Wearing it on the villain

He is a good man.

Gudebai patted Mrs. Gu on the back without much regret, handed over the tissue, took a step back at the right time, brought each other back to a suitable distance, and then picked up his teacup again.

Ever since Gudebai entered the company and began to struggle, the communication between their mother and child has not been so close. Zhan Ya watched Gudebai slowly retreating from the dividing line between the shadow and the sun to the sofa in confusion. Dusty picture.

This made her feel that the little guy crawling out of her belly became very strange for a moment. It was different from when Gudebai was in college, but a more disturbing sense of distance.

But Janya quickly attributed this feeling to the fact that she wasn't ready to see him grow up so hastily.

"I was going to climb snow-capped mountains with your father." Zhan Ya poured herself a glass of wine, took a sip, swallowed the pain mixed with the wine, and started a new topic. She is not the kind of woman who is good at listening. Talking loudly, even if there is only one audience at the moment, "After that incident... Anyway, the plan was too lazy to cancel, but I didn't go up. It was a boring trip for two people, so I temporarily changed the itinerary. The tour guide I went to ride a horse on the nearby grassland, the sky there is very blue, you should go and see it."

She drank a glass of wine suddenly, but was so abnormal that she sat quietly for a while, and began to fiddle with the wine glass with her head down.

It shouldn't be on this topic.

Originally, Zhan Ya was only here to make sure that Aizi was in a normal mood. After all, sitting in this position, there are naturally countless people working hard for your property. She only needs a calm decision maker and a normal son.

It's just...it's just that he is so similar to that person, even looking at this face——

"By the way, I heard that you don't go out much." Zhan Ya soon realized that she was always talking about herself, so she quickly brought the topic back, but she immediately realized that she didn't care enough about Gudebai, mother and child There was only hearing about it, so I had to continue bluntly, "You should go out more often, don't be bored..."

Zhan Ya should have taken Gudebai out for a walk, just like a very ordinary pair of mother and child, she should have, but the words were stuck in her throat.

She will never travel with anyone again, the person who should have been with her is gone.

"I'll go when I'm free." Gudebai said slowly, he looked at the nostalgia and sadness on Mrs. Gu's face, this widowed woman couldn't give her children more care, she just dealt with herself It was exhausting enough, so he comforted me with a gentle expression, "I'll find a free time, don't worry."

"Yeah." Zhan Ya stared quietly at Gudebai. She spoiled this little genius. He always challenged his father and never refused to admit defeat, but he was very keen in business. The old guy had to be convinced that she should have taken care of the child so that he was still as arrogant and confident as before, without worrying about his mother's thoughts.

Now that he has become so obedient and obedient, it hurts my heart, but I can't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

"You have grown up." Zhan Ya said implicitly. She sat down and leaned against Goodbye, breathing as if her throat had just been choked. Feeling sour, he closed his wet eyes, "I will take care of the company's troubles."

This is the only thing she can give this child, there is no way more than that.

Zhan Ya and Gudebai chatted until almost noon before leaving. There was a meeting to be held at two o'clock in the afternoon. Before leaving, she kissed Gudebai's cheek and suddenly remembered the dream.

In the dream, it was the snow-capped mountain scenery that Zhan Ya saw when she was writing a travel guidebook. Her husband rode away slowly, leaving only a back view. She was sitting on the green leather train that she saw him at the beginning of 19 years old, and was about to leave the door. After chasing, Gudebai was blocked at the door of the car.

"Mom." Goodbye pushed her back onto the train. He was also riding a pony, which looked funny. "You're not good enough."

The car started suddenly and started running rumblingly. Zhan Ya had no choice but to grab the car door and look back. She saw her son and husband walking away without even looking back, and she suddenly felt very sad. I couldn't help being wronged: They didn't look back at me anyway.

Zhan Ya jumped out of the car angrily, and finally woke up, covered in cold sweat, and the other side of the bed was not warm at all, so she touched the pillow with her hand, and slowly recovered, turned around, and buried herself in the pillow, as if There is someone beside me.

The next morning, Janya took a plane and went to ride a horse on the grassland. She looked at the majestic snow mountain, which was clearer than in her dream and more magnificent than in the photo. The horse ran tamely, and the rumbling train in the distance After running past, she turned around happily, but the train didn't stop.

Looking back between heaven and earth, she suddenly realized that she came here alone. She was alone in the dream, and she was still alone when she woke up.

According to common sense, Zhan Ya should really want to see her son, but for some reason, she felt a kind of fear in her heart, just like the same fear at this moment.

She brushed away the hair on Gude's white forehead with her hand, and the other party was looking back at her with a smile, looking very strange, completely different from the strangeness when they hadn't seen each other for a long time when they were in college.

Zhan Ya could clearly feel that this child had grown up, and he had hidden many things in his heart, and he was no longer as hysterical and angry as he was at the funeral.

This should have been a good thing.

Zhan Ya held Gudebai's face, and she realized what the feeling flooded in her heart was, it was resentment, she was resenting that her son could get out of the pain so easily, he could soothe the sorrow so easily, he Young, fresh life eagerly waiting to set sail, no need to slowly wreak havoc with another human being.

She also hated that she was not the last person to see her husband, and she was glad that she was not the one who endured this pain.

"What's the matter?" Gude had a gentle smile hidden in his white eyebrows. He finally learned to take care of, care for, and comfort his mother. As if he had taken over a responsibility, he pushed Mrs. Gu's shoulder and said softly, "No Are you comfortable? Do you want to take a break?"

Not yet.

With a pale face, Zhan Ya thought of her son's energetic smiling face in her dream, her hands were still trembling, she was not good enough, she couldn't come out so easily, couldn't... couldn't face her son who had gotten out of trouble so calmly.

"It's nothing." Zhan Ya smiled, "I'm just a little tired."

She held Gudebai's hand, and then slowly let go.

How can a mother hate her child, let alone that he is the blood of herself and that person.

"I'm leaving."

Zhan Ya said goodbye to Aiko softly, and when she walked out of the gate, she was bathed in the sun and suddenly felt that she was left behind.

The train in the dream finally took her away.