after breaking up

Cheng Qiwen, who was more and more turbulent in the bar at night, looked a little unbelievable when he saw Shen Ming suddenly appearing in front of his eyes at the bar: "I'll go, why are you coming to the bar?"

"Do you believe me when I say I'm drunk?" Shen Ming raised his eyelids and said calmly.

"Are you... all right?" Cheng Qiwen knew that Shen Ming never joked, and seemed a little hesitant to speak.

"It's okay." Shen Ming drank the wine glass in his hand and said very soberly: "Not only is it okay, we will be fine in the future."

"Damn it, you're not crazy, are you? Haven't you turned your prodigal son back? Xu Sheng's grandson will tear this day apart!"

Shen Ming looked up at him for a long time and then laughed, Cheng Qiwen was taken aback by his smile: "Don't, don't, I won't say anything, you laugh so hard that I'm terrified"

Without interruption, Shen Ming poured one cup after another into his stomach, and there was no sense of restraint at all.

"Didn't you say that you gave up? How come all these years have passed suddenly, and in the eyes of others, you are a model of love and a winner in life. How did you make it like this?"

Before meeting Xu Sheng, Shen Ming was still a teacher, and it was his duty to teach and educate people.Unsmiling, serious and rigid during the day, and let the depraved self sink at night.

Everyone has two sides to life, except for Shen Ming who lives for others, he has let his own misbehavior since very early on, as if he was preparing for the moment of death, trying his best to keep alive as an ordinary citizen even if it is full of rubbish Obligations, work, colleagues, contributions, and the same life as everyone else, everything is like doing it for others, without any sense of pleasure.Just have to do it, live it.

After finishing his daily work, he would drink and smoke a lot to torture himself to death. He was such a person when Cheng Qiwen met him. He couldn't understand the purpose of this kind of person insisting on living like this. Once Shen Ming suddenly met him. Said: "Some people are born as if they were dead. You can see that they can be like others in many cases, living in an orderly manner, but where you can't see them, they are just like a pile of rotten meat." Although Cheng Qiwen still didn't understand what Shen Ming did, he never asked again.

Before meeting Xu Subaru, Shen Ming never planned to live for a long time in his life plan. He has been fast-forwarding his life in a way of suicide. It is probably because of many unspeakable things in his childhood that made him dare not imagine that he would live alone in his old age. In his whole life, he hid a lot of things and never trusted anyone, so he deliberately ruined himself and lived in his own cage.

Until one day, he taught a student named Xu Sheng.

No one answered Cheng Qiwen's question aloud, and after that Shen Ming was very drunk, Cheng Qiwen was even thinking about whether his stomach would burst because of his reckless drinking.He couldn't express his concern by grabbing the cup and yelling at him like others did.Firstly, Shen Ming has never felt that others use the reason of caring to forcefully restrict his behavior, and secondly, why should others teach right and wrong when everyone is an adult? Cheng Qiwen lit a few cigarettes and thought about it. Maybe he was old too.

"How is it? Did you drink enough?"

"It's still a bit..." Shen Ming frowned, as if he was calculating how far away he was from unconsciousness, and said cautiously.

Looking at the guy in this state, Cheng Qiwen probably didn't want to walk out, so he said, "If you want to drink yourself to your knees, go back to my house first, and don't do anything to trouble the boss. I'll give you a drink." Just return the wine to me later."

Shen Ming nodded and got up slowly to pay the bill, he was restrained and polite even to say thank you to the waiter, sometimes it was ridiculous, the more he wanted to get drunk, the more drunk he seemed.

It's not the first time I've been to Cheng Qiwen's house, the deserted feeling from top to bottom is naturally such that even Cheng Qiwen himself doesn't want to come back easily, seeing his wine cabinet full of good wine covered with dust and said: "Not at home drink wine?"

"Ah." Cheng Qiwen smiled, "It's different from you. Drinking is for me to make friends. What's the point of drinking by myself?"

"Drink it now?" Shen Ming walked straight over and picked a bottle at random and shook it at him, most of the rationality on his face had disappeared, although he was not unconscious, he also showed some boldness of a drunk.

"Yes..." Cheng Qiwen also saw his state. To drink, you just need to walk more. After blowing the night breeze, you will not be far from drunk. Why bother to sit in one place all the time and embarrass your stomach.

Afterwards they drank until the middle of the night, Cheng Qiwen was clear about Shen Ming's unconsciousness, that is when he started talking nonsense seriously, this was never the same thing as Shen Ming's dream of sleeping to death.

"Are you worthy of my upbringing?" Shen Ming was like an overwhelmed father, his eyes were a little moist looking at Cheng Qiwen, and his clenched fists trembled a little.

... I haven't seen such a wonderful performance with a ghost upper body for many years.Cheng Qiwen patted Shen Ming on the back reassuringly and said, "Dad, the Anti-Japanese War has already begun."

So only Cheng Qiwen knew about Shen Ming's unknown drunkenness after one night.