sleep in your heart

Zheng Zhi began to deeply understand the saying "Parents are the most tolerant and powerful people in the world". No matter what happens to the child, no matter what path the child chooses to take, the parents have to bear more than the child himself. need more.

Zheng's mother sorted out her emotions, patted her son and said, "What about others?"

"I asked He Ye to call him out." Zheng Zhi wiped her tears, "He is here, I can't tell you, he won't agree."

"You..." Zheng's mother stood up and went to the bathroom, "I'm going to wash my face, you call him and ask him, if you haven't eaten, come back and eat."

Zheng Zhi looked at her back and smiled, and said softly, "Mom, thank you."

Although the process was uncomfortable, it actually went smoothly. Zheng Zhidu was ready for a long-term battle. Unexpectedly, his mother accepted it so quickly.

Probably also helpless, what can I do if I don’t accept it?Is it really because of such a thing that he has never recognized his son?

What's more, homosexuality is not a harmful thing, they are just not the mainstream group recognized by this society.

When You Zeyi received Zheng Zhi's call, he was about to go to dinner with He Ye. The two walked around all morning, He Ye bought a lot of things, and You Zeyi stayed with her, exhausted.

He has never gone shopping with a girl before, and he always heard people say that a boy going shopping with his girlfriend is like being tortured, and now he finally understands it.

"What are you doing?" Zheng Zhi asked.

You Ze took a look at He Ye and replied, "We are going to eat."

"Have you eaten yet? It's past one o'clock."

"Well, how about you? Are you outside?"

Zheng Zhi coughed lightly, and then said, "I have something to tell you, it's a serious matter."

Hearing this one by one, You Ze immediately became nervous. For the past two days, Zheng's mother was here, and he tensed up every day. He was afraid that something would be annoying if he didn't do well, and he was worried that something would be wrong, so that she would notice that he and Zheng knew each other. Relationship.

"I came out with my mom."

When this sentence reached You Zeyi's ear through the receiver, he felt that it was very unreal. It took him several seconds to confirm whether he was hallucinating or not.

"Are you listening?" Zheng Zhi asked, "Hey, can you hear me?"

"Ah... yes." You Zeyi's brain has exploded, he felt a little tinnitus, a little dizzy, a little dizzy, "What did you just say?"

"I said, I came out with my mother and told her that you are my boyfriend." Zheng Zhi said with a smile, "I said I love you."

You Zeyi bit his lip.

"Why don't you talk?" Zheng Zhi said, "She asked you to come back for dinner."

"what?"

"Ah what! Are you stupid?" Zheng Zhi said, "All problems are solved, come back."

When he hung up the phone, You Zeyi was still in a daze.

Seeing him like this, He Ye asked worriedly, "What's wrong? What happened to him...?"

As soon as You Ze turned to look at her, he said in disbelief, "He confessed to his mother, saying that the two of us... that, and then, his mother asked me to go back for dinner."

He Ye was also taken aback for a moment, then smiled and said, "Congratulations!"

"What?" You Ze was in a daze.

"Stupidly happy?" He Ye started the car, "Let's go, I'll take you home!"

When You Ze came back, he wandered around the door for a long time and didn't dare to go in. Even though Zheng Zhi told him that Mama Zheng had accepted them, he still felt unable to face her.

What is that?

You Ze's mind became a mess.

His cell phone rang again, and he was hesitating whether to answer it when the door was opened.

"Why are you standing here?" Zheng Zhi pulled him in, "Don't dare to come in?"

You Ze instinctively wanted to withdraw his hand, but Zheng Zhi held it tightly.

"Why hide? She told you to come back and she agreed. What are you afraid of?"

"I'm not afraid," You Zeyi said, "I just feel sorry for her."

Zheng Zhi pinched his face, put his hands on his shoulders and said, "How can you feel sorry for her? Because of you, her son will not die alone. Isn't that a good thing?"

"Stop making trouble." You Zeyi lowered his head, frowned, and whispered, "But we are like this..."

"You are the one who stops making trouble. If you don't even agree with yourself, how can you let others agree with you?"

"Are you back?" Zheng's mother came out of the kitchen when she heard the voice, "Choose one, change your clothes and wash your hands to prepare for dinner."

You Ze's ears were red, and he felt a little guilty and dared not look at her.

"Don't stand there stupidly. If you have anything to say, come into the room and say it." Zheng's mother left these words and went into the kitchen again.

You Zeyi likes to eat the dishes made by Zheng's mother, probably because he has not eaten his mother's dishes for too many years, and he misses it a little.

But today's meal was really hard for him to swallow.

Zheng Zhi kept picking up food for the two of them, and Zheng's mother glanced at him from time to time, but he only dared to sneak peeks out of the corner of his eye, not daring to meet her gaze.

"Zheng Zhi told me all about it," Zheng's mother said first, "about the two of you..."

Speaking of the latter, her voice also became smaller.

You Zeyi buried his head lower and lower, and whispered for a long time: "Auntie, I'm sorry..."

"Huh? I'm sorry?" Zheng's mother smiled and said with red eyes, "Is it useful to say I'm sorry?"

"Mom..." Zheng Zhi became nervous for a moment. He had obviously said it well just now, but now he suddenly seemed to change his mind, which made him very disturbed.

The reason why Zheng Zhi insisted on sending You Zeyi away when talking about this matter was that he didn't want him to bear the matter. He knew that You Zeyi would feel guilty for a while, and if this guy felt guilty, it might make things even more difficult.

"Don't talk." Zheng's mother didn't look at Zheng Zhi when she spoke, but kept staring at You Zeyi: "Son, look up at me."

You Zeyi hesitated for a moment, then raised his head.

His eyes were already red, but he tried his best not to cry.

He didn't want to cry anymore, especially in front of Zheng's mother. He hoped that he would impress her as a responsible man, not a fool who would only cry when encountering things.

"You told me you're sorry, but after you said sorry, my son is still with you." Zheng's mother burst into tears, "He still went on the road of homosexuality without hesitation, how many times have you said sorry? It's useless, you know?"

"Mom!" Zheng Zhi was a little anxious, "Didn't it be agreed just now?"

"Zhouyi, Auntie likes you very much, but you have to understand a truth," Zheng's mother said, "No matter how much I like you, I still prefer my son. You say sorry to me, it's useless, I don't accept you I'm sorry."

You Zeyi clenched his lips, unable to speak.

"I don't accept your sorry. If you really feel sorry for yourself, then stay with him well."

You Ze raised his head abruptly, and Zheng Zhi also looked at her unexpectedly.

"I know, you young people are uncertain, how many people like one thing today, and another tomorrow." Zheng's mother took out a piece of paper and wiped her tears, "But I hope you don't do that, whether you like the same sex or not, Whether you like the opposite sex, you are all single-minded, if you can do this, there is no need to feel sorry for me."

"Auntie..." You Zeyi still couldn't hold back his tears, he raised his hand and wiped his face, he wanted to say a lot in his heart, but when he reached his mouth, he couldn't utter a single word.

"The reason why Zheng Zhi called you back is actually to say this. I don't object. What right do I have to object to your free love?" Zheng's mother handed a piece of paper to You Zeyi, "I just love you."

She said: "I am also worried about you. The society is too chaotic, and you know it better than anyone else. Just now I was thinking, my children, they will definitely encounter many difficult moments in the future, maybe because of your relationship, you There will be more obstacles in your work and life, and by that time, will you regret your choice today?"

"No," Zheng Zhi said firmly, "Mom, you understand me."

"What about you?" Zheng's mother asked, "Won't you regret it? If one day, what happened to you happens again, will you still be firm in your choice today?"

"I will." You Zeyi looked at her and said sincerely, "Actually, for a long time, I have been evading, evading the issue of my sexual orientation, evading the things that have happened, and even evading the crowd. Because I thought that as long as I escaped, all the things that troubled me would disappear. Later I found out that this is not the case. No matter what happens, we must face it correctly. What's more, we did nothing wrong, why To escape?"

You Zeyi paused for a moment, and said to her: "Auntie, if it wasn't for Zheng Zhi, I wouldn't have known what it was like eight years ago. Every time I was living a terrible life, he was the one who pulled me up and let me go. I'm back on track, and I never said it, but I really, really cherish him, because of him, I started to love life again."

Zheng Zhi gently held You Zeyi's hand, and said to his mother: "Mom, you said so much, just to let us express our opinion?"

"I said so much, in fact, I want you to know that it is quite difficult for me to accept this matter." Zheng's mother sighed and said, "But there is no way, no matter who makes you all good children, I can hardly accept it." , and have to swallow it. As a mother, I have no other extravagant hopes, but I hope that my children can live well. You are together and happy. If you encounter any problems in the future that you can’t solve by yourself, come home, and Where are the parents?"

"Then where is my dad..."

Zheng's mother glared at her son: "I'm really mad at you, what can your father do? Why don't you ask me to come! I think you did it on purpose and left me the most difficult questions, am I right?" Didn't I tell you that when I was in school, your mother and I were scumbags?"

Zheng Zhi laughed, and You Zeyi, who was crying, also laughed.

"Mom, thank you for your hard work."

"Well," Zheng's mother picked up the glass, "Just know that I have worked hard, and get me a glass of water."

Zheng Zhi took the order to fetch the water. Zheng's mother lowered her voice and whispered to You Zeyi, "Son, you don't need to be stressed. If he treats you badly in the future, tell me and I will help you deal with him."