Yu Qing sat obediently on the sofa, watching Xie Shang practice. There was a small wooden table in front of it, with refreshments and Xie Shang's mobile phone on it.

After Xie Shang completed a set of movements again, he sat beside Yu Qing covered in sweat, and no one spoke.

One with fluttering eyes pretended to be calm and took a sip of tea, and the other picked up the mobile phone and played with Snake absent-mindedly. They could feel each other's breathing, the faint smell of sweat, and subtle movements.

The emotional world of young people is simple and complicated, and they don't make it clear to each other, just like this ambiguous and entangled stalemate.

Suddenly, Xie Shang laughed, Yu Qing turned his head and met Xie Shang's eyes that seemed to be full of autumn water, his heart trembled slightly, and soon, he looked away as if nothing had happened.

It's embarrassing to look at, but happy at the same time.

In this way, they secretly tested each other, paying attention to each other unconsciously, and the initial slight goodwill fermented into a deeper and more mellow relationship, which made it impossible for people to leave.

The turning point of the matter happened on the day when Yu Qing found out that Xie Shang hadn't come to the practice room.

After inquiring, Yu Qing realized that Xie Shang seemed to be sick and asked for leave.

The trainees all lived in a four-person dormitory, but Xie Shang's family was a little rich, and because of the number of people, he happened to be vacated, so he simply spent some money to live in a room by himself.

Yu Qing plucked up her courage and took advantage of her privilege to come to the door of Xie Shang's room.

He knocked on the door nervously.

"Who?"

The voice from inside the door was a bit lazy, hoarse and deep, very seductive.

Yu Qing felt her throat was itchy again, Xie Shang's voice was really nice.

He replied dryly, "It's me."

After saying this, he realized that Xie Shang had no idea who he was.

The door opened.

After Xie Shang opened the door, he turned around and sat back on the bed. His face was flushed abnormally, and he looked at Yu Qing indifferently.

"Aren't you coming in?"

Yu Qing was a little embarrassed.

"Come here." Xie Shang's voice became deeper and deeper.

"Are you sick?" Yu Qing asked softly, very gentle and provocative.

"En." Xie Shang lazily replied.

Xie Shang was not actually sick, he gave Yu Qing a playful look, Yu Qing suddenly understood, his face turned red, but he closed the door uncontrollably and walked towards Xie Shang.

"How old are you?" Xie Shang asked.

The boy in front of him had round eyes and a round face, looking pure and lovely.

"Eighteen, I became an adult last month." The answer was a bit cramped.

Xie Shang was relieved, he was about the same age as him, but he was only a few weeks older than him.

"Really? Then I want to have another birthday with you, can I?"

"En." Yu Qing couldn't help but replied with a smile.

Xie Shang looked at Yu Qing and finally understood something, it turns out that this is what he likes.

He used to refuse to agree to girls' pursuit because he felt it was boring, but since this time, he has looked at Yu Qing every day and found it a little interesting.

This little boy always looked at him with wet eyes when he was practicing, and every time he found him, he would look away as if nothing had happened.

But Xie Shang couldn't understand this kind of gaze very well because of his appearance since he was a child.

This pure and lovely young boy likes him and seduces him with his eyes every day.

And he... He thought of the dream before, and his heart itched.

The expression on his face was still indifferent, making it hard to see what was going on, but his movements did not restrain himself.

"Xie Shang, you..." Yu Qing seemed to feel something, and her tone was shy and unbelievable.

"You know my name?" Xie Shang's voice was soft, but his breath was hot.

"Itchy." Yu Qing cried out in a small voice.

"You come here every day, is it to see me?" Xie Shang continued to ask, breathing all the way down.

Yu Qing was poked into something, and didn't know how to answer it.

Seeing Yu Qing's distressed and cute appearance, Xie Shang didn't continue to ask.

After that, the two teenagers played like big cats, tentatively kissing and licking.

……

Because I can see the person I like every day, Xie Shang didn't care about practicing during that time, he didn't care at all, he didn't have any dreams of singing and dancing, and he was very casual about becoming a trainee.At worst, go back and eat and wait to die.

His mum occasionally texts him, roughly saying: 'If it's too hard, you can go home. '

How should I put it, although those two people have never had any love from him since they were young, and they are not very familiar with him, but they will never be short of him in terms of money. From this point of view, he is not really miserable. He lives so muddled, It's all his own reasons.

But now he seems to have someone who makes him feel interesting and interested, and he has a little more expectation for life.

Training for at least eight hours a day, very few teenagers can persevere. There were more than 100 trainees when he came, but after more than a year, there are only dozens of them left in this group. He was holding his breath before, but now that he thinks about it, it seems not bad to continue to study, go to university, and inherit the family business.

Anyway, he is just an ordinary trainee, he has not been selected and trained by the company, has not made his debut, has not signed any important contracts, and does not need to pay huge liquidated damages.

The management of the company also found out that his situation was not right. Originally, they wanted to talk to him, beat him up, describe the bright future of his debut for him, and give him some motivation to continue, but a little accident happened.

Xie Shang also got into fights with other trainees during this period. The word fight was not used properly. To be precise, it was Xie Shang who beat the other party unilaterally and hit him in the face. Although the other party was not seriously injured, the The nature of the matter is quite bad.

The essence of training trainees in entertainment companies is to make money. Xie Shang’s personal conditions are indeed very good, but he is also very uncontrollable. He has the rebelliousness and arrogance of a young man. If he debuts later, Xie Shang will make trouble again. It is not so easy to end.

When he was dismissed by his agent, Xie Shang's expression was calm, but there was no dissatisfaction in his heart.

Although the previous training was really hard, he felt that he was not too bad, because he met Yu Qing, and his life in the past few weeks was much more refreshing than the previous ten years.

After going back to pack his luggage, Xie Shang couldn't help but send Yu Qing a message.

To his surprise, Yu Qing came to him directly.

"You were fired? Is it because of me?" Yu Qing said anxiously.

Xie Shang's expression was cold, and he just gave a low acknowledgment, thinking of you every day, of course he had no intention of practicing.

Then he couldn't help but thought quite amusingly in his heart: No wonder the high school strictly forbids the students to fall in love early, love is really easy to degenerate, especially for a young man like him who has just tasted the sweet rain after a long drought.

He clearly knew that it was a poisonous apple, but he still couldn't help but want to try it secretly. Fighting poison with poison is really fun.

"Do you want to be a big star?" Yu Qing continued to ask, he knew how hard the daily training of trainees was, he thought, for someone as good as Xie Shang to be a trainee, he must be chasing his dream of.

"It's okay." Xie Shang withdrew his thoughts, his tone was contemptuous and a little absent-minded.

"I can help you." Yu Qing thought Xie Shangzai was pretending to be indifferent.

Xie Shang glanced at the serious Yu Qing indifferently, and thought it was very cute. He thought that Yu Qing was going to intercede with the boss, and he also raised a little interest, wanting to tease Yu Qing.

"It's really meaningless to train so hard to be a singing and dancing idol. I want to act in a big-budget movie, can you help me?" Xie Shang said jokingly.

His words are actually very true. If you are an idol, you may indeed have many fans, but the public always thinks that only actors have works, and the hard work and sweat that idols put into singing and dancing are not worth mentioning in the eyes of the public.

Hearing this, Yu Qing suddenly thought of a lot of messy things, and then thought of Xie Shang's various proficient methods and techniques, he just felt suffocated.

In fact, many men are self-taught about these things, such as Xie Shang, not to mention that they haven't done it with real guns yet, it's just foreplay, Xie Shang naturally knows it at his fingertips.

But Yu Qing thought about it, he was so clean because of some psychological obsession with cleanliness. It is impossible for a good-looking person like Xie Shang not to have been in love in school. Thinking of this, he suddenly felt a little sad.

"I'll give you the resources, I want to be your boyfriend in name, that's enough, you have to agree." Yu Qing said panting.

The room was silent.

Because of what Yu Qing blurted out in a hurry, the relationship between the two of them later became cloudy and not so pure and clear.

Unclear ambiguity is the most dangerous and most vulnerable. Tacit love rarely exists. It always needs an identity to feel at ease and to disclose the relationship.

In front of outsiders, Dafangfang said clearly that this person is mine, and a boyfriend who cannot be disclosed always makes people feel insecure and worry about gains and losses.

In Yu Qing's memory, no one has ever expressed their love seriously between them. He wanted to say it, but he never said it.

I love it so much that I get scared.

Xie Shang also said love and liking to Yu Qing, but it was not in a formal occasion, but teasing him.

Even these likings were driven by certain needs. Xie Shang never said "I like you" to him when he was sober.

The relationship between Xie Shang and Yu Qing can be maintained for ten years, which can actually explain some problems. If it is not because of love, not because of reluctance, how could it be possible for such a long time that they only have each other in the world, only when they are with each other , will feel a moment of satisfaction and warmth.

But due to many reasons, the two actually get together less and stay away more, and they don't have a good chat every time they meet.

Yu Qing thinks too much, the pressure from his family, and the living environment he grew up in are not something Xie Shang can understand. The intimacy he wants is not only superficial, but he doesn't know how to tell Xie Shang about many things. .

And Xie Shang's brows and eyes are frosty, and his nature is indifferent. Of course, he just looks indifferent. Maybe it is more accurate to be lazy and dead. He doesn't want to understand, he thinks very little, and he can live a day. Unfortunately, he is selfish.

Ever since he cried and asked his parents to spend more time with him when he was a child, but was rejected, he understood that one cannot live for others.

But if you look carefully, he has not changed since he was a child. Yu Qing likes him who is cold and indifferent. He has always stayed on the high altar and never stepped down, just like when he was a child, until it became a habit and an instinct. .

To this day, he and he are still at the end of the road.

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