Iron tree might as well bloom

Looking at the back of Lin Xinglang fleeing in a hurry, Jian Qing's tears couldn't stop dripping down. She wiped the papers on the table one by one, but she couldn't finish wiping them.

The restaurant is very lively, everyone sits at the dinner table chatting and laughing.Only Jane leaned over the table, there was only one table of dishes, a pile of napkins and a back who was crying silently.

She should have known, she should have retreated to being a friend after saying that yesterday, but she mustered up the courage to try again for herself, only to be bruised and bruised.

In high school, Lin Xinglang once said that he liked her, but she refused.When they met again in university, Jian Qing admitted that Lin Xinglang had become very attractive, he was gentle and considerate, always kept a faint smile, and she was always attracted to him involuntarily.She thought that when she and Lin Xinglang got close enough, Lin Xinglang would understand her heart, and he would confess his love to her again like in high school, and she could happily accept it, and then they would be together logically.

However, Lin Xinglang did not.No matter how she hinted, he just didn't understand.She thought he was only studying at that time, so she also studied hard together.Although Jian Qing has never been with him for so many years, what comforts her is that Lin Xinglang has never had anyone else by her side.

Since he was not in a hurry, she had no choice but to not be in a hurry.She sometimes wondered if it was because the two of them were too close that Lin Xinglang couldn't feel the difference between her existence and non-existence.Just like the left hand and the right hand, there is no feeling when they are too familiar to hold each other.So, she made a decision to go to work in another city after graduating with a Ph.D.

This decision was not only for leaving Lin Xinglang for a while, but also for her own dream.She still has parents, so she can't just be self-willed just for Lin Xinglang. After studying for so many years, she also wants to make a career of her own.But going to another city does not mean staying away from Lin Xinglang completely. She always chats with him or Xia Kaifeng through social software. Although she doesn't talk much, she still knows the basic situation well.

Jian Qing worked very hard and was very smart. In just a few years, she was able to work alone in the magazine, and she also got the magazine's precious opportunity to study abroad.Two weeks before she was preparing to go abroad, she received a call from a good friend from high school who invited her to a wedding.

Jane went away, and was severely sprinkled with dog food. At the wedding, she saw the honey-like eyes of the bride and groom entangled with each other when the bride said "I do", and she couldn't help being a little envious.When she got home, she thought that she was 30 years old in a blink of an eye, and then looked at the empty room, and the fast food she bought suddenly made her feel a little bit uneasy. At this time, she especially missed Lin Xinglang and the meals he cooked.

In the end, the reason why she made up her mind to come back was because she found out that Xia Kaifeng's younger sister lived with them while chatting with Xia Kaifeng.Although she knew that Xia Kaifeng's younger sister was underage, Jian Qing suddenly felt that her treasure was about to be robbed. At that moment, she wanted to come back, to return to Lin Xinglang's side immediately, and to confirm that he was still alive. It wasn't snatched away.

The next day, she went to hand in the resignation letter, and the president asked her: "Why, give me a reason, you are going to go abroad soon, do you know that!"

Jian Qing replied calmly: "I know, but I have more important things to do now." After finishing speaking, she left the magazine without turning her head.

After the matter was done, she flew back.It just so happened that Mingde Foreign Languages ​​Department was recruiting teachers, which was a good place for her to work.Now that Mingde was engaged, she was not in a hurry to tell Lin Xinglang. Anyway, she had plenty of time, but she never thought that she would run into a friendship that day. Of course, she didn't want to go on a blind date that day, but simply wanted to meet new colleagues.

Later... Later she didn't want to recall it anymore.These things, and many, many things, she had never mentioned to Lin Xinglang. If she didn't tell him, he naturally wouldn't understand, and if he didn't understand, he wouldn't know how to cherish it.

Jian Qing didn't know how she got home. When she was lying on the bed, her eyes were still blank.She inexplicably remembered a sentence: "A person is destined to be crazy about someone or something once in his life."Jian Qing felt that she had done it, although she didn't get any results.

At this time, Jian Qing's cell phone rang, and it was a long text message from Lin Xinglang:

"Xiao Qing, please allow me to call you that. I'm sorry, I shouldn't leave you alone in the restaurant. I hope you have returned safely. You and I have known each other for many years, and I have always regarded you as a good friend. What you said today , the shock to me was too great, and I was out of control for a while. You know, I have never been in a relationship for so many years. I think I may not be ready to accept a relationship, to accept another person into My life is still like this up to now. I don't want to lose a best friend because of this, I'm sorry for you, but I still hope to see you next time, you smile and call me Xinglang as usual."

Jian Qing looked at it, tears blurred her eyes again.You said what's the use of putting that person on the tip of your heart? He has never seen your heart.

Smart as Jane, she knows where she should be now.Proud as Jane, she tried, she failed, what else can she do but surrender?

There are many things she can't ask for in this world, and since then there is another Lin Xinglang.

At this moment, Lin Xinglang was also lying on the bed, tossing and turning, uneasy. He tried to organize his thoughts all night, and then he mustered up the courage to send a text message to Jian Qing. He was afraid of hurting her again, and hoped that she would feel better.

Suddenly, Lin Xinglang's cell phone rang, and it was a text message from Jian Qing:

":) Star Lang".

The author has something to say:

wait!I feel numb when I see what I write, so I don’t feel like I’m abusive.But I read that everyone in the comments said that I was deliberately abusing her?I want to make it very clear that it doesn't.

When I didn’t write this chapter before, many people in the comments said that they liked Jian Qing very much. I was also quite puzzled, because I didn’t describe Jian Qing much before, where did your love come from?

As for whether Jian Qing and Lin Xinglang can be together, there is currently no plan. As for why, I hope you can get the answer from my later description.

Also, you can ask about the plot in the comments, but in order to keep some suspense, I usually don't reply, please understand.

Finally, thanks to students A, B, C and D for their mines! X2

Thanks Lin Han for mine! X2

Thank you Yang for mine! (What kind of sheep are you, Pleasant Goat or Beautiful Goat? Hahaha)