about me and you

In the past, the days were always distasteful and passed very slowly.When I was young, I felt that time was too long, so long that I felt that time was full of malice, and I always tortured people in different ways; later I entered puberty, and felt that time passed very slowly, so long that I couldn’t blink with the person I like It's just gray hair; and then when I was young, I suddenly realized that time passed too fast. In a blink of an eye, we had been separated for a few years, but looking back, it seemed like a century had passed.

Hua Xiaopu is holding a cup of milk tea and sitting by the window of the milk tea shop, staring blankly at the crowd coming and going outside, occasionally passing by a special group of people, her gaze will follow them until Others disappear around corners or get overwhelmed by the crowd.

Feeling that the milk tea in her hand was unknowingly drunk by herself and lost its original temperature, she picked up the plastic cup and shook it to make sure it had bottomed out, then took her bag and left the milk tea shop with a blank expression Shop, walk with the crowd.

Out of the corner of her eye, she saw a pair of people who looked like a couple going in the same direction as her destination. She ran to the side of the other person calmly, like a spy who was watching other people, scrutinizing them intentionally or unintentionally.

Her ears are not good, and she couldn't hear what they were talking about in the noisy and a few people away, so she could only sneak her eyes on them, and then turned away as if nothing had happened, or looked at the various things on the ground. The same shoes, after a while, those eyes drifted to the back of others.

It wasn't until she got to the subway, followed others into the same car, and watched them get off, that she put her mind back into her stomach, swaying with the swing of the car.

Today is the weekend, and it is noon. There is no such thing as crowded stories in the carriages of the extension line of Line [-] as during the rush hour. Occasionally, there will be intentional friction incidents. Huaxiaopu is very honored to have encountered it. , the first instruction given by her not very bright mind was to let her stare at the innocent boy standing behind her, and wait for him to admit his mistake, and he squeezed into the carriage from behind her, and then she regretted that she hadn't dumped him. The other party has a big ear, and is as tough as a northern woman. Of course, if she can be tough, Hua Xiaopu will not be Hua Xiaopu.

It feels like the seats on Line [-] will never be vacant, unless during the Chinese New Year, a large wave of people flees from Beijing, Shanghai and Guangzhou, heading for the place that has called them a hundred times in their dreams. Wherever they desire or hope, they will escape like fleeing from a disaster area at the end of the year, going round and round, endlessly.Hua Xiaopu is also one of them, but she is different from others in that she feels that she is used to wandering. There are not many places she went to in her twenties, but she just feels that she has been to many places. They are all different, but she feels quite at ease here, for no reason.

Huaxiaopu has a few good friends who have fun, and they never go shopping with Huaxiaopu. Usually shopping is a major hobby of women, but they have lost the ability of being a woman. When there is a party, everyone gathers to eat, drink, talk about their current situation, and talk about some interesting things. They have never gone shopping in the street even once a year, and when they go shopping, they only go to a certain delicious restaurant. The goal Clear and unambiguous.

Friends don’t get together very often. Everyone has a job, and each has a large group other than this small group. The relationship is all connected through their own contacts, so every once in a while everyone will have time. Cherish a rare gathering very much.

This time, Hua Xiaopu didn't make an appointment with her friends. There are thousands of people in such a big city. Today, there is really no one who can waste the good time with her. She can only go wherever she thinks of for a long time, but There are only a few places I can think of. When Hua Xiaopu stood under the iconic Guangzhou building, the sun was scorching on her head. Pretty waist, it really looks better at night.

Hua Xiaopu looked at Xiaomanyao and began to be dazed again. This small waist became her sustenance for a certain time. For a certain widow, Huaxiaopu didn't want to say that name from the bottom of her heart, but occasionally she remembered it. At that time, she didn’t know how to address her, so the three words “widow” suddenly popped up in her mind. She even went to Baidu to search for the precise meaning of “widow”. The woman who guards the empty room.

But looking at Xiao Man's waist, Hua Xiaopu felt that a new problem had emerged. The two of them were not dead or injured, and they were not married. Chinese laws are not tolerant enough for two women to receive a red book. Now the person guarding the vacant room alone is obviously Hua Xiaopu herself, and the other party has already gone to the ends of the world holding the hand of other little girls, so whether she is a widow or she is a widow, the headache is that the other party is a widow.

Hua Xiaopu is not smart, and can't do things to fool others, so he digs holes to bury himself. Originally, the two of them got together and parted ways apart from each other. The other party came here to watch a gorgeous festival of lights, and she swore that when the two fell in love, she didn't know what acting like a baby was, but after breaking up, Hua Xiaopu seemed to have opened up the meridians of her whole body, her voice was soft and humble I begged someone to accompany me and walked a few places, the nearest one is this place, I come here for a walk at intervals intentionally or unintentionally, and then I won’t stop for a long time before going to another place.

The first love started with an online dating, and ended with an online dating. It is not a big news for people in this circle, but Hua Xiaopu is proud and arrogant, and has been alone for so many years. I feel a little aggrieved, I want to find someone to cry out for, and I'm a little at a loss, it's the first time she's talking about love, she doesn't have textbooks, no experience, even if I watch too many idol dramas and romance novels. They are all unrealistic stories. In reality, Hua Xiaopu felt that love came and went inexplicably, which caught her off guard.

But she can't cry, she is arrogant, she would rather hold back than say that she is in pain, she watched the other party leave with anger with cold and indifferent eyes, in fact, there have been several big dramas in her heart, or go up and scratch The other party pawed, and then said viciously: "Did I let you go? Didn't I agree to be together well? Can you still be together well like this!" , pulling the other party's trousers and not leaving, of course, no matter how much the inner drama is full, she still hasn't really done it. When a person wants to leave, no matter how much you try to keep her, she will always leave, either now or in the future. Short-term pain is better than long-term pain.

Hua Xiaopu felt that she would die in her memories. When she was old, she touched her gray hair. After all, when she was young, her beautiful hair was so smooth, it stuck to her forehead obediently, and she closed her teethless mouth. Mouth, weak legs shaking into a sieve, lying on the wicker chair while recalling, while smiling eyes wandering to a certain place, at that time she was in her prime, hadn't tasted the taste of love for the first time, hoping that one day she would meet Such a person, imagining the love in his fantasy, suddenly knocked on that door, feeling so shy and sweet with his heartbeat, the corners of his mouth couldn't stop turning up, no need to say that others can walk three steps away She has been favored by the god of love. Suddenly, love really knocked on the door. She opened the door nervously and led him in. She was so shy and nervous that she didn't know what to say. She hated such out-of-control behavior. For myself, I want to be able to talk nicely and leave a good impression on each other.But I said before that Hua Xiaopu is not a smart girl, she stumbled to the beginning.

"Is there anything you want from me? Did you go the wrong way? Did you lose the bet?" Three questions were thrown in a row, and the other party laughed a little bit. The poor girl had never been in a relationship. , so straightforward that people don't know how to answer the conversation, and there is a sense of stupidity.

Hua Xiaopu listened to the other party talking loudly about love, but she didn't realize it. It turned out that this is love, so what should she do? I was a little dizzy and didn't know what to do, so I had to take passive precautions of not moving if the enemy does not move, and moving again when the enemy moves.

The foolish countermeasures, she still thinks that she is doing a good job, but she doesn't understand that she just saw this silly girl welcoming the arrival of love for the first time, and she didn't want her to know how ugly her posture is, so she kept it a little bit Hua Xiaopu's self-esteem also demonstrates the tolerance and virtue of love.

Hua Xiaopu looked back at Shensi who had been walking for too long. The place she is standing now is the place where they came for the first time and the last time. When she changed from the cold steel color to the colorful one, she sent him back to the hotel, resisting the desire to turn back countless times, but in the end she couldn't hold back, there was no one behind, only the aunt who sold fruit Next to the small cart, there are rambutans for sale, which are very red and beautiful.

In this way, they each left their own paths of life and started their own lives, but Hua Xiaopu was still struggling in the memories, and his feet were about to step out, and slipped from time to time, Hua Xiaopu who slipped his feet Grasping the door outside, she turned her head and looked behind her with no expression. No matter what time it was, Hua Xiaopu was still that Hua Xiaopu. No matter how much she had experienced, she would lick her wound alone and would not expose it to others. , if someone sees it, I very much hope that the other party can treat it gently, and don't tear off that layer of her pretending mask, otherwise it will explode if it is torn off.