Slag Gong chased me after rebirth

Ruan Xiangdi pursed his lips and looked at Tang Yuqiu. He didn't know why he was crying, he just felt very sad and couldn't stop being sad.The great sadness enveloped his whole body, he was like a piece of driftwood, floating in the vast ocean, unable to find the exit, and everything was full of despair.

"...Well, I see."

You know, you know, but if depression were so easy to beat, fewer people would die of it.

But you have already died once, Ruan Xiangdi told himself, you have already experienced the pain between life and death.When a person dies, there is nothing left.

After chatting with Tang Yuqiu, Ruan Xiangdi felt a little more comfortable. Ordinary people would only think that you are hypocritical, and everyone is living the same way. Why are you crying and crying to die?But chatting with Tang Yuqiu, there is no such concern at all.

Because of his severe insomnia, Ruan Xiangdi wanted to ask Tang Yuqiu for some sleeping pills, but Tang Yuqiu looked at Ruan Xiangdi's wrist and refused to give it. He only prescribed antidepressant drugs for him to take regularly and quantitatively.

Because he was afraid that if he got sick, he would not want to do anything or take medicine, so Ruan Xiangdi called Xu Xiangchen again and asked him to move here directly, live with him, and look after him.Of course, this will cause some anxiety and pressure to Ruan Xiangdi, but Xu Xiangchen's thoughtfulness will still give Ruan Xiangdi some comfort to a certain extent, making him not so lonely and feeling abandoned by the whole world in the middle of the night.

Whether as an assistant or as a friend, Xu Xiangchen is impeccable, always yawning and being woken up by the sleepless Ruan Xiangdi in the middle of the night, and has no complaints.Because he came to Ruan Xiangdi's house again, and when he found that Ruan Xiangdi's wrist was wrapped with gauze, he almost had a heart attack - he really almost couldn't see the living Ruan Xiangdi.

Although Xu Xiangchen couldn't understand Ruan Xiangdi's current state, he simply and stubbornly believed what the doctor said. Ruan Xiangdi was sick and needed someone to accompany him, so let him.

"What's wrong?" Xu Xiangchen rubbed his eyes and asked him.

Ruan Xiangdi sat on the bed with his knees hugged, turned his head to look at Xu Xiangchen, and said in a low voice, "I can't sleep."

Xu Xiangchen: "Are you thinking about him again?"

Ruan Xiangdi moved his lips, trying to deceive himself: "No."

Xu Xiangchen leaned over and hugged Ruan Xiangdi's shoulder, rubbed it, and said, "Why miss him, miss me, how well do you miss me, I'm not much better than that scumbag? He doesn't take you seriously at all."

Ruan Xiangdi pulled the corner of his mouth and forced a smile, and said in a low voice, "Am I cheap? I still miss him."

Xu Xiangchen said: "You can't help yourself, you can't help yourself, it's always like this, don't blame yourself, you didn't do anything wrong, you know?"

"Otherwise, shall we go on a trip?"

"Travel? But I still have a job..."

Xu Xiangchen: "Fate is more important than work. You can finish the itinerary that you can't push off recently, and put off the rest. Then let's go on a trip, to a place that no one knows, how about it?"

When people have a past they don't want to face, they always yearn for strange places, as if this can escape the source of all the pain.Therefore, Ruan Xiangdi was a little moved.

The next day, Ruan Xiangdi threw out all the things about Lu Jingyao at home, and then went to a talk show, which mainly focused on the literary film he made a while ago, because the theme of the film was the recent controversial school violence. It has aroused widespread concern in the society.

Ruan Xiangdi was always serious when working, until he received a call from Lu Jingyao.