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Ye Lang glanced at the person standing beside him, who was just like Adam, with romantic eyes, and smiled at him with a good temper, but did not leave.

"You go to the bathroom to wash my brain." Ye Lang was about to carry her away, but the man grabbed her arm and couldn't break free for a while.

The man said softly: "I am Miss Chu's aunt who called me to accompany her. She drank too much, so I will take her to rest."

"Still resting," Ye Lang stood a little closer to him. He was tall and imposing, and narrowed his eyes coldly, "Afraid that I will cut your beard?"

Chu Zhongxiao was so drunk that he could hardly stand still, "Can I still take the birthday present my aunt gave me? In that room... there are still several people waiting..."

"Let them go." Ye Lang impatiently relieved the man's strength, grabbed Chu Zhongxiao and left, dragged her several times, and lost his pretentious mood, "...you can't fucking be gentle point?"

Chu Zhongxiao was dragged all the way to the reading room by him, facing the room full of books, and even gave him a handful of sober medicine, no one could get up.

"Aren't you going home?"

"Where are you going back?" She woke up and lay on the sofa with a world-weary expression on her face, "I won't go back. I'll sleep here all night."

"Why don't you go back to my house first." Ye Lang's suggestion made him kicked, Chu Zhongxiao snorted indifferently, "Are you watching you and your brother abuse dogs? No."

"Well," Ye Lang replied heartlessly, "Anyway, you are miserable enough, it's okay to make things worse. Want to commit suicide? I'll help you."

"..." Chu Zhongxiao was so angry with him, "Why didn't I break up you back then!"

Ye Lang didn't give her a chance to refuse, and directly used brute force to drag her out of this smoky lair, "If you continue to stay in this place, you will really commit suicide."

"You..." Chu Zhongxiao debated for a while, then stopped helplessly.

Seeing that the other party was unmoved, when she was pushed into the car, she had an idea, took out her mobile phone and called up a video, "Let me tell you, cruelty to small animals is often the first step in the growth of a murderer..."

Ye Lang condescendingly glanced out of the corner of his eye.

In the video, there is a fully cut shoe box in the shape of a large red cross, with a panting rabbit firmly fixed in the middle with tape, and a few very sharp table knives spread out beside it.A pair of slender and clean hands held a hair clipper and pushed the hair off the rabbit's belly.

The owner of the hand picked up a printed rabbit anatomy and looked at it, as if thinking about how to make it die cleanly.The female Hannibal, the young Jack the Ripper, stood there thinking for 10 minutes, hesitatingly stretched out his hand, and pinched the rabbit's neck.

Ye Lang turned his head to look at Chu Zhongxiao, the rabbit in the video struggled and kicked his legs desperately, from panting shortly and eagerly to howling piercingly, "Are you sick?"

Chu Zhongxiao was still watching the video.

No one has ever heard the cry of a rabbit, it is like a dumb man in a desperate situation, the most instinctive and primitive way of opening his mouth.

In the end, the rabbit was bloody disemboweled, with empty blood-red eyes, and spread out on the table like a bat.

"Didn't I say it?" She gave him a startling look, "This is the first step towards killing people."

She may have been born with criminal genes.Because you are so stubborn that you are blind, you are so proud that you are arrogant, and you are so chic that you don't care, it's really only one step away.

One more step forward and one inch lower, that is another world upside down.In this troubled world, the social contract that binds you will become a dead letter, and you will only have the price in your eyes, but no responsibility.The slaughtered rabbits will never invade your nightmares again, because all dreams will be occupied by crazy blueprints.

"Chu Youran has diabetes for many years." Chu Zhongxiao slightly raised his eyebrows, and through the darkness, he picked out a sharp arc, so that no one could see that she was serious and inward. "I have imagined more than a dozen kinds of diabetes." The way to kill her is... In fact, it's better not to kill her, but to be paralyzed, unable to take care of herself or something... There is still some use value in this way."

"Then why are you torturing the rabbit?" Ye Lang turned his head, and his tone was so calm that he didn't seem to be talking about human life. "Prepare yourself?"

The car drove through a section of dark road, Chu Zhongxiao raised his head and looked at the starry sky roof of this Rolls-Royce Phantom.That is more than 1000 individual optical fibers woven in by hand, as well as the five hundred broken diamonds decorated in the interior, and glass particles are added to the car paint, which is dazzlingly expensive.

For a while, she admired Chu Youran very much, and she felt hopeless: How could a person be so powerful, so strong that he would never make mistakes?Is the world driven by such people?But Chu Youran is so bad, full of five poisons, all I can see from her is sinister.

Chu Zhongxiao stretched out his hand, and lightly moved the clock that was glowing with a sapphire blue light, "I don't know why I had to kill her, maybe she was really sick. I adore her very much, but I also hate her very much." , I feel like she can bring out my failure everywhere."

Envy makes her jealous, and disappointment makes her hate; but she also knows that what she hates is only her weak and vacillating self.Killing my aunt seems to be able to eradicate my weakness, so that I can take the first step towards becoming strong.

But money, power, fame...does it mean being strong?

"I'm ambitious, but I can't see it... I haven't seen my parents for three years. When I think of them, I feel incompetent; but if I really want to do those things, I... don't want to do it."

"What's the point of being alive? Climb up desperately, compete with those outstanding people who emerge in endlessly, and one day you will be knocked down suddenly? Stand up and climb again, stay at the bottom of the well if you can't climb? Or is it a lifetime pursuit? Peaceful and joyful, constantly giving up on yourself to please your family, friends and lover... just to not be alone with yourself for the rest of your life?" Chu Zhongxiao said, "How boring."

"You should study philosophy." Ye Lang commented.

"I read Schopenhauer," Chu Zhongxiao shrugged, "I want to study philosophy, and it will cost me thousands of years."

"I think it's a matter of your perspective." Ye Lang's dark pupils almost melted into the man-made splendor, "Don't always stare at the dark side of society, you should look at yourself more."

Chu Zhongxiao stretched his legs with a smile, "You mean I'm hopelessly pessimistic."

The two academic masters began to discuss philosophical issues.Chu Zhongxiao held on to Schopenhauer's basic argument, claiming that happiness is temporary, when desires are satisfied, there is emptiness after hope, and boredom after emptiness; boredom is long-lasting.Ye Lang shattered her "Schopenhauer's pendulum" with the sparkling Marxist dialectics, "Happiness and boredom are temporary, and there is nothing permanent."

"Then why do I feel that I am bored more than I am happy?"

"Because you drank too much tonight." Ye Lang continued to persuade her with a bright red light, "Don't be self-righteous, look for objective reasons, where is your rationality? Did you pass the IQ to Li Dongqian in the last exam?"

Chu Zhongxiao was angry and happy, he didn't say a word, Ye Lang took the conversation away, "Your life can't be all miserable, it's always happy things mixed with unhappy things. Why do you want Allow misery to defeat you, and deny happiness to convince you?"

"Oh," she sighed hesitantly, "I drank too much, and I can't scold you."

Ye Lang won the war of words, and he never relented in fighting. He made a final decision, "Go back to my house and don't be rude, go to bed quickly, your cerebrospinal fluid will wash away these nonsense."

Even if some people are gay, their straight masculinity is still deeply rooted in their bones.

After being dragged out of the car by her straight male gay honey, Chu Zhongxiao said helplessly and seriously: "Stop making trouble, your brother doesn't like me, I can see that. I quarreled with him, and even blackmailed me when I was a child... "

"Shut up," Ye Lang babbled all the way with her, and finally got impatient, "Are you a bitch?"

Chu Zhongxiao, "..."

Many years later, she went to study brain neuroscience because of sleep problems, and she found the stalk of "cerebrospinal fluid".

[The cerebrospinal fluid flows into the brain along the periarterial space, exchanges with the interstitial fluid of brain cells, and brings the metabolic waste of the intercellular fluid to the perivenous space, and then discharges out of the brain. 】

Chu Zhongxiao wondered if it was really because of the miraculous cerebrospinal fluid, after waking up, she really cleared her mind of the pessimistic trash, as if she was born again.But after thinking about it for two seconds, she still didn't think so.

So many metabolic wastes accumulated day and night, and they didn't take out their brains and wash them clean, how could they get better after a night of sleep?

Maybe it's because of the atmosphere in Ye Lang's house, maybe it's because she danced happily all night in the guest room.Maybe it's... In other words, how did they talk that night, and actually changed her life ambition from "killing my aunt who is a big moth in society" to "going to Korea to dance street dance"?

That was the first time Chu Zhongxiao lived in someone else's house.

The headlights were turned on in the living room, and there were piles of papers and pens scattered on the coffee table and sofa, a notebook, an iPad, and a mobile phone.Ye Lang's brother came out of the bathroom with a face that made life worse than life. He looked up and raised his eyebrows in surprise, "Yo, did you bring your girlfriends home?"

At that time, she felt extremely embarrassed, and it was not good to explain, or not to explain, "Uh, that..."

"She's staying at our house for one night." Ye Lang came out with a pair of slippers, "Do you still have a toothbrush cup?"

Huo Yang didn't ask any more questions, turned around and went back to the bathroom, "Well...no, you can go out and buy some. The supermarket should not be closed at this point."

"Okay." Before Ye Lang changed his shoes, he turned around and opened the door. Chu Zhongxiao immediately grabbed his arm, "Wait, I'll be with you!"