Fragmented

Living in the country with the smell of mud, living in the cement blocks that no one cares about, listening to the insects and noise day and night.

do you know?The joys and sorrows of bugs, joking, who would know, I am selfish and only know my own.Sitting on the bed blankly, tapping the small raised square, a black line flashed in front of the so-called most attractive words, neatly flashing what I most wanted to express in the most vague and cold and ruthless way.

Those years were ridiculous.

I just remember that I was too naive, thinking that in school, there were only some boring trivial things like who was with whom, who broke up with whom, and who fought with whom for whom, that is, there was a disturbance here, and there was an expulsion from school. That's all.I watched from a distance and felt that these behaviors were idiotic, and each of them was just a "hot-blooded boy" with no emotional intelligence to speak of.After waiting for a long time, I became farther and farther away from the individual who was far away from the group, and only the unspeakable loneliness and incomprehension were always by my side.

It seemed that all of a sudden, he was also one of the "bathed blood", and let an unreasonable blood come close.

The author has something to say:

And then... and then change it again.

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Again, because I often see some good sentences that impress me, I will write them down. At that time, I didn’t want to use them, so I used them directly. I don’t remember whether I thought of those words or remembered them. Explain again clicked