I don't want to go to university in Guangdong

13

Two weeks passed quickly, and the internship was only a few days away.

But in the last five days, my anxiety plummeted, like falling into an ice cave.

I never believed in dog blood before, but now I do.

When the teacher took us to visit the disease prevention laboratory, I met an unexpected person——the person in charge of this laboratory was my first love. I had been secretly in love with him for several months but found that he liked women.

It was nothing at all, I can pretend that nothing happened.

It's just that meeting acquaintances reminds me of many things that I don't want to recall.

Those things that I hide deep in my heart, and no one ever knows.

This guy is my one-sided first love.One-sided liking is really bitter.

I've seen this before: the most painful thing is that a homosexual likes a heterosexual, even if the other is single, you don't have a [-]% chance that your crush will come true.So those few months were the saddest time after I realized my sexuality.

All likes are insignificant, all likes can only be hidden in the bottom of my heart.

So in the last few days I was extremely depressed and sad.

Some things really need to get out as soon as possible, otherwise you will be deeply involved in it, and when you can't extricate yourself, you can only suffer and regret.Until then, it will be too late to recover.

For Li Yiheng, shouldn't it be better to withdraw earlier?

I don't want to experience that kind of pain again.

I plan to avoid Li Yiheng, although it will make me very sad.

The internship has been over for several days, and I have not yet come out of this sad mood.

Li Yiheng noticed my disappointment and asked me what was wrong, and I made up a lie full of mistakes.He didn't expose me.

The consequence of being absent-minded is that I made several mistakes in experiments, and they were still very low-level mistakes.The teacher called me over and said a few words, "If you are too tired, it doesn't matter if you don't come to do the experiment for a few days."

I said yes.

Coming out of the teacher's office, I continued to finish the chemistry experiment for the day, still absent-minded.

Sure enough, doing experiments absent-mindedly will cost a lot.

I didn't pay attention when diluting the concentrated sulfuric acid. My hand was scalded by the test tube that heated up instantly, and the burned place immediately turned red.

Li Yiheng happened to be next to me. When he saw it, he rushed over, grabbed my hand and rushed under the faucet.

"Why are you so careless? What's the matter with you recently?" Hearing him ask, my grievance and unwillingness over the past few days suddenly reached a breaking point.

"Don't worry about it!" I said and ran out of the laboratory.

Li Yiheng chased him out, but the teacher just called him, so he had to turn back.