How to say a thousand words
Chapter 48
Zhiyu went back to the apartment immediately after returning to the country, and sat in the car thinking about Jun Yan's reaction when he saw him.I didn't call him specifically to tell him just to surprise him.
Finally, when they got home, they found that the house was empty, and Jun Yan was not there at all. Only then did they realize that they must still be in school even though school is not over yet.Ji Zhiyu smiled helplessly, he was really insane, he even forgot about this.
Then went back to the room and fell asleep.I haven't had a good rest abroad these days, so let's rest for a while now.
As a result, when he woke up, he found that it was almost dinner time, thinking that Jun Yan should come back, but he was not seen in the room, so he went downstairs to the living room.
As a result, I went to the living room and saw no one.Only then did Ji Zhiyu realize that something was wrong.Going back to the room and checking carefully, Jun Yan's things are still there, but when he went to the study, he found that some of his books seemed to be missing.
What does this mean, did he take the book to school, or somewhere else...
I took out my phone and just found Jun Yan's number and wanted to call him, but stopped a second before I was about to dial.Turn off your phone, take your coat and go out.
"Ding dong, ding dong..." Ji Zhiyu stood outside Jun Yan's apartment and rang the doorbell.To be honest, he didn't want Jun Yan to come back here, which meant that he was living with that Xu Hanqing again.
"Han Qing, go open the door and have a look." Jun Yan was busy in the kitchen at the moment.I got out of school early today, so I remembered to cook by myself.He and Xu Hanqing moved out very early, so both of them know some common dishes. Today Jun Yan is in charge, and Xu Hanqing is beside him.
"Okay." Xu Hanqing washed his hands and went out.There are very few people visiting their home, and they don't know who is here today.
After Xu Hanqing opened the door and saw Ji Zhiyu, he was stunned.He didn't expect Ji Zhiyu to come back. He had tested Jun Yan when he came back today, but Jun Yan said he didn't see him.Why did you come back so soon, and come here so suddenly, is this to take Jun Yan back?
Ji Zhiyu didn't want to talk to Xu Hanqing, he just wanted to know if Jun Yan was there, just as he was about to pass Xu Hanqing into the room to have a look, he heard Jun Yan's voice.
"Han Qing? Who is it?" Jun Yan felt a little strange, why did he open the door for so long, and there was no sound at all.So when he walked out of the kitchen, he saw Ji Zhiyu standing there with a gloomy expression on his face.
When Jun Yan saw Ji Zhiyu, he didn't react for a moment.Is this coming back?
When Ji Zhiyu heard Jun Yan's voice and knew that he really moved back here, he was already very upset.Now that he was wearing an apron, he could tell he was cooking, which made him even more angry. Is this cooking dinner for Xu Hanqing?
"You, come out with me." Ji Zhiyu didn't want to discuss their affairs in front of an outsider.
"Jun Yan." Seeing that Jun Yan was going out after Ji Zhiyu went out, Xu Hanqing stopped him.This time, if not, follow him home.
"It's okay, I'll go out and have a look."
When Jun Yan arrived at the door, Ji Zhiyu was already standing there looking at him.Seeing that he came out without taking off his apron, his brows immediately frowned.Following Ji Zhiyu's gaze, Jun Yan saw the apron on his body, and was taken aback for a moment.From the moment Ji Zhiyu came here until now, Jun Yan felt that he hadn't recovered yet, and was still in the state that he had returned.
"When did you move back?"
"...It's been a few days."
"Did I tell you that you can move back?" Ji Zhiyu gritted his teeth when he asked this question.I have always cared about this person in front of me when I was abroad, and the first thing I did when I returned home was to look for him.As a result, instead of staying at home, he actually moved back to live with Xu Hanqing.I have only been out for a few days now, and I am so impatient to move in with this man, is this man so important to him?
Although Jun Yan didn't show it, he was really happy for Ji Zhiyu's return, and even happier that he came to find him.But after hearing his question, he also became cold. "Yeah, you didn't say I could move back, did you tell me anything?" You didn't tell him when you went abroad, and you didn't tell him when you returned, so you left him alone in that cold apartment and said If you don't care about him, don't care about him, what are you looking for him now?
Ji Zhiyu felt that Jun Yan's words were a little strange, but he was so angry right now that he didn't have time to think about it.His mind was full of the fact that he had just left and Jun Yan moved back to live with Xu Hanqing. He really didn't want to admit that Xu Hanqing was more important than him in Jun Yan's heart, but now it seems that this is the fact.
"Is he that important to you?"
Jun Yan thought for a while before he realized who he was referring to. Although he felt something was wrong, he nodded honestly.Xu Hanqing was indeed more important to him than ordinary people. They were playmates who grew up together, brothers, family members, how could it be unimportant.However, he didn't understand how Xu Hanqing could be involved again when he was clearly talking about the two of them now.
"If you came to look for me to go back, I can go back and pack up and go with you now." Jun Yan was naturally unhappy with Ji Zhiyu's indifference for so many days, but thinking that he still came to him, Does it mean that I still have a place in his heart?
"No need, you can live here if you want." Since Xu Hanqing is so important to you, you can live together.Ji Zhiyu, isn't he afraid that he won't find someone who treats him sincerely?
"What did you say?" Jun Yan's face turned pale instantly, what did he mean.
"I said, you don't have to go back with me." After finishing speaking, without looking at Jun Yan, he turned and left.
Jun Yan stood behind him and watched his back disappear into the elevator, unable to recover for a long time, what are they, is it over?
each worry
Xu Hanqing hid inside the door, heard their conversation clearly, and finally let go of his hanging heart.He has been worried that the two of them will find something wrong when they talk, but it turns out that he is thinking too much. The two of them trust each other too little, or they lack trust in this relationship.
Xu Hanqing stood there for a long time, but he didn't wait for Jun Yan to come in. When he went out, he saw Jun Yan standing there motionless.When I walked in front of him, I realized that Jun Yan's face was very ugly, "Jun Yan?"
Jun Yan stood there without thinking about anything, his mind was blank before Xu Hanqing called him.After recovering, he took a deep breath, took off his apron and returned to his room.
Xu Hanqing stood in front of Jun Yan's room for a long time, wanting to reach out to knock on the door, but after holding up his hand for a long time, he finally failed to knock.With a wry smile, he also returned to his room.
The next day, when Xu Hanqing woke up, he found that the house was very quiet. He knocked on Junyan's door several times but there was no response, even if he asked him to answer.When I wanted to open the door, I found that the door was not locked. When I opened it, the bed was clean, but there was no sign of anyone.I panicked for a moment, thinking that Jun Yan should not be the kind of person who does stupid things for love, but Jun Yan has never been hurt by love before.
He hurriedly took out his mobile phone to call Jun Yan, but fortunately the phone was connected after a few beeps, and Xu Hanqing realized that his hand holding the mobile phone had been shaking since just now.
"Han Qing?" Jun Yan didn't understand why Xu Hanqing called him, but he didn't speak again.
"Jun Yan, are you okay?"
"I'm fine, I've already gone to school." What could happen, it's just a broken relationship.
"Oh, good. It's fine." After hanging up the phone, Xu Hanqing remembered that the two of them woke up at about the same time in the past, but today he woke up early because he couldn't sleep, but Jun Yan went out early, so what is Jun Yan? It's time to get up.
Jun Yan did wake up very early, in fact he didn't sleep at all all night.He had been lying in bed for a long time, so Jun Yan got up just as the sun was a little bright in the morning.When I got up, I didn't know what to do, so I could only pack up my things and go to school.
But because it was too early, even the earliest bus hadn't arrived yet, Jun Yan could only choose to walk.It's not far from where Jun Yan lives to Liyang, but it's a little distance to Qu Xi. Fortunately, Jun Yan got up early. To be honest, he didn't care if he was late, and finally arrived at the classroom before the bell rang.
Along the way, Jun Yan has been thinking about what it will be like to meet Ji Zhiyu when he arrives at school, especially when they are still at the same table.Ji Zhiyu will treat him like an ordinary classmate, or he will ignore him like they did when they were in the cold war.But when I got to the classroom, I found that Ji Zhiyu hadn't come yet. I returned to my seat with anxiety, and waited until the morning self-study started, ended, and the first class was over. Ji Zhiyu still didn't show up. Only then did Jun Yan realize that he wanted to come to the other party today I don't plan to come to school.
Jun Yan lay on the table, wrapping himself in his arms.what is this?Like a soldier about to die, he armed himself up and went to the battlefield with all preparations, only to find that the other party didn't care at all, and he didn't even want to take a look.
"Jun Yan? Are you okay?" You Tianqi found Jun Yan's face was very bad when he came here in the morning, and he would have been lying on the table for two classes, if not for the teachers in the class would know about him and Ji Zhiyu I have a good relationship, and I have been called to stand for punishment a long time ago.
Jun Yan didn't want to pay attention to You Tianqi, but the other party stood here with no intention of leaving, Jun Yan could only say, "I'm fine".You Tianqi didn't think he was fine when he heard these words, why did he feel, "Jun Yan, do you..."
Before he finished speaking, You Tianqi was dragged away by Zhou Yi. "What are you doing, I haven't finished talking yet?"
"Why are you so meddlesome?" Although Zhou Yi didn't know why Jun Yan was in a bad mood, he also understood that the other party probably didn't want others to bother him right now. You Tianqi, a brat, just lacks a brain and likes to go up in everything. make up.
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Jun Yan knew what was behind You Tianqi's unfinished sentence.He didn't cry, just choked up a little.
Ji Zhiyu hardly had a good night's sleep during the half month abroad.Although he is very confident in his plan, this is the first time he has dealt with such a big event, and the other party is a seasoned expert, and he is not given much time. He spends every night in bed The plan should be carefully deliberated and deliberated.
I thought I could go back to China to have a good rest after the end now, but ended up having another quarrel with Jun Yan and broke up.After that, he didn't go home right away, but called Guo Xiaojia to race for a while, and he didn't go home until he felt that his anger had subsided a bit.But as soon as he returned to the room, all he saw was the past that he and Jun Yan had spent here, and all of a sudden the fire came up.
However, he doesn't plan to ask Guo Xiaojia to go racing again.He was afraid that Guo Xiaojia would be scared to death by him. When he was driving in front just now, he heard Guo Xiaojia yelling and yelling. I still prefer to be quieter, like...Damn, why do I keep thinking of him, maybe he is flirting with Xu Hanqing now.He let go like this, maybe he was very happy.
Someone as strong and confident as Ji Zhiyu would definitely not let go just like that.In fact, Ji Zhiyu feels that Jun Yan has no feelings for him. Judging from his daily relationship, he can be sure that Jun Yan must like him.But once this kind of affirmation was compared in front of Xu Hanqing, he lost confidence.
Xu Hanqing had always been a thorn in Ji Zhiyu's heart.Why did Jun Yan agree to be with him in the first place? Wasn't it to save Xu Hanqing, and the first time they had a dispute was also because of Xu Hanqing.Then this time, I had only been out for half a month, and I had told him to let him wait for me, but he was lucky, and as soon as he left, he moved in to live with Xu Hanqing.
It was obvious that Xu Hanqing was more important than him.That's right, how many years of friendship the two of them have had, while I and Jun Yan have only known each other for a few months, how can this be compared?Sure enough, no matter how powerful a person is, he will become unconfident when encountering emotional matters.
Ji Zhiyu just lay on the bed thinking about some messy things, couldn't fall asleep at first, but fell asleep vaguely while lying down.When I woke up, I realized that half of the morning had passed.After thinking about it, I don't plan to go to school anymore.
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The next day, Jun Yan still arrived at the classroom early, but Ji Zhiyu still didn't come.Jun Yan couldn't tell what he was feeling in his heart, he just felt sour and astringent.
"Junyan, I don't know how to solve this problem, can you teach me?" After the first class, Qiao Anran came to Junyan with a math workbook.She heard that Jun Yan was the best in mathematics in the class. Although he was very cold, if any students asked him questions, he would answer them seriously and explain them clearly.
Jun Yan took Qiao Anran's exercise book and read it carefully for a while, "This question is like this," he suddenly paused.
"What's wrong?" Qiao Anran paused seeing Jun Yan, and asked curiously.
"Oh, it's nothing." He just didn't expect Qiao Anran to sit down next to him. This seat belongs to Ji Zhiyu. Although he is not here these days, no one dares to sit in his seat.But Qiao Anran didn't know, so it was normal, Jun Yan didn't ask her to get up, thinking that it would be fine to sit down for a while, and she didn't know if Ji Zhiyu would come to class today, and then continued to give her a lecture.
"This is my position." Just as Jun Yan was about to explain the question clearly to her, suddenly a bag appeared in front of them, and then Ji Zhiyu walked in slowly.He threw the bag just now, right in the middle of the table.
Both of them were stunned.Jun Yan instantly straightened his back and froze there.He clenched the pen in his hand, lowered his head and did not speak again.
"Zhi Zhiyu, long time no see." Qiao Anran looked at Ji Zhiyu with a cold face and greeted him with a smile.
Ji Zhiyu's attention was originally on Jun Yan, until Qiao Anran spoke, and then turned his attention to her.
"Qiao Anran? Why are you here?" The Ji family and the Qiao family are family friends, so Ji Zhiyu and Qiao Anran have known each other since they were very young, but the Qiao family developed in W province, even if they come to C city to play, there is no need to transfer school come on.
Qiao Anran looked at Ji Zhiyu helplessly, "Our family plans to come to C City to see the development, so my father and I came here. Didn't Uncle Ji tell you?"
"I've been abroad these days. I just came back yesterday. I haven't been home yet. I don't know." Ji Zhiyu was in a hurry to find Junyan as soon as he came back. Never mind that.
Jun Yan has been listening by the side without saying a word. Although he is a little surprised that Ji Zhiyu and Qiao Anran have known each other for a long time, but when he heard Ji Zhiyu say that he has not returned home but went to look for him, he feels a little strange. It doesn't mean that he is still very important in his heart.But he told himself the day before yesterday that he should not go back again. Could it be that he went to him just to talk about this matter?
Just when Jun Yan was upset, Qiao Anran asked again: "Since you don't even know I'm here, then I sent it to your home, and you haven't received my birthday invitation in a month's time. I will go then." There was a little expectation in his tone.
Ji Zhiyu didn't care, after all, he was considered an old friend, so he would go to the birthday party, "You can get out of my seat now."
Standing here and talking to her like this has already attracted the attention of the whole class. Although he doesn't care, class will start soon, and he doesn't want to stand here like this.
"What? I haven't seen you for a while. Why is your gentlemanly demeanor gone?" Qiao Anran pouted as she spoke. This appearance was completely different from her goddess appearance in front of other students. It can be seen that she and Ji The relationship between words is extraordinary.
"Okay, Jun Yan, I'll go first, thank you." Seeing Ji Zhiyu's expression of not wanting to talk to her, he was not angry, got up, gave Jun Yan a standard smile, and left.
After Ji Zhiyu sat down, he didn't speak again.
Jun Yan didn't know what Ji Zhiyu was thinking, because he acted the same as usual, he still listened to the lectures when he wanted to, otherwise he would read books by himself, play with his mobile phone, or just lie down and sleep, as if something happened Neither happened.No, there are still some differences, that is, he will no longer take the initiative to talk to Junyan, and there are no small movements.
To him now, he is just an ordinary classmate.Other than that, there is nothing left.Just like those before him, there is no trace left in his heart.
But Jun Yan can't do like him, he is so stiff now that he sits there and dare not look at him, because he is afraid that he will stare at him stupidly after watching Ji Zhiyu; he also dare not move, because The place was too small, and he was afraid that he would bump into him.As a result, after only one class, he felt a little sore and backache.
So the second class was over, and he couldn't wait to get out of the classroom and go to the corridor to exercise his muscles and bones.He didn't know, as soon as he left the classroom, Ji Zhiyu looked up and stared at the door expressionlessly, as if he had just woken up.
This situation did not improve until the arrival of mathematics class.Jun Yan took out the homework he had done to join the national training team, and he was about to finish it, and the questions in it were all his hard work.He didn't start preparing until he knew that he had entered the national training team. Every time he saw some good questions or thought of some good questions, he would write them down. He has maintained this habit for many years.
When he saw this homework, his heart was a little bit back.As a result, just when he was in a learning mood, something happened to him.When Jun Yan is thinking, he has the habit of turning his pen around, and this turn is a tragedy.He didn't catch it for a moment, and saw the pen slip out of his hand, fell onto Ji Zhiyu's lap, and then slid along his thigh to under Ji Zhiyu's seat.
Jun Yan couldn't react in time, he didn't catch the pen before it fell, and now he couldn't get it anyway.He was a little hesitant, of course he didn't only have this pen, he also had a few of the same pens in his schoolbag.However, Ji Zhiyu is such a sensitive person, Jun Yan is sure that he woke up the moment the pen fell on his lap, but now he is still lying there motionless.Jun Yan was a little uncertain about his thoughts, and he didn't know whether he should wake him up or wait for him to leave his position before picking him up.
Jun Yan took a few glances at the pen on the ground, and finally decided to wait for Ji Zhiyu to leave his seat before picking it up. Maybe he will go to the toilet after this class, after all, he hasn't been to the toilet before.
As a result, after the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Ji Zhiyu was still lying there without any movement. Jun Yan was a little disappointed, but he didn't think that after 2 minutes, Ji Zhiyu really got up and went out.Jun Yan waited until Ji Zhiyu's back completely disappeared at the door of the classroom, then bent down to pick up the pen.He was wearing a lot of winter clothes, and Jun Yan was also very tall, so it took him a while to sit on a stool and pick up a pen.
When Jun Yan picked up the pen and was about to get up, he realized that there was a person standing in front of him. When he looked up, he found that Ji Zhiyu was looking at him expressionlessly.Jun Yan straightened up quickly, a little embarrassed, not knowing what to say.It was only then that Ji Zhiyu's gaze shifted from his face to his hands, following his gaze, Jun Yan realized that his left hand was still pressing on his stool, and quickly retracted it.Ji Zhiyu just sat down, said nothing, and continued to lie down to sleep.
Jun Yan felt that he was going to cry because of his stupidity, he was simply an idiot.Ji Zhiyu didn't go to the bathroom at all, he just went to throw trash at the door, that's why he came back so soon.Jun Yan thought, although Ji Zhiyu had no expression on his face, he didn't know what he thought of him in his heart, whether he thought he was stupid, why he fell in love with him in the first place, or maybe he thought it was okay to dump him.
It was fine, so it's okay to ask Ji Zhiyu to pick it up for him, but it's just a pen, wouldn't Ji Zhiyu help?He just wanted to make something happen there.
Then Jun Yan was not in the mood for class, so he just sat there in a daze.It wasn't until Ji Zhiyu seemed to say something to him that he came back to his senses.But he didn't actually hear what Ji Zhiyu said.
Seeing Jun Yan's puzzled expression, Ji Zhiyu knew that he hadn't heard what he said, so he repeated, "I said, is it so uncomfortable to sit with me?"
Throughout the whole day, he knew Jun Yan's actions clearly, he would stiffen when he sat next to him, he would run out after class, and he had to pick up a pen when he was not around. uncomfortable.
Jun Yan wanted to refute, but he didn't know what to say.He is uncomfortable, but it's not because sitting next to him is uncomfortable, but thinking that they are over, and seeing him now can't stop feeling uncomfortable.
Jun Yan's refusal to answer was his default for Ji Zhiyu.Ji Zhiyu didn't say anything, just stood up and walked towards the door of the classroom.It was still class time, and most of the students were still studying hard, so Ji Zhiyu's sudden standing up still scared some people. The teacher also stood on the podium with a blue face, but he dared not speak out.Ji Zhiyu's identity is beyond their control.
Moreover, his poor complexion scared the students in the class even more.It wasn't until Ji Zhiyu left the classroom that the whole class and the teacher felt relieved. It was really terrifying. Just now, I almost thought that my soul was going to return to Datang.However, what's going on here? Ji Zhiyu has never been so angry before. He has always been very polite at school and never lost his temper.
Jun Yan felt that he had done another stupid thing. In fact, he felt that he had been doing stupid things recently.
Ji Zhiyu didn't come back until after school. Jun Yan felt a little uneasy, but he couldn't tell where it was.
Chapter 77
Ji Zhiyu didn't come back until after school. Jun Yan felt a little uneasy, but he couldn't tell where it was.
When Jun Yan returned home, Xu Hanqing hadn't returned yet.In the past two days, Xu Hanqing seemed to have some activities at school, so he came back quite late.
The next day, when Jun Yan came to the classroom, he was stunned because he found You Tianqi sitting next to him, and Ji Zhiyu returned to his original position.The current position arrangement is the same as when I first transferred here.
Jun Yan walked to his seat, and before he sat down, he saw You Tianqi looking at him obsequiously, "Jun Yan, are you happy? I'm back again."
Jun Yan forced himself to calm down, and instead of looking back at Ji Zhiyu, he asked, "What's going on here?"
You Tianqi's originally happy face pulled down instantly. "I don't know too well. Ji Zhiyu came to me this morning and told me that the teacher asked us to change places, and then we changed." You Tianqi wanted to add "Did you two quarrel?" at the end.If Zhou Yiqian hadn't told him not to ask too many questions in the morning, he would have been unable to bear it.
But when it comes to changing positions before, You Tianqi feels depressed.Obviously it was Ji Zhiyu who told him to change seats, but when he was about to sit over, Ji Zhiyu looked at him again with eyes that wanted to kill him.If you don’t want to, you can tell the teacher yourself. If you bring it up, will the teacher disagree?Don't say it yourself, and now look at him like this again.I am really wronged, You Tianqi only needs a handkerchief for him to bite, or she is a typical little grieving woman.
But Jun Yan had no intention of admiring his appearance, he just wanted to know why Ji Zhiyu did this.When the teacher said that he wanted to change positions, I'm afraid that You Tianqi would believe it. He must have mentioned it to the teacher himself.Was it because his reaction yesterday made him angry? Jun Yan really didn't know what to do. He actually didn't want Ji Zhiyu to be replaced.He didn't want it to end like this, but he really couldn't do anything about it.
"Jun Yan?" You Tianqi saw that Jun Yan was sluggish, felt that he seemed to have been greatly stimulated, and was a little worried about his situation.
"I'm fine." It will be fine, even if something happens now, it will be fine soon.Jun Yan comforted himself in this way, but his eyes still felt sore.
After school, the whole class left before Jun Yan got up to leave.After leaving the school gate, he did not leave in the direction of his home, but turned in the direction of Ji Zhiyu's apartment.
When Jun Yan arrived at the apartment, Mrs. Wu happened to be cooking. Hearing the sound from the door, she immediately went out to have a look, "Master Jun Yan is back. Master is in the study. You can eat later."
Sister-in-law Wu also just came back from her hometown today, so she didn't know that Ji Zhiyu had fallen out with Jun Yan, and Ji Zhiyu didn't tell her about it.
"it is good."
However, Jun Yan did not choose to go to the study, but went to the sleeping room.The room is exactly the same as when Jun Yan was still there, even Jun Yan's things are still well placed in the distance.After opening the closet, Jun Yan's clothes can still be seen.
Jun Yan's heart was filled with mixed feelings, and he had some unstoppable little expectations.Perhaps, Ji Zhiyu's previous words were just angry words?
With this in mind, he knocked on the door of the study.
"Come in."
Taking a deep breath, Jun Yan tried his best to keep himself calm before walking in.As soon as he entered, he saw Ji Zhiyu sitting on a chair with his brows furrowed, thinking about something.
Ji Zhiyu thought it was Mrs. Wu, so he ignored her.As a result, the man came in without any response for a long time, and Ji Zhiyu raised his head impatiently, only to realize that it was Jun Yan who had come. "Is there something wrong?"
The tone is not bad, but it's not good, as if the person standing in front of him at the moment is a stranger.
Jun Yan was watching him meditating and didn't want to disturb him. He also thought that he hadn't had a good look at him for a long time, and he didn't know if he would have this chance in the future, so he kept silent.Ke Jizhiyu's attitude made him a little sad, "I still have some books here, and now I need to use them when school starts, so..."
"Your things are still in their original places, go find them yourself." Before Jun Yan could finish speaking, Ji Zhiyu interrupted him.
Jun Yan can only find books by himself.
"Your things are still in the original room. Since you are here, take them back." Ji Zhiyu looked at Jun Yan's back and said unhurriedly.
Jun Yan froze, and almost dropped the book he was holding in his hand. He wanted to speak, but felt that his throat was very dry. After a long time, he found his voice, "I don't want those anymore, you can throw them away." At the beginning, he thought that he would not live here for a long time, so he brought few things. After he came, Ji Zhiyu bought a lot of clothes for him, but those things did not belong to him, so he just took his books Enough.He just thought that Ji Zhiyu kept these because he still had some feelings for him, but now that he thinks about it, it's just his self-indulgence.
"Okay." After Ji Zhiyu finished answering, he stopped talking, and lowered his head to busy himself with his own affairs.
But Jun Yan felt extremely chilled.When Ji Zhiyu treats you well, he can give you his heart and soul; but if he is cruel, he is even worse than a stranger.Jun Yanli left after finishing the book, he thought that the two of them would not have any contact after that.
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"Jun Yan, look." You Tianqi took a picture of Jun Yan, Jun Yan looked in the direction You Tianqi indicated, and saw Qiao Anran sitting in Zhou Yi's seat, and somehow said to Ji Zhiyu something.
"I think, Qiao Anran must be interested in Ji Zhiyu."
Seeing the two of them chatting happily, Jun Yan said in a low voice, "The two of them have known each other since childhood, maybe it's just a good relationship." In fact, Jun Yan himself didn't believe what he said.
Sure enough, "How is that possible? I have inquired about it. Although they have known each other since they were very young, Ji Zhiyu grew up in City C, and that Qiao Anran lived in Province W. There are not many people at all." How good is the relationship if we spend time together." You Tianqi felt that it was Qiao Anran who was pestering Ji Zhiyu.But the classmates around them still think that the two of them are very suitable for each other.
"Oh, so you're so powerful that you even know this." Jun Yan didn't expect You Tianqi to still be paying attention to Qiao Anran's affairs.
"That's right, of course I'm amazing. In fact, I think that you and Ji Zhiyu are more compatible. That Qiao Anran, I always feel..." It stopped abruptly, You Tianqi really wanted to slap himself After a slap, why can't I control my mouth so much.Zhou Yi also said many times that he should pay attention to himself.Why did you just say that!
"Jun Yan..." Seeing Jun Yan's pale face instantly, You Tianqi really regretted it.
"When did you know?" When You Tianqi just said it, Jun Yan could have taken it as a tease that he and Ji Zhiyu had a good relationship before, but judging from his reaction, he understood that he was probably early. Just know.
"I," You Tianqi took a closer look at Jun Yan and found that he looked fine, so he started to say, "Actually, I have known it for a long time. I always thought that you two have a good relationship, but I didn't think about it that way. .”
That's right, how could a straight man guess the relationship between two men?
"Later, when you were kidnapped by Jin Ling, I kept thinking why Ji Zhiyu was so active. At that time, I wanted to ask you, but Zhou Yi kept stopping me from asking. Then I... "Actually, it was Zhou Yi who mentioned him cryptically. Zhou Yi was not gossip, but mainly because he was afraid that You Tianqi would be so impulsive. Then he would really rush to Jun Yan and ask him why Ji Zhiyu ran to save you that day. Like, that scene is very embarrassing.
So Zhou Yi roughly guided him to think in this direction.He was really shocked at the time, he never thought that Jun Yan would be gay, of course he didn't dislike homosexuality, it's just that he didn't expect it.But when he thought about it this way, he found that many things that he thought were strange before were not strange anymore.He always thought that how could someone like Ji Zhiyu be so nice to someone he didn't know very well.It turns out that there is still such a relationship.
After Jun Yan heard it, he didn't know what kind of emotion he should express. It turned out that everyone around him already knew it, so he thought it was a good idea to hide it.
"Jun Yan, although I don't know what's going on with you now, but I can see that you still like him quite a bit, why don't you fight for it?" Looking at Qiao Anran's appearance, You Tianqi really felt that she I have this thought about Ji Zhiyu.Qiao Anran is so beautiful and powerful, if Ji Zhiyu is really hooked up by her, what will Jun Yan do?
Jun Yan showed a wry smile, what chance does he have?Ji Zhiyu didn't leave him a chance.
Seeing Jun Yan like this, You Tianqi didn't know how to comfort him.Hey, if I knew it, I wouldn't have mentioned Qiao Anran in front of him.Originally, I wanted to try to arouse his fighting spirit, but it seemed to backfire.He just thought that Jun Yan was too depressed these days, so he wanted to use Qiao Anran to cheer him up to deal with his rival, but it didn't seem to work.
You Tianqi scratched his head, feeling that he was really stupid.It seems that Zhou Yi should listen to Zhou Yi's opinion next time.
After chatting with You Tianqi, Jun Yan's mood became very bad. In fact, these days, he has not had a good life at all.This afternoon, Jun Yan felt inexplicably irritable, which made him restless.Maybe he didn't want to see Ji Zhiyu, or more precisely, he didn't want to see Ji Zhiyu and Qiao Anran kissing me in front of his eyes.Jun Yan chose to skip class and returned home.
Hospital
Jun Yan looked at the unclosed door and felt a little nervous.The door was already closed before going out in the morning. At this point, Xu Hanqing should still be in school, so what's going on.When you get closer, you can still hear some movement in the room. Could it be a thief?However, this thief is a bit too arrogant. It is still broad daylight, so he dares to come out to steal things?
Jun Yan quietly pushed open the door, wanting to see who it was.In the end, I saw Xu Hanqing doing nothing in the kitchen.Jun Yan's heart relaxed, really, wasting his feelings for nothing, thinking that there was really a thief, and he was ready for it.But speaking of it, he hasn't seen Xu Hanqing much these days, even though they live under the same roof.
Xu Hanqing always leaves early and returns late these days.When Jun Yan got up in the morning, Xu Hanqing had already left; when he came back in the afternoon, Xu Hanqing came back very late because of some school activities.However, why is he at home at this point today? Judging by his posture in the kitchen, it seems that he has been back for a long time.
"Why are you at home?" Jun Yan entered the kitchen, only to find that Xu Hanqing was cooking porridge, which seemed to be almost ready, which meant that he had indeed been back for a while.
When Xu Hanqing saw Jun Yan, he was obviously taken aback.He also didn't understand why Jun Yan, who was supposed to be in school at the moment, came back early. If he knew it earlier, he should have been in the orphanage.
"What do you cook porridge for?" Xu Hanqing didn't answer the question just now, and Jun Yan didn't care, and asked another question.
"I didn't eat lunch, so I just wanted to make some porridge." Xu Hanqing replied, but Jun Yan didn't believe it.The two of them had known each other for so long, Xu Hanqing might be able to deceive other people, but he couldn't hide it from Jun Yan, so Jun Yan knew he was lying.I'm afraid he didn't cook this porridge for himself.
To be honest, Xu Hanqing's behavior has been abnormal these days.In the past, he always loved to pester Jun Yan, but now that Jun Yan finally moved back as he wanted, he started to avoid him.Although there are activities in any school, Han Qing's personality can be allowed, Jun Yan doesn't think he will have such a strong sense of group to participate in these activities.However, this is his private matter, if he doesn't talk about it, Jun Yan won't ask.However, today he happened to bump into him, and he had to find out what Xu Hanqing was doing.
Jun Yan's slender fingers tapped on the table, making a knocking sound.Jun Yan didn't say anything, and didn't look at Xu Hanqing, but just stared at the pot of porridge, as if to see when it was ready.But Xu Hanqing knew that Jun Yan had seen that he was lying and was waiting for him to tell the truth.However, he really didn't want Jun Yan to know about this matter.
"All the time that Icry, that Idie that Ilostin you, I'll always trust you it's only love..."
Just when the atmosphere was getting tense, Xu Hanqing's cell phone rang.Xu Hanqing breathed a sigh of relief, even he couldn't stand Jun Yan's serious look.However, when he saw the caller ID, his heart was raised again.
"Hey," Xu Hanqing wanted to bypass Jun Yan and go out to answer the phone, but who knows, Jun Yan blocked the way and didn't let him go out at all, which clearly meant that he was here to answer the phone. "Oh... um... I see..."
Xu Hanqing didn't want to talk more, so he hurriedly answered a few times and wanted to hang up the phone, but before he hung up, Jun Yan snatched it away.
"Grandma, have you recently
Finally, when they got home, they found that the house was empty, and Jun Yan was not there at all. Only then did they realize that they must still be in school even though school is not over yet.Ji Zhiyu smiled helplessly, he was really insane, he even forgot about this.
Then went back to the room and fell asleep.I haven't had a good rest abroad these days, so let's rest for a while now.
As a result, when he woke up, he found that it was almost dinner time, thinking that Jun Yan should come back, but he was not seen in the room, so he went downstairs to the living room.
As a result, I went to the living room and saw no one.Only then did Ji Zhiyu realize that something was wrong.Going back to the room and checking carefully, Jun Yan's things are still there, but when he went to the study, he found that some of his books seemed to be missing.
What does this mean, did he take the book to school, or somewhere else...
I took out my phone and just found Jun Yan's number and wanted to call him, but stopped a second before I was about to dial.Turn off your phone, take your coat and go out.
"Ding dong, ding dong..." Ji Zhiyu stood outside Jun Yan's apartment and rang the doorbell.To be honest, he didn't want Jun Yan to come back here, which meant that he was living with that Xu Hanqing again.
"Han Qing, go open the door and have a look." Jun Yan was busy in the kitchen at the moment.I got out of school early today, so I remembered to cook by myself.He and Xu Hanqing moved out very early, so both of them know some common dishes. Today Jun Yan is in charge, and Xu Hanqing is beside him.
"Okay." Xu Hanqing washed his hands and went out.There are very few people visiting their home, and they don't know who is here today.
After Xu Hanqing opened the door and saw Ji Zhiyu, he was stunned.He didn't expect Ji Zhiyu to come back. He had tested Jun Yan when he came back today, but Jun Yan said he didn't see him.Why did you come back so soon, and come here so suddenly, is this to take Jun Yan back?
Ji Zhiyu didn't want to talk to Xu Hanqing, he just wanted to know if Jun Yan was there, just as he was about to pass Xu Hanqing into the room to have a look, he heard Jun Yan's voice.
"Han Qing? Who is it?" Jun Yan felt a little strange, why did he open the door for so long, and there was no sound at all.So when he walked out of the kitchen, he saw Ji Zhiyu standing there with a gloomy expression on his face.
When Jun Yan saw Ji Zhiyu, he didn't react for a moment.Is this coming back?
When Ji Zhiyu heard Jun Yan's voice and knew that he really moved back here, he was already very upset.Now that he was wearing an apron, he could tell he was cooking, which made him even more angry. Is this cooking dinner for Xu Hanqing?
"You, come out with me." Ji Zhiyu didn't want to discuss their affairs in front of an outsider.
"Jun Yan." Seeing that Jun Yan was going out after Ji Zhiyu went out, Xu Hanqing stopped him.This time, if not, follow him home.
"It's okay, I'll go out and have a look."
When Jun Yan arrived at the door, Ji Zhiyu was already standing there looking at him.Seeing that he came out without taking off his apron, his brows immediately frowned.Following Ji Zhiyu's gaze, Jun Yan saw the apron on his body, and was taken aback for a moment.From the moment Ji Zhiyu came here until now, Jun Yan felt that he hadn't recovered yet, and was still in the state that he had returned.
"When did you move back?"
"...It's been a few days."
"Did I tell you that you can move back?" Ji Zhiyu gritted his teeth when he asked this question.I have always cared about this person in front of me when I was abroad, and the first thing I did when I returned home was to look for him.As a result, instead of staying at home, he actually moved back to live with Xu Hanqing.I have only been out for a few days now, and I am so impatient to move in with this man, is this man so important to him?
Although Jun Yan didn't show it, he was really happy for Ji Zhiyu's return, and even happier that he came to find him.But after hearing his question, he also became cold. "Yeah, you didn't say I could move back, did you tell me anything?" You didn't tell him when you went abroad, and you didn't tell him when you returned, so you left him alone in that cold apartment and said If you don't care about him, don't care about him, what are you looking for him now?
Ji Zhiyu felt that Jun Yan's words were a little strange, but he was so angry right now that he didn't have time to think about it.His mind was full of the fact that he had just left and Jun Yan moved back to live with Xu Hanqing. He really didn't want to admit that Xu Hanqing was more important than him in Jun Yan's heart, but now it seems that this is the fact.
"Is he that important to you?"
Jun Yan thought for a while before he realized who he was referring to. Although he felt something was wrong, he nodded honestly.Xu Hanqing was indeed more important to him than ordinary people. They were playmates who grew up together, brothers, family members, how could it be unimportant.However, he didn't understand how Xu Hanqing could be involved again when he was clearly talking about the two of them now.
"If you came to look for me to go back, I can go back and pack up and go with you now." Jun Yan was naturally unhappy with Ji Zhiyu's indifference for so many days, but thinking that he still came to him, Does it mean that I still have a place in his heart?
"No need, you can live here if you want." Since Xu Hanqing is so important to you, you can live together.Ji Zhiyu, isn't he afraid that he won't find someone who treats him sincerely?
"What did you say?" Jun Yan's face turned pale instantly, what did he mean.
"I said, you don't have to go back with me." After finishing speaking, without looking at Jun Yan, he turned and left.
Jun Yan stood behind him and watched his back disappear into the elevator, unable to recover for a long time, what are they, is it over?
each worry
Xu Hanqing hid inside the door, heard their conversation clearly, and finally let go of his hanging heart.He has been worried that the two of them will find something wrong when they talk, but it turns out that he is thinking too much. The two of them trust each other too little, or they lack trust in this relationship.
Xu Hanqing stood there for a long time, but he didn't wait for Jun Yan to come in. When he went out, he saw Jun Yan standing there motionless.When I walked in front of him, I realized that Jun Yan's face was very ugly, "Jun Yan?"
Jun Yan stood there without thinking about anything, his mind was blank before Xu Hanqing called him.After recovering, he took a deep breath, took off his apron and returned to his room.
Xu Hanqing stood in front of Jun Yan's room for a long time, wanting to reach out to knock on the door, but after holding up his hand for a long time, he finally failed to knock.With a wry smile, he also returned to his room.
The next day, when Xu Hanqing woke up, he found that the house was very quiet. He knocked on Junyan's door several times but there was no response, even if he asked him to answer.When I wanted to open the door, I found that the door was not locked. When I opened it, the bed was clean, but there was no sign of anyone.I panicked for a moment, thinking that Jun Yan should not be the kind of person who does stupid things for love, but Jun Yan has never been hurt by love before.
He hurriedly took out his mobile phone to call Jun Yan, but fortunately the phone was connected after a few beeps, and Xu Hanqing realized that his hand holding the mobile phone had been shaking since just now.
"Han Qing?" Jun Yan didn't understand why Xu Hanqing called him, but he didn't speak again.
"Jun Yan, are you okay?"
"I'm fine, I've already gone to school." What could happen, it's just a broken relationship.
"Oh, good. It's fine." After hanging up the phone, Xu Hanqing remembered that the two of them woke up at about the same time in the past, but today he woke up early because he couldn't sleep, but Jun Yan went out early, so what is Jun Yan? It's time to get up.
Jun Yan did wake up very early, in fact he didn't sleep at all all night.He had been lying in bed for a long time, so Jun Yan got up just as the sun was a little bright in the morning.When I got up, I didn't know what to do, so I could only pack up my things and go to school.
But because it was too early, even the earliest bus hadn't arrived yet, Jun Yan could only choose to walk.It's not far from where Jun Yan lives to Liyang, but it's a little distance to Qu Xi. Fortunately, Jun Yan got up early. To be honest, he didn't care if he was late, and finally arrived at the classroom before the bell rang.
Along the way, Jun Yan has been thinking about what it will be like to meet Ji Zhiyu when he arrives at school, especially when they are still at the same table.Ji Zhiyu will treat him like an ordinary classmate, or he will ignore him like they did when they were in the cold war.But when I got to the classroom, I found that Ji Zhiyu hadn't come yet. I returned to my seat with anxiety, and waited until the morning self-study started, ended, and the first class was over. Ji Zhiyu still didn't show up. Only then did Jun Yan realize that he wanted to come to the other party today I don't plan to come to school.
Jun Yan lay on the table, wrapping himself in his arms.what is this?Like a soldier about to die, he armed himself up and went to the battlefield with all preparations, only to find that the other party didn't care at all, and he didn't even want to take a look.
"Jun Yan? Are you okay?" You Tianqi found Jun Yan's face was very bad when he came here in the morning, and he would have been lying on the table for two classes, if not for the teachers in the class would know about him and Ji Zhiyu I have a good relationship, and I have been called to stand for punishment a long time ago.
Jun Yan didn't want to pay attention to You Tianqi, but the other party stood here with no intention of leaving, Jun Yan could only say, "I'm fine".You Tianqi didn't think he was fine when he heard these words, why did he feel, "Jun Yan, do you..."
Before he finished speaking, You Tianqi was dragged away by Zhou Yi. "What are you doing, I haven't finished talking yet?"
"Why are you so meddlesome?" Although Zhou Yi didn't know why Jun Yan was in a bad mood, he also understood that the other party probably didn't want others to bother him right now. You Tianqi, a brat, just lacks a brain and likes to go up in everything. make up.
……
Jun Yan knew what was behind You Tianqi's unfinished sentence.He didn't cry, just choked up a little.
Ji Zhiyu hardly had a good night's sleep during the half month abroad.Although he is very confident in his plan, this is the first time he has dealt with such a big event, and the other party is a seasoned expert, and he is not given much time. He spends every night in bed The plan should be carefully deliberated and deliberated.
I thought I could go back to China to have a good rest after the end now, but ended up having another quarrel with Jun Yan and broke up.After that, he didn't go home right away, but called Guo Xiaojia to race for a while, and he didn't go home until he felt that his anger had subsided a bit.But as soon as he returned to the room, all he saw was the past that he and Jun Yan had spent here, and all of a sudden the fire came up.
However, he doesn't plan to ask Guo Xiaojia to go racing again.He was afraid that Guo Xiaojia would be scared to death by him. When he was driving in front just now, he heard Guo Xiaojia yelling and yelling. I still prefer to be quieter, like...Damn, why do I keep thinking of him, maybe he is flirting with Xu Hanqing now.He let go like this, maybe he was very happy.
Someone as strong and confident as Ji Zhiyu would definitely not let go just like that.In fact, Ji Zhiyu feels that Jun Yan has no feelings for him. Judging from his daily relationship, he can be sure that Jun Yan must like him.But once this kind of affirmation was compared in front of Xu Hanqing, he lost confidence.
Xu Hanqing had always been a thorn in Ji Zhiyu's heart.Why did Jun Yan agree to be with him in the first place? Wasn't it to save Xu Hanqing, and the first time they had a dispute was also because of Xu Hanqing.Then this time, I had only been out for half a month, and I had told him to let him wait for me, but he was lucky, and as soon as he left, he moved in to live with Xu Hanqing.
It was obvious that Xu Hanqing was more important than him.That's right, how many years of friendship the two of them have had, while I and Jun Yan have only known each other for a few months, how can this be compared?Sure enough, no matter how powerful a person is, he will become unconfident when encountering emotional matters.
Ji Zhiyu just lay on the bed thinking about some messy things, couldn't fall asleep at first, but fell asleep vaguely while lying down.When I woke up, I realized that half of the morning had passed.After thinking about it, I don't plan to go to school anymore.
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The next day, Jun Yan still arrived at the classroom early, but Ji Zhiyu still didn't come.Jun Yan couldn't tell what he was feeling in his heart, he just felt sour and astringent.
"Junyan, I don't know how to solve this problem, can you teach me?" After the first class, Qiao Anran came to Junyan with a math workbook.She heard that Jun Yan was the best in mathematics in the class. Although he was very cold, if any students asked him questions, he would answer them seriously and explain them clearly.
Jun Yan took Qiao Anran's exercise book and read it carefully for a while, "This question is like this," he suddenly paused.
"What's wrong?" Qiao Anran paused seeing Jun Yan, and asked curiously.
"Oh, it's nothing." He just didn't expect Qiao Anran to sit down next to him. This seat belongs to Ji Zhiyu. Although he is not here these days, no one dares to sit in his seat.But Qiao Anran didn't know, so it was normal, Jun Yan didn't ask her to get up, thinking that it would be fine to sit down for a while, and she didn't know if Ji Zhiyu would come to class today, and then continued to give her a lecture.
"This is my position." Just as Jun Yan was about to explain the question clearly to her, suddenly a bag appeared in front of them, and then Ji Zhiyu walked in slowly.He threw the bag just now, right in the middle of the table.
Both of them were stunned.Jun Yan instantly straightened his back and froze there.He clenched the pen in his hand, lowered his head and did not speak again.
"Zhi Zhiyu, long time no see." Qiao Anran looked at Ji Zhiyu with a cold face and greeted him with a smile.
Ji Zhiyu's attention was originally on Jun Yan, until Qiao Anran spoke, and then turned his attention to her.
"Qiao Anran? Why are you here?" The Ji family and the Qiao family are family friends, so Ji Zhiyu and Qiao Anran have known each other since they were very young, but the Qiao family developed in W province, even if they come to C city to play, there is no need to transfer school come on.
Qiao Anran looked at Ji Zhiyu helplessly, "Our family plans to come to C City to see the development, so my father and I came here. Didn't Uncle Ji tell you?"
"I've been abroad these days. I just came back yesterday. I haven't been home yet. I don't know." Ji Zhiyu was in a hurry to find Junyan as soon as he came back. Never mind that.
Jun Yan has been listening by the side without saying a word. Although he is a little surprised that Ji Zhiyu and Qiao Anran have known each other for a long time, but when he heard Ji Zhiyu say that he has not returned home but went to look for him, he feels a little strange. It doesn't mean that he is still very important in his heart.But he told himself the day before yesterday that he should not go back again. Could it be that he went to him just to talk about this matter?
Just when Jun Yan was upset, Qiao Anran asked again: "Since you don't even know I'm here, then I sent it to your home, and you haven't received my birthday invitation in a month's time. I will go then." There was a little expectation in his tone.
Ji Zhiyu didn't care, after all, he was considered an old friend, so he would go to the birthday party, "You can get out of my seat now."
Standing here and talking to her like this has already attracted the attention of the whole class. Although he doesn't care, class will start soon, and he doesn't want to stand here like this.
"What? I haven't seen you for a while. Why is your gentlemanly demeanor gone?" Qiao Anran pouted as she spoke. This appearance was completely different from her goddess appearance in front of other students. It can be seen that she and Ji The relationship between words is extraordinary.
"Okay, Jun Yan, I'll go first, thank you." Seeing Ji Zhiyu's expression of not wanting to talk to her, he was not angry, got up, gave Jun Yan a standard smile, and left.
After Ji Zhiyu sat down, he didn't speak again.
Jun Yan didn't know what Ji Zhiyu was thinking, because he acted the same as usual, he still listened to the lectures when he wanted to, otherwise he would read books by himself, play with his mobile phone, or just lie down and sleep, as if something happened Neither happened.No, there are still some differences, that is, he will no longer take the initiative to talk to Junyan, and there are no small movements.
To him now, he is just an ordinary classmate.Other than that, there is nothing left.Just like those before him, there is no trace left in his heart.
But Jun Yan can't do like him, he is so stiff now that he sits there and dare not look at him, because he is afraid that he will stare at him stupidly after watching Ji Zhiyu; he also dare not move, because The place was too small, and he was afraid that he would bump into him.As a result, after only one class, he felt a little sore and backache.
So the second class was over, and he couldn't wait to get out of the classroom and go to the corridor to exercise his muscles and bones.He didn't know, as soon as he left the classroom, Ji Zhiyu looked up and stared at the door expressionlessly, as if he had just woken up.
This situation did not improve until the arrival of mathematics class.Jun Yan took out the homework he had done to join the national training team, and he was about to finish it, and the questions in it were all his hard work.He didn't start preparing until he knew that he had entered the national training team. Every time he saw some good questions or thought of some good questions, he would write them down. He has maintained this habit for many years.
When he saw this homework, his heart was a little bit back.As a result, just when he was in a learning mood, something happened to him.When Jun Yan is thinking, he has the habit of turning his pen around, and this turn is a tragedy.He didn't catch it for a moment, and saw the pen slip out of his hand, fell onto Ji Zhiyu's lap, and then slid along his thigh to under Ji Zhiyu's seat.
Jun Yan couldn't react in time, he didn't catch the pen before it fell, and now he couldn't get it anyway.He was a little hesitant, of course he didn't only have this pen, he also had a few of the same pens in his schoolbag.However, Ji Zhiyu is such a sensitive person, Jun Yan is sure that he woke up the moment the pen fell on his lap, but now he is still lying there motionless.Jun Yan was a little uncertain about his thoughts, and he didn't know whether he should wake him up or wait for him to leave his position before picking him up.
Jun Yan took a few glances at the pen on the ground, and finally decided to wait for Ji Zhiyu to leave his seat before picking it up. Maybe he will go to the toilet after this class, after all, he hasn't been to the toilet before.
As a result, after the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Ji Zhiyu was still lying there without any movement. Jun Yan was a little disappointed, but he didn't think that after 2 minutes, Ji Zhiyu really got up and went out.Jun Yan waited until Ji Zhiyu's back completely disappeared at the door of the classroom, then bent down to pick up the pen.He was wearing a lot of winter clothes, and Jun Yan was also very tall, so it took him a while to sit on a stool and pick up a pen.
When Jun Yan picked up the pen and was about to get up, he realized that there was a person standing in front of him. When he looked up, he found that Ji Zhiyu was looking at him expressionlessly.Jun Yan straightened up quickly, a little embarrassed, not knowing what to say.It was only then that Ji Zhiyu's gaze shifted from his face to his hands, following his gaze, Jun Yan realized that his left hand was still pressing on his stool, and quickly retracted it.Ji Zhiyu just sat down, said nothing, and continued to lie down to sleep.
Jun Yan felt that he was going to cry because of his stupidity, he was simply an idiot.Ji Zhiyu didn't go to the bathroom at all, he just went to throw trash at the door, that's why he came back so soon.Jun Yan thought, although Ji Zhiyu had no expression on his face, he didn't know what he thought of him in his heart, whether he thought he was stupid, why he fell in love with him in the first place, or maybe he thought it was okay to dump him.
It was fine, so it's okay to ask Ji Zhiyu to pick it up for him, but it's just a pen, wouldn't Ji Zhiyu help?He just wanted to make something happen there.
Then Jun Yan was not in the mood for class, so he just sat there in a daze.It wasn't until Ji Zhiyu seemed to say something to him that he came back to his senses.But he didn't actually hear what Ji Zhiyu said.
Seeing Jun Yan's puzzled expression, Ji Zhiyu knew that he hadn't heard what he said, so he repeated, "I said, is it so uncomfortable to sit with me?"
Throughout the whole day, he knew Jun Yan's actions clearly, he would stiffen when he sat next to him, he would run out after class, and he had to pick up a pen when he was not around. uncomfortable.
Jun Yan wanted to refute, but he didn't know what to say.He is uncomfortable, but it's not because sitting next to him is uncomfortable, but thinking that they are over, and seeing him now can't stop feeling uncomfortable.
Jun Yan's refusal to answer was his default for Ji Zhiyu.Ji Zhiyu didn't say anything, just stood up and walked towards the door of the classroom.It was still class time, and most of the students were still studying hard, so Ji Zhiyu's sudden standing up still scared some people. The teacher also stood on the podium with a blue face, but he dared not speak out.Ji Zhiyu's identity is beyond their control.
Moreover, his poor complexion scared the students in the class even more.It wasn't until Ji Zhiyu left the classroom that the whole class and the teacher felt relieved. It was really terrifying. Just now, I almost thought that my soul was going to return to Datang.However, what's going on here? Ji Zhiyu has never been so angry before. He has always been very polite at school and never lost his temper.
Jun Yan felt that he had done another stupid thing. In fact, he felt that he had been doing stupid things recently.
Ji Zhiyu didn't come back until after school. Jun Yan felt a little uneasy, but he couldn't tell where it was.
Chapter 77
Ji Zhiyu didn't come back until after school. Jun Yan felt a little uneasy, but he couldn't tell where it was.
When Jun Yan returned home, Xu Hanqing hadn't returned yet.In the past two days, Xu Hanqing seemed to have some activities at school, so he came back quite late.
The next day, when Jun Yan came to the classroom, he was stunned because he found You Tianqi sitting next to him, and Ji Zhiyu returned to his original position.The current position arrangement is the same as when I first transferred here.
Jun Yan walked to his seat, and before he sat down, he saw You Tianqi looking at him obsequiously, "Jun Yan, are you happy? I'm back again."
Jun Yan forced himself to calm down, and instead of looking back at Ji Zhiyu, he asked, "What's going on here?"
You Tianqi's originally happy face pulled down instantly. "I don't know too well. Ji Zhiyu came to me this morning and told me that the teacher asked us to change places, and then we changed." You Tianqi wanted to add "Did you two quarrel?" at the end.If Zhou Yiqian hadn't told him not to ask too many questions in the morning, he would have been unable to bear it.
But when it comes to changing positions before, You Tianqi feels depressed.Obviously it was Ji Zhiyu who told him to change seats, but when he was about to sit over, Ji Zhiyu looked at him again with eyes that wanted to kill him.If you don’t want to, you can tell the teacher yourself. If you bring it up, will the teacher disagree?Don't say it yourself, and now look at him like this again.I am really wronged, You Tianqi only needs a handkerchief for him to bite, or she is a typical little grieving woman.
But Jun Yan had no intention of admiring his appearance, he just wanted to know why Ji Zhiyu did this.When the teacher said that he wanted to change positions, I'm afraid that You Tianqi would believe it. He must have mentioned it to the teacher himself.Was it because his reaction yesterday made him angry? Jun Yan really didn't know what to do. He actually didn't want Ji Zhiyu to be replaced.He didn't want it to end like this, but he really couldn't do anything about it.
"Jun Yan?" You Tianqi saw that Jun Yan was sluggish, felt that he seemed to have been greatly stimulated, and was a little worried about his situation.
"I'm fine." It will be fine, even if something happens now, it will be fine soon.Jun Yan comforted himself in this way, but his eyes still felt sore.
After school, the whole class left before Jun Yan got up to leave.After leaving the school gate, he did not leave in the direction of his home, but turned in the direction of Ji Zhiyu's apartment.
When Jun Yan arrived at the apartment, Mrs. Wu happened to be cooking. Hearing the sound from the door, she immediately went out to have a look, "Master Jun Yan is back. Master is in the study. You can eat later."
Sister-in-law Wu also just came back from her hometown today, so she didn't know that Ji Zhiyu had fallen out with Jun Yan, and Ji Zhiyu didn't tell her about it.
"it is good."
However, Jun Yan did not choose to go to the study, but went to the sleeping room.The room is exactly the same as when Jun Yan was still there, even Jun Yan's things are still well placed in the distance.After opening the closet, Jun Yan's clothes can still be seen.
Jun Yan's heart was filled with mixed feelings, and he had some unstoppable little expectations.Perhaps, Ji Zhiyu's previous words were just angry words?
With this in mind, he knocked on the door of the study.
"Come in."
Taking a deep breath, Jun Yan tried his best to keep himself calm before walking in.As soon as he entered, he saw Ji Zhiyu sitting on a chair with his brows furrowed, thinking about something.
Ji Zhiyu thought it was Mrs. Wu, so he ignored her.As a result, the man came in without any response for a long time, and Ji Zhiyu raised his head impatiently, only to realize that it was Jun Yan who had come. "Is there something wrong?"
The tone is not bad, but it's not good, as if the person standing in front of him at the moment is a stranger.
Jun Yan was watching him meditating and didn't want to disturb him. He also thought that he hadn't had a good look at him for a long time, and he didn't know if he would have this chance in the future, so he kept silent.Ke Jizhiyu's attitude made him a little sad, "I still have some books here, and now I need to use them when school starts, so..."
"Your things are still in their original places, go find them yourself." Before Jun Yan could finish speaking, Ji Zhiyu interrupted him.
Jun Yan can only find books by himself.
"Your things are still in the original room. Since you are here, take them back." Ji Zhiyu looked at Jun Yan's back and said unhurriedly.
Jun Yan froze, and almost dropped the book he was holding in his hand. He wanted to speak, but felt that his throat was very dry. After a long time, he found his voice, "I don't want those anymore, you can throw them away." At the beginning, he thought that he would not live here for a long time, so he brought few things. After he came, Ji Zhiyu bought a lot of clothes for him, but those things did not belong to him, so he just took his books Enough.He just thought that Ji Zhiyu kept these because he still had some feelings for him, but now that he thinks about it, it's just his self-indulgence.
"Okay." After Ji Zhiyu finished answering, he stopped talking, and lowered his head to busy himself with his own affairs.
But Jun Yan felt extremely chilled.When Ji Zhiyu treats you well, he can give you his heart and soul; but if he is cruel, he is even worse than a stranger.Jun Yanli left after finishing the book, he thought that the two of them would not have any contact after that.
……
"Jun Yan, look." You Tianqi took a picture of Jun Yan, Jun Yan looked in the direction You Tianqi indicated, and saw Qiao Anran sitting in Zhou Yi's seat, and somehow said to Ji Zhiyu something.
"I think, Qiao Anran must be interested in Ji Zhiyu."
Seeing the two of them chatting happily, Jun Yan said in a low voice, "The two of them have known each other since childhood, maybe it's just a good relationship." In fact, Jun Yan himself didn't believe what he said.
Sure enough, "How is that possible? I have inquired about it. Although they have known each other since they were very young, Ji Zhiyu grew up in City C, and that Qiao Anran lived in Province W. There are not many people at all." How good is the relationship if we spend time together." You Tianqi felt that it was Qiao Anran who was pestering Ji Zhiyu.But the classmates around them still think that the two of them are very suitable for each other.
"Oh, so you're so powerful that you even know this." Jun Yan didn't expect You Tianqi to still be paying attention to Qiao Anran's affairs.
"That's right, of course I'm amazing. In fact, I think that you and Ji Zhiyu are more compatible. That Qiao Anran, I always feel..." It stopped abruptly, You Tianqi really wanted to slap himself After a slap, why can't I control my mouth so much.Zhou Yi also said many times that he should pay attention to himself.Why did you just say that!
"Jun Yan..." Seeing Jun Yan's pale face instantly, You Tianqi really regretted it.
"When did you know?" When You Tianqi just said it, Jun Yan could have taken it as a tease that he and Ji Zhiyu had a good relationship before, but judging from his reaction, he understood that he was probably early. Just know.
"I," You Tianqi took a closer look at Jun Yan and found that he looked fine, so he started to say, "Actually, I have known it for a long time. I always thought that you two have a good relationship, but I didn't think about it that way. .”
That's right, how could a straight man guess the relationship between two men?
"Later, when you were kidnapped by Jin Ling, I kept thinking why Ji Zhiyu was so active. At that time, I wanted to ask you, but Zhou Yi kept stopping me from asking. Then I... "Actually, it was Zhou Yi who mentioned him cryptically. Zhou Yi was not gossip, but mainly because he was afraid that You Tianqi would be so impulsive. Then he would really rush to Jun Yan and ask him why Ji Zhiyu ran to save you that day. Like, that scene is very embarrassing.
So Zhou Yi roughly guided him to think in this direction.He was really shocked at the time, he never thought that Jun Yan would be gay, of course he didn't dislike homosexuality, it's just that he didn't expect it.But when he thought about it this way, he found that many things that he thought were strange before were not strange anymore.He always thought that how could someone like Ji Zhiyu be so nice to someone he didn't know very well.It turns out that there is still such a relationship.
After Jun Yan heard it, he didn't know what kind of emotion he should express. It turned out that everyone around him already knew it, so he thought it was a good idea to hide it.
"Jun Yan, although I don't know what's going on with you now, but I can see that you still like him quite a bit, why don't you fight for it?" Looking at Qiao Anran's appearance, You Tianqi really felt that she I have this thought about Ji Zhiyu.Qiao Anran is so beautiful and powerful, if Ji Zhiyu is really hooked up by her, what will Jun Yan do?
Jun Yan showed a wry smile, what chance does he have?Ji Zhiyu didn't leave him a chance.
Seeing Jun Yan like this, You Tianqi didn't know how to comfort him.Hey, if I knew it, I wouldn't have mentioned Qiao Anran in front of him.Originally, I wanted to try to arouse his fighting spirit, but it seemed to backfire.He just thought that Jun Yan was too depressed these days, so he wanted to use Qiao Anran to cheer him up to deal with his rival, but it didn't seem to work.
You Tianqi scratched his head, feeling that he was really stupid.It seems that Zhou Yi should listen to Zhou Yi's opinion next time.
After chatting with You Tianqi, Jun Yan's mood became very bad. In fact, these days, he has not had a good life at all.This afternoon, Jun Yan felt inexplicably irritable, which made him restless.Maybe he didn't want to see Ji Zhiyu, or more precisely, he didn't want to see Ji Zhiyu and Qiao Anran kissing me in front of his eyes.Jun Yan chose to skip class and returned home.
Hospital
Jun Yan looked at the unclosed door and felt a little nervous.The door was already closed before going out in the morning. At this point, Xu Hanqing should still be in school, so what's going on.When you get closer, you can still hear some movement in the room. Could it be a thief?However, this thief is a bit too arrogant. It is still broad daylight, so he dares to come out to steal things?
Jun Yan quietly pushed open the door, wanting to see who it was.In the end, I saw Xu Hanqing doing nothing in the kitchen.Jun Yan's heart relaxed, really, wasting his feelings for nothing, thinking that there was really a thief, and he was ready for it.But speaking of it, he hasn't seen Xu Hanqing much these days, even though they live under the same roof.
Xu Hanqing always leaves early and returns late these days.When Jun Yan got up in the morning, Xu Hanqing had already left; when he came back in the afternoon, Xu Hanqing came back very late because of some school activities.However, why is he at home at this point today? Judging by his posture in the kitchen, it seems that he has been back for a long time.
"Why are you at home?" Jun Yan entered the kitchen, only to find that Xu Hanqing was cooking porridge, which seemed to be almost ready, which meant that he had indeed been back for a while.
When Xu Hanqing saw Jun Yan, he was obviously taken aback.He also didn't understand why Jun Yan, who was supposed to be in school at the moment, came back early. If he knew it earlier, he should have been in the orphanage.
"What do you cook porridge for?" Xu Hanqing didn't answer the question just now, and Jun Yan didn't care, and asked another question.
"I didn't eat lunch, so I just wanted to make some porridge." Xu Hanqing replied, but Jun Yan didn't believe it.The two of them had known each other for so long, Xu Hanqing might be able to deceive other people, but he couldn't hide it from Jun Yan, so Jun Yan knew he was lying.I'm afraid he didn't cook this porridge for himself.
To be honest, Xu Hanqing's behavior has been abnormal these days.In the past, he always loved to pester Jun Yan, but now that Jun Yan finally moved back as he wanted, he started to avoid him.Although there are activities in any school, Han Qing's personality can be allowed, Jun Yan doesn't think he will have such a strong sense of group to participate in these activities.However, this is his private matter, if he doesn't talk about it, Jun Yan won't ask.However, today he happened to bump into him, and he had to find out what Xu Hanqing was doing.
Jun Yan's slender fingers tapped on the table, making a knocking sound.Jun Yan didn't say anything, and didn't look at Xu Hanqing, but just stared at the pot of porridge, as if to see when it was ready.But Xu Hanqing knew that Jun Yan had seen that he was lying and was waiting for him to tell the truth.However, he really didn't want Jun Yan to know about this matter.
"All the time that Icry, that Idie that Ilostin you, I'll always trust you it's only love..."
Just when the atmosphere was getting tense, Xu Hanqing's cell phone rang.Xu Hanqing breathed a sigh of relief, even he couldn't stand Jun Yan's serious look.However, when he saw the caller ID, his heart was raised again.
"Hey," Xu Hanqing wanted to bypass Jun Yan and go out to answer the phone, but who knows, Jun Yan blocked the way and didn't let him go out at all, which clearly meant that he was here to answer the phone. "Oh... um... I see..."
Xu Hanqing didn't want to talk more, so he hurriedly answered a few times and wanted to hang up the phone, but before he hung up, Jun Yan snatched it away.
"Grandma, have you recently
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