crush again

After the high school entrance examination, Ye Lang failed to have fun like the majority of students, he still went to rehearse the stage play.Huo Yang and him were still under the same roof, but suddenly he found that he had a lot of extra time, which made him uneasy.

When he couldn't bear it anymore, he even wanted to go out on a business trip, but in the afternoon, when he heard the sound of the door opening and Ye Lang throwing the slippers on the ground, it stopped again.Sometimes I want to peek at his rehearsal, but after realizing it, I feel that I am boring.

Schopenhauer said that you are like a pendulum, always swinging between pain and boredom.Because desires and desires are not satisfied, there will be pain, and after the happiness of desires and desires is satisfied, it will be tired, weak and boring.

Huo Yang was extremely bored, so he flipped through his college professional books again, as if he was bored to the philosophical realm.

On the day of the graduation performance, Comrade Huo Yang went to work on time and worked diligently recently, so he didn't complain when he went to the construction site, and drove away a group of hooligans hired by other companies.On the one hand, Director Gao was worried that this guy was a bigger hooligan, but on the other hand, he was secretly happy that this big hooligan was still being used by him, he was more expensive and allowed him to leave.

He came too early, leaned back in the chair in the auditorium, and there was still more than half an hour before the start, so he quickly checked his watch.Huo Yang looked around, and when he was about to sneak into the backstage, he caught a glimpse of Chu Zhongxiao from the crowd.

Chu Zhongxiao also saw him, frowned unexpectedly, and turned his head away.

Huo Yang originally planned to ask her to take him to the backstage, but when he saw this, he stopped and went straight to the backstage.

He took two steps, and before reaching the backstage passage, the sleeves of his clothes were suddenly ripped off by something.

Chu Zhongxiao: "Where are you going?"

Huo Yang didn't turn his head back, when an instructor happened to be passing by, he stopped him, and smiled with a "heterosexual killer" mask, "Excuse me, where is Ye Lang? I'm his brother."

"Oh, oh," the teacher pushed his glasses, "in the dressing room backstage, I just saw him there."

"Okay, thank you..." Before the teacher left, Chu Zhongxiao stood in front of him with agility, like a dark-faced door god, "The performance will start soon."

Huo Yang stretched the surface to her eyes, raised his eyebrows, "Isn't there still half an hour?"

"He's in a bad mood recently, you will disturb him if you go." Chu Zhongxiao said, suddenly looked him up and down again, and asked suspiciously, "Did you quarrel with him again?"

"God." He couldn't help but laugh, "Do you think I look like the one who caused trouble?"

Chu Zhongxiao frowned, but still refused to give way, "Don't look for him."

"Okay, okay." Huo Yang sighed and waved his hands, "I don't want to go, right? It's unreasonable."

He found a seat nearby, plopped down, saw Chu Zhongxiao was still staring at him, stood in front of him and did not leave.Huo Yang said in his heart that you stare, anyway, it's not me who hurts his eyes, "You touch Cier, you? Why don't you just sit here and look at me?"

Chu Zhongxiao actually just sat down next to him, his face sinking like water, anyone who came to say hello to her would have to be startled by her expression, and then hurriedly pretended not to see and left.

"If you didn't quarrel with him," Chu Zhongxiao calmed himself down for a long time, as if he finally calmed down, "Then can you leave him alone?"

Huo Yang pinched his brows with a headache, "I don't care about him? This classmate, can you stop catching people and getting crazy?"

Chu Zhongxiao was holding back his anger, but he was stimulated by his tone, "I'm crazy? I'm afraid he's looking for death! What are you doing buying him a motorcycle! Do you think he won't really seek death one day after playing extreme sports all day long?" -"

"I have the car keys."

"With you?" She cast a cold glance from the corner of her eyes, with a clear light like a sword, "Are you sure?"

Huo Yang was stunned for a long time before turning around suddenly, "——you saw him holding it?"

Chu Zhongxiao didn't answer directly, but looked at him with black and white eyes, "YAMAHA, right?"

Ye Lang stayed in his room for several nights, and he really wasn't being honest!Huo Yang couldn't sit still all of a sudden, he wanted to rush home to see if the car was still there, and also wanted to rush to the backstage to beat him up, when Chu Zhongxiao dragged him back to his seat, he became impatient, "let go!"

"...I want to tell you something!" Chu Zhongxiao grabbed his waist with all his strength, and everyone around him was quietly looking at him, and some people took out their mobile phones.Huo Yang returned to the fire, and didn't want to be considered a pervert for the time being, so he managed to regain his sanity and slowly sat back in his seat.

Chu Zhongxiao dragged him with a lot of strength, and now he is a little confused.The two sat sullenly for a while, tidying up their clothes. Huo Yang was habitually looking for cigarettes, and then remembered that this was the school auditorium, and became even more irritable, "What do you want to say?"

"I..." Chu Zhongxiao just said a word, and the host's enthusiastic opening words suddenly came out of the surround sound: "Dear parents, teachers, and students, good afternoon! Today, it is XX class. Graduation report performance..."

She waited until the noisy host shut up, then stared at the stage in front of her and said, "I said, Ye Lang is crazy, he likes to court death."

"..." Huo Yang was silent.

"But it's been a bit serious recently," Chu Zhongxiao said, "So he still has reason, but now he seems to be looking for death."

"Then what should I do?" Huo Yang pinched his knuckles unconsciously, making cracking noises, "Can I tie him up in the house?"

Not to mention Shuan, with his current state of mind, one look at Ye Lang would be enough to kill him.

"Should I teach him to listen? I say whatever I say, but he still does his own way. He turned against me when he came hard, and ignored him when he was soft. I thought he knew it by himself, but now you say he wants to die." Huo Yang Turning his head, "What do you want me to do?"

Chu Zhongxiao also looked at him and realized the seriousness of this time.It seems that as good as they were before, the rift is as deep now.

"But he only listens to you..."

At the same time, all the lights in the auditorium were turned off, and Huo Yang's voice did not fluctuate, "He only listens to me when he wants to listen, and no one can screw him when he doesn't want to listen."

In such darkness, there were noisy voices and laughter all around, and the audience was very excited, no one paid attention to this small piece of silent place.Whether it was noisy or silent, it became an indescribable torture.The former makes you lonely, and the latter makes you freeze like death.

"He is indeed like this." Chu Zhongxiao said after a long silence, "His grandfather has screwed him for two years and has not screwed him. He ran more than a dozen laps every day, fell off the rock climbing wall, and almost died on the mountain in the end. They didn't screw him up either. Ye Mingguan and the others laughed at him, spread rumors behind his back, made trouble for him, his grandfather ignored him... none of these things screwed him up."

"Don't tell me about Ye Heling." Huo Yang said impatiently.

"Then do you know why Ye Heling is willing to give him to you?" Chu Zhongxiao asked back, with thorns in every sentence, "What do you know? He told Ye Heling that everyone else has parents, and he has nothing, only you treat him well, he thinks Want a brother. You know that? You asked? If he doesn’t want to talk about it, you don’t care, do you?”

"..."

"Ye Heling said that if he stayed in the Ye family, he could get the best resources and the best education, and no one could step on him. He would be the best heir to the Ye family. Ye Heling said he never Missing people. Ye Heling also said, your brother is really good, and he will treat you well, but the ordinary environment is like a greenhouse, you don’t worry about being blamed, so you don’t have to work hard to get praise; you don’t see cruelty You don’t have to be afraid of being thrown into the storm one day, you can’t even imagine how the storm will approach you step by step. There are people protecting you, you don’t need to speculate, be vigilant, take precautions, desperately, don’t know how to see clearly Liha, you fall into a trap and don’t know how to get out. You know someone will pull you out, and you won’t die even if you’re a fool. Of course, you’ll definitely see and learn many things in the future. I’m afraid that by then ——Ye Heling said, you have been torn to pieces."

"Having money and power, being born in the top class, sounds really good." Chu Zhongxiao licked his lips and tasted blood, "I don't know how many times I have been interrogated. Dreaming in the middle of the night I always dreamed of being pressed to the ground, put in handcuffs and put in prison, afraid to go to school, afraid to stand in crowded places, especially afraid that one day the police would suddenly rush out and arrest me in front of everyone. Take them away. Oh, and those people who my parents got into, sent me bloody photos, and pestered me at the subway station. There are so many things you can't imagine."

Huo Yang's hot blood flowed to nowhere, and his veins were numb with cold.

Great joy and great sorrow, great cold and great heat.His internal organs were smashed to pieces.

The performances on the stage were in full swing, and they interacted with the audience from time to time, creating a lively atmosphere.Those cheerful or sensational music whizzed past from between his ears.

Chu Zhongxiao turned to look at him, and continued: "Ye Heling also said, after all, Lang Lang is his precious grandson, and he can't watch him become a mediocre person. And something like willpower is much more important than talent and family background." Now, if Lang Lang insists on hanging out with you, then he has to lay a good foundation for Lang Lang from a young age—in two years, climb a mountain, it must be the virgin peak that no one has ever conquered.”

"Ye Heling didn't come up with it all at once. Because he was too young and his physical fitness was so poor, it took a lot of effort to sign a contract with a special mountaineering club. They didn't accept this kind of business that was too risky. In the end Lang Lang promised that he was completely voluntary, and if he died on the mountain, no one would have to bear legal responsibility; Ye Heling, as the guardian, also signed the agreement. Only then did he accept the contract, and the whole process must be completely kept secret."

"As expected... He almost died on the mountain. Suddenly snow fell, lost his way, his equipment was either blown away or buried under the snow, and he almost ran out of ammunition and food... Fortunately, the satellite phone can still talk. You can find When he was there, he didn't come to see you because his whole body was covered in frostbite."

Huo Yang finally heard a word that overlapped with his own memory: frostbite.

That day when he saw Chu Zhongxiao at his home, she said she had brought him a sentence... Within a few days, Ye Lang dragged his legs that were not yet healed, and moved home.

"Next is our last show." The host said on the stage, "After this show, the children can come up and take pictures. Come on, everyone applauds and encourages—the stage play, "The Little Prince"!"

Hearing Ye Lang's name amidst the waves of applause, his paralyzed limbs suddenly burst open with bloody gaps.

The spotlight is so bright, so many people's amazing eyes.

Huo Yang saw his little prince.

He is so beautiful... he thought.