To Oak

Zhu Miao felt that it was not that simple.

He felt that the reason why Xiang Shu and He Zheng separated, and the reason why Xiang Shu refused to accept him, must be related.Zhu Miao spent the whole night lying on the sofa thinking and thinking.

Xiang Shu looked like he didn't want to say more, and Zhu Miao decided to save the country in a curve.

On Yiling's first day at work, as soon as she entered the door, she saw Zhu Miao standing guard on the bar counter, her eyes burning, she was more eager than a cat who had been hungry for three days to see canned food.Yiling unhurriedly took out the souvenirs from her black canvas bag that she had brought back from the two days ago.

The place she went was not far away. She went to a nearby city by herself. There was a famous ancient town there. Yiling stayed there for a few days, took some photos, and bought some gadgets.

Zhu Miao watched eagerly by the side, watching Yiling paste some Polaroids taken during the trip on the photo wall.She brought Zhu Miao a refrigerator magnet, the size of a palm and the shape of a grass.He said it was for Zhu Miao, but Yiling didn't hand it to him, but stuck it on the refrigerator with a "snap".

The refrigerator at the bar is not big, but it has been covered with all kinds of refrigerator magnets.

Yiling pointed to the green refrigerator magnet, and said, "Xiaocao, you."

Zhu Miao said flatteringly: "It's so beautiful, thank you sister."

Yiling nodded expressionlessly, and began to tidy up the bar, making preparations for business.Zhu Miao was fighting next to her, always trying to find an opportunity to ask.While he was laying hands, he looked at Yiling, who was very serious when doing things.Although she has always been expressionless, Zhu Miao can basically feel her emotions through her expressionless face now. She is now expressionless with concentration and concentration.

Zhu Miao looked up "Asperger's Syndrome" on the Internet, and one of the characteristics is low social interaction ability and language communication ability.However, Zhu Miao feels that Yiling's symptoms are much lighter than those described on the Internet. At least she can manage the store alone. Although the communication with customers is not particularly smooth, there are no obstacles.

I just don't know what she was like before, what she was like when Xiang Shu first met her, and what Xiang Shu was like.

Zhu Miao asked, "Sister, how did you meet him?"

Yiling didn't even look at Zhu Miao, and didn't ask him who he was asking. She seemed to have a particularly sensitive heart with poor communication skills. This heart made the coffee she brewed extraordinarily delicate, with multiple and rich tastes. .

She replied without ups and downs: "Mutual aid club."

Zhu Miaoqi said: "What mutual aid association?"

Yiling has absolutely no intention of being unwilling to speak, but her narration and expression are different from ordinary people. Sometimes she goes back and repeats a sentence after she finishes speaking. She usually speaks briefly, and Zhu Miao has never noticed it.But Zhu Miao listened to her carefully, and after listening patiently for a while, she still understood.

The mutual aid association she mentioned is a non-profit organization. People with emotional disabilities will share their experiences and support and encourage each other under the guidance of volunteers with professional knowledge.Zhu Miao asked, "Is he a volunteer?"

Yiling said bluntly: "No, he is also sick."

Zhu Miao was taken aback by her direct answer, looked around before carefully asking, "What's wrong?"

"bipolar disorder."

Completely unfamiliar.

Yiling started grinding beans to make hanging ear coffee, Zhu Miao didn't bother her, and turned on her phone to check.Although most of the online medical checkups are unreliable, Zhu Miao probably understood after a while.A disease, a combination of mania and depression, mania and depression for a while, sometimes very serious.

But Zhu Miao sees that Xiang Shu is basically normal now, did this disease separate him from He Zheng?Zhu Miao guessed for a while but felt unreliable. If two people really love each other, what would happen if they were sick?And this is not terminally ill, isn't Xiang Shu doing well now?

Not only good, but also very good, super good, the universe is invincible good.

Zhu Miao checked for a while, and there were customers in the store, so he hurried to help.But he felt that he was full of fighting spirit, and he was very agile in his work, like a bullfighter who couldn't find his target for a while.The "bull" he wanted to fight came in at noon, and Zhu Miao rushed towards him like a gust of wind, startling Xiang Shu.

"What's the matter with you?" he asked.

Zhu Miao dragged him to the deserted yard.

The yard was stuffy, and the chirping of cicadas was annoying.Xiang Shu said that if he quit smoking, he would really quit smoking completely. He threw away all the cigarettes at home. The withdrawal reaction made him feel sleepy all the time, and he yawned twice suddenly, lazily.

Zhu Miao pressed him to sit on a chair, and stood by herself, looking down at Xiang Shu.

Xiang Shu urged him: "Say it quickly, it's hot."

Zhu Miao was so suppressed that her face turned a little red, and it took a long time before she said softly, "I like you."

Xiang Shu said "um", with "Got it" written on the left face, and "And then" written on the right face, which almost drove Zhu Miao to death.He took a deep breath and said with a "chug chug" like a machine gun: "You said before that the more I get to know you, the less I like you. You said it too early. If the more I get to know you, the more I like you. So what should I do? I will not give up, although I am weak now, but I will always work hard, you, you..."

Zhu Miao racked his brains thinking about harsh words, loud and loud, "you" for a long time, and finally he pointed to Xiang Shu's nose and said sternly, "You wait for me!"

As soon as the words were finished, Zhu Miao turned around and went back to the shop as if fleeing in a desperate situation, her face still flushed red.

Xiang Shu sat there without moving, a little unresponsive, every word in Zhu Miao's words was like a drumstick hitting the drum, making his heart thump.Subconsciously, he wanted to reach out for a cigarette in his pocket, but he didn't, only then did he realize that he was going to quit smoking, and he was stunned for a long time before he slowly returned to the air-conditioned room with his pocket.

He came here today to tell Zhu Miao that when he is away from home, Zhu Miao can borrow and live in his house alone, so that he can take a bath and sleep comfortably.But he doesn't plan to tell Zhu Miao now, Zhu Miao is already high-spirited enough, a little sunshine will shine brightly, and a little rain will take root and sprout.

Xiang Shu was very conflicted.

On the one hand, he wanted to bully him and cool down his enthusiasm. On the other hand, seeing Zhu Miao like this made him feel very good.He kept smiling, quickly opened the door and left the store to go home.

He felt that Zhu Miao was leading him to walk through a complicated maze. No one knew how to navigate the maze, and no one knew what would be waiting for them at the end of the maze, but Zhu Miao was full of confidence, which made him always Pessimistic, he unconsciously began to look forward to it.

The author says:

Our Xiaocao has risen (I wanted to write about manic depression during the summer, who knows the pitfalls, so I will write it here (I don’t know much about these diseases, if there is something wrong, please correct me