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At first, the light just shrouded Xie Mian's surroundings.

After confirming that he really blocked the hot water, the red light suddenly expanded, dragging the whole room into it.Through the halo, Xie Mian could see the high-temperature twisting of the air.

But the illusion was unmoved, the woman didn't seem to see the changes in front of her, and she walked past her child indifferently like countless times before, and went to busy with her own affairs.

The brightness of the light slowly rose again.

Xie Mian subconsciously wanted to stop him: "Fei Zhi, it's useless."

Xie Mian was taken aback when the words came out.Originally, after the plot of this illusion began, he had no way to control this body.

Xie Mian screamed, the light that shrouded his eyes gradually showed Lu Feizhi's appearance.

It was the adult Lu Feizhi whom he hadn't seen for a long, long time.

Lu Feizhi knelt down in front of him and hugged him firmly in his arms.

Xie Mian sighed, and said softly, "You shouldn't force it out."

It's not that Lu Feizhi wanted to be that stupid little canary, it's just that he had consumed too much before, so he turned back to his childhood to recuperate.It is best to let it go with the flow.Forcibly waking up, I don't know what price I will pay.

Lu Feizhi didn't speak.

No matter how many times Xie Mian has experienced it, he has watched it as many times as possible.Again and again, like a thousand arrows piercing the heart.

How is it possible, not to come out?It would be nice if we could come out earlier.

A little earlier, a little earlier, as early as Ah Mian's real childhood, it would be fine.

This scene is very strange. The tall young man holds the thin child in his arms, which is a gesture of complete protection.But the protected child was gentle and calm, but the young man was so angry that his whole body was shaking.

Xie Mian leaned into Lu Feizhi's arms, paused, and then explained: "This is just my memory. That woman is my mother."

It's all really weird.

This place is weird, the woman and Ah Mian also look weird, and Ah Mian's behavior just now obviously doesn't look like a loss of soul.

But Lu Feizhi didn't think about that.He just held Xie Mian's face, kissed Xie Mian's eyes once, heavy and embarrassed, and said incoherently: "It's okay."

"Don't be afraid."

"I, I'll help you block it."

Xie Mian still looks like a child, these kisses have no other meaning.Just like when Lu Feizhi was unhappy when he was young, Lu Lan gently pecked his feathers for him, it was the most gentle comfort out of instinct.

Xie Mian felt drops of water dripping on the back of his hand, which made him shrink back suddenly.

Xie Mian finally understood why tears were always described as "hot" even though they were not very hot.

It turned out that this is how it feels.

This was the first time Xie Mian saw Lu Feizhi's tears.

When she was wandering alone when she was a child; when she was hunted down by the enemy when she was young; even when Xie Mian refused his love and went to Yinxue City, she never shed tears.

It could be seen that Lu Feizhi desperately tried to hold back, but tears fell from the corners of his eyes.

He was so embarrassed, so painful.

It was as if he was the one who was pushed down, scalded, trampled and humiliated.

Xie Mian raised her hand to wipe Lu Feizhi's tears, comforting him: "This is the last time. I will never live with them again."

When the nanny came back, she found out about this and was very scared, so she called Xie Mian's grandfather.

Xie Mian stayed in the hospital for a long time, because of burns, and because he lay on the ground with wet clothes for a long time, he had a high fever until he became unconscious.

When he was discharged from the hospital, he was taken to the Xie family's old house, and since then he has been in various relatives' homes until now.

Later, Zhong Tingyu also visited him a few times, but he either avoided seeing him or kept silent.Slowly, Zhong Tingyu stopped coming.

Lu Feizhi didn't feel comforted.He looked at the young Xie Mian, his eyes were red, and said softly, "I hate it so much."

Hate Zhong Tingyu, hate Xie Huai, hate those who have the responsibility to take care of Xie Mian, but don't care about it.

He had never hated anyone this much, not even the Yun family who had harmed him many times, had never hated anyone so deeply and deeply.

His hatred even entered into his spiritual power.The red light that spread in the illusion was gradually no longer as pure as before, but tinged with a fishy smell.

"It's not worth it." Xie Mian realized that Lu Feizhi's mood was not right.He leaned against Lu Feizhi's forehead and looked into Lu Feizhi's eyes, "There's no need to care about this kind of person. It's never her that I'm afraid of."

Not the pot of hot water.It is not the neglect and harm of the biological mother.

Xie Mian couldn't figure out why he was trapped in this scene since he had grown up and was no longer the weak and expectant child facing Zhong Tingyu.

Until this moment, looking at Lu Feizhi's red eyes and his painful body, Xie Mian finally figured it out.

It turned out that what he was afraid of was that his sincerity would be trampled on, abandoned, and that he would not get a response for his efforts.

It is the cowardly self who would rather draw the ground into a prison than dare to take the initiative to reach out to anyone in order not to be hurt again.

That basin of water once left a big scar on Xie Mian's body.Xie Mian also started from this, learned to be polite and alienated; learned not to have expectations.

Later when he arrived at Yun Miao, he thought that the scar had disappeared.

Does that scar still remain in his heart?

After returning from Yinxue City, he never expressed his feelings to Lu Feizhi.Apart from the fact that Lu Feizhi returned to childhood and couldn't understand those words, is there really no reason for timidity?

Xie Mian laughed and asked Lu Feizhi, "Do you want to know what I'm afraid of?"

After the words fell, the figure of the child in Lu Feizhi's arms suddenly became blurred and gradually elongated.

The content of the illusion is still going on, but the protagonist, the child, has completely disappeared.

Instead, it was Xie Mian who became an adult.It was the gentle and handsome young man that Lu Feizhi was familiar with.

That's right, that frail and young child who would feel pain and helpless because of his mother's neglect had grown up in the long years.

He didn't become resentful, nor bitter and dark, he grew into such a nice, gentle and brave young man.

Xie Mian looked into Lu Feizhi's eyes with a serious expression: "I'm still very scared. Maybe I can't get rid of this problem in this life."

Timid and defensive, if you give out a little sincerity, you are afraid that others will sneer at it and knock the dust off.

All his fears are related to love.

"But I'm willing to work up the courage again and try again."

This time it was Lu Feizhi who reached out first, and it was Lu Feizhi who gave him enough love and tolerance, enough for him to try again and reach out once more.

Lu Feizhi stared blankly at Xie Mian, who had grown up in an instant, and didn't respond.

But it doesn't matter if he responds or not.

Because Xie Mian covered Lu Feizhi's eyes, leaned over, and kissed his lips.

Lu Feizhi froze.

Xie Mian's kiss was very light, as soon as he touched it, he left.He even had leisure time, thinking about how to talk to Lu Feizhi after he backed away.Lu Feizhi didn't give him this chance.

Because the softness that had just left just now caught up again.

That can't even be called soft.

Because the opponent bumped into him viciously, it even hurt a little.

The surrounding illusion was not broken, the woman was wearing high heels, walking around on the wooden floor, making harsh noises.But no one cares about her anymore.

Because they were rolling on the floor kissing.

Xie Mian didn't even know when they lay down on the floor.He just hugged Lu Feizhi's neck tightly.

None of them had ever done such a thing, they were clumsy, lip-toothed from time to time, without any skill.

But they are so serious, so devoted, and feel each other's temperature and taste.

During the years when Xie Mian left, Lu Feizhi occasionally sat on the city wall late at night, looking in the direction of Yinxue City, and couldn't help but ask himself.

Why do you have to be a monk?In fact, if Ah Mian doesn't want to, what's wrong with being friends like in the past?

Kissing, going to bed, these things may not be so important.It's just the simplest flesh/body/desire/desire.

Until now, he pressed Xie Mian to the floor, pinched the back of Xie Mian's neck, and licked his softness inch by inch in the posture of a predator.But Xie Mian not only didn't resist at all, he even opened his lips and raised his head slightly to meet him.

Lu Feizhi finally understood why he was still unwilling to just be friends.

Yeah, that's the way it should be.

He and Xie Mian should have such a relationship.

They entangle each other.

They are very close.

The author has something to say: finally wrote here!When Fat Chi takes the initiative, it will be the Year of the Monkey, let us Ah Mian do it.

Alas, when I saw the comments, some little angels asked, didn't I write clearly enough, young young young young, important things are said three times.Ah Mian was already a young man when he kissed!Children can only poke each other's bellies with Fat Jiu!Only adults can roll around!

good night.