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In Qin Jiu's memory, the family is a rather distant existence.

The rather thin memories of his own parents in his mind were all accompanied by the extreme cold, suffering from the ice and snow.

In his impression, he seemed to be born in a very cold place, where at least half of the year was covered with thick snow.

How did he leave that "hometown"?He doesn't quite remember it, it seems that when he closed his eyes and opened his eyes, his life jumped to another stage, the stage with a master, from the time when the snow fell outside the window, and the family in the house happily drank hot soup around the stove.

People say that people's brains sometimes forget too painful memories to protect themselves. Qin Jiu didn't know how painful the past was, anyway, he didn't want to recall it at all.

He only remembered that father was gone, mother was gone, as for why, he forgot.I just vaguely remember some vague fragments, those fragments of him alone in the heavy snow that wished to be taller than others to make a living.At that time, my fingers and toes were always numb from the cold, and my clothes were always not enough to wear. I don’t know if I will be able to eat a bite of food tomorrow.At that time, it seemed that they could not be regarded as alive, it could only be called struggling.

The young child didn't know the direction to go, but only knew to walk step by step towards a warm place with food. Later, the little feet left his hometown step by step and arrived in a completely unknown foreign land.

The master once mentioned that when he was first picked up, he was so thin that only his bones were left, and his eyes were dull. How could he have imagined that he would grow into such a tall man now.

Qin Jiu hummed a piece of music intermittently in his throat. It was a lullaby when his mother coaxed him to sleep. He could only vaguely remember the song from a long time ago.

However, every time he hums this song, he will think of that heavy snow, that stove, that happy, warm place that cannot be returned and cannot be touched.

Outside the window is heavy snow, and inside the house is the lullaby hummed softly by my mother.

Qin Jiu didn't have much money on him, and when they took Luo Qingshuang away, they left in a hurry and didn't bring much valuables with them, so these days they have been living very frugally, this morning is really the first time in these days It was the first time to eat meat, that's why Luo Qingshuang was so happy.

Qin Jiu, who has always been careful about budgeting and was quite reluctant to spend money, spent money on himself today. He went to the tavern to make a jar of wine for himself, found a big tree branch where no one was there, and sat there from evening until dark.

When Yan Lu found him, he had drunk a pot of wine and passed out on the branch of a tree, his face was so red that it was unreasonable.

The wine is not expensive, not a good wine, a little intoxicating.

Drunk and stupefied, Qin Jiu felt someone approaching him. Even if he was drunk, he could still remember the familiar smell. He felt an extra sense of security. Because of the strength of the alcohol, Qin Jiu was aroused. All the negativity in the mind.

Qin Jiu hugged Yan Lu's waist suddenly, and buried his whole face in Yan Lu's chest.

Seeing this, Yan Lu also hugged Qin Jiu's head.

At the beginning, it was still silently dropping the golden beans, and then finally screamed at the top of its lungs.

It seemed that after being picked up by the master, he never cried again.

"It's okay, it's okay, Ajiu." Yan Lu stroked Qin Jiu's head repeatedly, and said "Ajiu", finally Qin Jiu couldn't hold back any longer.

"Why, master, Luo Qingshuang has everything, he doesn't cherish it, I really want it, if my father can come back, I can trade my life for—"

"I miss my father so much, I miss my mother so much..."

"I seem to have a younger brother. He seems to be still at the age of breastfeeding. I can't remember, I can't remember anything..."

"When I left them, I was only that old, and I still acted like a baby with my mother every day, eating my younger brother's jealousy in front of my mother..."

"It's so cold, Master, it's too cold there, the roots of my ears are going to freeze off when I go out and come back..."

"But I really want to go back to that time. My mother would cook a very fragrant fish soup for us to go home. Do you know Master, the river there is frozen, and you have to break the ice to see the fish. When I was a child I fell into it once, and when I was rescued by my father, I almost died..."

"Master, I really want to go home—"

Yan Lu tremblingly stroked Qin Jiu's back, tears fell on Qin Jiu's body uncontrollably.

He has always known that this child had a very difficult life in the past, but he never said a word to himself. This child who always puts the feelings of those around him first, seldom thinks about himself After even a little bit, when he grows up, this child is like a mountain, standing in front of all the people he loves and becoming everyone's strongest backing.

He never showed weakness in front of anyone, and nothing can break him down. Even if he is wounded all over his body, he can stand up again as long as there is someone he loves behind him. Even if he knows he is invincible, he will fight again and again. Charge towards the enemy in front of you.

But now, this mountain-like child was finally defeated in front of him by a word from his junior brother that aroused the pain that had been hidden deep in his heart for more than ten years.

Yan Lu's heart is more painful than Qin Jiu's at the moment, and his heart hurts as if being pulled.

Yan Lu touched Qin Jiu's head while weeping: "Cry, cry, it's fine if you cry, it's okay, Ajiu, everything is over, Master is here."

Master is here.

The last sentence reached the ears of Qin Jiu, who started talking nonsense because of his drunken consciousness.

Qin Jiu raised his head suddenly, his eyes were blank, and his eyes were red from crying.

Seeing him suddenly raised his head and stared at him for a long time, Yan Lu was also a little stunned, and the two of them stared at the branch for a long time, and finally, Qin Jiu moved first.

Soft, velvety touch.

It seems that I only dare to do it now when I am drunk and confused.

Qin Jiu kissed Yan Lu's lips, and pressed him down little by little.

Suddenly, both of them let out a soft cry at the same time, and they both fell off the tree branch and fell to the ground.

In the past, if Yan Lu was about to fall, Qin Jiu would definitely catch him firmly under him, and would use his own body to cover Yan Lu, but this time, Qin Jiu was so drunk that he was in a daze Yes, he failed to react like before, and immediately fell on Yan Lu's body.

Because of that impact, the lips of the two separated, and in mid-air, Qin Jiu pressed Yan Lu hard...

"Ajiu?"

Because of that fall, Qin Jiu seemed to be stunned by the fall. He fell to the ground and didn't know whether he was asleep or awake. His eyes were closed, and there was a humming sound in his throat as if he was asleep, but his body was shaking because of the pain. Keep moving.

Yan Lu felt distressed, and helped Qin Jiu up: "Ah Jiu, let's go back."

Aqi felt very guilty and remorseful. If he hadn't told the gods about it, wouldn't the gods have to suffer this?

The slap from the man in black just now was really ruthless. The fairy's face was swollen and it didn't go away after a long time. Aqi took a boiled egg to apply to the fairy's face. As soon as he touched the red spot , the immortal will make a "hiss" in pain.When he just tore off the beard on the fairy's face, Aqi felt as if he had peeled off a layer of skin.

When Aqi pressed the face of the god, he felt like he was hitting tender tofu with an egg. He was afraid that his face would be broken by accident. Every time the god "hissed", Aqi felt his heart twitch. For a moment, it seemed that it was me who was in pain.

I don't know if it was because of the pain or something else, but after the man in gray came to persuade the god, the god kept crying.

The man in gray actually thought it was a god, what a joke, the one who got beaten was a god!Why did the god go to apologize to his senior brother?Therefore, the immortal also yelled away the man in gray.

"Why did you hit me? It's amazing that you saved me? That's my father and not yours..."

While crying, the immortal was doing psychological construction for himself. Those words were nothing more than scolding the man in black and saying that the man in black was wrong.

Aqi felt that what the fairy said was very reasonable, what can't be said properly, and he insisted on beating someone?

Therefore, when the man in black returned to the inn with the support of his master, Aqi subconsciously stood by the side of the gods, quite dissatisfied with the two of them.

The man in gray supported the man in black and said to Aqi, "Son, open a room, and we will pay you."

Aqi curled his lips quite angrily: "I don't care about earning your money!"

Just after Aqi finished that sentence, the fairy next to his ear suddenly trembled and said a word.

"Sorry……"

What?Aqi wondered if he had heard wrong?

The god who had been swearing at the man in black just now was so suffocated that he refused to admit his mistake, how could he suddenly apologize after seeing the man in black who was as drunk as a dead pig?

"Aqi, we will pay you money, can you open a room for the brother to lie down for a while?" Aqi raised his eyes and saw the fairy whose tears were still falling like broken beads, and his heart softened immediately.

"Okay..." Aqi didn't understand what the gods wanted, but now that the gods were begging him, he had no choice but to open a room for the drunk.

Luo Qingshuang didn't know what she did, she hated Qin Jiu to death just now, he has never been slapped in the face when he grows up, who is willing to slap him with his face?Who doesn't want to stop when they see it?And Qin Jiu, who was so arrogant because he saved his life, even slapped him in the face!It's so irritating!

Even though Master came to intercede, Luo Qingshuang was still angry, why did he beat herself?That's his father, did he say something wrong?His father was indiscriminate, and almost killed him. What's wrong with him saying that?

If he didn't apologize, he wouldn't be able to apologize even if he died. If he wanted to apologize, it would be Qin Jiu who came to apologize to him. Even if he really came to apologize, he would still have to think about it before deciding whether to forgive him or not!

However, when he saw Master walking in with the man who smelled of alcohol walking in, and saw Qin Jiu's red eyes from crying, something caught his heart in an instant!

"Sorry……"

He never, never saw his senior brother cry.