Leisurely Knock the Chess Piece Luo Denghua

The person on the bed was haggard and lifeless, no longer the smiling, gentle, spring-like person.The air in the room seemed to silently accuse him of his crimes, forcibly torturing a person into such a state that he lost his soul and left only his physical body.

Yeah, what the hell did he get, he almost got a dead body.

"You did it on purpose, didn't you? So you want me to let you out?" Yao Xian gently dragged Xiao Qi's head and helped him dry his hair. Seeing Xiao Qi's eyeballs roll, he knew that he was awake listen.

"Since you still have the energy to commit suicide and self-mutilation, then you are hungry and don't need to eat..."

Yaoxian picked up his handcuffed hand, which had four scratches, leaned over and approached Xiaoqi slowly.Feeling the familiar aura approaching, Xiao Qi subconsciously turned his head away.Yaoxian's other hand touched under his pillow, it was a fragment of a bowl.

"Actually, I was thinking, there are knives in the kitchen, big and small, and you can hide one when I'm not paying attention..." Yao Xian straightened up, and pushed the sharp cut of the shards into the knife. Xiao Qi's lower jaw, "If you want to die, why don't you start here, or here..." Then down is the throat, and then the neck, there are still marks that have not disappeared.

Xiao Qi didn't move at all, not even twitching his eyelashes.

"Heh heh heh, hahaha, you don't want to die, you don't want to die, right? It's just to threaten me. You succeeded...I'm very scared. I'm not afraid of death myself, but I'm afraid of your death. …”

Xiao Qi suddenly felt a pain in his palm, opened his eyes, and dozed off again, he was so tired, his consciousness gradually lost, he wanted to rest...

Yao Xian added another one to the four scars on Xiaoqi player, stuck out the tip of his tongue, and licked his palm lightly, the blood slid down his mouth and stained his collar red.

"It's early morning, the fifth day..."

Yao Xian went to bed and hugged him, buried his head on his neck, took a deep breath, felt that the person in his arms was still alive, and tightened his arms.

"Am I wrong? Obviously the life here is so good, no one bothers us, we only need to look at the people we like, the scenery we like, and don't need to think about other things. It's just the two of us. Why don't you like it? What kind of life should a person live to be satisfied?" Yaoxian was very confused, he seemed to not know why he wanted to live, he used to be full of hope, and Xiaoqi was his hope, but Xiaoqi made him fall into a trap again. Where has his hope gone?

"Xiaoqi, I will tell you everything. I have many secrets. I really want to share them with you. It is too painful to be buried in my heart alone. I just want someone to listen to me...you Just listen to it..." Yaoxian took a deep breath, and his nostrils were filled with his favorite smell.

"You know what, my birth was a mistake.....I've been in so many dramas, I'm a tragedy myself! My parents...."

It turned out that Yao Xian's nominal father and his mother, Ms. Mu, were together back then just to cater to the company's marketing hype, and their lives had nothing to do with each other.Miss Mu has an older brother. His elder brother has always liked someone since he was a child, but that person is of the same gender as him.These two people supported each other when they were young, played crazy when they were young, fell in love and killed each other, and now they meet each other and forget each other...

Yao Xian is a tragedy caused by Miss Mu and his brother's lover...

"...It's really ridiculous. When I was a child, no one paid attention to me when I was dying of pain. Now one by one, they are very concerned about my appearance, and they keep saying that they want to change my heart for my own good... ...."

"But I can't let a heart that doesn't belong to me beat in my body. How can I, how can I like you with someone else's heart..."

He seems to be talking to himself in the air, but this makes him feel more uncomfortable than talking to the air. The air does not have any emotions, but people do. If this person can have feelings for the air, he will not have any. …

Yaoxian used to treat many people he disliked as air, but now, the person he likes voluntarily becomes air in front of him, even if he is in his arms, he can't catch it. If you don't believe me, stretch out your hand now and use your strength. Grab it in the air, then spread your hand, what's there?There is nothing, if you grasp harder and tighter, you will find the nail marks on the palm of your hand, you will hurt yourself, you will hurt yourself...

"Xiaoqi, I lied to you."

"Since you entered the circle, I have only been paying attention to you, and I have never disturbed you..." In the room, Yaoxian whispered tremblingly, and he was also tired, physically and mentally exhausted.

"I have never interfered in your life, except for the script of "Emperor Xiang", because I can't wait, I'm going to die, I can't wait, my fate is doomed... I often fantasize about us in my mind The meeting will be at a certain fashion week, a certain event ceremony, a certain airport and looking back after passing by, or in the same work... Obviously we can ask someone to help us arrange it, I have been waiting for God's will, I believe that you and I are destined... But, I didn't wait. So I watched a lot of your interviews, and I know what kind of role you always want to play, so that people Take out the script "Emperor Xiang" and invite..."

"I have been clean since I entered the circle. I have not betrayed myself. I got to where I am today through my own efforts. I lied to you before and pretended. Xiaoqi, you believe me... ..."

"You can scold me, beat me and resist me, don't ignore me and don't talk to me..."

"Xiaoqi, I was wrong. I shouldn't have forcibly tied the straight lines that are getting farther and farther away from an intersection point. It's just the opposite. It hurts both sides, harms others, harms myself, and reaps the consequences..."

Yao Xian hugged this slightly cold body tightly, he wanted to get a little warmth, but both of their bodies were cold, how could two soulless bodies echo each other!

"Xiaoqi, the director said that you play all the songs in the play yourself, when will you play it for me alone..."

"Xiaoqi, I know a lot of pieces, many of which are written for you, can I play them for you?"

"Xiaoqi, if I let you go, will you still treat me like you did before? I have promised them to have the operation, and we will go back to the past and just be friends..."

No matter whether Xiao Qi was awake or asleep, Yao Xian never got a response, and he was always the only one at any time.

"...Little brother, I was wrong, I knew I was wrong, I gave up, I stopped playing such childish and boring games..."

Xiao Qi seemed to have fallen asleep, Yao Xian uncuffed Xiao Qi, and he wanted to sleep too.

It turns out that the play is all deceptive, sleeping with someone you like won’t make people feel at ease, it will only make people worry for a long time, I’m afraid that when I wake up, the person in my arms will disappear...

It was cold in the dream last night, and it was empty and cold when I woke up.

Xiao Qi disappeared, Yao Xian didn't know when he woke up, and how much he had heard last night, without his order here, Xiao Qi couldn't leave the villa alone.Yao Xian was numb to the point of unconsciousness, he was very patient, searching from room to room, from the basement to the top floor, he even thought to himself, if what he finally found was only one corpse, then the final outcome would be two corpses Live happily together......

When he saw the figure on the railing on the top floor, Yao Xian was very thankful that Xiao Qi didn't jump off before he arrived, and he was able to see him for the last time, which is great.

Yaoxian didn't go there, but went to the railing on the other side. He got up and stood on it, opened his arms against the wind, and his whisper came from the wind: "What do you want, I'll give you my life, okay? "

Xiao Qi sat beside him, he hadn't taken care of himself for a long time, he looked slovenly, haggard and listless, his disheveled hair covered his drooping eyebrows and eyes, his lips were purple from the cold, his whole body He seemed to be trembling uncontrollably, the wind made his clothes whistling, his thin body was on the verge of falling, as if inadvertently a fresh life would be lost in a flash.

Looking up at the sky, Xiao Qi said sadly: "Your life is worthless in your own eyes, do you still expect others to care about it?" Xiao Qi turned to him, his eyes were cold to the bone, "I want your life What to do? Your life is worth nothing to me."

Yaoxian suddenly understood that even if this person died, he would not like him......

Yaoxian got down from the guardrail, closed his eyes and turned his back to him. Something seemed to be stuck in his throat, which was so full that he almost lost his voice, "Okay, I'll let you go."

"Thank you." Xiaoqi's goal was achieved, and it was not as easy as he thought when he uttered these two words.He can live a normal life now, everything is about to return to the right track, and he seems to have lost something...

In front of the villa's floor-to-ceiling windows, Yao watched Xiaoqi being sent away, picked up the phone that had rang several times, and put it to his ear: "Hello."

"Okay, why am I not good, as long as I'm not dead, it's all good..." A sick female voice was on the phone, "It's rare that you talked to me more than one word, I forgive you for being absent last night ..."

"Mom..." Yaoxian called her this for the first time. Obviously, the person on the other end of the phone was also taken aback. Yaoxian put his hand on the window, and the figure that was about to disappear from sight said, "You hated them Do you become a victim of other people's feelings, and in the end, all the pain is borne by you alone..."

"...don't hate...I don't hate, I tell myself, I have nothing to hate...I have nothing to suffer..." the other party's voice Nasalized.

The person disappeared, Yao Xian turned around and sat on the ground, "Why did you give birth to me in the first place? Just to remind yourself all the time, is this a shame and a big joke? You let me enter the entertainment circle, by Your name, let me stand at the top, isn't it a demonstration of revenge against them? The light shining all over the body, let them know my existence, the information is pervasive, and they can't avoid it. You are having a hard time, how can you make others feel better? Mom, I won’t have surgery anymore, I beg you to help me and let me be free!”

"...You, why are you crazy..."

"I've never felt so sane and normal before."

Yaoxian hung up the phone and buried his head in it. This mistake started with him, and it will end with him!Although his birth was not welcomed and recognized, and he couldn't help himself, at least his life was still in his own hands. What Xiao Qi said was right, how much is a life that is worthless in the eyes of others, worth in his own eyes!