[Comprehensive] If we have another possibility

Three weeks later, Hatake's eyesight returned.

It was the first time he came to the nursery room of Konoha Hospital and saw the little bun who inherited the name of Hatake, and his emotions were complicated beyond words.

Ninjas are tools to obey orders and cannot have their own opinions and personal affairs.He has recognized this for a long time, but he does not know when he started to doubt it.

Konoha Baiya has outstanding sword skills that no one in the world can match, bringing countless bloody storms on the battlefield and bringing victory to Konoha.

This is him in the eyes of outsiders.

But no one knows that the famous Konoha Shirato has questioned and tired of the concept of ninja.

Life is too fragile.This is a saying that his friend Orochimaru often says, and Sakumo deeply agrees with it, so he gets tired of it.

This world is too harsh and cruel to ninjas.No tears allowed, absolute obedience to the daimyo, and easy sacrifice of life for the abyss-like ugly desires of the nobles...

But ninjas are also human beings, how can there be no feelings?War and killing will only bring countless tragedies and hatred.

Shuo Mao felt that he had been distorted, because he had no fluctuations in his heart when he killed, and he was powerless to his partner's death, and even gradually became numb.

This kind of him made himself feel terrible, so after the woman came, he ran away, and on the second day of marriage, he flew away to the battlefield, and even after the news that he became a father came, he still did not return.

He didn't know how to face that woman.His only impression of the woman who had assumed the identity of "wife" was the cold and vigilant eyes, and this impression faded away after nearly a year of separation.

If you get along with her seriously, you will probably have a completely different life like an ordinary person.But Shuo Mo was not willing to do that.

His hands were stained with blood, and he could no longer return to the innocence of the past.

He thought there must be something wrong with his psychology.I heard that many ninjas who have witnessed war and death will be like this. They are mentally ill and nothing can heal them. In the end, they either become weird or completely crazy.

He thought that he also belonged to this category of people, otherwise how could he do such a bastard thing.

He felt that he had become eccentric and was now on the road to madness.

——He was tired of this world that he could not change, and yearned for death.

But now, there is only one exception in this gray world - his son.

That white, tender, innocent and ignorant little thing who inherited his hair color, his eyes are clean, he has not been stained black by war and blood, he is lying there spitting bubbles to himself, completely unaware of what the future holds. There is something waiting for me.

Will he be a good ninja?Will he guard Konoha like himself?Will he experience the same powerlessness as himself?

Shuo Mao looked at the fragile and ignorant baby, and suddenly thought of a word.

scarecrow.

I can only stand passively and watch everything happening around me, but I will never be able to do anything about it, a sad thing that is self-hating, self-abandoning and numb.

Just like himself.

The nurse in the nursery carried his child to him, and Konoha Baiya, who was invincible on the battlefield, panicked for the first time, standing there with a blunt expression and sweaty hands and feet, as stiff as holding a handful of explosive charms in his arms.

Of course, the little baby started crying, and the nurse who hadn't had time to walk away looked at him with amused and suspicious eyes, and said worriedly, "Sir, can you take the baby home by yourself?"

"Uh..." Shuo Mao hugged the little limp ball as if facing a formidable enemy, sweating coldly, unable to speak in embarrassment.

At this moment, the familiar calm voice sounded like the sound of nature, saving the poor novice father from the dire straits: "Sakumo Hatake?"

The silver-haired man turned his head like a rusty machine: "Doctor Feishi, please help me..."

The voice of asking for help stopped abruptly, Hatake Sakumo looked at the young man walking towards him, and fell into a daze for a moment.

The cold green eyes, which were more beautiful than imagined, met his eyes, and the flawless appearance was completely displayed in front of him for the first time, more eye-catching than a red lotus in the snow.

Hatake Sakumo's blood began to flow faster, and it wasn't until the negligible weight in his arms suddenly disappeared that he realized that he had just stared at the savior in a daze.

"Newborn babies are delicate and cannot be held like you do."

Fei Shi didn't notice his restlessness at all, took the little baby directly, and patted his back lightly.

Immediately, the child's crying quieted down, and then gradually disappeared, and he fell into a deep sleep again holding two small fists.

"Teacher Fei Shi is still so enthusiastic. Fortunately, I have you, otherwise I wouldn't worry about letting Mr. Hatake take the child away."

Seeing this, the nurse next to her covered her mouth and started laughing, making Sakumo speechless, while the other protagonist nodded at her without changing expression, and told her that if Minato came to find her or Sakumo, she would tell him that she had already left work. , and watched her walk back to the nursery.

There were only two people left in the corridor for a while, Shuo Mao and Fei Shi looked at each other and scratched their heads subconsciously in embarrassment: "This... because I am a father for the first time..."

"So, what are you going to do? The hospital is not a place to take care of your children." Fei Shi looked at him indifferently.

Hatake Sakumo remained silent in embarrassment.

Fei Shi lowered his eyes to look at the innocent sleeping face of the child in his arms and the small mole on the corner of his mouth, and suddenly said: "I will start taking a rest from today."

Shuo Mao was taken aback for a moment, and said hesitantly, "Is...is that so?"

Fei Shi raised his eyes to look at him silently, and said without expression: "Lead the way. You have a lot to learn."

Shuo Mao was stunned, and stammered in disbelief: "Leading, leading the way?"

"Of course it's the way back to your house." Fei Shi said as a matter of course, without realizing how much impact his words had on the silver-haired man, and added even more forcefully: "By the way, there are a lot of things to buy, I'll give them to you later. make a list."

Hatake Sakumo... Hatake Sakumo had already faded from shock.

Shuo Mao, who was still immersed in disbelief until the novice dad training course came to an end, finally had the opportunity to say what was in his heart: "Doctor Fei Shi, I remember you are also single? Why are you so experienced?"

"I've done a lot of similar tasks before, so I'm pretty good at it."

Shuo Mao couldn't believe it: "...a mission?"

"Well, the task."

Fei Shi responded immovably, and did not say that when he was a teenager, because he didn't understand why, the passive trigger skill of "don't cry when you hold a baby", as well as certain medical knowledge, had served as a wooden box for a long time. A babysitter that leaf mothers trust.

It is also one of the reasons that the ninjas in peacetime can only do simple tasks such as raising children.

"Don't talk about this. The child will be difficult to deal with at night, you have to pay more attention and don't take it lightly..."

After briefly mentioning the topic of the task, Fei Shi gave a few more instructions, and Shuo Mao diligently remembered it.After that, seeing Fei Shi's serious look, he couldn't help feeling a little emotional.

"Doctor Fei Shi, I have received so much help from you that I don't even know how to repay you."

"You don't need to feel that you owe me anything. It's my duty to treat your illness, and it's because I happen to see it and help you by taking care of this child." Fei Shi said nonchalantly, holding the teacup in his white and slender hand, "What's more, you saved Minato, and I haven't thanked you yet."

Shuo Mao shook his head: "You are too polite. Anyway, it is true that you saved me."

"Then you can treat us as equal." Fei Shi said unwaveringly, "So, you don't have to be so polite to me anymore, just call me by my first name. To be honest, I don't like people to use honorific names for me."

...Can life-saving grace be calculated in this way?

Seeing Fei Shi's indifferent and serious look, Shuo Mao, who was thinking with shame like this, could only smile helplessly: "I see."

He paused, remembering his misunderstanding of him at the beginning, and secretly said guiltily: "You...you are really a gentle person, Fei Shi."

Fei Shi lightly moved his fingertips holding the teacup.

"gentle?"

He read this word lightly, tilted his head and looked at Shuo Mao with deep eyes that ordinary people can't understand, and said without audible emotional ups and downs: "You are the first person to describe me like this."

"Is that so?" Shuo Mo was surprised.

"Ah."

Fei Shi responded in a low voice, thought for a while, and slowly shook his head in denial:

"The reason why you think I'm gentle is because you don't know me well. I'm learning 'how to be considerate of others' now. Maybe it's because of this that it gives you the illusion of being 'gentle'."

Shuo Mao opened his eyes slightly: "How to understand other people's feelings?"

"Yes."

The silver-haired man stared at Fei Shi intently for a while, and suddenly smiled very gently.

"However, I think a person who can understand other people's feelings and act like you is a very gentle person."

Fei Shi was stunned.

Shuo Mao looked at him with a smile, and said jokingly: "I think, if you can change your indifferent and unapproachable appearance, so that everyone can see the real you, there will definitely be more people like you." Let's talk? After all, you are a handsome boy with a kind heart, and you are so good at medicine at such a young age, so you should be very popular with little girls according to common sense."

——The real him?Even everyone will be scared by him.

——And...the handsome guy?

Fei Shi silently looked at him.

"Believe it or not, I'm actually older than you."

"...?!"

Sakumo looked suspiciously at his face, which was no more than 20 years old, with an expression of "you are kidding me".

"It's true, I just look young. This mark——" Fei Shi pointed to his forehead, and looked at him strangely, "Didn't you see the same mark on Tsunade Hime's head? ?”

Sakumo, who has a good relationship with Sannin, was speechless: "This, this mark is actually real? I thought you imitated Tsunade and drew it yourself!"

"...How could I do such a boring thing." Fei Shi's expression was numb, "This is a genuine seal of a hundred heroes." Senju Tsunade's disciple, Haruno Sakura, taught it hand in hand, without any deceit.

He paused, and said in a dazed and speechless voice, "So you all think it's fake?"

He said, except Minato and those who knew the truth, why no one had ever asked him what was going on with this seal, and what did he have to do with Tsunade.

I'm afraid it's a fake news spread by Ri Zhan.

...Fortunately, he even prepared several sets of rhetoric, and he was even mentally prepared to call Tomona (a betrayal he had never met) grandpa in front of Tsunade who came to question him.

——In other words, if others can't recognize it, it's impossible for Grandma Tsunade not to recognize the real thing, right?Why was he never asked?Did she find the answer for herself?

Thinking like this, Fei Shi's train of thought was about to go astray, when he heard Shuo Moo's strange voice asking: "Then... may I ask, you and Tsunade... er, you... you two—"

Sakumo was really surprised.

He has a good personal relationship with Tsunade, and he clearly knows how much effort she has spent on the seal of Baihao, and what it means to be able to learn this technique.

In fact, the silver-haired man whose strength was faintly overpowering Sannin's heart trembled slightly, knowing that the callus on Fei Shi's hand that he felt before was not his own illusion.

In other words, the young man in front of him is not only superb in medicine, but also a powerful ninja.

In this way, the respect of the doctors and nurses in the hospital, and the fact that he, as a guardian—no, a caregiver—seemed to be only a few years older than Minato could be explained.

...So "a promising but lonely guy" is actually a "reliable peer with a successful career and even a high reputation"? !

Shuo Mao said that this change of identity was too fast, and the strangeness before disappeared miraculously, and he could hardly help showing dead fish eyes.

But at the same time, the background and identity of the person in front of him suddenly became mysterious, so he urgently wanted to find out the relationship between Fei Shi and his friend, and wanted to learn more about the secret of this person.

It's a pity that Fei Shi obviously doesn't want to get entangled in this kind of matter that will reveal his identity - he knows better than anyone how cunning, sensitive, and difficult the silver-haired Wangnianjiao is, and naturally he won't give his father who is similar to him a chance Ji —— waved his hand directly, and said perfunctorily: "I have nothing to do with Tsunade, so you don't have to think about it."

One thing more is worse than one thing less. Since Tsunade himself doesn't care, in order not to disturb history, it is better not to have anything to do with her now.

Shuo Mao: "..."

As if he didn't see his accusing eyes, Fei Shi glanced at the child sleeping quietly in the stroller, and directly changed the subject: "Did you name your son?"

was questioned.The corner of Sakumo's mouth twitched, unable to ask any more questions, and he had no choice but to answer: "I want to call him 'Kakashi'."

"Kakashi?"

Fei Shi lowered his voice and muttered a sentence.

Shuo Mao looked at his face that couldn't see any emotional fluctuations, and silently lowered his eyes.

He slowly clenched the teacup, and for some reason suddenly felt tense in his heart, because he didn't know how to answer if the person opposite asked him "why do you want to choose this name".

Do you think "Kakashi" and "Scarecrow" are similar?No father in the world would think like that.

But in the end, the cherry-haired youth just looked at the baby silently, and said flatly, "It's a good name."

A good name indeed.

Fei Shi silently repeated the three syllables that were too familiar to him in his heart, feeling the ups and downs of his mood rarely.

He has been with this man by this name for 15 years, and has been taken care of by him since he was a child. He spent a hundred times more time with him in a year than his biological father. In the days when I saw that lazy smiling face, under his teaching, I became more human-like day by day.

Hatake Kakashi is aware of all Uchiha Feishi's weaknesses and habits, he can understand all his plans and attempts without asking a single question, and he can see with a single look what is causing headaches and is different from ordinary people's brains circuit.

He knows him better than anyone, and he trusts him better than anyone.

Now, he finally saw him again, the person who was destined to be deeply involved in his [future].

His son's name was praised, Hatake Sakumo was inexplicably relieved, and chuckled: "Really?"

Fei Shi nodded slightly and fell silent.

The old Qimu house fell into silence, Shuo Mao looked at his son for a while, and then unconsciously returned his eyes to that dazzling young man.

He looked so impeccably beautiful that it was impossible for anyone to see him and remain indifferent.The evening sunlight poured into his eyes, outlining a circle of pale light and shadow.

——The charm of this person is too terrifying.

When he realized that he was staring at him again, Sakumo Hatake lowered his head and drank the tea, moistening his dry throat.

In the silence that made him feel inexplicably restless, Fei Shi finally spoke again: "I am very sorry about your wife."

Shuo Mao's throat rolled up and down, showing a helpless expression: "There is no way to do this. Doctor Matsuda told me that the incidence of that disease is only 0.004%-0.006%..."

He calmly stopped speaking.

Fei Shi turned his head to observe his expression quietly, and suddenly said: "I rarely see a family member like yours."

Shuo Mao was taken aback: "I am like this? What do you mean?"

Fei Shi showed a thoughtful expression, looked directly into Shuo Mao's puzzled and bewildered eyes, and said as tactfully as possible: "Generally speaking, their reactions are more... intense."

Shuo Mao's eyes trembled.

Fei Shi stared at him for a while, and asked without any surprise: "You don't care about her at all, do you?"

Shuo Mao didn't speak, but looked away as if avoiding it.

Fei Shi didn't look away, just quietly watching his side face.

Those blue eyes are clean and indifferent, revealing the light of insight into everything, making people feel that there is nothing to hide from their own thoughts; they are so high and high, making the people who are watching feel huge pressure and humble, and can't help thinking Say everything before him.

After a long while, Shuo Mao sighed softly as if giving up.

He looked a little guilty and tired, but after all, there was no sadness on his face, only a numbness that was almost indifferent.

"Yeah. I don't have any feelings for the woman who is my wife in name, and I believe she has the same for me. I have reached the age where I need to get married, and she wants to use marriage to escape the control of the family. Just need it."

Fei Shi stared at him with deep eyes: "Is your marriage a transaction?"

"...You can say that." Shuo Mao replied in a deep voice, "In the end, it's just a political marriage. I believe we don't have feelings for each other."

This is true.

Fei Shi thought of the same indifferent expression on the woman who only met once when she talked about Shuo Mao.

Shuo Mao was silent for a while, thinking about what to say next.

For some reason, when faced with this young man with cold eyes, some words that he would not say to outsiders automatically came out of his mind. The reason to tell him.

But it is undeniable that saying these words made his heart a lot easier.

Shuo Mao thought this way, and a helpless smile slowly appeared on his lips: "Even so, as a man, I still owe her a debt. If it wasn't for the childbirth, maybe she would still be able to continue to live healthily."

He turned to look at the little child with a self-deprecating look on his face.

"She must have resented me very much. I have no... qualifications to be a husband and a father."

Fei Shi looked at him expressionlessly for a while, then said calmly, "Why don't you think she would thank you for giving her the chance to be a mother?"

Shuo Mao disagreed: "Did you lose your life to be a mother? I don't think she would be so great."

Fei Shi was silent.

A figure with the same hair color and eyes as his flashed in front of his eyes, and said softly like a whisper: "You don't understand, a mother's love is very great."

Shuo Mao didn't hear clearly: "What?"

"No, it's nothing." Fei Shi denied it flatly, and continued the previous topic, "I don't know what she thinks, but the qualifications to be a father are not decided by you."

Shuo Mao was slightly taken aback: "Isn't it up to me?"

"That's right." Fei Shi responded with an unchanged expression, motioning him to look in Kakashi's direction, "Are you qualified to be a father? Only that child has the final say on such matters. Other than him, other It doesn't matter what anyone says."

The silver-haired man froze.

Fei Shi didn't care about his blankness, and continued: "I don't care what you are thinking, or how world-weary you are, but since you have become a father, what you have to do now is to take responsibility, To be a conscientious father, guilt and escape are useless."

Shuo Mao stared at him blankly, as if a little unresponsive.

"——'Take care of my child.'" Fei Shi said quietly, looking sideways into his eyes, "This is the last sentence your wife said."

Hatake Sakumo's eyelids trembled.

He turned his head to look deeply at the little baby, and after a long while, he nodded slowly and solemnly: "...I understand."

Fei Shi didn't speak any more, picked up the teacup and drank tea.

Shuo Mao was awakened by the slight sound of the tea set, and looked at him in a blink of an eye, his brows and eyes gradually softened, and a helpless and gentle smile appeared on his lips: "As expected, Fei Shi is very gentle."

Fei Shi glanced at him.

"... Whatever you think."

The smile on Shuo Mao's lips deepened.

The cold-faced and warm-hearted (?) young man's enlightenment made the novice father Mao Sai suddenly enlightened, and after he said the words buried deep in his heart, he suddenly felt that the distance between himself and Fei Shi was much closer.

With the grace of detoxification first, and after this conversation, Shuo Mao's sense of Fei Shi was already so good that he acted casually when he didn't even notice it, as if he was with a close friend The conversation is average.

He logically asked the question that he had been buried in his heart all along: "Fei Shi, I actually met Minato before the time off, and he looked a little strange at the time."

Fei Shi's eyes moved, and he asked calmly, "What's so strange?"

"How should I put it...he doesn't seem to be in a very good state of mind." Shuo Mao tilted his head and recalled, and gave him a hesitant look, "Actually, I have always wanted to ask, why does Minato have such a good relationship with you? Haven't been back to the village to see you for a year?"

Fei Shi's silence answered him.

Shuo Mao felt that he seemed to have touched the other party's privacy, so he couldn't help but smiled awkwardly: "Well, I was just curious for a while, there is no need for you to answer—"

"It's because of that."

"……what?"

"I mean, it's because he's so close to me that I don't want him back."

Fei Shi said indifferently, without a trace of emotion in his cold voice, inexplicably cold in the silent evening.

The air fell silent.

After a long time, Shuo Mao asked softly, "What does this mean?"

Fei Shi didn't answer.

He turned his eyes to the door without a sound. Wherever he looked, a handsome blond boy approached from far to near. He saw him from a long distance away, and immediately came to the fence of the flag wood house happily. He was gentle and polite. He greeted Shuo Mao enthusiastically, and looked at him impatiently. The moment his blue eyes were reflected in his figure, it seemed that they were filled with countless bright stars in an instant, so beautiful that people couldn't move their eyes away.

"Fei Shi, shall we go home?"

He said with full of expectation, his eyes were beautifully bent, showing a bright and heart-warming smile, and he looked at Fei Shi with gentle and pious eyes, containing breath-taking affection, so focused that he seemed to be watching Fei Shi. own whole world.

That's definitely not the look you should have for your elders.

Hatake Sakumo immediately understood what Hishi's words meant.

He couldn't help showing a surprised and stunned expression, and subconsciously looked at Fei Shi, not knowing what to say at all, and at the same time, he understood the reason for Minato's strange attitude before.

This young man, he doesn't want others to think that he and Fei Shi are in the relationship between wards and guardians. What he wants is... is...

The silver-haired man who was married but inexplicably innocent was inexplicably embarrassed, and at the same time worried about the two of them.

According to Fei Shi, he is at least ten years older than himself, so isn't there more difference between him and Minato Boy?What's more, Fei Shi didn't seem to intend to respond to him.

Sakumo was thinking like this, and suddenly there was an imperceptible sigh in his ear, and then Fei Shi, who looked at Minato for a while, put down his cup, stood up and said, "Let's go."

In that sigh, there seemed to be a helpless compromise, and there was a little bit of gentleness that ordinary people didn't have.

Hatake Sakumo looked at him thoughtfully, and was about to get up to see off the guests, when he turned around again and said to himself calmly, "Would you like to play a game tomorrow?"

"Huh? Are you and me?" Shuo Mao was a little surprised.

Fei Shi nodded: "Ah. I haven't held a knife for a long time, I'm afraid it's a bit unfamiliar. I don't know if Konoha Baiya will give me the face to fight with me?"

"You're laughing at me by saying that." Sakumo shook his head and chuckled, and was about to fight, when he suddenly looked worriedly at his sleeping son, "But what about Kakashi?"

Fei Shi was silent for a while.

"Let me take care of it."

What broke the silence was Minato who had been obediently listening to them.He smiled at Shuo Mao with crooked eyebrows, and actively recommended himself: "Don't look at me like this, I'm quite experienced in taking care of children!"

Fei Shi also nodded to Shuo Mao affirmatively, so that he can rest assured.

——Namikaze Minato, No. 1 passive skill of "Don't cry when you hug a child" recorded in history, has a strong affinity that no one can refuse, and has won the welcome of countless children with its natural appeal and great naming ideas , It is said that no child can refuse his smile.

What a horrible man.

The author has something to say: Qianshou · (Never met a heartbreaker) Grandpa · Feijian: ...

Hmm... The period of World War II should be around 030 Konoha, so if we calculate it this way, our Feishi is already... years old.

Alas.

But don't worry he can live forever, he has a youthful face 23333

So Shuo Mao, we don't need the pressure of old cows to eat tender vegetables at all, ah!