I admit my mistake

one,

Ji Yun deeply likes Zhao Mei, this is not a secret.Because almost everyone in Linglan High School knew about it, and after his failed confession, he naturally became the laughing stock of everyone.

Zhao Mei is an Alpha, a high-quality male A, one of the Linglan school grass, and the second is Ji Yunshen.Even though Zhao Mei has a more delicate face than most Omegas and uses a very feminine name, his height of 1.90 and his aura are enough to show his characteristics as a pure A, not to mention It is said that Zhao Mei's pheromone pressure is extremely frightening.

Ji Yunshen, male, [-] years old, has not differentiated the second gender for a long time.Why did the dignified school grass No. [-] become the laughing stock of the whole school?Especially in this alliance era where the three major genders of ABO have been liberated.

Long story.

Zhao Mei matured precociously and stood tall among his peers, so he was a very reliable big brother at first glance.

When Ji Yunshen was about eight years old, he got lost in the downtown area with his servants at home, and accidentally abducted him to the station, blinking his big eyes, and got into the car behind the adult. I thought it was a child brought out by others, so I didn't pay attention.

Then he came to a place several stops away from his home. It was already late at that time, and Ji Yunshen turned around and went to an unknown alley, so that no one found him when the stars appeared.

Xiaoyun, who was hungry, cried deeply, crying and crying, and saw a particularly good-looking big brother sitting at the entrance of the alley.

At that time, Zhao Mei was 11 years old, her parents had just divorced, and she was particularly depressed.He went back to this place where they used to live and tried to pick up something, but he couldn't find anything.Someone else had already lived in the small rented house back then, and in a villa far, far away from here, the man had another woman in his arms.

It seemed that everything was broken, he couldn't put together anything, he could only watch those memories disappear in this alley together with the cold wind.

Just when his tears were about to fall, Zhao Mei was hugged by a soft and cute bun.

Baozi's tears fell like he didn't want money, and he wiped his tears and snot on his body while crying, "Brother...I'm so hungry..."

Zhao Mei himself is not yet an adult, he looked at this bun in a daze, looked around, but found no parents, maybe Baozi cried too badly, Zhao Mei didn't have the heart to leave him, and asked , "Where are your parents?"

Xiao Yun took a deep breath, "Mummy is at work, I'm in the car, woo woo woo, brother, I'm hungry."

Zhao Mei had no choice but to dry Xiao Baozi's tears, then took out his pocket money and bought him a small portion of bread and milk.

Xiao Yunshen was full, and Zhao Mei wiped the bread crumbs from his mouth like looking after a child.Later, Baozi was sleepy and coquettishly wanted to be hugged, Zhao Mei didn't have experience in dealing with children, so he didn't dare to move around.But Baozi seemed to be crying again, so he could only pick him up and sing softly.

two,

How he got home later, Ji Yunshen no longer remembers.At that time, he was too young to remember much more. He only knew that his elder brother had a mole in the corner of his eye and a very special birthmark on the back of his neck.

It was only after he went to Linglan that Ji Yunshen knew that his eldest brother was Zhao Mei.

Linglan High School has a six-year system, Ji Yunshen is in the third year this year, and Zhao Mei is in the sixth year.

Ji Yunshen chased after Zhao Mei for three years and bumped into walls countless times.

Except for his good friend Su Wenwen, he didn't tell anyone else about this childhood experience.

"You don't know, big brother is gentle, and he sings very well." Ji Yunshen acted longingly, while recalling his big brother, and at the same time recalling Zhao Mei's handsome face with 360 degrees and no dead ends.

Su Wenwen punctured him mercilessly, "The gentle Zhao Mei coldly rejected you fifty times, and his rumored boyfriend is Gu Qiu, wake up, it's daytime, not the time to dream."

When Ji Yunshen first pursued Zhao Mei, he had built a body of copper and iron, his face was as thick as a city wall, and his mentality was unbelievably good, "It's only fifty times, and you also said that he is a rumored boyfriend, not a real boyfriend. .Before we were together, I still had a chance."

"So this is you?"

Ji Yunshen said arrogantly, "Preparing a confession!"

"??? Are you enough? I've heard that, that little sheep, Gu Qiu, doesn't seem to be as gentle and gentle as he looks. Be careful, I always have a bad feeling, tsk, my eyelids are twitching."

"You're thinking too much. He must be Zhao Mei's good friend. If it's really a boyfriend, Zhao Mei's personality makes no sense to hide it." Ji Yunshen didn't take it seriously, "Hey, here it is!"

Ji Yunshen was upstairs looking down, and caught Zhao Mei's tall and straight figure from a distance. He quickly put on his equipment, rushed downstairs like flying, and read the typed manuscript again.

After finally coming to the lover of his dreams, Ji Yunshen smiled brightly, and before he had time to say a line he had prepared, he sensed that something was wrong with the atmosphere.

Zhao Mei's face was terribly ugly.He looked at Ji Yunshen as if he was looking at the dirtiest thing in the world.

Ji Yunshen's heart skipped a beat.

"In the studio, did you push Gu Qiu?"

This was the first time in three years that Zhao Mei took the initiative to talk to him.

"What?" Ji Yunshen's smile stopped abruptly, what...studio?

"The surveillance video is clearly captured. I have said many times that I don't like you like this. Don't pester me anymore. Also, our business has nothing to do with Gu Qiu. Please go and apologize to him."

This was the first time Ji Yunshen saw such deep disgust in Zhao Mei's eyes, and the sense of powerlessness engulfed him deeply.

"Is there some misunderstanding? I haven't been to the studio these days, and I haven't seen Gu Qiu, senior, I..."

"Then tell me, where were you yesterday? You didn't push him. Could it be that Gu Qiu fell down the stairs and slandered someone like you? You have to admit it, and don't let people look down on you."

Ji Yunshen seemed to have fallen to the bottom of the valley, he was a little dazed, and couldn't believe that these words were spoken by the person in front of him.The Zhao Mei he likes, the gentle one, will dry his tears, buy milk for him, and sing songs to coax his big brother.

Ji Yunshen's mind seemed to be buzzing, he could hardly hear his own voice.

"What do you mean, someone like me?"

Zhao Mei didn't say anything more, but gave him a disgusted look, and added before leaving, "If you let me know that you bully Gu Qiu again, I won't be polite."

Ji Yunshen could no longer hear anything, everything around him seemed to be blurring, blurring, and gradually moving away from him, leaving only a gray barren, without any extra color.The light that fell from the sky at the beginning also dissipated in this silence.

I didn't push him.

He said in his heart, but his lips did not move again.

For the whole day, Ji Yunshen didn't know how he spent it.

The pointing and pointing of the students has also changed from the original ridicule to the current abuse. It is nothing more than saying that he bullies others, bullies good students because of his family's mines, hurts people maliciously, and angers the rumored boyfriend of the male god because he can't get what he asks... …

In fact, Ji Yunshen didn't care much about what other people said, but that was in the past.But now, every sentence is like a knife, piercing his heart one by one.

"Dujing's mother loves to gossip. If you have the ability, you should buy a mine at home and try it." Su Wenwen slapped the table, Alpha's strong pheromone shocked everyone, and the chirping voice became a little quieter.

Ji Yunshen's mind was in a mess, he didn't want to question Gu Qiu why he slandered him, he even had the surveillance video, obviously he had made all the preparations.What's the point of him asking or not asking, it's obvious, isn't it?

What he cared more about was Zhao Mei's sentence, "A person like you".

What kind of person am I?For three years, I have secretly bought breakfast for you, have been secretly cleaning up the studio for you in advance, and always remembered to turn off the air conditioner in the studio after you fell asleep, and ran to the neighboring city in the rain to help you get the star’s autograph... ...I have always liked you so much.What kind of person am I, Zhao Mei?

Originally, Ji Yunshen just thought that Zhao Mei didn't have feelings for him and he had to be polite, so he turned a blind eye to all of this, and that's why he treated him so coldly, with an alienated attitude of rejecting others thousands of miles away.It turned out that I imagined it too beautifully. He has always hated me very much. Was it because of Gu Qiu's incident that he completely broke out?Does he really like Gu Qiu?Because he was afraid that I would bully him, so he never showed it?

Everything seems to be strung together, Zhao Mei has a cleanliness habit, he never drinks from other people's cups, and he never picks up anything handed over by O and B, except for Gu Qiu.He only drank Gu Qiu's water.

He would only wait for Gu Qiu from different grades after school, and then go to dinner with him.

He would also specially go to Gu Qiu's classroom to tutor him in his studies.

And many, many more.The cold Zhao Mei, only treats Gu Qiu differently.That person has his only special treatment.

Why did he think it was just friendship in the past? Sure enough, it was because he felt so good about himself, always thinking that Zhao Mei would fall in love with him one day.Or is it because I just feel that the way Zhao Mei looks at Gu Qiu doesn't have the kind of eyes that should be there?

Ji Yunshen thought about it again. In the basketball game last year, he happily handed water to Zhao Mei, and Zhao Mei didn't know whether he saw it or didn't see it. The water bottle knocked over to the ground.

Ji Yunshen thought he just didn't notice himself.

But he walked towards Gu Qiu.

Yesterday, I queued for a whole day at Professor Xu's autograph session and got a limited edition autographed book by your favorite author, but I didn't have time to give it to you.Ji Yun thought to himself, he will not give any more in the future, there is no future.

"Su Wenwen, I'm home." Ji Yunshen's voice was very soft, and he looked terribly calm.

Su Wenwen was a little worried about him, "Ji Yunshen, you..."

"I'm fine, I didn't push him. You go to class, I want to go home and sleep, it's uncomfortable to sleep here."

Whispering started again, Ji Yunshen thought nonchalantly, yes, that's how he is, the bottom of the grade, not doing his job properly, just doing nothing.

But so what.

What happened to Gu Qiu, he didn't do it, he just didn't do it, it's impossible to admit it, and he won't take the blame for something like a broken relationship for no reason.

When you turn around and feel better, clean him up, clean up openly and cleanly.Just like cleaning Zhao Mei's studio in the past.

three,

"Found it? Who pushed him?"

Ji Yun lay lazily on the bed, unbuttoned his shirt a few times, revealing his beautiful collarbone and fair skin, and his hair was a little messy.

He just woke up, holding the mobile phone in one hand, and covering his eyes with the other hand. I don't know if it's because of the glare of the light or some other reason.

"That man is Gu Qiu's suitor, not Linglan's student. The surveillance only captured his back view, but he was wearing the clothes you usually wear that day, and he has a bracelet very similar to yours. The two people didn't know what they were arguing about, and Gu Qiu accidentally fell down the stairs. There was only one section of monitoring, and what Zhao Mei saw should have been manipulated, and it was a little blurry, so they misunderstood. Hospital, he obviously knew about the school’s affairs, but he didn’t explain it. His attitude was ambiguous, and he was suspected of pretending to be pitiful and innocent to follow the public opinion to frame you. Finally… about him being pushed down by you, these rumors originated from Gu Qiu's friend passed it on."

"Okay, I see, send me the original surveillance video, and then find the person in the video."

After saying the last word, he threw the phone on the ground without hesitation.

Ji Yunshen unbuttoned his shirt, walked into the bathroom, and turned on the switch to let the cold water wash over his body over and over again.At first, except for the faint smell of alcohol on Su Wenwen's body, he could not smell anyone's pheromone.

But in other people's descriptions, Su Wenwen's pheromone is obviously hot and strong, not that clear and light taste at all.

Later, when he found his big brother, Ji Yunshen was very happy, he could smell his big brother!I can't tell what exactly Zhao Mei's pheromone is, but it has a very special smell that is different from others.It's like standing on a high cliff, when the wind blows, the air has the fragrance of grass and land, and at the same time, accompanied by the freedom and wildness of the eagle circling up, one step forward, you can fly high into the sky against the wind, It is also possible to fall to the bottom.

But in the eyes of others, Zhao Mei is a rare Alpha with powerful pheromones but tasteless.

And, who knows, the cliff has already had a flower to shelter it from wind and rain, even though this flower is not so beautiful in his opinion.Ji Yunshen took steps on the edge of the cliff without hesitation, and then fell to the bottom of the valley without a doubt. This fall, his body was smashed to pieces, not as good as the fallen leaves that were beaten into the mud by the wind and rain.

Ji Yun sneered deeply, how could he smell Alpha pheromone as an ordinary person.

Why is there no differentiation of the second gender?

Why is it that he has a good family background, but when he was a child, the servants were so negligent that they accidentally lost him.

The ice water overflowed over the forehead, over the beautiful but not weak lines of the slender body, over the white and delicate ankles, and when it dripped to the ground, it was still cool.

Ji Yun thought deeply, definitely, definitely not to be the kind of person he hates the most.

This absurd unrequited love, at this point, it's time to draw a full stop.

"Oh my god, what's going on, this is obviously not Ji Yunshen?"

"Yeah, it's just a bit similar, not at all, who made the rumor first?"

"I've already said that although Ji Ge is skinny, he's not bad. You don't believe me! Slap him in the face! He doesn't even come to school now, it's all because of you!"

"..."

The most original high-definition video was posted on the campus network by Su Wenwen.

Anyone with eyes can find something is wrong after careful comparison.

She watched the carnival of these so-called classmates with a cold face, and didn't even bother to stop it.He obviously doesn't know Ji Yunshen at all, and he obviously hasn't seen those unfounded rumors with his own eyes. Just to satisfy his momentary curiosity and sense of justice that has no place to vent, he makes irresponsible remarks about other people's lives one by one, like a kind ambassador.

If Ji Yunshen can find out, of course she can also get it.Su Wenwen was different from him, she didn't want to take her time.Her character is like this, she must hit the nail on the head, and if she can solve it as soon as possible, she will never drag her feet.

He doesn't care about fame, but she, Su Wenwen, can't see others rushing to bully her friend, no matter if that person is Gu Qiu or Zhao Mei.If it weren't for Ji Yunshen watching, Su Wenwen would have kicked those rumor-mongering dogs out of the school about a hundred and eighty times.

four,

"Zhao Mei, I..."

"Gu Qiu, I regard you as a friend and trust you. When I asked you if Ji Yunshen did it, why didn't you deny it?"

Gu Qiu could feel Zhao Mei's anger through the phone, he trembled and cried, "Zhao Mei, I like you, I have always liked you. I think Ji Yunshen treats you well...you didn't even look at him at first , and then gradually began to accept the things he sent, I felt uncomfortable, I was afraid... Zhao Mei, I'm sorry, I thought this matter would have no effect on him, so I didn't clarify it at the time. I originally planned to make it clear when I returned to school , I really didn't know people would say that about him."

Zhao Mei did not expect it to be like this, Gu Qiu has a soft temper, and has always been very sincere to him, unlike those who like to flatter and flatter her.Except for Ji Yunshen, that good-looking boy who loves to smile, his flattery is to offer his kindness openly and nakedly, letting you know that he likes you and pleases you.

But Zhao Mei was not used to such overly bright and lively feelings, and tended to be softer.

Gu Qiu was indeed gentle, but Zhao Mei never felt that way towards him.Zhao Mei made an exception for Gu Qiu. Firstly, it was because Gu Qiu himself was very talented. Although he came from an ordinary background, he was admitted to the No. [-] university in the league through his own efforts.

Second, as a friend, Gu Qiu has always been very considerate, remembering his preferences accurately, whether it is the taste of food he likes, or the temperature of milk, the studio is always cleaned meticulously.Even once, in order to help him get the star's autograph, it rained all day, and he came to school with a cold.

Zhao Mei looked at the basketball with a big signature under the table, and was moved.

He couldn't speak, but he went to Gu Qiu's classroom and said a simple thank you.Gu Qiu was immersed in his studies at the time, and didn't even take credit for it and didn't give a smile, so he hummed hastily.

Zhao Mei thought to himself, if he had known that Gu Qiu treated him like this earlier, he would not have been too close to him back then, causing him to have other thoughts or misunderstand.

"Gu Qiu, I consider you a good friend. We..."

"It's because I'm a Beta, there is no pheromone attraction between us, so you don't like me? But Ji Yunshen is an ordinary person, he doesn't even have a second gender!" Gu Qiu interrupted him, thinking that Zhao Mei Although he hasn't stated his position all the time, it can be regarded as acquiescing to their relationship. Unexpectedly, what he gave himself was a cold "friend", "Or do you think I'm not smart enough, and my family background is not good? This time it is indeed true. I was wrong, I will apologize to him, Zhao Mei, please don't be angry, Zhao Mei..."

Zhao Mei did not expect to hear such words.In his heart, Gu Qiu is gentle and wise, and will maintain his personal position and arrogance on certain matters, but he is never aggressive, and never underestimates himself because of any objective conditions.It was hard for him to imagine that these words would come out of Gu Qiu's mouth, as if they were completely different from the old Gu Qiu.

Regarding this friend, Zhao Mei didn't want to make things too harsh, "Gu Qiu, now is an alliance society where everyone is equal, and there is no such thing as a good gender or a bad gender. If I really like someone, I must only be with him. Relevant, nothing else. I have only friendship with you as a friend."

Zhao Mei hung up the phone.

He suddenly thought of those decisive words he said to Ji Yunshen that day.

In fact, he didn't want to go too far, but the familiar figure in the video, the light nod of Gu Qiu himself, and the inexplicable disappointment in his heart... Zhao Mei couldn't even find the source of his anger. where.When he thought that the person whose eyes were full of light would do such a despicable and shameless thing, he felt angry for no reason, and wanted to make it clear to him.

How could she speak so harshly, Zhao Mei herself didn't understand.Afterwards, he reflected on it, and then he heard that Ji Yunshen had left the school.

I don't know how he is now.

I did something wrong, and I should apologize to him.

Zhao Mei dug out the column where the mobile phone has rejected users, and found Ji Yunshen's name.This person added him many times, but he declined each time.

It's as normal as rejecting his confession.

Zhao Mei clicked to add friend, and did not write his name on the note, but directly apologized to him, he knew that Ji Yunshen recognized his account number.For no reason, Zhao Mei felt that way.

Fives,

Ji Yunshen fell asleep again, in the dream were the backs of his parents walking away, without nostalgia, as if work was their child.

He was bombarded by Su Wenwen's phone calls.

"I'll take care of all your bad things for you, why don't you go back to school? My old lady is suffocated to death by herself."

Ji Yunshen had no expression on his face. In fact, he didn't want to talk, but he didn't want Su Wenwen to worry, and he didn't want her to spoil the fun, "Yo, what's the matter, miss me, oh, let me tell you, I really don't want to go back, that hard table can Compared with brother's big bed!"

"Fuck you! Anyway, that's how it is, eh, I said you, that's all, it's all like this, you won't pay back to that Zhao Mei..."

"Don't worry, brother is the kind of person who has no bottom line, isn't it just a flower of Gaoling, if you cross this mountain, you can find more fragrant ones!"

"That's good, it should be like this long ago. Don't talk about it, Master Miejue is too aggressive, I have to hide. It's good that you are fine, buddy will always love you, mua!"

"Okay, hang up."

Ji Yunshen closed his eyes tiredly, looking for another one?

Ah.

He should no longer intervene in Zhao Mei's life for no reason, let alone disturb their relationship.

But liking someone again is easier said than done.

He made a willful decision for himself.

Ji Yunshen turned on the phone again, he saw Zhao Mei's added friend information, and pretended he hadn't seen it.But there was a little pain in his heart, and that sorry sentence made him feel even worse.

After taking a few deep breaths and confirming that his state was stable enough, Ji Yunshen dialed a number that he had never dialed for many years.

"Mom, I want to skip the exam and graduate early. You can arrange it. You come back tonight. I have something to say."

It was night, and Ji Yunshen's parents finally rushed back.In fact, they focused their work on this city a long time ago, but it just so happened that a project recently required a meeting outside the city, and they were supposed to come back tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, but when they received Ji Yunshen's call, they hurriedly booked a flight ticket go home.

Ji Yunshen had been sitting on the sofa in the living room waiting for them. He turned on all the lights, and the house was brightly lit.

"What's the matter? Did you feel wronged at school? If you don't want to stay, we can transfer to another school. You can also go abroad if you want to. Mom will arrange it for you."

Liang Jing is a very beautiful woman, her face has the unique softness of the Chinese, her temperament is elegant and full of charm, and Ji Yunshen's good looks are likely to be inherited from her mother's genes.

"Is there any problem with your body?" Ji Bingyu was born gentle, and looked at his son with concern. For this child, he felt more guilt than love for this child.

"It's nothing, I'm actually an Omega, and the estrus period is about a few months later, but because of my special physical condition, I must match an Alpha who can be highly compatible, otherwise I may not be able to pass the estrus period with inhibitors alone. I am very Healthy, even healthier than a normal Alpha, without any physical problems. There is nothing to learn in school, and I have already learned it by myself, so it doesn't matter if I wait or not."

Ji's parents looked at him in shock, this is no joke!

"Yunyun, are you serious? You are not comforting your parents, are you?" Since the accident a few years ago, Ji Yunshen's body has had serious problems, and even the doctor said that he might not divide again in this life second gender.In the past, when there were no ABO genders, this meant nothing, but it is different now.It is impossible for people who do not differentiate the second gender to have their own children. Even Beta, who is difficult to conceive, can now rely on advanced surgeries to obtain their own children, but ordinary people are completely unable to do so.Moreover, considering Ji Yunshen's physical fitness at the time, the doctor even asserted that he would have a hard time living beyond the age of 15 due to the rapid failure of his organs.

But now that he is seventeen, the Ji family and his wife already feel that this is a gift from heaven.

They didn't have the deep-rooted concept that they must continue the incense, and they only hoped that Ji Yunshen would live well.

Ji Yunshen's body has always been a concern for the couple.

Now that he is not only intact, but also differentiated into a second gender, why don't they get excited?

"Yunyun, have you checked your body yet? Where did you check it? Do you want your parents to take you to the hospital for a diagnosis?" Liang Jing felt very guilty. She thought that she had cared about her children for the past few years, and she worked hard to go home every day. Accompanying him, but he didn't even know about such an important matter. Ji Yunshen obviously knew about the changes in his body long ago, but he never told them, and he kept it until the time when he had to face the estrus period.

Thinking about it, I still resent them.

Liang Jing felt a little sad, but at the same time she was very happy. He was willing to tell the truth, which meant that he had no suicidal thoughts. He still believed in them and wanted to live a good life.

This is also enough.

"Then go check it again tomorrow. About the school, Mom, you can find a way to help me ask. I'm going to bed and rest early."

Watching his son go upstairs, Ji Bingyu finally revealed the exhaustion in his eyes, "He still refuses to call me Dad."

Liang Jing patted her husband on the back, releasing pheromone to comfort him, "Yunyun is stubborn, besides, that incident hurt him too much. Take your time, Yunyun has a good temper, I believe he will be able to leave one day come out."

(PS: I said it’s a vulgar stalk, so the match must be Gongjun to develop the plot of the lantern, right? Right? Right? Right? But the part about pulling the lantern can’t write about the recent limelight So tight, panic jpg.)