Light Snow to Beginning of Spring GL

When rushing out of Bai Linyu's house, Yan Fei felt as if there was a lump of breath in her chest, and she had difficulty breathing. She was a little lack of oxygen and slightly opened her mouth to breathe, and pressed her fingers on the elevator frantically. Wang Xudong chased from behind and kept asking about the situation.

The elevator opened, Yan Fei stumbled into it, took a deep breath to adjust her mood, and muttered: "It's nothing, what can I have." Tears rolled down her fair face, she lowered her head and quickly wiped it with the cuff of her coat. He even shouted fiercely at Wang Xudong, tissue, give me some tissue, why are you still standing there?Do you think it looks good when I cry?

Her big eyes were red with tears on her eyelashes.Wang Xudong felt a pain in his heart when he saw her beautiful side face like a paper-cut, and hurriedly took out a tissue from his coat pocket and handed it over: "Wipe it...it's no big deal, go drink a bottle later and be a good man tomorrow morning!"

Yan Fei pouted at Wang Xudong while wiping his nose and tears, threw a tissue on his face and said, "Drink, drink, can you think of anything else to comfort others besides this?" Her beautiful eyes glared at him delicately and said: " I used to drink with you fucking to cheat your manuscript to make some money, you think I love to drink, is it interesting for me to drink and vomit every day like a girl?"

As a windy prodigal son, Wang Xudong's temper is not very good, but facing this sharp-tongued little vixen, he had to temporarily show his final demeanor: "Then don't drink...you can listen to persuasion if you like, I will say that you two have a good morning." Good morning, you can't afford a person like He Xueyan, aren't you making yourself guilty in the end?"

"Aftermath! How did you talk?" Yan Fei walked out of the elevator at the station with red eyes, and lost his temper with him all the way: "Whoever I love, if I get better, it's my fucking business. What is Gao Pan?" Sorry?"

Wang Xudong followed her up quickly to stop her, with a tall figure standing in front of her, he said seriously: "Since He Xueyan has chosen Bai Linyu, don't worry about her life or death. I told you that women are unreliable, you see?" Have two women been together for a long time? No matter how much you dance around, you still need to find a man you can rely on. Don't mess around and just follow me..." He had a thick face and was about to reach out to hug Yan door.

Yan Fei grabbed his arm and opened her mouth to bite the back of his hand, biting hard, tears welling in her eyes, she looked so pitiful, the night wind was very cold, she let go, wrapped her coat and took a few steps back, with an expression like The child said as if wronged: "Wang Xudong, you are taking advantage of others! I want to break up with you!"

While talking, he turned his head and ran away.

"Yan Fei!" Wang Xudong followed closely, and Yan Fei ran to the side of the road and jumped into a taxi. He quickly took out his mobile phone and called: "Blame me for saying the wrong thing, don't run around and come back quickly, I'll follow you Sorry for disrespecting you..."

Yan Fei pressed the phone, leaned against the back row of the rental car and hugged herself tightly, looking at the bright neon lights outside the window with wet eyes, this cold and dry city had never brought her any tangible warmth.The fast food restaurants, the shopping malls, and the bustling streets that passed by did not belong to her. She tried her best to get closer to this city, tried her best to live the kind of life that everyone envied, but then she got full of rumors and two quarrels. What a feeling of success.

She was full of panic, like a headless chicken scurrying into an unplanned track, if He Xueyan hadn't approached, maybe she wouldn't have the courage to separate from Shen Suyu.But when the decision was made to accept a new life, everything came to a screeching halt.

Neon bubbles reflected in her eyes, and He Xueyan's image was in her brain.In her heart, she was so different, like a clear mountain spring, quiet and stable, but she just put her reflection into it, never dabbled in the woman's heart, and even found a way to find out her emotions.

She thought of Wang Xudong's words again, He Xueyan, she couldn't afford it...

She was stabbed by this language, feeling like the last sentence before the gallows.After being silent for a long time, when she heard the driver's impatient questioning, she realized the reality, and tremblingly spat out the address of the hospital, panicked and very afraid to go there.But if she doesn't go to the hospital, where is she going?

The taxi drove through the streets, and she got out of the car and walked into the gate of the hospital in the middle of the night.The white light made her scalp numb. She wrapped her coat and lowered her head and got on the elevator. She hid in the bathroom in the corridor of the ward, and took out the dazzling array of makeup tools in her bag in front of the sink. Painted with a powder brush, she has never put on makeup as seriously as this evening, and she can't wait to face the high-definition camera without revealing any flaws after painting.

For half an hour, she got inside and received the blank stares of several passers-by.

These are not important, she has encountered too many misunderstandings, and she doesn't need to defend herself, and she doesn't need to speak too much at all with such a gorgeous face.She tidied up her tools resentfully, exhaled, like an elementary school student who got a zero in the test, full of depression and unable to bow her head to the teacher, so she had to show a cynical look to deal with it.

She went to knock on the door of Shen Suyu's ward, and when she heard the answer, she slowly turned the handle. The ward only turned on the lamp, and there was no nurse. A smile appeared on his head: "You are back."

Yan Fei felt that she couldn't speak any more, so she just nodded and gave a hum, and closed the door stiffly, then she didn't look at her. She took off her scarf, put down her bag, took off her coat and hung it on the hanger. Only then did she forcefully speak: "Is the nurse not here? I didn't mean to ask her to take care of you for me..."

"It's too late, let her go to bed." Shen Suyu's voice was very low, like a thread that might break at any moment, she cheered up and said to Yan Fei: "How is the new book release? Is it a success?"

"It's quite successful. The media are interested, and the big names are also supporting me. In the past two years, this press conference has been the largest. As long as the leaders are willing, there is nothing they can't do." Yan Fei smiled and sat next to her Helped her pull the quilt, and advised her: "Go to bed early, take care of it for a few days, and you'll be fine if you can't take care of me."

"Don't worry, I won't drag you down." Shen Suyu has a stubborn temper and can't speak soft words: "As soon as I recover from illness, I will go to see my daughter first, and then I will go to Hong Kong for a while to finish the project."

"You make money slowly, I'm not in a hurry, He Xueyan saw that I lent you all the money, rented a small second floor and gave me a car, and sent hundreds of thousands to my card in one go, telling me to spend whatever I want " Yan Fei protested, "You don't have to worry about my life. If you have a face like Zhang Xiaosan, there will always be a benefactor throwing money away."

Seeing her lively, Shen Suyu smiled at her, and said lightly: "You have never been short of money since you were in college, and now you say it doesn't matter, it will make you feel uncomfortable after a few days with tight hands. Of course it would be best for He Xueyan to take care of you." .”

Yan Fei thought she was nagging, and became impatient: "Go to sleep, I'm feeling better."

Shen Suyu looked at her for a while with the help of the light, and sighed softly. The mother worried about the child and said: "Don't persuade me, just find a tissue to wipe, the eyeliner is dizzy."

Yan Fei was angry with herself, why is she so worthless?What's the deal with this?Randomly grabbed a tissue and started wiping it, muttering: "Can you lie down with your eyes closed for a while? You can't find a single flower if you stare at me. That's my virtue. When the trachoma sees the wind, it will cry."

"Are you confused by me? What happened?" Shen Suyu frowned.

Yan Fei got anxious and threw away the tissue. She was dizzy and ugly with make-up, and her nose was sore. After holding back for a long time, she still cried, "I'm confused, what's wrong with you? I'm just like this... I learned from you all the time." I don’t know what to do about it.” As he spoke, he wiped away those tears with his hand and said, “It’s no big deal, I broke up with He Xueyan.”

"How did you divide?" Shen Suyu's voice was hoarse.

"Who knows. Maybe her ex-girlfriend came back, and she couldn't let go of the past, so she found an excuse to reconcile with her." What she said was also full of doubts. At that time, facing He Xueyan, she almost wanted to With such a determination, the feeling made her feel numb like a needle in her head.

The room was quiet for a while, Shen Suyu was lying on the white sheet, the back of her hand was covered with adhesive tape, she was as thin as a stick, barely propped up, reached out to touch her face, wiped her tears with her thumb, looked at her makeup and said: " You resign, and I will go to Hong Kong with you in a few days to help me. Once the public institution is restructured, your unit will have nothing to do with it."

As always, she likes to order people, Yan Fei took her hand away, not feeling pleased: "Why do you all like to help people decide their lives casually? Why should I resign, and I don't like Hong Kong. Why?" She said He muttered, tried his best to hold back his tears, gritted his teeth and was unwilling to admit defeat, at least not in front of this woman.

She can't be a joke.She flew out of the cage with all her strength, and after a few days, she was so hungry that she staggered to and fro, her eyes lost her spine, and she went back into the cage, crying and begging for food.

"Sister Yu, even if He Xueyan breaks up with me, don't expect me to accompany you to Hong Kong." Yan Fei said very firmly: "What's the matter? I can't find another pit to jump into? I have to go back and forth in such a bad pit." Jumping? There is no extinction of women in the world, I have searched all over and can always catch a suitable one."

"Then what do you think is appropriate?" Shen Suyu said.

"Don't grab me, I'm broken-hearted, I'm in a bad mood and incoherent. But my head is sober, as much as I need to be sober. What we were like before, we will definitely be like you after reconciliation. Another day you will meet more than you A strong person chases you, and you think I'm useless to drag you down." Yan Fei was teary, she was the kind of person who could say whatever she wanted and what she couldn't say.She doesn't care: "I really don't mind if people dump me and come back to eat grass again. I have endured you for so many years because I like you, but now I don't like you. It's useless if you say it's a flower. There's no way to lie to me, and I don't stupid."

She is like a prickly head, talking nonsense, but her eyes are full of confusion.Shen Suyu was too weak, so she had no choice but to stop talking, and said helplessly on the pillow: "Okay, I won't irritate you, I know you are uncomfortable, so hurry up and take off your makeup and go to sleep."

Yan Fei snorted and rushed out the door, hid in the bathroom and cried for a long time, Yang Yang came back again, changed into her pajamas and climbed onto the accompanying bed next to her, turned off the lights, and the room was completely dark.Yan Fei huddled under the quilt, and heard the even breathing of the people next door, she felt it was very noisy, turned her back to her, and persuaded herself to forget about this bad day.

Sleeping until midnight, she heard the rustling sound of Shen Suyu putting on slippers on the bed next door, Yan Fei took the quilt in a daze, Shen Suyu turned on the light, went to her bedside and pulled her quilt to teach her: "It's so uncomfortable to cover, but you can still do it." Inhale?"

The quilt was pulled back, and half of the pillow was covered with wet marks, and I cried for half a night without making a sound.

Shen Suyu's arms were weak, and she looked helpless: "Are you letting people sleep well?"

Yan Fei was silenced by the scolding, and looked back at her for a long time: "Why can't you sleep?"

Shen Suyu's voice was not loud, she lowered her head and said calmly, "I worry about you."

"Never mind your business." Yan Fei recited it again.

"Don't cry, it's pitiful." Shen Suyu coaxed the baby in such a low voice, lifted her quilt and lay next to her, not next to her, but just slept on the other side, and said lightly: "There is nothing wrong with Hong Kong, she is here now." Her father's there, when we come back, the three of us are together again. When I met those men in the past, I always put you at the bottom, thinking that no matter how bad I meet, Yan Yan is always mine, and she is waiting for me. So if you are very brave, you will not be afraid of falling when you climb a high branch." After a pause, his eyes turned red and he said: "Now that you have grown up and your wings are hard, I can turn upside down when I am old. You put me at the bottom, you love to toss Just go find it, follow anyone, anyway, as long as you are willing to come back, I want you."

Yan Fei didn't want to answer, she thought for a while and turned around, pulled her one arm into her arms pitifully, curled up like a child, closed her eyes with tears in her eyes and said: "No one owes anyone, you You don't have to give me the bottom line, I said I don't like you anymore, there's no need for that. Maybe I'll forget about being dumped when I wake up, go to bed early. "

"Yan Fei..." Shen Suyu blamed her for being too stubborn.

"I'm going to sleep." She reminded the other party not to pester her any more, but she also showed her attachment: "It would be nice for you Ansheng to be my sister... People who chased me lined up to Di'anmen, but I don't lack girlfriends, my only son A girl needs a sister."

Shen Suyu's heart softened, and she didn't care about her anymore, but she was full of jealousy and uncomfortable: "What's so good about He Xueyan? What do you like about her?"

"It's nothing good." Yan Fei silently replied, "Anyway... I just like her, and I'm making myself crazy."

"Okay, don't talk about it." Shen Suyu is very jealous. She doesn't want to see others better than herself, and she can't see someone holding something she can't win. This kind of thing feels very uncomfortable. "Go to sleep, if you talk about your sister, I won't be able to sleep anymore."

Yan Fei ignored her and closed her eyes.