sleep in your heart

Many people feel extremely uneasy in an unfamiliar environment, and You Zeyi is like this.

When the warm and gentle water enveloped his whole body, what he thought was: Am I making a mistake?

He was 19 years old, his father was in prison, his mother had passed away, and he continued to study with the money of his relatives, but his grades were not good, but he began to think about things that should not be thought at this time.

The sense of guilt almost overwhelmed him, he closed his eyes, and heard the sound of rushing water, and then kept saying to himself: Be clear-headed, and be worthy of the people who treat you well.

But You Zeyi thought again, Zheng Zhi also treats him well.

He sighed and turned his head to look in the mirror, where his own face was somewhat blurred, and he began to understand that people not only cannot see through others, but also cannot see through themselves.

When You Zeyi took a shower, Zheng Zhi stood there staring at his schoolbag for a long time.

In the library before, You Zeyi refused to let him read the borrowed books. Zheng Zhi, who might not have been very interested in it before, became really curious.

What kind of book can't be seen by him?

Zheng Zhi thought about it but couldn't figure it out.

The other party was taking a shower, and the schoolbag was put here so defenselessly, as long as he wanted to, he could know the answer to this question.

His hand tried a few times in front of the schoolbag, but finally gave up.

Zheng Zhi slumped on the chair, stared at the schoolbag for a while and thought to himself: I am really a gentleman.

Then he closed his eyes and began to recite the Chinese text silently, so as to eliminate his desires, all kinds of desires. After all, he, an angry young man, reacted just now when he heard the sound of water in the bathroom.

Zheng Zhi didn't know where he had read a sentence before, which said that love itself has lust. When you fall in love with someone, you will naturally have desire for that person's body.

He asked himself, is it possible that he really fell in love with someone like this?And this person is a boy.

When he thought of "boys", he suddenly opened his eyes.

It wasn't until this moment that he realized that he had just reacted to a boy whose body structure was exactly the same as his own. This was unprecedented and even more unexpected.

Zheng Zhi suddenly saw a flower burst into bloom, which was so beautiful that it made people drool. However, he knew clearly that this astonishingly beautiful flower was man-eating.

That night, You Zeyi and Zheng Zhi lay side by side on a double bed, each covered with a thin summer quilt, one with his eyes closed and confused all night, the other with his eyes open until dawn.

Others may have different dreams in the same bed, but the two of them dare not even dream when they are in the same bed.

At that time, Zheng Zhi looked at the ceiling and thought, if he met You Zeyi at the age of 18 instead of 28, would all the problems be solved better?

Later, there was indeed a guy named You Zeyi lying beside the 28-year-old Zheng Zhi, but if the 18-year-old Zheng Zhi ran over and asked the 28-year-old Zheng Zhi if he should catch this person early, then the 28-year-old Zheng Zhi Even if he has met all kinds of people and seen all over the world, he still cannot give him a definite answer.

Early the next morning, all three of them got up very early.

Zheng Zhi and You Zeyi didn't fall asleep at all, so one sat up and the other got up as well, but Zhou Tong, he had no choice but to go to bed, and this night, he struggled until dawn.

On the first day of the sports meeting, because there is an opening ceremony, everyone has to go early.

Although You Zeyi is not very good at sports and usually doesn't like to join in the fun, he has a fascination with sports.

Because the only time in his life that a girl voluntarily confessed to him was at the sports meeting in the second year of high school. Their school did not have a big sports field like Eleven High School, and they were unwilling to spend money to rent a stadium in the city. The students are asked to move their chairs to the playground, and each class sits in rows around the 400-meter runway. Although it looks shabby, it is also somewhat interesting.

Because the classes are almost sitting next to each other, many times there is a sports meeting, and the students in several classes immediately get to know each other. Of course, it is convenient for those who are in crushes, and they can always find opportunities to sit with the person they like. say something.

Any event in the sports meeting has nothing to do with You Zeyi, but at that sports meeting, the boy who ran 100 meters in his class was suddenly injured and couldn't play. For some reason, everyone pushed You Zeyi out and put him on top He lived up to everyone's expectations and ran to the last place. When he came back, everyone made fun of him. He ran into the teaching building in embarrassment. After entering the building, he was stopped by a girl.

That girl, You Zeyi, has a bit of an impression. Their school is small, and students in a grade don't look up and look down. They have met before, and it's normal to remember, but You Zeyi doesn't know her name, and she doesn't know why. Own.

He was wondering when he heard the girl say, "I like you."

After a long time later, You Zeyi still remembered the four words that the girl said, even though the girl's name and appearance were blurred, he still remembered the voice.

Because too few people tell him that they like him.

Although You Zeyi still rejected the girl with a blushing face in the end, since then, he had a special expectation for the sports meeting. However, in the third year of high school, their sports meeting was cancelled.

Zhou Tong fell on the sofa and yelled that he was hungry, Zheng Zhi saw that it was still early, and said to cook a packet of noodles for each of them, but in the end, You Zeyi went into the kitchen.

The three of them ate instant noodles with a bowl in their arms. Zhou Tong picked up a poached egg, took a bite and said in satisfaction, "Old You is really good at it. Wouldn't it be a blessing for you to marry someone in the future?"

"... Is it a blessing to cook bread noodles?" You Zeyi said with a helpless smile, "I can also cook, but you don't have this oral knowledge."

"You know how to cook?" Zheng Zhi was a little surprised. He suddenly realized that he really didn't know anything about You Ze. The other party was like him, a repeat student, but he heard that he hadn't taken the college entrance examination before. It was a day school, but then suddenly moved to the school dormitory.

Regarding this, Zheng Zhi didn't think much about it. He used to think it was none of his business, but gradually he forgot about it.

Thinking about it now, I feel that You Zeyi seems quite mysterious, as if there are many stories about him.

"Ah... yes," You Zeyi lowered his head to eat noodles, "My parents were busy before, so I just learned how to cook."

When it came to "Parents", You Ze paused for a moment. Zhou Tong was very concerned, and naturally he didn't find anything wrong. Breaking Zeyi's words into eight petals to ponder, listening to his words and his tone, Zheng Zhi guessed that there must be some secret that You Zeyi didn't want others to know.

Zheng Zhi has no bad taste in poaching people's privacy, but he just feels that You Zeyi seems to be carrying some burden, and he is about to be crushed, which makes him feel a little distressed.

An 18-year-old pampered young master who was pampered by his parents felt sorry for a 19-year-old boy who was secretive about family affairs.

In Zhou Tong's words, Eleventh High School is a very exaggerated school. The concrete manifestation is that no matter what it does, it has to beat gongs and drums, hoping to let the people in the city know.

The opening ceremony of the morning sports meeting took a full one and a half hours. A group of students stood on the lawn under the sun and listened to the principal's nagging. Standing there neatly, they made small movements one by one, you stared at me, I poked you, muttered a few funny jokes in a low voice, and then rubbed their sore stomachs with suppressed laughter.

You Zeyi yawned, turned his head to see Zheng Zhizheng who was standing not far away, drooping his head and feeling sleepy.

You Zeyi thinks that Zheng Zhi like this is quite interesting, without the tough and dazzling halo of being a top student, he is an exceptionally handsome ordinary student.

Zhou Tong, who was standing beside him, bumped You Zeyi with his elbow, and asked him in a low voice, "You two are so sleepy, what did you do last night?"

When he asked, You Zeyi immediately blushed, and all the colorful thoughts came to his mind.

"What are you talking about? What can the two of us do?"

"...Ah?" Seeing him panicking like this, Zhou Tong was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, and jokingly said, "Hey, what's the matter with you? What are you thinking? I don't mean anything else, just want to ask I asked if you two played games without me last night."

You Zeyi knew that he was thinking dirty, so he could only bite the bullet and say, "It's just that I didn't sleep well."

Zhou Tong felt that something was wrong with him, and looked at him suspiciously: "Tsk tsk, what's the situation, I saw you chatting with Ning Lu the other day, could it be that you were also led astray by him?"

"Don't talk nonsense!" You Ze turned around and didn't want to talk to him anymore. Regarding this topic, he decided not to talk about it again.

The more You Zeyi told Zhou Tong not to talk nonsense, the more restless Zhou Tong became.

He leaned close to You Ze's ear and said in a very low voice, "Friend, you are not really that glass, are you?"

"Ah?" You Zeyi didn't understand what he meant.

"It's homosexuality! People call homosexuality glass."

You Zeyi pushed him away, and said impatiently: "No!"

Seeing that he was really in a hurry, Zhou Tong finally shut up, until the principal finished nagging, and everyone went back to their respective classes, Zhou Tong suddenly grabbed You Zeyi, grabbed him and sat with him.

You Zeyi was still thinking about Zhou Tong's words just now, feeling as if all his petty thoughts that were hidden from the light had been seen through, and he was feeling uneasy at the moment, thinking that if he was asked again, how could he give it to him calmly? cover up.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he sat down, Zhou Tong coughed lightly, then scratched his hair, and said to him: "It's okay, I don't discriminate against that, and both of you are my brothers, if it's true, I agree you two."