Yep

In 2009, China.

After being caught at the airport, Sheng Xunshu has forgotten what kind of quarrels and wars he experienced.

But after that, he was finally able to go back to school and continue his studies.

He is in Beijing, and his family is far away in the other direction of the motherland. He knows that Xu Jianian's house has been sold, and the one who bought the other's house seems to be a couple who are planning to have a newborn next year.

Then his mother called, and their family was about to sell the house, because his father suspected that people in the community knew about him and Sheng Xunshu, and pointed them out behind their backs.

When she said this, Sheng's mother's tone implied accusation.

But Sheng Xunshu no longer felt anything in his heart.He didn't even bother to say "don't sell the house" and nobody cared what he said.

He hung up the phone and refocused all his energy on going to the United States to meet Xu Jianian.

Xu Jianian met Sheng Xunshu.

Outside his school, the people who came from China were full of dust, their sneakers were dirty, their clothes were wrinkled, and they didn't even notice a gray mark on their faces.

The moment they met, Sheng Xunshu's eyes sparkled, he was all in his eyes, and only him in his eyes.

as i thought.

There have been many omens in the past showing today.

Xu Jianian was a little sad.

Wrong to come to see me, he did what he said.

But how did he save the money?

How many jobs did he have?

All those times I called and he didn't answer, was he working and racing every second to see me?

Does he have the energy to focus on other things?

For example, his own studies and future?

Sheng Xunshu met Xu Jianian.

In a world-renowned university, Xu Jianian was wearing a suit and school uniform, surrounded by classmates who were equally well-dressed.

He couldn't help but look at his clothes.

He hasn't paid attention to his clothes for a long time.

He found himself sloppy, in stark contrast to Xu Jianian and the others.

He hesitated a little.

Maybe... I should tidy myself up and meet Xu Jianian again?

When I see you right, it should be better than now?

Three months and 21 days.

This was the time when Xu Jianian and Sheng Xunshu separated, much longer than when Xu Jianian returned to his hometown when they were in elementary school.But what is better now than in the past is that they still have mobile phones, so they can contact each other at any time and learn about each other's current situation.

It was almost dusk, so Xu Jianian took Sheng Xunshu to a special dinner near the school—to be honest, it wasn't that special.

Then, he took Sheng Xunshu to visit his school.

He went to a top school in China, and he went to a top school abroad.

This school has a long history and covers a vast area. The people who come and go on the campus are all successful people and those who are about to succeed. Even if they are tired, their faces are full of confidence and vitality.

While wandering around, Sheng Xunshu unknowingly walked behind Xu Jianian.

Xu Jianian stopped, waited for Sheng Xunshu, and pulled him forward together.

They stepped on square bricks, turned around flower trees, passed by every building that left a reputation in history, and finally arrived at Xu Jianian's dormitory.

It was dark already.

The bed in the dormitory is under the small window. After taking a shower, lying on the bed, I can see the silence of the moonlit night and the setting of stars in the sky.

This reminded Sheng Xunshu of a night they spent in college.

That night, they also rested together in a similar room, and the stars and moonlit nights in their dreams came in turn.

The door was suddenly pushed open.

After taking a shower, Xu Jianian opened the door and came in. He kicked his slippers, wiped his hair, sat on the bed, and asked Sheng Xunshu: "When you were chatting with me before, you said that you really want to try to major in painting and apply across departments. Have you submitted it?"

Sheng Xunshu sat up.

He looked at Xu Jianian, without beginning or end, and suddenly asked: "Xu Jianian... Is there any time when you particularly want me to do something?"

If yes yes there is any expectation from me.

Sheng Xunshu thought.

No matter what it is, I will definitely promise to do it immediately.

Xu Jianian's eyes stopped on Sheng Xunshu's face.

I got it wrong.

he thought.

Wrong Wrong made a lot of efforts to come to see me, so hard that he didn't have the energy to pay attention to other things, even if those things were his own.

But this is not right.

I like being wrong.

That's why I can't let the mistakes just follow me.

"Wrong, wrong." Xu Jianian said, "I don't have any hope for you, I just hope that you live every day well."

In the blink of an eye, Sheng Xunshu understood what Xu Jianian meant.

Sheng Xunshu lowered his head, and when he raised it again, tears were floating in his eyes.

"Xu Jianian..."

If someone has to make a decision.

Xu Jianian took a deep breath to cheer himself up.

Then let me make that decision.

"Wrong, wrong." Xu Jianian said clearly, "We—"

"Xu Jianian, I know what you think!" Sheng Xunshu cut off his words. He didn't let Xu Jianian say that sentence. During this relationship, he avoided and made wrong decisions, but at this time, he understood his heart, and understand Xu Jianian's heart.

Then they can no longer make tortuous choices.

They can make everything clear.

"Xu Jianian, I know it's wrong to chase you like this... In order to catch up with you, I put everything else down and don't pay attention... But you don't want me like this, do you?"

"You want me to pursue my own life, build my own life, and make myself better and better."

"We should change to a more correct way of getting along."

"I will become better and stronger. When I can truly control my life and come to you easily, we will be together, okay?"

Sheng Xunshu held Xu Jianian's hand.

Tears nearly overflowed his eyes, but didn't fall.

He smiled brightly.

"Yes, you have to work hard, you have to go further——I will definitely come to you."

2009-2013, United States.

Xu Jianian continued his studies in the United States.

He also encountered some bad things. The fraternities in the school rejected people of yellow race, and some people always made some "innocuous" jokes on him.So he responded with a "harmless" joke.

His little joke was first noticed by the school's professors, and after a certain scientific research result came out, it was noticed by the higher school leaders.

He was admitted to the graduate school of this school.

When he was a graduate student, he had already become a researcher in a research institute.

During this period, he wrote some papers, expounding some conjectures and experimental results. The results were quite gratifying, and he was also qualified to speak at some physics conferences.

In his spare time, he didn't search for news about Sheng Xunshu, but he paid attention to the photography industry.

Around 2011, some familiar photos appeared in the places he was concerned about.

Of course he has never seen those photos, but the characteristics of the photographers revealed in those photos gave him a lot of familiarity.

He doesn't need to look at the photographer's name, just look at the photo itself, and he knows whose work it is.

He stands in the photography gallery, admiring the photos.

This is what he had hoped that Cuicao could do, and Cuicuo finally did it.

Love is beautiful.

But we live in reality, and we must compromise with reality.

Love is a luxury in life, while "self" is a necessity in life.

Luxuries can be put aside temporarily.

But the pursuit of "self" cannot be relaxed all the time.

So I separated from him for a while.

Cuicuo and I grew up together, no matter what happens with him, I will do my best to guide him to a better path.

I hope he can live better and better.

2009-2013, China.

Sheng Xunshu returned to school from the United States.

He tidied himself up, blended into the group, and attended classes well. He himself forgot the academic pursuits he had told Xu Jianian, but Xu Jianian still remembered them for him.

So he also picked up these things one by one, they were things he liked in the first place. Although he always thought about Xu Jianian, he was able to focus on everything related to his studies.

In his free time, he still works part-time.

But it is no longer to go to the United States to meet Xu Jianian, but to save money for better lenses, save money to go to various places to collect music, and also save money to learn from experts who he thinks are particularly good.

Then came the photography job.

It wasn't even paid in the first place.

Sheng Xunshu didn't take it seriously, and every time he picked it up, he did his best to complete it. But after a while, he gradually gained some fame and began to have some paid jobs.

After four years of university, when he was about to graduate, Sheng Xunshu was already quite famous, and even occasionally received job invitations from abroad.

His father asked him to go home to work, and he also went back home, but only bought back the house that his parents had sold, as a temporary foothold, and then continued to work all over the world.

Among them, he did not forget Xu Jianian for a single day.

It's not that I remember it deliberately, but I can't help but put the photo of Xu Jianian and myself on the cabinet, set the photo of Xu Jianian and myself as the screen saver, and then put a photo of him alone in my portable notebook, everything has become a habit.

Then he involuntarily searched for Xu Jianian's information.

What papers did he publish, what speeches he gave, and what awards he won.

Every time he wants to go forward.

Every time he was a little confused.

Am I able to come forward?Have I caught up with Xu Jianian?

This time, can I really go up, hold his hand, and never let go because of any force?

year after year.

Until ten days ago, Sheng Xunshu finished a project, went back to his hometown, and met the young Xu Jianian.

So all the dusty emotions came out like a torrent.

2013, United States.

It was another morning, and the sun was just right.

The bird standing on the young shoots wakes up the morning with a gentle cry. A squirrel holds a pine cone and stands outside the window of Xu Jianian's bedroom with a hedgehog with a fruit on its back, and is startled by the sudden opening of the window. It jumped up to the top of the tree and disappeared.

The hedgehog was still standing there, staring blankly at Xu Jianian.

The hedgehog that was given to Sheng Xunshu by Xu Jianian when he was young, and then returned to Xu Jianian's hands, died a long time ago. At that time, Xu Jianian also set up a small grave for the hedgehog in the community.Now there is a new hedgehog coming to the door, guarding in front of the window every day, not knowing what he wants to do.

Xu Jianian gave the hedgehog a sideways look, and pinched the hedgehog's spines.

Are all hedgehogs this stupid?

Forget it, compared to humans, at least hedgehogs are cute when they are stupid.

He squeezed a piece of fruit from the fruit plate and threw it to the other party, changed his clothes, ate breakfast, and went out with the materials.

The gate opened, and someone was sitting on a park chair in the community.

At the same time, the other party also saw him.

Four years, thousands of days, is really a bit long.

Sheng Xunshu jumped up from his seat.

He dropped the luggage at his feet and strode towards Xu Jianian.

When he came here, he thought about a lot of things to say to Xu Jianian.

But when two people actually meet.

When the figure in memory appeared in front of him alive.

All the words I wanted to say disappeared like a cloud of smoke.

Only the last sentence is left, planted in the heart, wrapped and cared for by a thick heart, until the most suitable time, it breaks out of the ground.

"Yes, long time no see."

Xu Jianian replied:

"Wrong, long time no see."

Time flies, goodbye as before.

Love is not necessary for you and me to live.

But I know that love makes people better.

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The author has something to say:

On the day of 520, I finally finished the modification. It was not easy... I always felt that it was only a little bit worse, and in the end it was this little bit of change that made me crazy and collapsed for a while...orzzzzz

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Let’s talk about... the idea of ​​revising the text over the years (.

Generally, after I finish writing an article, I will revise it again, get rid of the relatively redundant parts in the serialization, and then write some obscure expressions in the serialization to be more clear.

The revision of this article is also based on this idea, and at the same time balances the reality and cuteness of the little dessert.Now that the draft is almost finalized, if you want to change it later, it will be a small adjustment in the details.

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This modification is divided into two parts.

A large part is to reduce the number of words on the basis of retaining the plot of childhood.

A big part is to sort out a line of Sheng Xunshu and make some adjustments for his character.

需要大家重新看一下的部分为前三卷小对对见大错错，分别在3、9、14、21、22、24，第四卷则从28章左右看起。

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In the end, the benefit of the free article probably lies in... finally being able to put the revised version on Jinjiang instead of just storing it on the hard disk and in the published manuscript? (. Another disadvantage is that there is no urgency to revise the V text... I thought of the fear of writing 9000 and deleting 6000 and leaving 3000, and the fear of writing until midnight every day to catch up with the manuscript...

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