As a skilled bamboo horse, gradually change to attack

The sky gradually darkened, and it was the appointed time.

The location of the music classroom is relatively remote, which is completely different from the noisy environment before.The faucet was broken and could not be tightened tightly, and the water dripped into the pool, and the outside wind blew in, making the bathroom window rattling.

The green coat that affected the appearance has been taken off, Jiang Zhou scratched his hair casually, and looked into the mirror.

The person in the mirror had lowered eyebrows and looked a little lazy.Looking at the lowered collar, the collarbone was exposed, thinking of Jiang Linan's appearance when he pulled his clothes last time, he was a little happy, and pulled the zipper up a little, only showing his neck.He pushed his forehead forward a little, covered his eyes for a while, and then creaked, and pushed open the bathroom door.

The corridor was also very quiet, and there was no one there.A dead leaf was blown up by the wind and knocked on the glass window.

A few minutes before the appointed time, he walked slowly towards the window sill, leaning against the wall, looking down from the glass window, he could see those green coats playing in the open space downstairs, he wanted to see Jiang Linan In or not.

After thinking too much, how could Jiang Linan play with that group of people, he sneered, and looked away.

So, what is your attitude, brother?

He leaned his head against the window and put his fingers gently on it.Looking at the shadow reflected in the glass, he thought quietly, it would be great if the hand reflected in it belonged to his brother, he wanted to hold his brother in his hand, his whole body, his whole heart in his hand Here, so that my brother cannot leave his side for a minute or a second.

A man has a few years, and he can't stand the next two years, not even a day.His mind was full of various ideas, the most important one was to completely tie Jiang Lin'an to his side and become an existence that only he could touch.

It will never be possible for anyone to know what kind of ghost he lived in those two years without Jiang Linan, as if his soul had been sucked out, unable to take a step.

Some people may say that he is paranoid in love, but he doesn't care.At the beginning, he was not paranoid, and he hid his heart deeply. He knew that the Jiang family would not allow the heir of his family to love a man, so he took a step back and pretended to be an ignorant His younger brother just lost his temper and just stayed by his brother's side. He didn't want to make things difficult for his brother.

But Jiang Linan left for two years, and he also thought about it for two years.

To love a person, it is love to take him as your own, but it is not love to let him go.

He thought of the night before Jiang Linan left two years ago, he played the piano all night in the huge living room of Jiang's house, every word was a confession, but Jiang Linan didn't even pay a glance to see him.

Jiang Zhou knew very well how a proud person like Jiang Lin'an could endure the humiliation brought by the word illegitimate child, so he would rather not have anything, talk about building a tall building on the ground, even if he is required to start from the bottom in the future, That can also go to the highest height. He doesn't need all the foundations of the Jiang family.

My brother is so unhappy, I will only be happy if I let my brother go.

After playing the piano all night, his fingers seemed to be numb and unconscious. The only person who came to see him was Jiang Gaohan, Jiang Linan's father, his godfather.He was only 16 years old at that time, standing in front of Jiang Gaohan, it was the first time he didn't call him godfather, he called Mr. Jiang.

"Let my brother go, let him go for three years, let him figure it out, let him vent, and finally I will bring him back." Jiang Zhou sat in front of the piano, the thunder outside the window made the room pale, and his face Pale, his brother was unhappy, and he was also unhappy, as if there was a thread connected in their hearts, when Jiang Linan hurts, he hurts too.

For them, an illegitimate child is indeed a big scandal, but Jiang Lin'an is the only son of the Jiang family, and they will never let him go no matter what.At that moment, Jiang Zhou felt for the first time that Jiang Linan was too naive, and all his pride turned into foolishness.

Jiang Linan's sky was broken, and he felt distressed, Jiang Zhou wanted to make it up for him, but he couldn't do it in front of him, he had to let him go.

Jiang Gaohan held the coffee, and the aroma wafted into Jiang Zhou's numb nasal cavity.

"What if I can't bring it back?"

"Bring it back... I will force him to come back and make him hate me."

"It's boring."

Jiang Gaohan walked up to him, and the tall figure shrouded him in darkness. Jiang Zhou felt the oppression brought by the person in power, "I can let him go, and I can even agree with you two to be together. But, What your Jiang family has done is too big, I don’t want you to do it so big, do you understand what I mean?”

Jiang Zhou looked at him with a pale face, opened his dry lips, but didn't say a word.

Jiang Gaohan put the coffee cup on the piano, "Your old lady likes you the most, and it's not difficult to help you be the heir."

The white porcelain coffee cup tilted gradually, dripping down the piano, "Bring Jiang Lin'an back, you marry him, or you marry Meng'er. In short, I want you to give everything in your family, everything bring it here."

16-year-old Jiang Zhou smiled self-deprecatingly as he watched the coffee flow into the keys and onto his white pants.

The boat is naturally straight when it reaches the bridge, but if it can't be straight, it will crash into a wreck.If he is ruined alone, he will be ruined. Three years, before that, it is enough to mend his brother's sky.

"...Okay." Accompanied by another thunderclap, he uttered the word with a wry smile.After that, he understood a lot of things. In a family like theirs, there has never been any real family, friendship and love. Only interests are the most real.

Jiang Linan is a fool, so why is he not.He is still crazy.

He felt that he was not a very clean person, and now even his soul was dirty.

The phone vibrated, jolting his mind back, he opened WeChat and switched to another WeChat account.

-"Boss Jiang": Before dinner, take An An out of school, I want to see him.

Delete chat history.

He drooped his eyes, put the phone back into his bag, and whispered to himself, "Jiang Lin'an, do you love me? If only you loved me, how good would it be?"

In those hundreds of days without Jiang Linan, even looking at the photos, it was difficult for him to imagine the feeling when his brother was by his side. are no longer vivid.

Sometimes I would regret it, I would regret it day and night, regretting letting Jiang Linan go back then.But if you don't want him to go, those proud foolishness will overwhelm him, and Jiang Zhou doesn't regret it anymore, he would rather be sad by himself.

But he still couldn't bear this feeling, so he could only pick up those memories one by one, imitating his brother's appearance, his expression, his way of speaking, and even his least favorite study, in order to make the people in his memory into A little more fleshy, he lay down on the exercise book day and night, writing non-stop, trying to find that familiar shadow in it.Only in this way can those emotions that are constantly collapsing be rebonded again and again, and they can be comforted in the silent night.

However, no matter what, my brother was never there.A fake is always a fake, you can't touch it, you can't touch it, you can't love it, no matter how you imitate it, it's not good.

Two years passed quickly, but very slowly.

It's all right now, and now his brother is by his side again.If possible, he hoped that he would never leave his brother again.

He suddenly remembered the tattoo behind Jiang Linan's ear, and his thumb was firmly pressed against the glass, sliding heavily, making some unpleasant sounds.Wanting to hold the back of his brother's neck like this, he stuck out the tip of his tongue and licked that little canine tooth, wanting to bite on it and cover that tattoo with his own taste.

What does that tattoo mean?No eternal peace?What is there is no eternal peace, if others can't give my brother peace, then only he can give it, only he can give it.

The bell rang throughout the campus.

He opened his cuffs, touched the watch Jiang Linan gave him, and checked the time.Now in the past, just right.

·

When Jiang Zhou finally hit the last key, the music classroom filled with lively tones fell into silence again. After a while, the female teacher leaning on the piano could not hold back her applause, and repeatedly praised : "I'm worried. I said that there is no one who can play the piano at the New Year's concert. I searched for several times, but they were not satisfied. Here you are."

Jiang Zhou pressed his fingers, raised his head and said, "As long as you are satisfied, I went to the piano store to practice for several days before I came here. I was afraid that you would not be satisfied, so I brushed it off."

The female teacher giggled twice, wrote a few words in the notebook, and said, "How can you be dissatisfied? I was worried about it before. The concert is missing a piano. I haven't found it after searching for a long time. You just give it to me." I sent it, and played the first Bumblebee for me. If you have no problem with time, I will set it up for you, this is the only piece of music, suitable for Chinese New Year."

Jiang Zhou nodded, his fingers were a little sore, he got up and closed the piano, and said with a slight smile: "I'm fine, you can do it."

"For practice, I'll try to find free time. You and Abai are both seniors in high school, so I don't want to waste your time too much. It's better to focus on studying."

"Abai?"

"Oh, just Han Yongbai, he recommended you to me last time, don't you know him?"

Hearing this name, Jiang Zhou felt unhappy in his heart. He forced the corners of his mouth, stood aside, and said, "I know it, but I'm not very familiar with it."

"Why are you not familiar? Didn't you have dinner together?" A voice came from the other end of the classroom. Han Yongbai was wearing a white shirt, and the gold border was faintly shining under the fluorescent lamp. I’ve packed up the piano room, and I’m going back to the classroom first.”

Mrs. Chen nodded, looked at the time, and then realized that it was quite late, she waved the pen in her hand, and hurriedly said: "Then you all go back quickly, it's time for evening self-study later, I'll clean up here That's it."

There is no class today, but it is much harder for Jiang Zhou to explain, so he bowed slightly and said goodbye.

"Well, Abai, you pull Xiaozhou into our group." Old Chen reminded behind him, this is the meaning of his show, originally thought that going to that New Year's concert would have to waste a lot of trouble, but unexpectedly After playing a song, it was settled.

Jiang Zhou thanked him and wrote down his contact information before walking out of the classroom with Han Yongbai.

There was nothing to say all the way, Jiang Linan was not around, Jiang Zhou felt that he didn't need to maintain a good face with this person, and his whole person exuded alienation from him from the inside out.

Han Yongbai didn't pay much attention, "I just listened at the door for a while."

Jiang Zhou let out a casual oh.

Han Yongbai smiled and said: "You are here to show off your skills, you have a solid foundation, how many years have you been playing?"

He just came to show off his skills, and he thought that this person was there, so he chose this song.When he arrived and found that there was only one music teacher in the classroom, he still felt a little regretful, but now knowing that Han Yongbai was at the door, he felt a little more at ease.

It is quite successful in showing off its skills, the only shortcoming is that my brother is not around.

But my brother doesn't like to come and listen to these, so forget it, he is no longer like when he was a child, he must bring his brother here to be happy.

He put his hands in his pockets, glanced sideways at Han Yongbai, "None of your business?"

"Pretending to be good in front of Brother An, is that how it is in private?"

Jiang Zhou paused, raised his eyelids impatiently, pierced Han Yongbai's body coldly, and said provocatively: "Brother likes my appearance, are you jealous?"

"You like him." Han Yongbai smiled, and didn't pay too much attention to Jiang Zhou's provocative look, "If Brother An knew, the person he has always treated as a younger brother would have a bad opinion of him. What do you think, what would he think?"

This problem is also a problem that has plagued Jiang Zhou for so long. There is not a day when he does not want to leave his identity as a younger brother. To put it another way, it doesn't matter to be a younger brother, but he still wants to be Jiang Linan's other half.

He has picked up a lot of things from his memories, and pieced them together bit by bit, making him think that maybe his brother loves him.It wasn't the kind of love between brothers, it wasn't the kind of love Jiang Linan had for Jiang Liumeng, it was the kind of love between lovers.

But he wasn't sure, so from the first day he came to this school, he kept testing, and he felt more and more that there might be a little special feeling in his brother's feelings for him.

"What will my brother think?" Jiang Zhou showed a contemptuous smile, "If you want me to say, my brother will be happy."

Han Yongbai shook his head, "Happy? If you really thought Brother An would be happy, you would have confessed your love long ago, didn't you?"

The smile on Jiang Zhou's face froze for a moment, but he recovered quickly, "What does it have to do with you when I confess my love? Could it be that you thought that brother would be interested in people like you?"

"I didn't think so. Brother An really didn't think about talking to me."

"Even if you are self-aware, you are not too stupid." Jiang Zhou looked him up and down, raised his eyebrows, and said: "Actually, your conditions are quite good, so many people are chasing you, so don't hang around my brother anymore. Come on, don't hang yourself from a tree."

Han Yongbai straightened his cuffs, revealing the gentleness of a scholar, he lowered his eyes and smiled: "I'm not the kind of person who always gives up after chasing the person I like, aren't you hanging on this tree? "

"Me?" Jiang Zhou chuckled, his eyes fell on the ground, and he said in a light tone: "I'm different from you, I hanged myself a long time ago."

He quickened his pace and walked towards the stairwell. He had nothing to talk to this man, and he didn't want to pay any attention to it.There is still some time now, where should my brother sneak away, but after not seeing him for a while, he actually feels that he misses his brother, and just wants to go back quickly.

"There is one thing, I don't know if you have heard of it." Han Yongbai followed behind him unhurriedly, "In the last session, someone confessed to Brother An and asked him if he liked anyone."

Jiang Zhou walked a little slower, wanting to hear what he was going to say again.

"Ange said no."

Jiang Zhou frowned slightly, and clenched his hands tightly.

"The man asked him if he could try to be together. He didn't refuse, but said, think about it."

Not consider.

These two words suddenly plunged into Jiang Zhou's heart and stung him.

It's not that he hasn't thought about whether his brother has had any boyfriend or girlfriend in these years.Before coming here, he even thought that his brother had a boyfriend. If so, it would take a lot of effort to break up his brother.

Fortunately not.

"You should understand the meaning of this sentence very well." Han Yongbai said again: "Although Brother An is a bit difficult to catch up with, it's not impossible to catch up. With such a big age, I can't grab the first place in my grade. , Others, I really have nothing I want to do that I haven’t done.”

He walked to Jiang Zhou, "I'm not afraid of being robbed."

Jiang Zhou gouged him out, his eyes were full of hostility, seeing his confident expression, his mood dropped.

This kind of person is also suitable for Brother Xiao Xiang?What is he?The only one who can touch his brother is himself.

"Am I afraid that someone will rob me?" He uttered these words coldly.

He is not afraid that someone will like his elder brother, it will only represent how good the person he loves is.

But the one who can really have a brother can only be him.

Let my brother go away for two years, this time no matter whether my brother will go back with him or not, he will not let go again, people are hanged on the tree, how can I let go.

There was a commotion not far ahead, a boy who looked a little fat was suddenly kicked to the ground, followed by two people who put their feet on the boy's waist.

"Damn it, you don't have eyes when you walk, how dare you hit me?" One of them kicked and cursed.

Han Yongbai snorted, "Luo Hao?"

"You know him?" Jiang Zhou asked with narrowed eyes.

"The students in our class have good grades, but there is something wrong with their brains."

"It looks like school violence," Jiang Zhou clacked his hands, raised his chin slightly, and said in a harsh tone, "It just so happens that I was made into a bad mood by some people, my lord."