monotonous "didi" sound, which went round and round without any waves.

Shen Zhao has not been here for almost two months.

In fact, whether it is two months or two years, it doesn't matter to him.

It has been more than ten years since the car accident, and he has also imprisoned Yu Yun for six years. All the luck and hopes have been wiped out in these more than 3000 days and nights. Shen Zhao no longer believes in miracles.

After routinely turning over the person on the hospital bed, Shen Zhao wrung out a towel from the bathroom and sat down beside the bed.

"Mom..." Shen Zhao called out, his voice tensed, and there seemed to be guilt in his eyes, "I'm here this time to tell you something."

The wind blows the leaves outside the window, and the branches shake "rustly". The late autumn season makes everything look a bit down and depressed.The cleaners dragged their brooms, "brushed" all the dead leaves on the roadside, and poured them into the garbage truck. Only a few pieces on the lawn and bushes were still shivering in the wind.

In short, some fallen leaves must return to their roots.

Shen Zhao held his mother's hand, and wiped every finger with a warm towel, gently and carefully.

"I..." Maybe it's been too long since I said my heartfelt words, or maybe it's just because I don't know what to say, Shen Zhao paused for a long time, then took his mother's hand and put it to the side of his face, an extremely dependent movement, "Mom, I'm sorry, I want to say that I fell in love with someone..."

"You know this person," Shen Zhao hesitated, "...it's Yu Yun."

Knowing that there would be no response, Shen Zhao still wanted to talk to this woman immediately.

"It's ridiculous," Shen Zhao laughed self-deprecatingly, "It's fine if you like men, but he's still my brother. If you're awake, you'll definitely want to beat me to death..."

These days, Shen Zhao thought a lot, before he couldn't tell what he felt about Yun.

hate it?Maybe there was.If it wasn't for him, Yu Anqing wouldn't have died, her mother wouldn't have become a vegetable, and she wouldn't have lost her two most important relatives overnight.If Shen Yanru was not still alive, I don't know how sad his current situation would be.

Shen Zhao still can't figure it out, why Yu Yun disappeared a few days before the college entrance examination after staying in Shen's house for two years, and why he can sit in the examination room as if nothing happened after learning of Yu Anqing's death .

Since Anqing brought him back, except for the fact that he didn't want to see him tripping him up at the beginning, the entire Shen family had never treated Yun too badly, and even in the end, in order to find him, her parents paid a painful price with one death and one injury.

Yu Yun is so hard-hearted, in Shen Zhao's eyes, he is just like an unfamiliar white-eyed wolf.

There are many ways to get revenge, which can damage people's health and ruin their future, but Shen Zhao chose this method to drag himself into the water.

He has done a lot of extreme things, but Yu Yun is like a pool of deep water, indifferent but never fighting back, no matter how sharp the stones thrown at him are, they will sink to the bottom of the water, as if all the harm done to him can be completely wiped out by him. tolerate.

The longer time passed, the more Shen Zhao's hatred was smoothed out. As time passed, he began to care about this dull and boring person. He didn't know when he changed, and when he suddenly realized, there was no way to stop I'm kidding myself.

Perhaps, revenge was just an excuse at the beginning, and I just wanted to find a reason to keep people by my side.

Shen Zhao sighed, with a bitter voice: "Even if you were awake, I think I would have said it. Even though, even though he caused you to become like this, I can't do it anymore... I beat him and scolded him before, I forced him, insulted him, and even threatened him with his mother. I didn't allow him to go out to study in the province, and I didn't allow him to go out to work in H city. I got a scar on his eyebrow, which won't fade away for the rest of my life. ...It's enough, Mom, I don't hate him anymore...I want to spend my whole life with him..."

"However, no one would agree, not even him..." Shen Zhao smiled wryly, "Normal people would not agree. Now that I think about it, what I did to him before was really not human. ..."

Suddenly footsteps came from the corridor, and Shen Zhao straightened up immediately.

"Hey, are you here again? Long time no see." The nurse in charge came over to change the dressing, and greeted Shen Zhao when she saw him.

"Ah..." Shen Zhao raised his head and replied in a daze, "I'm leaving soon, please take care of me."

"Hey," the nurse sighed, "Why are you being polite? They say that there are no filial sons in front of Jiu's bed. It's rare that you still have this kind of heart after all these years."

Shen Zhao remained silent and gave her a hand.

The whole process was very fast, the nurse put away her things and said with a smile: "If you come here a few more times, you will learn my work."

Shen Zhao shook his head: "I don't understand this, you are professional."

The nurse laughed "haha" twice, and went out jokingly, and the ward fell into silence again.

Shen Zhao helped her mother close the quilt, and looked straight at her.

After a long time, he suddenly said "I'm sorry" softly.

"What I want to do, I don't need anyone's consent." Shen Zhao said.

When he was driving out, Yan Cheng just called him and said that he wanted to ask him something and asked him to have dinner with him.Shen Zhao subconsciously wanted to refuse, but suddenly remembered that Yu Yun had told him that Corey had dinner tonight, so he agreed.

Most of the trees along the street were bald, dingy and lifeless, and the red banners such as "sweeping gangsters and evil", "strict control of guns and ammunition", and "creating a city free of gangsters" can be seen everywhere.

Shen Zhao didn't know what to think of, frowned, started the car and drove away.

30.

Yu Yun said that Corey's dinner party was a lie to Shen Zhao.

After talking on the phone with Xie Minghui that day, Yu Yun left him alone for several days.Firstly, he was busy with work, and secondly, Shen Zhao was also very clingy. It was not until today that he found a chance to invite Xie Minghui to dinner.

The location is a well-known Chaoshan beef hot pot restaurant. The store is small, but it has a good reputation and the environment is quite good.

Yu Yun went there 15 minutes early and ordered the soup base and several dishes that must be ordered in this restaurant.

When he came here, Yu Yun wore a gun-gray long windbreaker, which made him look thinner and taller. His legs were straight and long under the windbreaker. His body proportions were excellent. Coupled with his upright and handsome face, he attracted everyone as soon as he entered the door. caught the eyes of countless people.

"Hi, hello," the waiter at the side pointed to the self-service area next to him with a red face, "Our store has unlimited fruits and side dishes, and you can get more while waiting..."

"Get more?" Yu Yun was a little confused, and asked casually.

"No, no," the waiter hurriedly shook his head, his tongue almost tied up with nervousness, "I, I mean, you can get it now, unlimited..."

Yu Yun looked at the self-service area, then looked at the embarrassed waiter in front of him, thinking that this might be related to his performance, so he nodded and said, "I see, thank you."

"Yeah." The waiter nodded violently twice, feeling uncontrollably excited.

Seeing her staying nearby, Yu Yun felt a little uncomfortable, so he took off his coat and walked towards the self-help area.

In fact, Yu Yun doesn't like all self-help.In his perception, although self-help is large in quantity, its quality is uneven. If it is just to spend less money to support yourself, then this kind of behavior seems very meaningless.

Yu Yun wandered here for a long time, without any desire to take it, turned to look at the waiter just now, and found that she was looking at him expectantly.

Take whatever you want, Yu Yun thought.

Just as he was picking up the plate, Yu Yun suddenly thought of something and stared at the plate of salted peanuts for a long time.