I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

After coming out of the hospital and receiving the bad news, Xu Jiao went to the previous clay shop with a blank expression.

As expected, what greeted her was a dark shop and a big lock on the door.

After all, it was past twelve o'clock in the evening.

The pouring rain was still pouring down endlessly, even though Xu Jiao bought an umbrella at the door after coming out of the hospital, the clothes on her body were almost wet now, half of which was almost transparently attached to her body.

A car passed in front of her, and the splash was higher than a person, splashing in all directions like a small waterfall, splashing mud on the person.

Xu Jiao's umbrella only covered the upper half, but couldn't stop the pant legs from making things worse.

She didn't move much. When the heavy rain engulfed the city, there was no sound from heaven and earth to her ears for a while. The crackling rain hitting the eaves sounded like noise at first, but after a long time, there was A sense of loneliness.

It was as if she was cut off from the world by the rain.

At this moment, the voice of the system reached her mind without hindrance: "Because the heroine is dead, the modification of the ending of this book has failed. Would you like to leave immediately?"

Xu Jiao felt the coldness coming from the wet clothes on her body, her expression was very light and indifferent, as if she didn't care if she would catch a cold in the future, she just stood quietly at the door, her eyes were shallow look out.

"Wait a minute." She said: "Although I do this task most of the time, I am perfunctory, but I have promised other people's things, and I don't like breaking appointments."

In order to leave these worlds early, she can say "I love you", "I like you", "You are my only one" and other love words without changing her face, but...

In terms of keeping promises, as long as it is something she promised, she will do it.

For example, agreeing to be Shen Yelan's girlfriend for a week.

Another example, promised to make a clay figure for Shen Yelan.

This matter is actually not difficult for her. As long as she is willing, she can make everything in these books feel close to her, even if it is a stone that originally blocked her way, it will still be there when she walks. When approaching, quietly move away like long legs.

However, Xu Jiao doesn't have such thoughts on weekdays, so she lives like an ordinary person most of the time.

There are occasional minor exceptions.

At the celebration that Su Xi held for her earlier, after drawing the smallest card twice, Xu Jiao didn't want to ask anyone about her feelings. Card.

Because her mood swings are obvious enough, and she is the creator of this world, so even a three of diamonds is not willing to provoke her disgust.

The same is true now.

As long as Xu Jiao wants to complete the task of this clay figurine, even if she just squeezes a ball of mud on the base, the mud will automatically change according to the shape she wants to shape, presenting her with the most perfect effect.

Xu Jiao glanced at the large wet marks on her trousers, then at the heavy rain outside, frowned, and said in a somewhat unhappy tone, "Why isn't it daylight yet?"

The next moment-

The downpour seemed to be paused.

Afterwards, the rain was as sudden as when it came, and it became much weaker at a speed visible to the naked eye. In less than half a minute, the rain stopped completely.

Even the thick continuous dark clouds in the sky, which seemed to be able to crush the entire city, were blocked by the sunlight, and golden beams of light shone down from the clouds, adding a touch of light to the city.

Like a post-apocalyptic reboot.

Xu Jiao took out her phone and saw that it was already seven o'clock in the morning.

The side of the road was quiet, and no pedestrians passed by the street where she was, so no one noticed that her clothes and trousers had become spotless, as if all the dirty dirt had evaporated overnight. like.

……

"Hey, you are Miss Xu? I remembered, we have a work for you here."

Two hours later, Xu Jiao waited for the staff who opened the store to arrive. She had just entered to register her name, and was waiting for the other party to mark off a class. When she turned around, she was suddenly stopped by the people behind.

She paused slightly, and turned her head to look at the other party.

The employee quickly opened the drawer, took out another stack of folders, flipped through and saw a record, raised his head and smiled at Xu Jiao, and said affirmatively: "That's right, we have a work for you here, The person who stayed said, if we see you coming again, let us remember to hand it over to you."

Xu Jiao's eyelashes moved slightly, and she asked calmly, "Who left the work for me?"

"Let me see, the registered name is... Shen Yelan, I have an impression of this young lady. She is very talented. Our teacher said before that she could come here to work part-time after studying for a while."

Ripples appeared in Xu Jiao's eyes.

She suddenly guessed what Shen Yelan had left for her.

……

"Look, it's this one. It's very beautiful. When the finished product was fired, we all said, if this is painted and baked again, it must be very beautiful."

"I don't know how she pinched it out."

The clerk of the pottery shop led Xu Jiao to the room where the students' works were stored, opened one of the cabinets with a key, and carefully took out the things inside.

That's a...

A lifelike little clay figure exactly like Shen Yelan.

The facial features, hair, clothes, demeanor, movements... all are alike.

Xu Jiao suddenly remembered what Shen Yelan said yesterday: "Whether I can live or not, you are free."

And when she said later that they were "not over yet", Shen Yelan smiled and shook her head.

original.

Shen Yelan really wanted to let go.

She was paranoid and stubborn in love, but when she let go, she also let go thoroughly, without delay, and didn't leave Xu Jiao with any trouble. She really planned to make herself a passer-by in Xu Jiao's life.

She also sincerely wished Xu Jiao peace and joy and all the best in her future without herself.

——The human beings created by God were not favored by God, so she exiled herself from the Garden of Eden, leaving only the forbidden fruit that she wanted to taste back then.

……

Xu Jiao returned to that bedroom again.

Another book flew out from the bookshelf, it was "Absolute Control" with a cover she had glimpsed before, the thick, golden book seemed to have lost its vitality, the light dimmed in front of her, and the book cover was gone again. Once turned gray.

"Unfortunately, you failed to modify the ending again." The system's voice sounded at this moment.

Xu Jiao folded her hands gently on her abdomen, sat on the ergonomically designed gaming chair, slightly pushed the back of the chair back, and kept her gaze on the gray book.

For a moment, a thought flashed in her mind, she thought, these gray books seemed to be dead.

Obviously this world has not been destroyed.

But just like a story that lost the main character, the core of the soul is gone, and those wonderful things will come to an abrupt end. No matter how good the other supporting roles are, they are like a piece of broken jade, unable to become the original glossy and perfect appearance.

Noticing that Xu Jiao didn't make a sound, the system asked again: "Do you have any failure experience that you want to summarize?"

Hearing that the system made things worse, Xu Jiao, who had been silent before, suddenly raised the corners of her lips, and said, "Yes."

system:"?"

Xu Jiao: "I found that these protagonists will all become love brains after meeting me. It's all because I am too charming as a creator, alas."

system:"……"

The virtual space fell silent.

Xu Jiao closed her eyes, and raised her right hand to touch the keyboard in front of her. She didn't press the keys, but kept rubbing her fingertips on the badly worn keycaps, as if this action would bring her some safety. feeling like.

After a while, she suddenly said:

"I found that Shen Yelan is very similar to me."

Xu Jiao thought that when she saw Shen Yelan wearing that black dress in the fitting room earlier, the description about herself looking in the mirror that popped up in her mind didn't seem groundless.

She saw her reflection in Shen Yelan's body.

"Sister Xu Jiao, I don't know if you are real or my hallucination..." Shen Yelan told her like this before she died. At that time, Shen Yelan's performance slowly formed a guess in his heart.

This person seemed to like her so much that he could hallucinate.

And can't tell what is reality and what is fantasy.

Until death came to help her tell the difference.

Just like her, she once received a ray of light, and then chased it desperately, but never caught up. Later, she learned to shape those things that would shine, but she was still not as good as she used to be. That brilliance.

The only difference is-

She has no affection for failed products.

And Shen Yelan... seemed to be as gentle towards her as towards the hallucinations.

The voice of the system pulled Xu Jiao's eyes back from the boundless void: "Where does it look like?"

Xu Jiao smiled lightly, and said casually, "It's just as sad."

But thinking that this person is a character created by her pen, Xu Jiao felt relieved. After all, words can best reflect a person's character. No matter how superb her writing skills and techniques are, the content between the lines will always bear her brand.

That was the trace left by her growth, which couldn't be scratched off no matter how much she scraped.

Without waiting for the system to ask again, Xu Jiao moved her hands away from the keyboard, stood up and stretched, her eyes regained the clarity of the past, everything in the world was honestly reflected in her eyes, but she didn't seem to be looking at anyone. .

Her feelings are so cold—

As if even death could not touch her.

When she left the world of "Absolute Control", she didn't greet anyone, and she didn't do anything to say goodbye, and she didn't even ask the system how the whole world mechanism would work after she left. At that time, she asked to leave.

It's the same now, Xu Jiao looked back at the rows of bookshelves, and asked aloud, "What's the next world? Let's start right away."

……

at the same time.

In another unknown space.

"Congratulations on gaining 1 point of the Creator's favor and achieving a breakthrough of 0." An extraordinarily joyful voice sounded, but because the sound quality of the voice itself was more mechanical, the cold words sounded like sarcasm .

A hoarse female voice sounded, repeating what she heard: "1 o'clock?"

She smiled and said, "After working so hard, it's only 1 o'clock? She really is a ruthless creator. It's hard to impress her. Is her heart made of stone?"

"Protagonist, please continue to work hard—if you fail to collect 100 points of favorite points from the Creator before all the worlds end, your wish will not come true." The mechanical voice reminded.

The female voice smiled slightly: "I know."

She said slowly: "I will pull her down from the altar and let her experience the suffering of the world."

This voice is still very soft, but the meaning contained in it makes people feel uncontrollably creepy.

The woman smiled and asked, "What's the next world?"

……

"Starlight".

The author Xu Jiao has just completed a work in recent years. The elements in the label are the most popular nowadays. The subject matter is the enduring entertainment circle, and ABO elements are also used.

"Starlight" is also a romance novel, with a career line and a love line.

The heroine is called Feng Qingyu. After puberty, glands gradually grow on the back of her neck, emitting pheromones belonging to Alpha. As we all know, in the world set by ABO, the number of Alphas is as rare as that of Omega. The rare existence of 5% of the total population, Alpha is the top of the pyramid, and Omega is an animal that is so precious that it needs to be protected like a panda.

Before the age of 19, Feng Qingyu's life was smooth sailing.

Although the Feng family is not a top-notch wealthy family, it is also a wealthy family. The family atmosphere is extremely harmonious. As the youngest child in the family, Feng Qingyu is loved by her parents and has a brother who is three years older than her. Very fulfilling.

Growing up in such a family, her personality is naturally not bad, and the friends she finds are also in the same circle; as for career, she has been a screen actress since she was a child, and her acting skills gradually improved. At that time, she was nominated for the Golden Sheng Award for a work, and she jumped into the top class. In the same year, she appeared on the cover of the first-line magazine "VG".

If you want to be successful, if you want to be popular, if you look around Huaguo's film and television industry that year, there is no other actress who can match her.

Until she turns 19.

The state assigned her an Omega object.

Because the Alpha and Omega populations are becoming increasingly scarce, and the birth rate of the Beta group, which accounts for the majority of the society, has decreased, the country has issued a policy that both A and O who have reached the age of 19 must marry. When there is no legally registered spouse, it will automatically match the unregistered adults A and O from the database according to the matching degree of pheromones.

Of course, if the two feel that it is inappropriate to get along for a year, they can also file for divorce.

Feng Qingyu was matched with a female O, a little [-]th-line actress.

This [-]th-line little O used to meet his family in wealthy circles. Unfortunately, when he was in his teens, his family fell into disrepair. People, she has been an Internet celebrity and a model.

After marrying into Feng's family, she kept tying her image with Feng Qingyu, and led fans to post it to suck Feng Qingyu's blood. Whenever she went out to eat with Feng's family, she had to find a paparazzi to take pictures of all this and shape her own image. Feng Qingyu even asked Feng Qingyu to give her resources, buy trending searches for her, and buy prizes for her under the illusion that Feng's family was being paid special attention.

Even the public relations team is going to try their best.

Feng Qingyu was overwhelmed by the disturbance, reluctantly endured it for a year, and filed for divorce. At that time, this [-]th-line little O had already become popular with the IP of two or three costume TV dramas. When she heard her divorce proposal, she immediately turned her face and refused to recognize anyone, and tried her best to discredit her. Her image accuses her of not fulfilling her partner's obligations in marriage, and attracting the sympathy of the public by selling miserably.

The Feng family are all well-educated people, no matter how they have been treated like hooligans, for a while, the Feng family was implicated and met people in the circle somehow.

But Feng Qingyu is even worse, the image of "scum girl" is overwhelming on the Internet, and the true and false revelations are mixed together. The opponent who was once jealous of her also came out to throw trouble at this time, which made her unable to stand up for a while, and her image was affected. Loss of business endorsement, loss of commercial endorsements, and resistance from the citizens came one after another. Just as she was negotiating with the company to renew her contract, the situation suddenly became worse.

The company refused to renew her contract.

The Feng family also suddenly encountered business problems, and was attacked by competitors. The capital chain was broken for a while, and they were unable to provide funds to support Feng Qingyu's career development.

At this time, the opposite company offered her an olive branch. The president of that company is the hero of this article, Shangguan Yan. Although he does not appear in the entertainment circle, his legend is everywhere in the entertainment circle.

People who have met him say that the Alpha they imagined in their dreams is his appearance, handsome, rich, full of pheromones, like a natural model, with broad shoulders and long legs, and a handsome face like a god descended from the earth.

It's just that Feng Qingyu has no feelings for him. After all, everyone is an Alpha, and natural pheromones are mutually exclusive. She is very grateful for Shangguanyan's help, but she only wants to use her career as a reward. She has never thought about anything else. .

However, Shangguan Yan treats her very differently——

Not only did she give her the best treatment, let the public relations help her clean up her image, she even went to discuss resources with her personally.

Lian Feng Qingyu was once scratched on the back of her neck by a fanatical fan, causing her glands to be damaged. It was Shangguan Yan who took care of her carefully, and didn't even make her family worry about it.

There were many accidents during the recuperation period, but Shangguan Yan always appeared in time again and again, until the story developed like all clichés:

Feng Qingyu realizes that she has actually developed love for Shangguanyan.

When Shangguan Yan helped her in an accident again in time, Feng Qingyu directly asked him if he had a crush on her, but both of them were A, and pheromones were mutually exclusive.

Shangguan Yan looked at her affectionately: "It's okay, love that goes against instinct is more touching, isn't it?"

In this way, they lived happily together.

Seeing that the true love fans here were greatly relieved, they desperately praised Xu Jiao for being a good person, never lashing out, and finally reformed, and even lost a lot of reward tickets to her, and expressed their expectation for them The extra episode after the two got married.

There are also several readers who wrote long comments to praise this powerful story. They said in words that the division of ABO gender has surpassed the original gender and achieved true equality. Double A love is equality in equality. Praise the author for his advanced awareness in this regard.

until……

the next day.

Xu Jiao updated another one, with as many as [-] words, and the readers rushed in eagerly waiting for food.

The content of that chapter is that Feng Qingyu heard a phone call between Shangguan Yan and a friend before their marriage, and it mentioned that a friend he had known for a long time was coming back from abroad, and he wanted to pick it up.

Feng Qingyu felt that the name sounded familiar, so she searched the information of that person curiously, and after entering, she saw the picture of that person in the entry...

She found out that Shangguan Yan's so-called friend was an Omega, and she looked very, very similar to herself.

After further investigation, she found that the damage to her glands had something to do with Shangguan Yan. To put it bluntly, that fanatic fan seemed to be instigated by someone.

Once the seeds of doubt were planted, Feng Qingyu couldn't control her urge to seek the truth.

That chapter ends with—

Feng Qingyu discovered that when she was in the hospital, the medicine she used contained Omega pheromones, that is to say, someone injected Omega pheromones into her incomplete glands, making her an insane person from then on. No monster can develop love for Alpha's kind, but she thought she had overcome her instinct.

……

The readers rushed out holding their knives——

"I take back the words I praised you yesterday. I'm really blind. Really, no, I'm blind. What makes me think that this lady can turn over a new leaf? Dog author, die!"

"I took a sip of candy while I was eating, and suddenly I took a sip of shi, isn't that how I feel now?"

"I'm so fucking equal to men and women. I'm going to chop off the hand that praised you yesterday! Gouxue is worthy of you. Stand-in, entertainment circle, ABO, sadomasochism, and other old things you didn't add Elements, tell me."

"I drew out my 40-meter broadsword and chopped it at you!"

……

Even with her eyes closed, Xu Jiao could still think of the anger that filled the comment section at that time.

Because of her coquettish operation, this book was originally classified as a series of cookies in the recommendations of major books. As a result, when the new chapter came out, those bloggers who tweeted about their feelings felt that they had been deceived. Removed recommendation.

There are also niche people like her who changed the label and changed the "Sweet Cookies" to the "Giant Abusive Giant Dog Blood" series.

The later development was also like that of the ancient abuse texts. Shangguan Yan kept swinging between Bai Yueguang and the stand-in heroine. After he found out who his true love was, he put down his posture and apologized to Qingyu, and once again pursued it with sincerity. After you abused me thousands of times, and I abused you thousands of times, the two finally got together in the finale.

just.

On the day when the little cookie turned into a shocking knife, Xu Jiao was abandoned by the readers, and her click to subscribe plummeted, which made her feel boring even after posting a knife. Tail.

……

now.

After recalling the plot, she was teleported to a new world. She didn't rush to open her eyes, and asked the system, "What is my identity in this world?"

According to her guess, there should be a high probability that they are Feng Qingyu's friends. In the novel, Feng Qingyu's popularity is good, but the circle of friends is only focused on the description, so it is not too difficult to arrange for someone named "Xu Jiao" to enter. , does not affect the overall plot.

And in her opinion, it is not difficult to modify this article into HE at all. Just stand in the perspective of a friend, show up when Feng Qingyu needs help, and give charcoal in a timely manner, and then warn her in time when she falls in love, or Find an opportunity to get to know Shangguan Yan, let him do less flirting, and recognize his own heart in time——

In this way, the ending will be as sweet and beautiful as the readers expected.

Thinking of this, Xu Jiao breathed a sigh of relief.

The system's answer also appeared at this time, and it was a little tricky: "It's a supporting role with a lot of roles in the early stage, but you didn't give the name."

Xu Jiao smiled softly in her heart, and made a good guess for the system: "Is it a friend Feng Qingyu knew when she was young? Let me think about the plot..."

Before she could continue, the system directly rejected it: "No."

Xu Jiao: "?"

The system gave another prompt: "It's an Omega."

Xu Jiao: "..."

Xu Jiao: "!"

Xu Jiao: "Wait, can't you? Could it be—"

At the same time, the system announced the answer with that stereotyped voice: "That's right, the one who married Feng Qingyu, sucked her blood crazily, tied her up for hype, and kicked her away after becoming famous, and turned her around." That stinky Omega wife."

Xu Jiao: "...?"

The system answered without hesitation: "Congratulations to this supporting actor for getting a name. She should feel extremely honored to have the same name as the creator."

Xu Jiao: "..."

She opened her eyes and let out a deadpan expression: "Fuck."