regardless of frontier

Qin Jiu once again fell into a long deep sleep.

"You really just want to have a family. Many people can do this. There is no need to be attached to me. This is not love from the beginning, but you are blinded."

In deep sleep, the man's voice kept echoing in his mind.

Really, isn't it love?

The time spent with that person was so long that he himself forgot why he was so attached to that person.

He recalled everything he had experienced since meeting this man.

He began to recall bit by bit, breaking apart and crushing all his feelings and experiences, thinking bit by bit.

Perhaps, at the beginning, he really wanted a home.

He wanted to go back to the cold but warm north, to the warm house covered with snow.

In the house, there is his whole world.

In his whole life, maybe even if he has forgotten it, he is still struggling to find his orange-red warmth that cannot be returned.

Yes, from the very beginning, he just wanted a home.

But, can anyone do it?Will he fall in love with whoever gives him a home?

If the person who picked him up in the first place was not the master but someone else, would he also fall in love with someone else?

But, there are no ifs, how can there be so many ifs, isn't life just a patchwork of countless coincidences?

It is obvious that Luo Qingshuang is also a member of his family, and even because of his practice, Qin Jiu and Luo Qingshuang communicate the most, especially in the later stage, the master can't help at all, it's just the two of them People are thinking about it by themselves, if it's really family affection, wouldn't Luo Qingshuang be more suitable?

But, it's just different, his attitude towards Luo Qingshuang is just different.

I don't treat people casually, his kindness to people also depends on what people order, and it comes out with my own feelings.

For Luo Qingshuang, he prefers to use upright violence to solve problems. He always feels that this kid needs to be beaten all over his body, but Master, that's different. this person.

Is it because the master is relatively weak that he has such differential treatment?

If he really wanted to make a comparison, he might have automatically replaced Luo Qingshuang with his younger brother who had long been vaguely remembered, and maybe his master was regarded as his elder?

No, no, still no.

There was still something he had overlooked.

In the white snow deep in his memory, Qin Jiu gradually came to a strange place, or a place he had forgotten.

The wind blew on the face like a knife, and the pain was so painful that people couldn't open their eyes.

That's...heavy snow from the north!

There, in the snow-covered hut, a family of four gathered around the fire, the mother hummed a gentle lullaby, and held a baby who was still breastfeeding in her arms. Under the reflection of the fire, the baby's face was flushed, Waving his little paws and giggling, the boy was dissatisfied that his mother had given up all his energy to the little baby, and kept acting like a baby beside his mother. His father drank goat milk and looked at the family by the fire, happily.

No, no!

It's not what that person said!He doesn't need any family!

He already had the best and best family, he forgot, just sealed up that goodness, and didn't want to remember it all the time to make his heart hurt!

This is just an unintentional defense he made for self-protection.

He doesn't need any substitutes, those people have lived so vividly in his life, who has the ability to replace them?

Suddenly, in the world of consciousness, the sky was full of snow again!

The small fire in front of me is gone, the only warmth is gone, there is, but it is inexplicable, and there is no end to the cold.

The boy trekked mountains and rivers away from that severe cold place.

Beasts, monsters, hunger, cold, beat the boy down again and again, but the boy got up again and again.

He's that tough.

He survived the harsh northern border, but in the end, he was planted in the south.

When the hundred-year-old monster from the southern border rushed towards him, the young him had almost no ability to resist.

However, at the critical moment of life and death, he also had to fight desperately.

It was the will to survive that came from his body's instinct. He stiffly ran away, blocked, and fought.

There was the sound of fangs biting on the teeth and bones, the sound of blood splattering, and the heavy panting of monsters.

Then, he seemed to see something colder than the ice and snow in the northern border, and that should be Death.

Suddenly, he couldn't tell whether the whiteness in front of his eyes should be the snow in the north, the light of hope, or the paleness of despair.

A wisp of faint fragrance drifted into Qin Jiu's nose, who was on the line of death and life.

That is, belonging to the northern border, the fragrance of cold plums.

When I first saw him, the man was still wearing clean white clothes. In order to save his life, the man's white clothes were stained with blood.

In spring, when everything was cherry red, that person stood in front of him like a falling flower that had fallen in front of him.

So thin, so fragile.

Yet, so gorgeous.

The good climate in the southern border really raises people, but also raises monsters, and that monster is only a hundred years old, so it beats that person without any chance of fighting back!

The monster rushed towards that person!

run away!Run away!

He wanted to say it, but at that time he had no strength to shout it out.

The man didn't escape, but went straight to meet the monster!

Such a thin body, in front of that monster, is like a mayfly shaking a tree!

After several fights, the man's arm was bitten by the monster!He could almost hear the sound of the man's bones being bitten off by the monster!

That person didn't escape, and even put his death to death, and took the opportunity to stab the monster with a sword!

After being attacked, the monster became even more angry, and bit him even deeper, and even pushed him to the ground, as if he was about to bite the man's neck!

The man kicked and kicked to prevent the monster from approaching him.

However, such resistance is almost futile!

Why not escape?Obviously you can escape, you just need to escape from the beginning...

You... will die!

Facing such a powerful monster, the man did not run away, nor did he give up.

Obviously so weak, but not like him, as if he had lost his soul long ago, just living like a walking dead, without any will to survive from the soul at all.

The man was knocked down again and again by the monster, and stood up again and again. Han Meixiang was covered in the smell of blood and pierced Qin Jiu's nose.

Such a weak person, so hard-working and desperate, he is so brilliant that people can hardly take their eyes off.

Even though the reality is so cruel, the man was almost completely shattered by the monster.

At the last moment, what Qin Jiu saw was the face of the one who defeated the monster with his thin body, and put his arms around his face worriedly.

"Ajiu, Ajiu, wake up, you are trapped—"

The memory and the reality overlap at this moment. Although the face has changed, the similar worry has never changed.

No, no, I never lacked family, my family, they are irreplaceable.

No, no, if it's just a relative, I shouldn't have that kind of lust for you.

No, what you said is not right, I was deceived by you, I was deceived by my own feelings.

It's just that I've been with you for too long, and the initial love gradually gave birth to a hint of family affection, so even I was confused, but any lover will eventually give birth to family affection, right?

But I finally remembered, no, no more mistakes.

There was mist in Qin Jiu's eye sockets, and in the end, the mist became thicker and thicker, and finally turned into surging tears, breaking through the shackles of the eye sockets.

"Ajiu, why do you..."

Yan Lu seldom saw Qin Jiu cry, and every time, it was when his emotions reached the extreme.

This child has always been cold and seldom shows his feelings, and every emotional breakdown is particularly distressing.

She clearly agreed to cut off the marriage with him completely, but she still couldn't see his tears.

Qin Jiu tightly grasped Yan Lu's arm, crying unceasingly.

Perhaps sometimes, a proper show of weakness is much more useful than a blind show of strength.

"Master, you believe in me. It's not what you think. I really like you. I really want you. Not everyone can replace me."

"It's true that I want to have a family, but that family must be with you. If it wasn't for you, I would rather not have it. It's because I saw you that I wanted to have a family. I just want to give you a home, a us common home."

"If I really push you too hard, I apologize to you, it's all my fault, I will change it, don't drive me away—"

Qin Jiu remembered, that scent of plum blossoms that was almost to be remembered in his bones, the scent of plum blossoms that should have come from the northern border, that time, when the two met for the first time, Yan Lu came all the way from the northern border He came here, so he carried the fragrance of plum blossoms on his body.

He forgot that it was because they never returned to the northern border, so they would never smell that smell again, and they would gradually forget where the initial throbbing came from.

Qin Jiu knows the bitter cold in the north better than anyone else.

From the very beginning, he was fascinated by the scent of plum blossoms.

"I'll change it, don't drive me away—"

At that moment, Yan Lu's heart was shaken uncontrollably.

He is the big man you can only look up to, but now, he hugs you so childishly and asks you not to leave. How can you refuse him like this?

Qin Jiu raised his head fiercely, and he chose to take the initiative to push Yan Lu down: "It doesn't matter if you don't agree, agree, or believe, my feelings are true, and now, with our reborn, brand-new Body, I will pursue you again, okay?"

With those sincere eyes and that flawless face, my heart beats so fast at this moment.

Who can refuse him?

The heart is beating, but the body can only grit its teeth and continue to retreat.

Qin Jiu didn't stop him, he said: "You can retreat, but you have to know that this time, even if you die, I will find you again, it is you, only you."

"I won't force you anymore, but I want to say that I have always been serious."

"You said that we are not from the same world. I want to say, which world do you want to go to? I will accompany you and I will work hard to go to your world."

"Or, I'll create a world where the two of us can work together, just like before."

Simply, there is no ability to refuse...

You don't know, you who have always been selfish, yet so cold and upright, have always been the light in my Tong Qingshuang world.