I am the youngest in the world

After suffering from this experience, Wa'an was comforted by Ah Kuan for a long time, and finally he relaxed his brows and fell asleep.

Ah Kuan placed the person beside him, with his arms resting on the back of his head, his tender eyes gradually faded from the tender color, and the black eyes that blended hollow and deep seemed to be staring at the snow-white ceiling in a daze.

The person he will never forget, the conversation he will never forget, comes back to his mind.

At that time, Akuan was much more stubborn than Wa'an is now.

……

"Ah Kuan! How could you do this! Have you forgotten what the bounden duty of a soldier is!" The man snapped, his flushed face almost turning purple, annoyed.

"Yes!" Ah Kuan replied sullenly, roaring.Even though he was dissatisfied in every way in his heart, he must not contradict the officer, otherwise it would be an even worse crime.But obviously, his words at this time also made the other party very angry, and the other party's face had turned into a pig's liver color.

He paced around resentfully, and then tried his best not to hit him, "You! You! Well, you will always pay the price for your ignorance and fearlessness!" After finishing speaking, he emphasized, "And you are special!"

This woman is always like this, and then she will report to her immediate superior.Ah Kuan thought so.I feel even more dismissive of this woman in my heart.

really.

he thought.He even feels a little relieved in his heart, and finally doesn't have to entangle with this woman anymore.

"Don't think that you are right. As a soldier who repeatedly violates discipline and disobeys orders, he is not worthy of being a soldier at all! You should know this!" The man in front of him said this to himself more than once.But Ah Kuan also knew that the other party used the most serious words to describe it again and again, warning himself to tell him the seriousness of the consequences, but he just couldn't do it.

"If they tell you to retreat! You must retreat! You must obey the instructions of your superiors!"

What did the other party say when he joined the army as a recruit many years ago?

"You are the one with the most potential I have ever met. I hope you can keep working hard and work hard. We are optimistic about you."

It is so and so now.

"I have warned you many times. It is good for you to protect your companions bravely. Don't forget that you have been downgraded to your current status. Please remember that if you don't want your status to be more embarrassing, do Do what you should do."

Ah Kuan stared at the man with sharp eyes without avoiding it, but now he spoke and saluted, "Report sir!"

"Say."

After stomping his feet, he stood at attention again, "I don't think I'm wrong!"

Ah Kuan has always known that he is not a qualified soldier, he can't ignore the lives of his companions, he can't completely go against his will and obey the direct retreat order that almost makes him intolerable.

"Okay, you say."

Hiroshi felt that this might be the last time a man endured his answer that did not conform to military thinking, but Hiroshi still said, "My partners are using their bodies to pave the way for our mission. They clearly have a chance, but because of the superior's The retreat order had to be given up directly! The mission target’s life is his life, the commander’s life is his life, and my partner’s life is not his life? He voluntarily died for the country, voluntarily used his life to pave the way for the country Road, how can the country repay them!"

Ah Kuan said forcefully, he didn't finish his words, he didn't give the other party a chance to interrupt, and then said, "Once they lose, what else can they get, what can they enjoy! With all due respect, even if it is given to them with money Family members make compensation, and their family members may not care too much, whether life is more important or mission is more important!"

The man who had always faced Hiro with a blank face smiled at this moment, "Are you asking me?" he said.

"Then let me tell you clearly at this time, for a qualified soldier, the mission is more important than life." He said flatly, not as powerful as Ah Kuan's words at all. Just this simple sentence, It stimulated Ah Kuan, who was still young and full of enthusiasm, like a lion about to pounce and attack.

"Even if you have your own thoughts, you should change your thoughts after being in the army for so many years."

"So, you're saying that the mission is the most important thing at all times?"

This kind of brainwashing education.

Ah Kuan's body trembled, but he didn't move in the end. He said, "Sir, I don't understand. If you were the one who died on the battlefield or during a mission, what would you do?"

"It's an honor."

Ah Kuan raised his chin slightly, closed his wide eyes slightly, and said in a contemptuous tone, "Unfortunately, I don't have the noble character you said..."

"No, no, no, no noble character is needed." He beckoned and asked people to sit on the floor, and he sat down with him. "It just so happens that today is an opportunity, let's discuss it together."

Ah Kuan did it well with the most standard posture, without any appearance of listening attentively, as if he didn't listen to anyone's teachings and lectures, and insisted on the justice in his heart.

A man who didn't smile all the year round, smiled at Ah Kuan many times now, and he is still smiling now, "You don't need to be so nervous, I just want to talk to you and relax."

Ah Kuan simply closed his eyes and rested his mind.

The man didn't care, he smiled, but what he said made people feel very uncomfortable. He said, "If you are like this next time, I may not be able to keep you."

Ah Kuan also knows that he has indeed received a lot of protection from the other party, but from the fact that the other party just keeps him downgraded without other punishments, he is indeed well protected, "Sir, I will no longer I need your protection, I know that you have been protecting me maybe because I am a plastic talent, now so many times, you must be disappointed in me, so I don't force you to protect me again, if they want me next time If I leave the army directly, I won't say much."

A Kuan said, and concluded, "So you can rest assured, I remember your kindness to me these years, and also your teachings to me these years, it has nothing to do with you in the end where I end up and what happens to me."

"I will stand up for my justice."

Ah Kuan talked at length, expressing a bunch of nonsense to thank the instructor in front of him who has always treated him well.

"Justice..." The man's fingers inadvertently brushed the corners of his lips, and the corners of his lips that had just been drawn back into a smile again, "Here, I have never heard such justice as you understand, and everyone is washed away." All people have the strongest sense of responsibility for their own country, all people believe in their own ideas, and no one has ever asked themselves what justice is in their hearts. Kuan, you are so interesting."

He laughed out of nowhere, and then covered his mouth, "Do you know why you seldom see me laugh? Because in this place full of military regulations, you may be seen anytime, anywhere. The bad thing about it is that I rarely laugh, because sometimes, laughing can be a mistake."

Ah Kuan raised the corners of his lips, "Sir, what's the use of telling me this?"

"No, actually I also have my justice. After staying in this kind of place for a long time, how many people can remember and fulfill the justice in their hearts." He said with emotion.

Ah Kuan wanted to say something, but swallowed the words, "Sir, what are you feeling emotional about?"

"No, it's nothing." He said, and then stood up again, "I don't want to chat with you anymore, but Kuan, you are still as interesting as when you came in." He pointed his index finger at his closed eye, " I chose you at the beginning because I saw something in your eyes, you are a lively and energetic young man."

"Huh ha ha." He laughed happily, "But even so, next time, I don't intend to protect you again."

"Let everything be left to fate."

……

The man who was directly under him didn't forget to put away the smile that should have been on the corner of his lips before he left.

Ah Kuan came back to his senses, distracted from the memories that seemed to be very near but very far away.When he came back to his senses, the snow-white top that seemed to reflect the memory image had returned to its original appearance.

It was still a piece of white, and the memory against it was like his imagination, as if it didn't exist at all.

Ah Kuan rolled his tired eyes, and thought, it's a good thing, he still has Wa'an by his side.

No one said that his ideas were wrong, but in that environment, watching his companions die before his eyes one by one, the glaring red, which stained the brown land, seemed to still linger with the bloody smell The snort doesn't go away at all.

The nightmare going back at midnight frightened Ah Kuan back then many times. He often saw the bloody faces of his companions in his dreams, crying and saying help to himself, or crying and shouting, "Ah Kuan, take your brothers first." Let's go! I am the queen!" The queens one by one took away their lives in the end.

"Ah Kuan! You are the captain! You have to remember! You are the captain!... So, you have to take your brothers out."

"What a shit mission! Our team members died one after another! Their lives are their lives, so isn't ours ours!" He roared and hissed and let out a mournful cry of the soul.

"Kuan?"

"Ok?"

"Ah Kuan."

"Ah."

"Why are you crying?"

Ah Kuan touched the corners of his eyes in a daze, and he actually... cried?

Those were transparent tears. It turned out that I had never forgotten those companions who lived and died together as I thought.

"Ah Kuan, I'm here."

"Well, you are here."

Now he also has someone to protect, Wa'an.

This time, he will do his best to prevent Wa'an from losing his heart like he was when he was young.

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Ah Kuan: I'm so sad and need little Wa'an to comfort me.

Wa'an: ...Touch it.

A Kuan closed his eyes and put his hand on Wa An's body tiredly, feeling unprecedentedly relieved.